Jul
08

Agent Boytoy – the conclusion

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[This is the conclusion of the previous posts entitled Agent Boytoy, The Rendezvous with Agent Boytoy, and Going Intimate with Agent Boytoy.]

* * *

Inside my heavily-tinted car, the blackness that enveloped us only intensified the fiery feelings inside me. At long last, Agent Boytoy was not just an internet phantom, a celebrity blogger… he’s real and in front of me, in the flesh. He was not just an arm’s length away… he was literally just an erection’s length away!

* * *


Dalawang Kurot

Moments back, while we were still having our post-dinner talk at the al fresco area of the hotel, Agent was puffing away with a weird looking, chocolate-colored cigarette. He was pensive. I took advantage of the temporal silence, segued to a semi-serious question. I asked, “kamusta naman si Cupcake?”

He smiled with a refreshingly naughty smile, “mabuti naman siya.” Then he tinkered with his cellphone-PDA for a while, after which he showed me a pic of Cupcake. My turn to smile back, but in my head, “ang haba ng hair ng mujer!”

Kinurot ang puso ko. It was obvious in his body language. Agent seems to really love Cupcake.

“More than 1 year na kami. But since college, magkakilala na kami. Habulin yang si Cupcake ng mga guwaping sa school namin. Pero suwerte ko, ako ang pinili niya,” beamed Agent.

Pangalawang kurot.

* * *


Anoverz!

So back in my cozy, comfy supposedly-scene-of-the-crime car, while it seemed to me that the universe was conspiring for Migs and Agent Boytoy to get it on and produce a baby Migs (and I will name him Miglet!) my conscience got the better of me. Para que pa na naisulat/nai-record ko ang makabagbag-damdaming Anoverz, ang aking obra bilang pagbibigay pugay sa idealismo sa pag-ibig!

Balik ang pagka-Maria Clara ng lola ninyo. Imbes na sa biglang liko, biglang diretso kami sa isang nearby bar. In my mind, keri na. Magpaka-mongha na lang ako, kaysa bahiran ng kalaswaan ang magandang pagtitinginan namin ni Agent (choz!)

* * *


Provocative Agent Boytoy

In that blessed little corner of the bar, Agent’s every gulp of beer meant more and more stories. By this time, he was already very much relaxed, andami na niyang kuwento, including the showbiz part of his life. Yes, may movie appearance ang Agent! (Ay, puwede ko ba sabihin yun? Nasabi na! Wala ng bawian.)

On my part, after just a bottle, I was able to muster enough guts to ask for something na matagal ko ng inaasam-asam. I am referring to the original, unblurred versions of Agent’s sexy photos. Yun kasing mga pino-post niya sa blog niya, very provocative pero blurred out yung mga yummy parts.


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“Do you have the originals sa PDA mo? Patingin naman…” I made sure na para akong kawawang tuta na nagpapa-ampon while asking. Tingnan ko kung may effect ang aking acting workshop.

He was just smiling there. Nervous smile though. Parang nag-iisip.

“Teka, let me get some more cigarettes. Pampaalis ng kaba. Hehe!”

Bingo! In a few moments, there I was, busy scanning through photos in his PDA, ogling at Agent’s nakedness. All I can say is that Cupcake is one lucky gurrrl!

* * *


The Connection

Hindi lang naman puro kalibugan ang pinag-usapan namin ni Agent. In fact all throughout the time we were having dinner, our post-dinner conversation, and while we were drinking in that bar, I was convincing him to continue writing in his blog — I thought it was my responsibility to echo what his fans have been clamoring for. (Kaso mukhang talagang decided na siya to quit blogging as Agent Boytoy.)

This and many other little things that we talked about showed Agent Boytoy in a whole new light. The nude photos of himself that he showed to me then was just one form of nakedness. I was lucky enough to see him in another form of nakedness — not just in the flesh — but through our conversations (which did not stop after that first meeting) I realize that however rich he was able to paint the character of Agent Boytoy in his blog, there’s a lot more behind the “blogged about” scenes. In his blog, Agent is uniquely funny and endearingly loving — in person he is still uniquely funny and endearingly loving plus much much more. While Agent and I have a lot of outward differences, very distinct differences, I see him as a kindred soul. Deep inside I feel a connection.

And no I’m not referring to a romantic connection. It’s a connection that I think we would find with anyone, if only we bothered to really look, to spend time and get to know each other, getting through just the obvious, the stereotypes, and the prejudices. This realization resonated with me especially because I know a lot of MGG readers think they know me because of my writing here — I appreciate that, but I am pretty sure what folks have in mind is just a fraction of who Migs really is in reality. I guess this is true for every blogger out there.

* * *


Parting Gifts

Before calling it a night, I was teasing Agent, “Pa-picture naman! For my readers!”

I was really just joking since I know he was still wary about him being exposed. So I contented myself with this photo which he agreed that I post.

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We parted ways at the parking lot. He went to his car, and I to mine. As I started my car, I heard a light tap on the window of the passenger seat.

I rolled down the window. It was Agent. Smiling an embarassed smile.

Agent handed over a black box, saying “just a small token from me.” An enigmatic smile, and then he’s gone.

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I didn’t have any gift to give him back, I was embarassed! But looking back, I know Agent recognized that the friendship that started in that first meeting was gift enough. Salamat Ahente!

[Agent Boytoy's discontinued blog can be found here.]

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66 Comments So Far

  1. TAE! sabi na eh…TAE ka migs!

    royvi at Jul 8, 08 at 11:04 pm

  2. wow ah. kaines. inabangan ko talaga toh.

    eric(-kah) at Jul 8, 08 at 11:17 pm

  3. nakakalungkot, di ko na mababasa blog ni agent,im a big fan!swerte mo ateh nakita at nakilala mo xa!chinito xa kahit di mo sabihin!

    PAUL at Jul 8, 08 at 11:27 pm

  4. salamat den migs aka mgg… :) peace sa lahat! di ko na dedepensahan sarile ko. hehehe… :)

    COMMENT FROM MIGS: Hey, salamat din, Agent! Alam mo naman ito bilang isang kapwa blogger, sadyang di natin magawang matuwa ang lahat sa atin… kaya don’t worry about defending yourself, sayang lang ang energy mo. Isipin mo na lang na mas nakararami pa rin ang avid fans mo, kasama na riyan si MGG — and that is the truth! World Peace!

    Agent Boytoy at Jul 8, 08 at 11:43 pm

  5. to all the gays here, this is a story that shows the inner personality of a guy, perceived by others in different manners,wag na kaio mag ambisyon at babae na bakla ang gusto ni agent,,,yun lang panalo kaming mga mujer….plus sinabi ba na me sex sa story,lahat ba dapat sex sex sex ang topic…cheeeee!

    butterflyrhai at Jul 8, 08 at 11:46 pm

  6. Thank you for this post, Migs! It was worth the wait. But, sayang, walang picture ni Agent. Hehehe!

    alex at Jul 9, 08 at 12:03 am

  7. Im not amused!

    chulo at Jul 9, 08 at 12:15 am

  8. hot nga ni agent…=)

    peppoi at Jul 9, 08 at 12:20 am

  9. Natapos din sa wakas.

    Byebye,Ahente.

    Anino at Jul 9, 08 at 12:30 am

  10. Thank you very much Migs for writing about him. Although, it was too late when I took his entries seriously, I’m glad you were able to paint a picture of the guy my “kid” was talking about.

    I hope someday, he’d write back. This time, I’d most likely be one of his avid readers.

    Thanks man.

    Mugen at Jul 9, 08 at 12:37 am

  11. WALANG KWENTA!!! OPM KA!! BWISET

    Benjo Lafea at Jul 9, 08 at 1:23 am

  12. Nice Migs! You know, I’ve been checking your site not less than three times everyday just to check the ending to this story.

    I envy you and the others out there who have experienced these kinds of things, at least you have great stories to tell!

    Keep it up Migs! Thanks for keeping me sane whenever I would go crazy thinking about my life! Take care always! x

    Rocksteadywarren at Jul 9, 08 at 1:27 am

  13. Yehey, done na din ang kwento.

    At yehey, walang pic na kita ang mukha ni Agent! :)

    Thanks migs!

    Pero nakakalungkot na hindi na tlga sya susulat as Agent Boytoy. Sadness… :(

    Fiona at Jul 9, 08 at 1:28 am

  14. sayang walang naganap na putotoy between kengkay and ahenteng cowboy!

    jimg29 at Jul 9, 08 at 1:49 am

  15. kabitin naman!
    agent has nice big hands ha?
    i wonder what that means?
    hehehe

    dojojam at Jul 9, 08 at 2:30 am

  16. Thanks Migs at na post mo na ang conclusion ng story with agent, miss ko na rin blog nya…

    sayang walang pik para man lang matapos ang kamisteryosohan nya sa amin…but anyway i know he is not just a boytoy type of guy…

    thanks for still continuing your blog….you inspire me to have one too…in time i may be able to follow on your footsteps hehehe

    shikamaru at Jul 9, 08 at 4:10 am

  17. (Kaso mukhang talagang decided na siya to quit blogging as Agent Boytoy.)

    -Does this mean na magboblog pa rin siya under another pseudo? hmmm…anyway, miggs thanks a lot for this post and for letting us take more than a peek into ahente’s yumminess…este life…

    lordmanilastone at Jul 9, 08 at 6:16 am

  18. Thank you Migs and Agent! More Power to both of you.

    mel beckham at Jul 9, 08 at 6:44 am

  19. drunk si agent boy toy,naglalagkit na sa oil ang facelaloo,ahehehhehhe

    slytherinz at Jul 9, 08 at 7:42 am

  20. Did you ever consider writing stories for “indie” films?

    Kiro at Jul 9, 08 at 9:21 am

  21. Migs, effem ba si cupcake? Pls. answer.

    Davis at Jul 9, 08 at 12:19 pm

  22. kinabahan ako dun ah… taray! hehehe! yeah. i admire Mig’s personality. taray ng lola mo. award winning. :) and to agent, too bad you have decided to quit blogging. whatever the reasons are, salamt po sa lahat ng ibinahagi mu sa amin. (drama ang lola!) seriously, Migs, salamat. with all the posts that you have in here, it helped me see myself as a better person and see other people the way you do – not judging them but by accepting who they are. what’s the instruction? LOVE IN THE IMPERFECTIONS! salamat Migs!

    mico at Jul 9, 08 at 12:29 pm

  23. and that’s it! “)

    dazedblu at Jul 9, 08 at 2:51 pm

  24. Haha. nagsisink-in sa akin ang kwento mo, habang paulit ulit ko siya binabasa, bakit higit akong nalulungkot?

    Mugen at Jul 9, 08 at 3:06 pm

  25. finally… pero sayang naman hindi talaga napakita ng buo ung mukha ni Agent. Thanks Migs sa mga kwento… hindi ko alam pero nalungkot tagalag ako sa ngyari…

    jam at Jul 9, 08 at 3:33 pm

  26. Mabuhay ka MIGS… I know most of ur avid readers expecting a very juicy ending. The thing is, some of our sisters are so fixated with sex and sex. They should look at the other side of the coin, where the beauty lies. I find the ending very exhilarating rather than eritating.
    oh and world peace!

    bon at Jul 9, 08 at 3:57 pm

  27. what’s in the box? tie?

    larrygp at Jul 9, 08 at 4:12 pm

  28. this conclusion was worth the wait. nice one, migs ;)

    hindi lahat ng bading mukhang birdie (slight lang). marunong tayong lumugar sa tama ^^

    yddaj at Jul 9, 08 at 4:28 pm

  29. panalo ang MIGLET!

    look4 at Jul 9, 08 at 4:37 pm

  30. yes!!! at least, once in a very rare while, love can still rule over lust pala, hehehe.

    mark erik at Jul 9, 08 at 6:28 pm

  31. thank GOD!

    next time miguleta pag gagawa ka ng ganitong
    ” trip” please tell us, babalik kami after two to three months.

    tapos.

    chefjolas at Jul 9, 08 at 7:36 pm

  32. i hate it!!!!
    nakakainggit ka migs…huhu…he looks so cute….

    creexs at Jul 9, 08 at 8:21 pm

  33. yeheyy,,,
    ang saya ng istorya nya!!! pang indie films!!! ingit ako sa yu!!

    jhay at Jul 9, 08 at 8:54 pm

  34. yeheyy,,,
    ang saya ng istorya nya!!! pang indie films!!! ingit ako sa yu!! hahhahaha

    jhay at Jul 9, 08 at 8:55 pm

  35. the story could have been better appreciated kung hindi binitin-bitin ni migs ang kwento… e sa wala rin naman pala pupuntahan… nang-inis lang talaga… ang baduy tuloy ng dating. hay naku.

    lois at Jul 9, 08 at 9:22 pm

  36. ang aarte niyo….panay reklamo kayo…ano ba paki niyo? blogs ni migs ito…hindi niyo blog….kung nabitin kayo…..gumawa kayo ng sarili niyong blogs!

    Kayod Marino at Jul 9, 08 at 10:10 pm

  37. migs, pangit naman ng magiging pangalan ng anak niyo ni agent boytoy kung sakali…miglet???
    kung magkamali ng bigkas….BIIK?!!!
    hehehe.
    joke lang po!!!

    cabrill1378 at Jul 9, 08 at 11:17 pm

  38. ang ganda…basta maganda…someday ill find my own ahente.

    invertedrose at Jul 10, 08 at 12:01 am

  39. Thanks Migs, after a very depressing day…your blog puts a smile back in my face, and hope in my heart. Keep it up, man!

    Rainiel at Jul 10, 08 at 12:22 am

  40. hindi sa wala napunta yung kwento noh. o_o

    ibang istorya naman hanap nio eh, yung panlaman tiyan. o_o

    yddaj at Jul 10, 08 at 12:24 am

  41. thanks me conclusion na rin… kea lg sa tagal nbwasan un xcitement. lumaylay tuloy un wento. sna me natutunan ka din s ngyari migs. labs ka pa rin namin.

    tiririt at Jul 10, 08 at 5:26 am

  42. thanks migs sa story. nakaka-inspire!
    mahal ka rin namin agent. you always touch our hearts in your posts that is worth to be remembered…

    vhio at Jul 10, 08 at 10:16 am

  43. choz!

    lois at Jul 10, 08 at 12:50 pm

  44. Nakakaloka! Habang binabasa ko itong swabeng post, talagang nag riring ang bell ko. Hehehe. Ewan ko pero parang nasa eksena talaga ako. Wow.

    Go Migs. Idol na kita. Weeee…
    Si Agent.. Ang tindi mo pare.. ^_^

    Nash Dave at Jul 10, 08 at 4:53 pm

  45. Nakakaloka! Habang binabasa ko itong swabeng post, talagang nag riring ang bell ko. Hehehe. Ewan ko pero parang nasa eksena talaga ako. Wow.

    Go Migs. Idol na kita. Weeee…
    Si Agent.. Ang tindi mo pare..

    Nabubuang ako. grabe na too..
    ^_^

    Nash Dave at Jul 10, 08 at 4:54 pm

  46. i adore you both..haha!
    sweet ni migs..
    agent is adorable..swerte si cupcake….

    kel at Jul 10, 08 at 7:57 pm

  47. good one! :)

    Isaribi at Jul 11, 08 at 8:59 am

  48. haayyy…. kaw talaga Migs…

    to agent boytoy…. love na kita talaga…. regards ke ferdie, natashia and sa caregiver nya…. love kita promise… very amusing ang mga kwento mo sa blog mo… (hmpppp, ampootah… nagiilusyon na naman ako…)

    cast at Jul 11, 08 at 1:14 pm

  49. bitin…kainis!

    sylvester at Jul 11, 08 at 1:42 pm

  50. MIGS, please lang ha, pagnagkita tayo ipaalala mo sa akin ng SAMPALIN ka!

    hmpft. ang conclusion ng kwento mo ay parang systems lost commercial ni juday… pag-uwi mo sa bahay ang ice na binili mo, hindi na purong ice kasi natunaw! eh gaga ka pala wala ba kayong freezer o icebox man lang na styro???? grrrrr….

    itmow quepsco at Jul 11, 08 at 2:23 pm

  51. corny!!

    lonelygayboy at Jul 11, 08 at 2:25 pm

  52. this is what happens when reality doesn’t meet expectations. in the bizness it’s called the hype.

    lonelygayboy at Jul 11, 08 at 2:26 pm

  53. Migs and yes, the Agent,
    Though the sordid part of me is yelling!!!! where’s the sex?

    The part of me that yearns to be true and yes forgiven and full of grace (hail mary!) is just happy that sometimes guys can be friends with us gays without a fear that all we’re after is their nether parts and not their inward parts (no pun intended)

    though I wish to have seen the explicit pics, but that’s not here nor there.

    bading ako eh!

    So to migs, whew, keri na yan.

    to the agent, ang lakas mo bro. Kurot kurutin nga si migs ulit.

    Hehehehehehehe.

    ang yellow shirt masaya at Jul 11, 08 at 11:11 pm

  54. “this is what happens when reality doesn’t meet expectations. in the bizness it’s called the hype.”

    Loves it

    chefjolas at Jul 11, 08 at 11:32 pm

  55. it’s like one of those “almost” love stories you see in the movies.

    how do i describe the “agent boytoy” experience in one word?

    ah yes, bittersweet.

    you go migs. itaguyod ang prinsipyo ng tunay na pag-ibig.

    nicolassabale at Jul 12, 08 at 2:21 am

  56. thanks migs and agent.

    take good care of yourselves, okie?

    allensanjuan at Jul 12, 08 at 9:11 am

  57. reality did not meet expectations.. :c

    i shouldve known better.. knowing migs and knowing agent.. asa pa tayong maglalabas sila ng picture nila! hahaha..

    agent i do hope you finally find that peace youve been looking for.. and hanggang sa muli.. i know youll start blogging again.. :D

    jet at Jul 12, 08 at 9:22 am

  58. ok ok. enough with the bickering. at least migs the manila gay guy has fulfilled our most deepest fantasies, didnt he?!

    so now lets move on with our lives, we’ve met our boytoy agent; now can we meet our manila gay guy; MIGS!?!

    bi serious at Jul 13, 08 at 4:45 am

  59. echosera!

    ever at Jul 13, 08 at 6:14 am

  60. olat ‘to pare… sobrang olat!

    myco mantot at Jul 16, 08 at 4:43 pm

  61. migs ano ok b yung mga photo nya sa pda phone nya????? malaki ba talaga yung berdie nya????

    jasper illaya at Aug 20, 08 at 11:28 pm

  62. Too bad you were’nt able to convince him to blog again. miss ko na sya eh.

    AGENTFAN at Jun 21, 09 at 2:26 pm

  63. ahw migs.. dalang dala aq sa story mo.. i bet cute si agent!! lol swerte mo na at nakita mo siya in person.. hehe

    dfilboy at Jun 29, 09 at 12:33 am

  64. i guess mlaki tlaga ang lagay ni agent! sana makakita rin ako ng agent sa buhay ko! =/

    mickeyscloset at Aug 17, 09 at 4:46 pm

  65. Boytoy should be declared a saint in gay heaven… for demolishing the persistent stereotype of anmen who treat gay men as nothing more than a crutch to their material desires.

    Boytoy, kung nasaan ka man, sana ipagpatuloy mo ang pagiging ehemplo sa mundo ng mga kalalakihan. I believe na hindi lang mga gay men ang nakakabasa ng blog mo. Im sure somewhere out there you are reaching out to all the other men, whose perspective someday you can help mold. May your tribe increase. We love you. :-)

    …I love you. :-)

    Fishy at Sep 13, 09 at 12:43 pm

  66. i miss boytoy…

    ira at Sep 19, 09 at 4:31 am

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