Sino si Agent Boytoy?
Blogger siya.
Lalake siya.
Pero ang trip niya… mga bading.
Boytoy nga daw siya.
Pero di siya bayaran.
Lubos at tunay niyang minamahal ang mga bading na karelasyon niya.
At ang message niya sa sangkabadingan…
“to all the gays out there… i’m all yours…”
The first time I read Agent Boytoy’s blog, I was hooked. Ang galing! Unique voice, interesting characterization, and engaging storytelling. Light and bubbly, pero alam mong may lalim ang manunulat behind the blog. That was my first impression of him as a blogger. Pero I have to admit, like most of his readers, nakiliti rin ang imahinasyon ko. More than his being a blogger, pinagpantasyahan ko siya as a person. As a guy who actually falls in love with gay guys sans the typical financial benefits. Eh bakit naman hindi ako magpapantasya? Heto mga pictures niya.
At sabi niya sa blog niya, GUWAPO siya. Eh di lalo pang tumibok-tibok ang puson… este puso ko. Tapos ito pa ang mga pinagpo-post niyang picture niya:
Parang takatak ng keyboard sa bilis ang tibok ng puso ko… pagkatapos dadagdagan pa nito…
San ka pa? Heto ang isa pang nakapangingilig ng kalamnan (sorry pinutol ko na ang bottom part ng pic kasi medyo censored talaga):
So tell me — sino ba naman ang di maaapektuhan?
And so secretly I harbored this burning, seething desire… sana naman makita ko yung mga original / raw photos niya… yung walang blur-blur… yung kita lahat… lahat-lahat… ng mukha niya… haaayyyy… pero siyempre, nangibabaw ang dalaginding factor. Pa-conservative ang lola ninyo. So, I contented myself with just featuring his blog, particularly that really cute Valentine Story he wrote about him and his gay lover. Nakaka-in love ampotah! (Excuse my French, mademoiselle) Pero yun nga, the dalaginding in me was saying — umayos ka Migs, may asawa na yan. Bawal landiin. And so I did what my conscience told me to do. I stared, but at a safe distance. Tingin at tanghod, but no touch. That was my resolve, and I was successful. Until…
One day I was dropping by his blog, and was surprised with what I read:
Matagal ko itong pinag-isipan. Pormal na ako magpapaalam sa inyo lahat. Masaya ako na sa maikling panahon napasaya ko kayo.
O-M-G! Si Agent Boytoy, nagpapaalam na! He’s quitting, no more blog for him. Haaaay! Sayang naman ang blog ng online crush ko! So taking advantage of this extreme development, and just to put some closure in my mind and in my heart, I violated my resolve. Imbes na stare from afar, I mustered all courage to contact him via email. Pero safe email ha. In-encourage ko lang siya. Referring to his online detractor(s), sabi ko:
Hi Agent Boytoy! Don’t let them affect you. Keep on writing. Keep on writing. Keep on writing. ~Migs
Di ko na in-expect na sumagot ang Agent. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, marami siya masyadong fans. Sino ba naman ako para pansinin niya. Eh inulit-ulit ko lang naman yung “Keep on writing” sa email ko. Walang kuwentang email dabah? In short, para di ako masyadong feeling-era, I did not expect any response from my online crush.
Siyempre di ko naman sasabihing “I did not expect any response from my online crush” kung talagang hindi nga siya actually nag-reply sa email ko. Waley naman yun. Hayun, actually the same day I sent him that email, may reply na siya agad. He explained why he was quitting blogging. Ako naman, nagpupumilit magpa-cute sa reply. Sabi ko cool ka lang, kesyo maraming malulungkot (including yours truly) kung talagang ituloy niya ang paghinto sa blogging, etcetera, etcetera. It was an exciting exchange. I felt like I was a teeny bopper all over again, exchanging emails with my uber-crush. Teeny bopper kasi sweet nothings lang naman ang exchanges namin (I was being safe, kasi nga may jowa siya no!).
Kaso, isang araw, in one of those email exchanges, heto ang natambaran ng long-hair na lola ninyo:
hi migs, it’s me again. pagbalik ko from vacation, i’ll treat you for dinner. sana free ka first week of june. basta my treat! ~ agent boytoy
Sabay nag-cartwheel ang puso kong mamon.
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