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In Pursuit of Straight Men

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A lot of MGG readers seem to be interested in sharing and reading about their “escapades” with supposedly straight men. Personally, it’s not my cup of tea, but if it is yours, who am I to stop you? I’m putting this post up as a placeholder for your stories, which as of late has been scattered in different posts. Enjoy sharing — and reading!

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584 Comments So Far

  1. Hi Momoy, great experience at the SCTEX. I can imagine what happened next. I’ve had two experiences doing a BJ while the driver was running the car at 140-150 kph, but that was a long time ago on the highway from Al Ain to Dubai. I related some of my experiences with arab boys (18+ naman) in a previous comment. I still have a picture of the first guy Salim, who must be in his 30’s now and with a family and with the other car BJ, Hamdan. After Salim experienced a BJ in the car he always wanted one. Word gets around. I lived in the UAE-Omani boarder, very liberal in terms of their ways compared to Saudi Arabia. There was a boys high school, a Police Academy and a Military base near the area. I worked as a consultant for the computerization of various institutions in the area for the government and we had set up the computer lab of the police academy and the boy’s high school.

    Salim was an Omani who worked for the UAE army and I got to know him through a doctora friend whom he liked. In these places, it was not forbidden for men to drop by the villas of women and the women were usually in groups, no hanky panky.

    As I related in an earlier comment expats o a certain rank were allowed a liquor allowance. My consultancy post also allowed me access to the officers-only bars of the police academy and the military base so I had two sources of a rare resource coveted by many who had no official access to it. They could of course get them as individual drinks in hotel bars, but that was quite pricey.

    For one reason or another, malakas ang pangaamoy ng mga guys na ito sa dalawang bagay: possible sources of liquor and other men willing to be f__ked by them. When they find a source, they “share” this confidentially with friends.

    I met Hamdan through a junior officer whose liquor allowance had exhausted for the month and since I had to get my monthly allowance of liquor at the base, Hamdan drove me there. In the course of the trip, he asked me if I knew some of the Filipino nurses at buraimi hospital and he told me that they had once hitched a ride with him to the souq. In the course of our conversation, I asked him if he had had sex with any of them, he said no but he wanted to if he had the opportunity. Sabi ko, baka mahirapan, wagid kabir sombul (your cocks are huge, they might have a hard time, my grammar must have been wrong). So I asked again “kabir sombul ente?” (malaki ba takaga ang sa iyo). He said sheepishly, “imkin” (maybe), surprisingly, he said ” arid shuf?” (gusto mong makita?).

    Thats how it started…

    As I said, sexually, these were the best years, the sex was free and I was the one being pursued I had police officers, military guys and the older guys from the high school; I’ve had fair skinned arabs and dark african type ones (East Africa- Tanzania, Kenya and Zanzibar) a was a colony of the Sultanate of Oman in the 14th century- thus, a lot of cross migration) – all exceptionally good looking. I still have pictures with some of them

    BTW I’ll get in touch with you. My email address is caloy73@gmx.com

    caloy at Apr 15, 09 at 9:41 am

  2. wow, caloy! that story reminded me of my favorite resource for erotica when i was a kid: penthouse forum! woohoo!! hotta hotta hotta! and you also seem to aim to inform and instruct by giving asides and explanations. truly appreciated.

    momoy, i completely understand if you prefer not to be graphic and explicit in your story telling. kaya lang, super bitin naman kasi yung bolitas-driver story. it truly is a cliff hanger worthy of falcon crest or dallas. (yikes! i date myself.)

    then again, it’s YOUR story. you can end it where you choose. but personally, i would have wanted to know how one gets from point A (saying “talaga? may bolitas ka? patingin nga!”) to point B (sex). kasi kaya ko yung line na yon! but with my personality, it would probably be construed as a joke. sigh.

    marco jordan at Apr 24, 09 at 12:12 pm

  3. Postscript

    My big fantasy turned out to be exceptionally good. The guy has great lips, not the thin kind but full kissable lips and he knows how to use it (soft, gentle, light) and tease with his tongue (just a small tease). He doesn’t smoke and his breath feels sweetish and fresh, in spite of the beer and coffee. I’ve never seen his tits (I haven’t been to the office inter deparment basketball tourneys for the rank and file – I’m not just a basketball fan but I’m a fan of basketball players) and his nipples were dark reddish and full (look at Gerard Anderson’s nipples, something like that) he had firm pecs and great biceps. His eyes weren’t close when he kissed, and he looked straight at you. You’ld melt at those piercing eyes.

    All the while, I was estatic that a two year fantasy came to this and that the guy was great in bed, didn’t just lie there and didn’t seem like he was going through the motions. I was certain that this was not his first, but I didn’t mind.

    Caloy at Apr 24, 09 at 1:23 pm

  4. Currently, I’m listening to Joey Albert’s classic, I Remember The Boy….here’s a liner of the song..”So while the song still brings that certain glow..and the world still sings of love I know..It isn’t quite the way it was before…I remember the boy..but I don’t remember the feeling, anymore..”

    This seems to be our anthem. When I hear this song on my iPOD, I remember all the boys in my life..and how I’ve matured in my realistic understanding of gay love.

    With this song, I remember Eric (not his real name).Where and when did I first notice him? On national TV. He was a finalist at the Mister Philippines World pageant on Kuya Germs’ Walang Tulugan. I watched it on TV to support my friend, Iago Raterta. But Iago didn’t make it as a finalist and Eric, from nowhere in the preliminaries, was a surprise call.

    So I remembered Eric for the wrong reasons..he took Iago’s final slot. I thought he did not deserve to be there.And his face became an infamous sight in my cerebrum.

    Fast track 4 or 6 months after…we sponsored one of the industry business congresses and so we had our booth. I usually am an early riser so on the opening of the congress, I was one of the executives who arrived early. From the hotel lobby, I already saw the usually ubiquitous and standard “promo/merchandiser talent models” fixing themselves up while waiting for the opening. I usually see purely women in our previous events..but not this time. There were 6 ladies and 3 men.

    The men’s faces were all familiar.All promising models. But one was aloof from the group..he was on his own on a table arranging our brochures.I was introduced by our marketing staff to the bigger group of 9 models and exchanged casual jokes.But my sight was curious to the square peg..and so I asked..”Bakit di nyo pa minamake-upan yung isang yun?”…To which everyone laughed.

    The odd guy stopped what he was doing, raised his head and with a sore face, rose up and said..”Hi Sir, I’m Eric..” I was flustered to see Eric. But instead of indifference from the pageant, I turned red for an unexpected rush of attraction. He was my dreamy adonis.. dashing moreno, towering at 5′11, with broad, strong shoulders, perfectly etched nose over perfectly-carved lips.His eyes were dopy-tired yet smiling and his sincere-worried smile showed his pearly whites.

    “So why are you sad?”…To which one lady model quickly retorted..”Kase, last-minute replacement po sya sir kaya kalahati na lang po ang talent fee na matatanggap nya kase sabi nung agent nya, nabigay na raw sa originally-assigned model ang downpayment..?” “What?”, I blurped, kunwari concerned..”I’ll talk to the head of of the agency we’ve been working with…Anyway, dahil dyan, I’ll order you beakfast…” Yehey…exclaimed the gleeful models except for Eric.

    Aware that I am at work, I purposely distanced myself from Eric. It was hard to control the urge but I tried my best.But I guess, you can never fool your own shadow. I can’t control the times that I’d take a long, steady glance at Eric. I was mindful of what he was doing. Since he was odd from the group (belonged to a different casting agency), he mostly worked by himself, giving out brochures meters away from our booth.

    There were a couple of times that he would notice me staring at him but i would shy out pretending that I wasn’t exactly looking at him.

    The rush hour of clients during the opening dwindled past 11am. Eric was standing by himself near the door waiting for people to hand out brochures to. I don’t know what came into me but lust led my steps to him..”You know, I saw you from the Mister Philippines World pageant and I was surprised you edged out my friend Iago for a final slot..”

    “Ah talaga po, nanood kayo nun? Oo nga eh, akala nga po namin si Iago ang siguradong mananalo.Di ko nga rin po akalain eh pero sabi po nung mga handlers ko, mataas daw score ko sa interview..”. I was amazed at how humble he was. “Pero, I realized now, worth it ka naman makasali sa finals pala kase mas may dating ka in person..”..”By the way, I need your number para madirectly hire ka na namin in our future events.” Wow pare, I’m attaracting bromance.

    “So, bakit ka pumayag na mag-alternate?”…”Kase, bored ako sa bahay eh, open naman sched ko.Tsaka, kailangan ko ng pambayad sa condo…” He delivered this without a hint na nagpaparamdam…”Wawa ka naman, o sya..treat na lang kita lunch….” my reckless invitation..I can’t believe I threw that line!!

    “Ah, ok lang sir, dyahe sa mga kasama ko na mauuna akong kumain. Sabay na lang ako sa kanila..”…Ahh, I didn’t know kung malungkot ako sa rejection or matuwa that I won’t be putting myself in an uncompromising situation.So I tried to recover from disgrace..”Of course, kayo lahat ang ililibre ko, di lang ikaw. But come to think of it, di pala lahat kayo pwede sabay mawala…O sya bro, kakain na kami…” my unemotional response as I head to the exit.

    The whole afternoon was a constant struggle of keeping Eric away from my sight and my mind.But I could not help but be uncomfortable at the sight of Eric playfully flirting (actually just talking) with the female models.I hated the fact that he was slowly drawn to the company of the two flirty girls of the group.

    I just can’t allow Eric to be among the statistics of “nakalampas” and “what if’s” in my life. So I worked it out with our marketing that Eric get the whole talent fee he deserves to get for the work done. I purposely extended my meeting with my staff to coincide with the the models pack-up time. I saw from a distance that my marketing staff talking to a happier Eric was pointing at me. Kunwari deadma ako but Eric waved at me. I gave a wry smile and a clasped, controlled wave at him while I ended my meeting hopefully to catch Eric pa at the lobby of the hotel.

    With controlled, yet excited big steps, caught him texting at the lobby..”Hey, traffic pa pauwi eh, wanna care for a beer dyan sa harap?”..”Sure sir, but I invited my ex-gf eh, papunta na sila ng bestfriend nya dito..”…Ah..what a blow..”Eh di inuman tayong apat. Ok nga eh, square tayo..” “Cool, oo ba!!!” he mused..

    The ex was a very pretty, kinda liberal chinita. 19 years old..ala Kim Chiu. I tried to be level-headed and decided to play “kuya” to these young. hopefully, ex lovers na talaga.Kaso lang, ang bestfriend na kasama ay openly loud gay and I was very anxious na baka maamoy nya ako.

    I guess I was pretty good and convincing at being the kuya advisor. Eric slowly came out of his shell and started to laugh and play with us. Obviously, he was trying to please and take care of his ex.I learned that the ex is currently dating na a chinese guy. And I got the confirmation from them na single nga si Eric. I don’t know if I’d rejoice or feel bitter of the still unconsummated feelings they still have for each other. The loud faggot kept on opening topics like business, career and love. Thank God to this faggot, I got to show my strength, a good communicator and advisor.

    Around 10 PM, sinundo na ang ex ni Eric at ang kanyang alalay by their driver. Social!!!The ex thanked me for the advices and she was glad daw that Eric found a Kuya in me…ouch!!!And Eric was obviously happy. I guess, it was the only time they got to see each other again for a good closure.

    It just seemed to happen naturally and I felt like Eric was glad I was there. Because suddenly, he hugged me tightly to say thanks. I was stunned, pretending I was uneasy.I tried to cut it by saying..”Wanna go to Starbucks?”

    “Hey, ako na magdadrive sayo bro and instead of going to Starbucks, ipagtimpla na lang kita ng coffee sa condo ko..Topnotch barista ata ako.. At para malaman mo na rin mo saan ako nakatira…” Oh my, my feet were shaking..I don’t know what to feel. I needed to take sex from my thoughts..my mind is fast-tracking to see his six-packs…

    He was a smooth driver. And with him on my side, I can now smell his perfume. It was a subtle summer citrusy scent. He was now happy, now comfortable even volunteered..”Sir, pwede ba mag-apply na driver?”

    We arrived at his condo and I tried to tame my lust. “Bro, magulo condo ko ha..Puro lalaki kase kami eh..” ..’Ok lang yun bro, baka mas magulo condo ko’..

    When he opened the door, magulo pala was an understatement. It was indeed a man’s place..with exercise equipment all over, FHM and Maxim mags scattered around. Bottles of fruit juices and mineral water around…but I noticed na magulo man, wala namang amoy familiar to me during my dorm stay at UP.I saw a framed photo of his roomate, a fellow model I am also very familiar with. “Wala si Roommate, nasa gf nya..” So kami lang dalawa doon?

    As he seated me and turned on the TV, he took off his long-sleeved polo and undressed it. I was saliva-dried, trying to not stare at his chest. He turned back and reached for the manual air-con. While reaching out for the manual controls of the aircon, I took it the oppurtunity to appreciate his body…gym-trained, broad, model muscled. His arms were unending and his hands and fingers were big.Ano kaya ang feeling pag niyayakap ako ni Eric?

    Momoy at Apr 24, 09 at 7:58 pm

  5. hai… gusto ko sana mag kuwento… straight kasi ako until recently… sa isang gay ko pala mahahanap yung mga bagay na hinahanap ko sa isang babae… kaso pagod na xa magmahal dahil sa dami ng nanloko sa kanya… kaya ako, nagiisa na…

    sakai at Apr 24, 09 at 11:43 pm

  6. bitin..

    ANU NEXT NANGYRI..SHITTTTTTTTTTT…
    N EXCITE ATA AKO AH…ejejeeej

    dave_davao at Apr 25, 09 at 1:19 am

  7. ^ haba naman teh. nobela?

    rtrt at Apr 25, 09 at 1:54 am

  8. Momoy, wala bang part 2 yan. Ganda. Im tempted to go to a Mall and flirt with a promodizer. Sa HK kaya may chance kaya akong maka pick up ng pinoy on a day off?

    caloy at Apr 25, 09 at 4:10 am

  9. Sakai,

    Please tell us your story. That is definitely a different angle from most of the stories here.

    Momoy,

    Nakakabitin. Please continue.

    Caloy and Momoy,

    I am somewhat in a similar situation like yours. I met a guy almost six months ago in a QC mall. He is a promodizer. Initially, parang suplado dating niya sa akin but through turn of events, we became friends wherein I’m playing the kuya role. Nag-inuman pa nga kami na dalawa lang dahil di dumating yung ibang ka-tropa niya na promodizers. Whenever I would visit him in his area, I would kid him that his tummy is getting big. Since biro yon, he would grab my hand and allow me to touch his tummy. He is now assigend in another mall dahil na-endo na.

    Although he has a live-in partner with one child, nagpaparamdam siya by texting me with love quotations pero medyo binabara ko. One of his messages lately was: “kahit na ano, gagawin ko dahil may utang na loob ako sa inyo.” I gave him some stuff kasi during Christmas and I tried helping his sister get funding for her college education. I kidded him na isusumbong kita kay Misis for telling me you love me in your text messages. We are going to meet on Wednesday during his day off. He is inviting me to see his house and baby. Not sure if I am going to blow the horn. Takot ako.

    Bong at Apr 25, 09 at 2:39 pm

  10. Madami Caloy. Try Pacific Place. And kung pinoy on a day off, i guess statue square or around it.

    Momoy, nahawa ka na kay Caloy. Parehong magaling mambitin. :-)

    Ton at Apr 25, 09 at 4:56 pm

  11. PHR b yan?jejeje. .scripwriter kah ata eh. .jejeje. .bitina carlos!

    Rapidfire at Apr 26, 09 at 12:32 am

  12. rtrt, kung nahahabaan ka, eh di…wag mong basahin! Simple lang ang buhay…Blogs are ways of expressing ourselves, our struggles, our frustrations, our conquests.I felt like detailing it will show our humanity, the dimensions of gay-straight inter-action. If this does not interest you, then scroll down..easy!

    rapidfire, i wish i could write better scripts. My stories are too spontaneous and misdirected that when I read it once posted, I squirm at the inconsistent tenses and thoughts, criss-crossing grammars and spellings, and the lack of coherence.

    It takes so much effort to share a story and type it.I could have opted to watch news instead. But sometimes, the thought that you get to empower fellows that “things” are possible, that they are not alone in their struggles, that we relate with each other…that’s fulfilling enough.

    I don’t expect everyone to like or empathize with my stories. But there are constructive ways.How could we encourage other people to share if we react this way?

    And Migs says, World Peace!!!!

    Momoy at Apr 26, 09 at 2:47 am

  13. ay nako momoy kebs sa mga inggitera. tuloy mo lang kwento mo. maganda. gusto ko malaman ending. thanks!

    bC at Apr 26, 09 at 6:24 am

  14. I Remember The Boy (A Continuation..)

    Prologue:

    For Dave, Ton and Bong na bitin, wish I have more time in my hands..pasencia na, busy talaga. For bC, hope you’ll enjoy this part..And for Caloy…may utang ka pa sa akin…thanks for the coffee and ingat dyan sa Hongkong. As I told you, maraming Pinoy seamen on dock break dyan sa may Victoria Harbour pier, labas ng PNB. Mga nagpapadala ng pera sa Pinas at tumatambay na malulungkot at nangangailangan ng kakwentuhan…I’ll be in Hongkong on May 4-9 so prepare the ways for me ok? hehe!Mabait yan si Sir Caloy, we’re lucky to have him here with us..

    Si Eric….Pagkatapos nyang iset sa 17C ang aircon at itodo-blast ang fan…nahuli nya akong nakatitig sa katawan nya.”Bro, ayos ba katawan ko?”, sabay himas sa chest nya at pose ala-Bodyshot. This made me fix my dropped-jaw and realized I’m so tanga..He continued..”Kapagod ang magmaintain ng katawang pangmodel..kase dapat lean lang at konting muscles..di pwedeng body-builder ang frame.Kapagod rin at nakakaubos pera ang mga go-sees…dapat kase tumuloy na lang ako sumali noon sa Powerboys at sa Musculados… ” Gusto ko sanang humirit..pero bigla nyang hinawakan ang pisngi ko sa dalawa nyang mga palad…”Bro, tingnan mo ako kung bagay ba…”..at bigla syang kumanta ng putol-putol na medley ng Legs,Legs,Legs at Katawan, mga kanta ng Hagibis.

    I can’t believe this was the same aloof guy that day. I can’t believe he had this goofy side..He sang off-key and out of pitch but his eyes were gazed and flirting on me. He must have relieved the olden days of his exposure with these groups or this must have been his secret fantasy. He did sidesteps, front..back… to Legs, Legs,Legs. When he faced me, I noticed the thick trail of his umbilical hair that must grows fuller down there. At nung tumalikod sya, I noticed how tight his butt was showing his two deep butt dimples.

    “Bro, tawa ka naman dyan..”..my body evaluation of him was cut and so, I pretended to burst a big kantyaw laughter….”Hahaha, bagay bro…o saan ko ipapasok ang tip?”…It was such a spontaneous hirit out of nowhere which he picked-up as it was.

    Lumapit sya sa akin and unbuttoned his zipper-free jeans..showing his black briefs… He then changed his song to an acoustic, kinky version of Katawan, sabay haplos sa chest at gumiling-giling palapit sa akin..One, two steps closer… with his deep, dopy eyes, looking at me so tenderly..

    I couldn’t help it anymore..I was now gazing at the nipples he’d been rubbing with his hands. His fly continued to part and exposed the head amidst the black underwear…Did he really want it? Or was it just him trying to open himself up to welcome a new buddy in his life?

    Momoy at Apr 26, 09 at 11:35 am

  15. wow! momoy…continue….pls….*growing fanbase here*

    Phaura Reinz at Apr 26, 09 at 12:16 pm

  16. For Momoy,

    “Did he really want it? Or was it just him trying to open himself up to welcome a new buddy in his life?”

    These were the last two sentences in your last post. Please answer these questions soon. I’m eager to know the answers. Hehehe!

    Bong at Apr 26, 09 at 12:57 pm

  17. Momoy, nakakabitin…

    Hahayyyy…Wish I would have that chance like you…

    ganymede at Apr 26, 09 at 1:20 pm

  18. Bong and everyone who wants to take part in this case story, what would you do if you were in my situation? Would you grab the ’slim, uncertain” chance of pushing it farther and risk a possible great friendship? or continually work on developing trust and nurture a deeper friendship…hopefully towards a “founded” relationship?

    momoy at Apr 26, 09 at 1:28 pm

  19. Langya ka talaga Momoy, meron pang audience participation. hahaha.

    All I could tell you is….

    Carpe Diem.

    Dali, kwento ka na.

    Ano bang friendship friendship yan eh one day pa lang kayo nagkakakilala. And for him to exhibit such teasing behavior, eh what did you think he had in mind? After all, dumaan na sya sa kamay ni Walang Tulugan….. hahaha

    Kwento na sabi eh……. :-)

    Ton at Apr 26, 09 at 2:52 pm

  20. walang bitinan… gow kwento pa momoy

    imurnaughtylildevil at Apr 26, 09 at 3:06 pm

  21. pwedeng pwede ka na pumasok sa top 10 nang bibitn momoy hahaha

    bC at Apr 26, 09 at 3:58 pm

  22. What happened na momoy…

    xoxo at Apr 26, 09 at 7:44 pm

  23. Any direction the story goes is fine. But keep the story going and end it with an epilogue– not at the climax. Hehehe!

    Bong at Apr 26, 09 at 9:21 pm

  24. Uy Ton, di naman sya dumaan kay Kuya Germs..Mister Philippines World was a competitive/kinda prestigious crown that was organized by Binibining Pilipinas Charities. That’s why, it gathered a lot of A-lister models from top agencies. Eric has been into many ads and campaigns before and after the competition including campaigns for Smart, Coke, PLDT, Skyflakes etc. His roomate is that hunk in the Nescafe commercial…among others.

    But then, di ba yan ang dynamics ng gay-straight man interconnection? We often assume na “game” ang mga finiflirt natin…we fantasize na type din nila tayo..But then sometimes, we need to be reminded that since we closeted ourselves, our actions are different from what our brains are processing.Our neurons must have been so confused what to tap in our nerve endings.

    Malay nyo, that time, since I’ve been in control of my actions, Eric saw “the goodness” in me…but what he initially saw in me may vanish the instance i break his expectations and violate his trust?

    Haayy…I’m so sick now.May kwento na naman ako next time sa experience ko with a finalist of Hataw Super Bodies Bikini Open last night…Hay, for sure, marami sa inyo nanood last night sa Technowave Il Terrazo..

    Raise your hands!!!

    Momoy at Apr 26, 09 at 9:50 pm

  25. question is, did you break his expectations and violate his trust? oh boy i sure hope you did! XD

    bC at Apr 27, 09 at 2:07 am

  26. haaay, super kabitin!!!

    jedong at Apr 27, 09 at 8:52 pm

  27. hee. tuloy mo na ung kuento mo. hehe. nakabibitin naman. gusto na naming malaman kung anu na nangyare kasunod dun. go go go! :D tapusin mo muna ung kay Eric bago dun sa isa :D demanding? hehe. peace po and take care :)

    laddie at Apr 27, 09 at 9:30 pm

  28. I Remember The Boy (3rd of 3 Parts)

    “Ka..ta..wan…ka…ta..wan..ohhh..”..Eric was simulating Musculados’ gyrations with left hand caressing his nipples and right hand on his navel going down…I was trembling inside and my yin and yang were fighting…and the spirit of rigteousness won…screw me!!

    I rose up, slammed his butt and exclaimed “Ang baduy mo bro…kape na nga lang tayo!”..a decision I regretted all that night long….

    He kept on sharing stories of his life while working on his coffee beans and maker…his mother in the south running for public office, his ex-gf being the daughter of a famous politician thus having a driver and alalay…He showed me his modelling portfolio.Pictures of his print ads and magazine shoots.All the while, I still could not forgive myself for the blunder of letting that moment pass…But on the hindsight, I may have done the right thing, didn’t I?

    “Bro, last ko na itong pagtanggap ng merchandizing o promo job..”..”Ha, bakit?”..laking gulat at lungkot ko..”Kase, kung gusto mong umangat ang category mo as a model, dapat di ka na tatanggap ng ganitong projects. Pag nafinalize na yung kontrata ko, bawal na ang merch…”…I could not help but ask..”So first and last meeting pala to?..”

    Biglang tumayo si Eric..”Alam ko na, gimik tayo!!!” Bago pa man ako maka-oo o hindi, pumasok na si Eric sa kwarto para magbihis…Narinig ko pa syang sumigaw ng “Let’s check Embassy…”

    Tinapos ko ang cappucino ko while my head was so full of mixed feelings…excitement, antcipation, nervousness, guilt, happiness..Lumabas si Eric after a while in a full pro-model form. Tight bleached black jeans and body-forming light earth-colored, long-sleeved polo and sneakers.He was dashing and siguradong takaw-tingin while I looked so boring and formal in my corporate clothes.

    Napakataas ng energy ni Eric..I was hoping he was excited and happy to have me as company.Ang bilis ng pangyayari, we were already at The Fort..At past 11, ang taas ng pila sa Embassy.Tinginan kami at biglang hinawakan nya kamay ko sabay hila patakbo sa Fort Strip..pareho naming ayaw ang too crowded na Embassy that night. “I know of an alternative place..”, Eric gushed.

    We entered at Jacks. It was better because the crowd were young professionals. Music was loud and upbeat but not as edgy as Embassy’s. It was spontaneous, we docked in a table, ordered drinks and started to sway to the music. It was quite uncomfortable to be dancing face to face with a hunk who obviously was in the radar of the people in the crowd. But Eric didn’t mind it. From time to time, he was whispering loudly to me if I was ok and was enjoying. Of course I did!

    It wasn’t long until the place got pretty crowded and I got closer and closer, body to body with Eric. Amidst the smell of cigar and beer around, I can still smell his perfume mixed with his manly sweat..He was also very protective of me. He would pull me closer if he feels somebody got in between us.

    Apparently, PLU’s were getting too forward at him. He got two free err donated glasses of vodka which he didn’t drink from people around and one even had to force a communication with him.For some time, two gu/ays cornered him…and I saw his face turn grimmy. It wasn’t long until he eached for my hands and led me out of the bar.

    He was silent as we walked to our car. Obviously, naiinis sya. “Sorry bro, nasira tuloy ang gimik natin..” To which I blurted..”Ganyan talaga pag gwapo ka…curse din yan!!!”..Tawanan kami..

    “Bro, ako ulit drive..”..”Ah, naku, nakarami ka ata ng vodka eh, ako na lang para hatid kita sa condo mo at derecho na rin ako sa condo ko…”…”Bro, pwede bang makitulog na lang sa condo mo? Boring kase sa condo ko…tuloy na lang natin dun ang inuman…”..Sweeeeetttt….Sure….and my liver swelled…Syeeettt…I’m in deep anticipation!!!

    That must have been one of the most exciting drive in my life..and I could not wait..Pagdating sa condo ko, I made him feel comfortable by handing him condo slippers..I also got some ice from the fridge and prepared the spirits…”Bro, paligo ha…lagkit ko na eh..”

    Nagkakandarapa akong kumuha ng twalya. Tinanggal nya polo nya sa harap ko…Napansin siguro nyang nakatingin ako sa katawan nya, tinapon nya ang polo sa mukha ko sabay pilyong ngiti…Pumasok na sya sa shower room na nakapantalon..

    Ang tagal nyang nagshower…Di ko alam kung ano gagawin ko..lahat sex ang naiisip ko…Ilabas ang mga bold magazines ko? Iturn-on ang computer to the playboy website? Magplay ng Paris Hilton DVD? Syet…

    Lumabas si Eric ng nakatapis lang with my white towel…He was a mythical GOD, fresh from shower and smelling so fresh…Nakita nya ang playboy website sa monitor ko…

    Tinapik nya ako sa pwet sabay hirit nang…”Naughty ka ha,,,I know what you’re thinking…” And I melted in his smile…

    Momoy at Apr 27, 09 at 10:20 pm

  29. woooooooooowww

    SHIITTTT MUNTIK KO nang MAKALIMUTAN ME INAABANGAN pala AKO D2..jejejej tyempO ME BAGO POST KA MOMOY

    KAINIS bitin PARIN..
    N INLUV K N BA AGad s kanya or sex lng TLGA HABOL MO S KANYA??>….

    me pic ka xa??pwede tingin??..jejeje SEND MO N lng s email ko..dave_davao20@y.c

    kelan BA NEXT POST MOMOY KPGOD DIN ANTAY..ejejje

    dave_davao at Apr 28, 09 at 12:21 am

  30. H.A.Y.U.P. ka Momoy. Super anti-climactic. Sana hindi tayo magkakilala kasi mapapatay kita. Hahaha. Bwiset. So, so bitin. I couldn’t sleep last night waiting for the next chapter, and here you are again with the same “super bitin” ending……. Arrrgh!!!

    On Kuya Germs, oo na nga. Hehehe. I could feel your heart melting with how I was ridiculing him. Sige na nga, sorry na po. hehehe.

    If I could only call you now and ask for what truly happened, I will. Bwiset!!!!!

    Caloy, may clone ka na. :-)

    Ton at Apr 28, 09 at 12:41 am

  31. shit Momoy…arrggghhh…bitinnnnnnnnnn…..
    inggit ako sayo !!!

    demonyito at Apr 28, 09 at 4:08 am

  32. baka nde na naman matuloy yan at umayaw ka na naman!! nakow papatayin din kita momoy.

    bC at Apr 28, 09 at 6:52 am

  33. IS ERIC EMMAN MAGO?? HEHEHE

    DRAKE at Apr 28, 09 at 7:42 am

  34. siya rin hula ko hehe

    Josh at Apr 28, 09 at 8:33 am

  35. hahay!! am tired at writing the entire story..am dating now a basketball varsity player in one of the universities here in cebu, he’s 5′10 and he’s a real adonis. basta, we were together during my birthday last friday. heheheh!!

    clemence at Apr 28, 09 at 10:09 am

  36. so tell us what happened… :)

    mari at Apr 28, 09 at 11:56 am

  37. Hi Ton,

    Don’t worry…i’ll share the last part of this story which will either confuse some or may be expected by others who had similar experiences with “straight’ men.Oh…fret not..there was “sex” and i’ll try to carefully detail it for the few here who have been longing those “bitin” moments in my previous encounters with Marlon (the 3 Bolitas driver) and Ervic (the quiet but sexually scheming basketball player).

    But as you know me, I’m more interested in sharing the realistic complexities when we encounter straight men. Mahirap talaga silang maiintindihan kase sila rin, nalilito rin sa atin.Mahirap ang transition from being a platonic support to being perceived as a scheming predator (ouch)…And of course, once the coast is clear and the value has been tarnished, the stigma of “use and be used” with straight men comes in.

    Preview of what’s to happen:

    …and Eric, in a very sincere manner held my hands and said this heart-tugging words I still can not forget up to now…”Bro, ok naman tayo na ganito di ba? Masaya kang kaibigan, masaya tayo. Bakit kailangang may ganyan?…” I was quiet, didn’t look at him and pretended to focus on my food…And then, out of sadness and controlled dissapointment, I stood up and said…”I understand..Puntahan ko lang mga katulong sa taas para linisin ang table(we have 3 units in the building, all the househelp stay in one unit designed so I can do all the tricks privately in this unit)…and then derecho na ako sa gym. Ilock mo na lang ang pinto pag paalis ka na…”

    Eric held my hands again as I stood up and pulled me to the bedroom…”Kung eto ang gusto mo, I’ll give it to you…”

    Haay, masaya na malungkot…Promise Ton, ABANGAN NA LANG ANG SUSUNOD NA KABANATA….

    Dave, Demonyito, Mari,

    I hope you can wait. We’re only tracking a 4-day workday this week so I’m very busy at work. But I hope the ending will be worth the wait.Temper your expectations.

    Clemence,

    Mahirap talaga magsulat…It’s time taking and emotionally charged esp. if you are reminiscing past relationships. And the chances pa of being critiqued and bullied by others here. But try sharing if you think you have a message to convey. Just be true to who you are and be honest…it’s liberating.

    Momoy at Apr 29, 09 at 7:05 am

  38. Momoy: i’m definitely a fan! looking forward to the continuation. thanks for giving us something to look forward to. bow din ako sa yo for tediously writing this down.

    J at Apr 29, 09 at 7:36 am

  39. Hi Momoy, back from a three day hiatus. We were so busy, no time to think of sex in HK. We also took a one day trip to Macau and I was hoping I could go to that bar where a lot of Pinoy models work but I was so exhausted from going from one place to another – I had a hyperactive host- that the moment I dropped on the bed I fell asleep and woke up to the hotel’s wake up call the next day.

    Read about your unfortunate experience at Lightness. Clem should really take note. Generally, he handles his people well but its the single rotten fruit that spoils the whole basket in a very competitive business. Paging Clem…

    caloy at Apr 29, 09 at 8:13 am

  40. Hi Momoy. Idol kita. Gusto kita maging kaibigan :) at salamat sa pago-open up mo samin ng ganitong stories.

    I’ve been a lurker here in MGG for years, ngayon lang ako nagka-drive na magpost para lang sabihin yun sayo.

    Barubal at Apr 29, 09 at 8:24 am

  41. Hi Momoy,

    Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. I enjoyed your posts so much. I hope you won’t be discourage by those mean and impatient readers. Who doesn’t know how to appreciate the efforts of others.

    I know it is hard to compose and write a story even if you are a writer or a typist, but the essence and joy of sharing your experiences is that others may be empowered and learn from your experiences.

    More power to you Momoy! :-)

    World Peace!

    Erin at Apr 29, 09 at 9:41 am

  42. astig ni momoy! idol! excited ako sa susunod. haha. :) kakainggit naman, lalo na ko na malas sa mga straight guys. hekhek.

    babitter at Apr 29, 09 at 12:05 pm

  43. SINO SI “ERIC?” Lets play a game. Guess Momoy’s Eric. Here’s a list of the top 10 finalists of Mr. Philippine’s World, joined by Iago Raterta (who didn’t make it):

    Sigurado kong hindi si Emmanuel Mago. Di ganoon ka high ang energy ni Eman. He did not appear in those ads.

    Not Jason Fulgencio. Engineer na si Jason and he’s 6′1″. Thats a huge 2 inch difference.

    Not Claude Jean Boquet, tisoy masyado.

    That leaves the rest of the top 10:

    1. Aiman Perea
    2. Paul Anthony Celis
    3. John Carlo Cruz
    4. Deone da Salas
    5. Jesse del Rosario
    6. Harly Ng
    7. Benjamin Besa Jr.

    I remember the lasT guy to be called, sending a gasp in the PLU crowd because Iago, a favorite and who won best physique during the preliminary rounds did not get in.

    If you know these guys, guess who Eric is and why the others are not Eric.

    raye at Apr 29, 09 at 1:55 pm

  44. Kilala ko si Benjamin Besa, sobrang tisoy. Walarin siya sa ads na yon. 6 to go.

    grepp at Apr 29, 09 at 2:01 pm

  45. Top ten ng Mr. Philippine’s World joined by Iago Raterta, go figure:

    Top Ten: Emmanuel Mago; Jason Fulgencio; Claude Jean Bocquet; Benjamin Besa, Jr; Paul Anthony Celis; John Carlo Cruz; Deone Da Sallas; Jesse del Rosario; Harly Ng; Aiman Perea

    grepp at Apr 29, 09 at 2:05 pm

  46. Manipis ang lips ni Paul Anthony Celis not full. Besides di ganoon ang paggagalaw at ugali and he doesn’t live in a condo.

    Final five:

    Aiman Perea, John Carlo Cruz, Deone da Salas, Jesse del Rosario, Harly Ng

    Clem at Apr 29, 09 at 2:13 pm

  47. alam ko na.. sino yang eric na yan..
    Si Aiman Perea…
    6 packs, 5′11 and medyo makapal ang lips

    frecia at Apr 29, 09 at 5:53 pm

  48. wahhhhh,momoy story is super bitin!ngaun lng ako nagbasa ng comments d2 sa blog and sobrang nacatch nia ung attnetion ko kso unfortunately bitin tlg!wahhhh ulit

    crazylittledolphin at Apr 29, 09 at 7:23 pm

  49. here are the pictures.

    http://hotfilipinomen.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html

    Josh at Apr 29, 09 at 10:29 pm

  50. Based on the description of Momoy, eliminated na si Harley Ng. Sa ugali, six pacs, pagiging hyper, isa lang yan.

    AND THE WINNER IS…

    AIMAN PEREA!

    john at Apr 29, 09 at 11:38 pm

  51. Kayo talaga, witch-hunting pa. Don’t you think that it is in the very mystery of the write-ups that allows us to further wander and imagine the stories better? Don’t you just enjoy reading books and picture the characters and then watch the movie and marry how you had envisioned their attributes with how the producer and director actually align them with your own?

    Wa na ang guessing game. Kaya nga may aliases eh. So parang nasira ang thrill. (Comment lang po naman. Peace at sana hwag nang patulan. Kung tuloy pa rin ang guessing game, eh di tuloy na nga po…….)

    In any case, Mamang Momoy, AMEN to your second paragraph. I couldn’t agree more.

    And just the same, hayup ka na naman. hayup, hayup! hahaha. This is a case of near-orgasm, and then, so suddenly, your partner asks for coffee, or a newspaper to read. BWISHET! :-)

    Ton at Apr 29, 09 at 11:47 pm

  52. Sigurado akong hindi si Jesse del Rosaril. Bakittt??? See http://mellnavarro87.multiply.com/photos/album/19/Mr_World_Philippines_2007#26

    JJ at Apr 29, 09 at 11:49 pm

  53. Pero Moy, hope we could meet each other someday. Very similar experiences I would like to share. Shoot me an email if you wish.

    Caloy, I had changed my email address. You have my old one. (juan…..)

    tonmgg at yahoo dot com

    Ton at Apr 29, 09 at 11:50 pm

  54. Nakow, kung si AIMAN PEREA yan e fullfledged na din pla sya as colboy?is it true.hehe.nbasa ko lng sa article na to.check nyo guys.

    http://byxbuzz.blogspot.com/2009/03/ex-sexy-star-turned-call-boy-na-nag.html

    carlochikadora at Apr 30, 09 at 12:08 am

  55. nice one..stop here,,april 29

    bitin at Apr 30, 09 at 3:46 am

  56. I agree with Ton. Tama na yung guessing game na yan. It’s better to have a sense of mystery. E papaano kung alam mo na kung sino tapos hindi mo siya type, e di wala nang thrill at fantasy. But if it’s a mystery, you can substitute whomever you like that matches the general description.

    Momoy, thank you for sharing. I know you took an emotional risk in sharing that story. I also have a few stories in pursuit of straight men, but they’re not famous people. They’re not as exciting as your story. Nahihiya tuloy akong ikuwento rito kasi baka ma-bore lang ang iba at mangutya at sabihing baduy o kung anupaman. A few of the readers can appreciateguessing games and fantasizing about famous people to go to bed with, but they don’t appreciate what you’re really trying to communicate. E di lalung hindi nila magugustuhan yung kuwento ko dahil nga hindi naman artista o modelo.

    Anyway if you could give me your email, I can tell it to you and you may want to give some input. (Kung ok lang.)

    My ema is aaronabad81 at yahoo dot com.
    Thanks.

    Aaron at Apr 30, 09 at 4:44 am

  57. hi momoy… that was really a cute and so-engrossing story. i’m a fan…i wishy i could also write such an article…prob is that i don’t have any story of the likes to share…i’m just new to this society…or should i say, i have just explored this world and let my self out…hope we could have a tete-a-tete in person…

    *nah! i really wanna read the last part of this material…hope u post it soon…

    peach demon at Apr 30, 09 at 4:50 am

  58. J, Barubal, Babitter, Erin,

    Thank you for the appreciation.It makes things worthwhile. It’s the last working day of the week then the long weekend. I also look forward to writing the last part of Eric’s story.

    To the guessers,

    I understand where you are coming from. It’s my fault to have given very detailed clues hoping to put integrity to the story. I’m quite guilty now of not protecting Eric’s identity enough. I appreciate the involvement but I agree with Ton and Aaron, let’s just enjoy and learn from the story and retrofit Eric into whoever you’ve been fantasizing amongst the shortlisted names above.

    Caloy,
    Naexcite ka ba sa mga hula nila kase nasama doon sa list ang ultimate fantasy mo? No, di sya yun..Iba ang kwento namin…di ba nakwento ko na sayo? Long weekend my friend, looking forward….!!!

    Momoy at Apr 30, 09 at 7:56 am

  59. Momoy obviously hindi si Aiman, aka Niko Arellano. May mga factoids ka sa kuwento mo dito na hindi consistent doon kay Aiman.

    Its a guessing game and however scientific the process of elimination is, its still guesswork at ikaw lang ang nakakaalam. My first impression was my ultimate fantasy, pero hindi titira sa condo na may roomate si Aiman.

    But a great story, better to leave some details to the imagination for us to fill in the gaps and using your experience, tailor it to our fantasies. The human mind after all is the best aphrodesiac. In my long three part story in the other thread, I did a few embellishments to protect the subject.

    Will get in touch…

    Caloy at Apr 30, 09 at 9:42 am

  60. too bad di ako online pag weekends. haha. so sa monday ko pa malalaman ang ending. haha :) momoy, you have other stories pa ba here? pa-link naman if you can. hehe. i really enjoyed this one kase, i want more. :p

    and can we be friends? :p

    babitter at Apr 30, 09 at 9:48 am

  61. I met already aiman a.k.a. niko for several time… and may napansin lang po ako.. I think he is bi?? no offensement…sabi nga ni mmigs, world peace!

    to momoy..i also appreciate your story, looking forward for the last part. Thanks!

    rod at Apr 30, 09 at 9:57 am

  62. babitter,

    Check the blockbuster thread “male to male massage” for great stories from Caloy et al. I’ve shared two experiences there, one with the 3-Bolitas driver i named Marlon and another with the Victor Neri-like brooding reservedness but Coco Martin-lookalike albeit taller named Ervic. Maraming bitin dun so I’m planning to share the sensual endings to both Marlon and Ervic’s stories kung sisipagin over the long weekend. Pero uunahin ko munang tapusin ang kwento ni Eric.

    Momoy at Apr 30, 09 at 7:23 pm

  63. wooowwwoooweee!!!!

    Nice 1 Momoy!!! Ur story really is interesting, i will be waiting for the continuation, hope na meron pang karugtong ha!!!

    but i want to ask, does it really happened to you?? or its just fiction??? well, it would be fine with me if you wouldn’t entertain my questions… basta aantayin ko karugtong… im really amazed!!!

    sana mangyari rin sakin yan.. etchuzzz

    jenny at Apr 30, 09 at 7:28 pm

  64. ….nakakainlove naman ung story ni momoy at eric…, dramatic pa yata yong ending..

    momoy baka naman nakakaiyak yan ha? remember yong ending nong “Daybreak” movie nina coco martin at paolo rivero…hindi ako pinatulog non ng isang gabi kaka-analyze kung talagang dapat ba silang naghiwalay or not..

    kung ako siguro ang nasa katayuan ni momoy, siguro…yayakapin ko na lang si eric, kiss him in the check at kikilitin ko na lang para matawa…kasi hindi ko na kayang makipag-sex sa guy sa ganong sitwasyon….and hoped na sana maging totoong kaibigan ko siya…

    manuelito at Apr 30, 09 at 7:36 pm

  65. Ton, Babitter and Aaron,

    Sure,i’m up for being a good support and valuable network.I’m very busy though most of the times but will try to connect.Shoot me an email at lawrenceaaronlim@yahoo.com

    Have a great long weekend MGG folks!!!

    Momoy at Apr 30, 09 at 7:40 pm

  66. MOYMOY —

    NKAKA DISAPPOINT NMAN kala KO ME CONTINUATION NA..HMF
    KASI NMAN DAMI NANGGUGULO..
    JOKE PEACE..

    MOYMOY ANTAY AKO S STORY MO..
    IM FROM DAVAO..love ur story..

    dave_davao at May 1, 09 at 1:37 am

  67. MOYMOY

    ME BLOG KABA??..NKAKApgod din kasi d2 eh.para m eliminate n ung d sau n story kakapgod cge scroll down..
    jejeejej

    more story pleASE..

    dave_davao at May 1, 09 at 1:48 am

  68. Dear Momoy,

    i am an Indian but a big fan of manila gay guys. i read your story. its quite interesting.

    unfortunately, i dont follow a single word of tagalog, so dint understand the important details of ur story….especially your dialogues with Eric.

    but whatever, its a nice read and surely seems to give some support to people who are caught up in similar situations.

    can we keep in touch through email ? lemme know. thnx and take care.

    Saurabh
    goldysilverson@yahoo.com

    Saurabh at May 1, 09 at 5:02 am

  69. awaiting your response.

    Saurabh
    goldysilverson@yahoo.com

    Saurabh at May 1, 09 at 5:06 am

  70. I Remember The Boy (4th of 4 written parts)

    …..Di na ako mapalagay nang lumabas sya ng shower but I tried to contain my excitement…”Bro, you want to borrow boxer shorts?”..”No, thanks..may boxers na ako”, sabay tanggal ng twalya at tapon sa sofa showing his blue-green-striped boxers.I can almost see all of Eric’s except those that were covered by the boxers. As I head to the bathroom to shower, I took a long valuation of his tight butt as Eric tried to scroll the the playboy website on the monitor.His butt was very defined and seemed hard.His legs, quite hairy on the legs were muscled and unending. His feet were big.Everything could be big…

    He was everything I had in my mind while I showered. How am I going to approach him? What if he resents? Am I going to take it slow by squaring with him over the drinks? But my carnal desires are already shooting up and I just can’t wait to prolong the agony anymore…

    When I stepped out of shower Eric was already busy on the computer,shuttling you tube and chatting. I tapped his back to ask him if he’s ok and if he wants to start the drinking session na.”Bro, huwag na lang tayo uminom..Naantok ako after magshower..tapusin ko lang tong chat ko…”

    So I dried my hair and headed to the bedroom…ahh, if you can just see how “aligaga” I was over the anticipation.But I was also very nervous…on how to overcome the possible awkward times the moment he comes into the room and lay on my side.Am I going to play na my best porno film…ahh, too forward. Am I going to talk it out with him right away? Or yayakapin ko ba muna sya? Did he really think I could be possibly straight at all? Nah, don’t think so..

    So I decided to just sit on my bed and scan my classic Penthouse mag. After 30 minutes, Eric came in and saw the mag I was reading…”Uy, bad yan…”, di na sya tumatawa, waring pagod na.”Bro, you want sleeping shirt?”, I asked…”Ok lang ba bro if I sleep here sa bed mo na nakahubad? Ang puti pa man din ng sheets..Boxers lang kase ako pag natutulog…” “Ahhh, sure!”

    Eric lyied to my right and I felt right away his body heat amidst the coldness of the room. My bed is big and spacious but I felt like his body consumed all the space. His torso was wide and his shoulders touched skin to skin with mine. His chest was to die for, di body-builder type but defined and strong. His nipples were kinda dark with few hair around it.

    “Bro, type mo ba mga latina?”, me breaking the silence as I showed him the Penthouse mag I was scanning.”No, gusto ko Pilipina..”..”Talaga, syanga pala, nagkagirlfriend ka ba ng fellow mo model o artista?…”…”Hmmm, oo naman.On and off kami ni ____(a beauty queen)”…”…”Talaga? Swerte naman ni _______”, laking gulat ko kaya biglang napayakap ako sa kanya o sadyang di ko na talaga napigilan ang instincts ko…

    Pareho ata kaming nagulat sa pagyakap ko sa kanya.Nakayakap lang ang kaliwa kong kamay pero nakabaon ang ulo ko sa unan.Ako’y napahiya kase parang walang reaksyon si Eric…di nya inalis, di sya pumalag pero di rin sya kumibo o humawak.It was so awkward…

    “Bro, sorry ha…pero naiintindihan mo naman ako di ba?”…Di pa rin kumibo si Eric. So from yakap, I started to caress his chest…Eric, in a hushed but still stern voice requested…”Bro, tulog na lang tayo…” He slowly removed my arms from his chest, stood up and reached for the switch to turn the lights off…

    I had mixed feelings. The excitement has turned into a mixture of hiya, panghihinayang, lungkot and galit sa sarili.I think I cried, if not quietly, inside.I turned my back on Eric hoping to cope up better the rejected feelings with him out of sight.I had so many questions on why I allowed myself to be in this moment. I didn’t feel bad because Eric rejected me (well, maybe) but more of why i was not discerning enough. The whole life-long struggle of pretending to be a heterosexual man, hiding in the closet and make believing that it was right… all flashed in my memory. At least then, I felt I was protected, respected, accepted. Now, I’m facing reality…I was hurt, rejected… didn’t care so much of his lost respect.. but more of losing self-respect.

    As I gathered strength and trying to recover whatever respect that was lost on both sides, I steered back to check if Eric was still awake. He was very restless. He kept on texting and checking for responses on his phone.I knew he felt my pain and I don’t want to end the day that way.

    “Sorry bro….”…Di pa ako natapos, malungkot na sumagot kaagad si Eric..”Bro, pasencia na…pero bakit kailangang may ganito?”…Softly but sternly…”Kase Eric, you made me believe there was a chance (yikes, linya to ni Shawie sa Minsan, Minahal Kita)..Ako, I was sincere in getting to know you..really..but you led me to believe we can go this far…I might have misinterpreted it, sorry, there were nuances from you that this could be possible…”

    “Bro, pag pinagbigyan kita, pagsasawaan mo rin ako…”…this line from Eric made me understand him from another dimension. I didn’t know what to say. Part of me was guilty but part of me says that was not true. “Bro, di kita mabiblame kung yan ang iniisip mo.I don’t know what experiences you had before but it’s unfair na you look at me like everyone else’s. Pero naiintindihan kita.”

    To this, Eric was apologetic “Bro, pwede naman mangyari to pero wag lang muna ngayon…”..To which I retorted wryly..”Bro, tulog na tayo. let’s forget what happened tonight..”

    It was a very bad night for me…must be for Eric too. He still was restless as I decided to forgive myself for what i did that night.I realized I was just being true. Right then, I was telling my mind to work on forgetting the feelings anymore,just the boy.

    I am used to a 3-hour sleep.I woke up to see Eric still deeply asleep. He’s cuter when he sleeps. His lips were perfectly closed and etched and nose cuter without snores. I would have wanted to see if he had morning erections but it was covered by the sheets. Then, I reminded myself of the decision to remember the boy but not the feeling. He should be treated now like my the other barkadas in my life morning.

    I went thru my usual day to day routine. I checked the internet for emails, news and stocks. I was in the mood to listen to break-up songs so I played “The Art of Letting Go” album as i readied myself to shower. Wicked me but I made sure the music will send Eric the message.I was ready to go to the gym when my househelp brought down our breakfast..I decided to eat muna ng konti when Eric woke up and greeted me “Good morning bro..”…Ginulo nya buhok ko, nagpapansin.. as he headed to the bathroom to take a leak and brush his teeth….parang walang nangyari.The music playing then was…’I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me’..

    “Bro, kain ka na..”..I still could not hide my coldness. “Galit ka pa ba bro sa akin?”…Di ako kumibo. He started eating. I stood up to get the orange juice from the ref and filled his glass.I also sliced the mangoes for him…and returned to the ref as i forgot to give him fruit youghurt.All these i did in silence.He kept on thanking me. I picked up my Centrum and placed one caplet for him near his glass of water. I was about to return the bottle Centrum to the cabinet when….

    Eric, in a very sincere manner held my hands and said this heart-tugging words I still can not forget up to now…”Bro, ok naman tayo na ganito di ba? Masaya kang kaibigan, masaya tayo. Bakit kailangang may sex?…” I was quiet, didn’t look at him and pretended to focus on my youghurt…And then, out of sadness and controlled dissapointment, I stood up and said…”I understand..Puntahan ko lang mga katulong sa taas para linisin ang table(we have 3 units in the building, all the househelp stay in one unit designed so I can do all the tricks privately in this unit)…and then derecho na ako sa gym. Ilock mo na lang ang pinto pag paalis ka na…”

    Pinigilan ako ni Eric…He held my hands and led me to the bedroom…Nakaboxers pa rin sya..”If you really want this, wala namang problema sa akin…”. When i looked at him, I saw a sincere smile…mukhang nahihiya but it was a welcomy smile…

    And i pushed him to the bed…

    Momoy at May 1, 09 at 8:27 am

  71. Guys, sorry, I need to cut the story to eat breakfast and go to the gym.It’s so tedious to write a detailed story hoping you can relate,emphatize, negate (but do it objectively ha). So for the readers following Eric’s story, we’re on our 4th part na.I promise you, i’ll write the 5th and “final” part..aka..the ending, if you’re still interested.

    Feel free to shoot me your comments here on what you should have done if you were me and or if there are other better ways to deal with it.It’s the healthy discussion that will empower the rest of us.

    Saurabh,

    Hey, thanks for the interest .I’m sorry but the conversations are purposely written in Tagalog to make the story as real as it was.It personifies Eric and it becomes easier to play the story in our imagination. But hey, it’s an opportunity for you to learn the Filipino language, how about that? How about learning, get to know a Filipino friend/interpreter and in return, enjoy the advantages?

    Shoot me an email at lawrenceaaronlim@yahoo.com if you need a little help in understanding the story.

    Momoy at May 1, 09 at 8:52 am

  72. HAHAHA! BADING NA BADING KA MOMOY!SUS! ASTANG BADING! KAKA-TURN OFF KA MOMOY! HALATANG-HALATA KANG BADING! HAHAHA!

    I stood up to get the orange juice from the ref and filled his glass.I also sliced the mangoes for him…and returned to the ref as i forgot to give him fruit youghurt.All these i did in silence.He kept on thanking me. I picked up my Centrum and placed one caplet for him near his glass of water. I was about to return the bottle Centrum to the cabinet when….

    Eric, in a very sincere manner held my hands and said this heart-tugging words I still can not forget up to now…”Bro, ok naman tayo na ganito di ba? Masaya kang kaibigan, masaya tayo. Bakit kailangang may sex?…” I was quiet, didn’t look at him and pretended to focus on my youghurt…And then, out of sadness and controlled dissapointment, I stood up and said…”I understand..Puntahan ko lang mga katulong sa taas para linisin ang table(we have 3 units in the building, all the househelp stay in one unit designed so I can do all the tricks privately in this unit)…and then derecho na ako sa gym. Ilock mo na lang ang pinto pag paalis ka na…”

    matt at May 1, 09 at 9:15 am

  73. Pray…pray…pray….free your self from thoughts that would destroy friendship and respect.

    Ed at May 1, 09 at 10:17 am

  74. Now, here’s Matt…our first case to understand.

    HAHAHA! BADING NA BADING KA MOMOY!SUS! ASTANG BADING! KAKA-TURN OFF KA MOMOY! HALATANG-HALATA KANG BADING! HAHAHA!

    Aren’t we all, at certain levels of our self-acceptance..are like Matt? As closeted homosexuals, we disliked to see our shadows. How can we accept other fellows if we could not even accept ourselves? All my life, I denied and fought-off this feeling. I went to religion, fraternities…thinking this was simply an option I can unlearn and choose not to brace. Because the society kept on pressuring me that it was not good to belong to the “abnormal” people, I hated my gay professors, disliked my lesbian classmates and up to date…never had an openly gay friend.

    Then, I began to realize that people like me have started to empower themselves in their own little ways. Now, I still have not come out from the closet but I tried to be tolerant and understanding first to myself. I do not hate other gays anymore but that doesn’t mean I like all their actions, either.I still don’t like the Tita Swardings, and the caricature gays on TV…simply because of their behavioral choices..but I respect them. I’m trying to see the likes of Manny Pangilinan and not going far, Caloy…We just need to know who we really are, respect ourselves transcending respect to anyone…do good and maximize our lives and be a good contribution to the society as humans. Whatever we do privately, including what we have shared here is our right and should not be curtailed.

    Now Matt…am I bading? Yes, I am..as well as you are…thats why we celebrate our lives and stories here. Am I a turn-off? Wish we could meet in person and let me know how you think of me.

    I am praying for enlightenment for ALL of us.

    Momoy at May 1, 09 at 10:18 am

  75. Hi Momoy.

    Thanks. I sent you an email. Sorry if it came in more than once. I was having connection problems while I was sending it.

    aaron at May 1, 09 at 10:26 am

  76. I really enjoy your stories Momoy, and I find the way you cut them into installments really interesting, too.

    You cut it at very “convenient” moments, right when the reader is anticipating something juicy in the next line, and then your reasons for not being able to finish are… “too sleepy or tired”(if i remember right)… “have to have breakfast”… etc. Yes, the way it is cut is sooooooo creative-writing-style, you make the reader salivate and right when he gets excited–boom!–that’s it, putol na. Sa Tagalog, binitin mo. So I find the reasons kinda funny.

    But hey, don’t think I’m faulting you for anything. It takes a seasoned writer to know another one, and hahaha, I can say you really, really write well! On to the next installment, please–at huwag sana bitin!

    Cedric at May 1, 09 at 2:54 pm

  77. MOMOY,
    THIS PART OF YOU STORY: PARANG TRYING HARD PA-GIRL, BADING NA BADING YUNG KILOS MO! SUPER SUBMISSIVE.. PARA KANG ASAWA-TO-BE AT THE SAME TIME NANNY NUNG GUY! KATULONG KA BA? HALATA KA EH, PARANG EFFEM HAHAHA! EPITOME OF STUPIDITY! PEACE!

    “I stood up to get the orange juice from the ref and filled his glass.”

    “I also sliced the mangoes for him…and returned to the ref as i forgot to give him fruit youghurt.”

    “All these i did in silence.He kept on thanking me.”

    “I picked up my Centrum and placed one caplet for him near his glass of water.”

    I was about to return the bottle Centrum to the cabinet when….

    matt at May 1, 09 at 3:06 pm

  78. Matt,
    I don’t find the need to defend and in effect glorify your absurdity.But what the heck, this may help facilitate understanding.

    What do you do to your first-time guests if there was no one else in your place to do it for them? Expect them to go to the fridge and pour juice on their glasses and get their own youghurt? Expect to know where the knife is and leave the slicing to themselves? He got his own water,I only had to put a caplet of Centrum because he asked for one. Of course these did not happen in a spontaneous, “hurry-serve-me fashion”..I just had to compact the events. I got orange juice because I wanted to drink and shared it with him. I always have youghurt for breakfast.. so since he was a guest, I ought to offer one. Irregardless if it was Eric or you as guest, I would have done the same.

    That’s what you call hospitality and decency.If you don’t have these manners to your guests, then, I now understand where you are coming from.

    EPITOME OF STUPIDITY? Do you really know what that means in the context of your comment?

    Momoy at May 1, 09 at 3:44 pm

  79. Cedric,

    Ok, ok, excuses, excuses…hehe. I guess so, that’s the writer in me. But can you imagine if this was presented in one very long, detailed story? The reason I’m not attracted to those erotic stories in the net aside from the fact that they are fiction is that, the length overwhelms me.I should be the first one to enjoy my stories. Hey, thanks man for letting me know how you feel.

    Momoy at May 1, 09 at 4:02 pm

  80. momoy,

    actually i wasn’t disappointed that you wrote the dialogues in tagalog..i am sure they are supposed to be that way…they make the story live, interesting and also bring out the real personalities of you both….

    what i am disappointed at is, that i dont understand tagalog….what a pity man !

    manila – the country and its guys…both are my dream destination….and with the kind of person i am, not understanding Tagalog is a great misfortune for me.

    now that you have shown interest in teaching, tell me how do i go about learning tagalog. i have shot u an email, awaiting your reply.

    thanks dude…u r awesome.

    Saurabh
    goldysilverson@yahoo.com

    Saurabh at May 1, 09 at 5:04 pm

  81. Galing galing mo momoy. sana may talent din ako mag sulat ng ganyan. cheers.

    kyle at May 1, 09 at 5:53 pm

  82. momoy,

    great stuff! keep em coming. ignore matt. we do.

    marco

    marco jordan at May 1, 09 at 6:39 pm

  83. Hi Migs,

    A little off-topic question: I notice that after I read this blog then refresh it to see if there are new responses, new responses sometimes turn up *in between* responses that I’ve already read instead of below them. Do you moderate/approve every comment that we post?

    Oh also, please forgive my ignorance, but what does PLU really mean?

    TY

    aaron at May 1, 09 at 7:32 pm

  84. On the contrary, I think its Matt whose the epitome of stupidity.

    I’m straight acting, but when I’m after a straight guy whom I suspect has had an encounter with a straight acting gay guy in the past. I leave “hints” to avoid confusing the guy about my intentions.

    My intentions? To get the guy to bed. The good looking ones who may be susceptible to seduction will have to know. And you have to help by raising the index of suspicion. In my case its a calculated gesture, not stupid because if you’re always acting straight the guy will never suspect. Thats stupid. You’ll never get to first base.

    I think Momoy’s leading the guy on was a masterstroke. Bow na bow ako sa yo Momoy, because when it comes to quality men, you’re my guru. I’m great at pouncing on working class guys, the rank and file. But when it comes to models and premium guys, I wouldn’t know where to begin.

    And Oh, I agree with Marco. Just ignore Matt

    caloy at May 1, 09 at 10:00 pm

  85. eww.. dami naman ng mga KJ na PLU’s ..

    wak mo nalng clang pansinin Momoy…

    basta para sakin da best ung story telling mo kahit minsan kainis kc bitin ..harhar..

    well,, keep it up.. its realy nice.. and i want to hear more from u..

    tc olweiz

    jenny at May 1, 09 at 10:10 pm

  86. Sige nga MATT, what’s your story?

    lek at May 1, 09 at 10:22 pm

  87. In the words of Simon Cowell…. I would agree with…. MATT

    Yep, too gay… the actions too gay… parang yung last episode of Am Idol wherein I felt uncomfortable watching Adam Lambert because his actions are too gay…

    killersmile at May 1, 09 at 10:29 pm

  88. momoy,

    great story! tama ang timpla, esp. sa pagcut para may element of surprise/excitement.hehe. i can feel that ur a good person, kaya ganun na lang din ang treatment sau ni eric.

    simplelangako13 at May 1, 09 at 10:39 pm

  89. too gay or not, kanya kanyang diskarte o trip yan :D kung di mo trip yon ok lang mag comment, wag nga lang ung sobra sobra na nanlalait ka na. feeling mo perfect ka? :D peace ^^ its a really interesting story, engaging and inspiring? hehe. i can’t wait for the ending. nice writing momoy :D

    laddie at May 1, 09 at 10:44 pm

  90. HAHAHA! ANG BABAW NAMAN NUNG MGA TUWANG-TUWA KAY MOMOY! HALATANG MALILIBOG! HAHAHA
    TAMA BANG MA-INSPIRE SA GANITONG KWENTO! STOP SAYING NA DISCREET, STRAIGHT ACTING KAYO.. THE WAY YOU GIVE YOUR STORIES AND COMMENTS.. BABADUY NYO HAHAHA

    ACCORDING TO MOMOY: That’s what you call hospitality and decency.If you don’t have these manners to your guests, then, I now understand where you are coming from.

    TAKE NOTE THE TERM “DECENCY”.. SA MGA PINAG-GAGAWA MO, I DON’T SEE ANY DECENCY! ANG CHEAP NG DATING MO! PARA KANG ISANG DESPERADONG MATANDANG BADING NA NAG-IINARTE! HAHAHA

    TURN-OFF TALAGA.. PASENSYA NA HA! SABI NYO NGA.. PEACE! HAHAHA

    matt at May 1, 09 at 11:11 pm

  91. \o/ yes malibog ako hee :D kung na checheapan ka, edi wag mo basahin at wag ka na pumunta dito :D gawa ka sarili mong blog, full of your complaints and petty rants :D oh, btw PEACE :D

    laddie at May 1, 09 at 11:24 pm

  92. I like Momoy story…for those who don’t appreciate it then you have the option not to read it…We should be grateful to Momoy who patiently wrote his story to entertain all of us and perhaps to learn from his experience. A little appreciation is needed so that other writer who has interesting stories will be encouraged to share theirs. Wag naman sana tayong mga plastic at epokrito…

    David at May 1, 09 at 11:44 pm

  93. I don’t know where Matt’s ranting is coming from. Jealousy because Momoy wrote his story fluidly and translated his emotions effortlessly without the need of ALL CAPS? Rage because he (Matt) is a homophobic homo? Or he simply wanted attention? Anyway, let us all respect each other’s opinion

    mario at May 2, 09 at 12:04 am

  94. I don’t know where Matt’s ranting is coming from. Jealousy because Momoy wrote his story fluidly and translated his emotions effortlessly without the need of ALL CAPS? Rage because he (Matt) is a homophobic homo? Or he simply wanted attention? Anyway, let us all respect each other’s opinion

    mario at May 2, 09 at 12:05 am

  95. Matt,

    I’m trying to understand your point. I don’t want to be defensive or else I would not see what it is to learn from people like you.Yeah, you’re right, nothing decent with what I did. And if other people here share your view, then probably, they would learn from my mistakes and not do it.

    And I’m not proud with what I did, hence I am hiding as Momoy. For others who share Matt’s opinions, hope you’ll learn from my weaknesses and remain decent all your life.

    Momoy at May 2, 09 at 12:11 am

  96. MOY…

    I don’t want to offend you… but i think MATT has a point… and that was his opinion… if u don’t want other people to comment negative things about you and to your experiences then don’t post it… you better keep it to yourself or elsewhere, write it in your journal and make sure it is lock so that no one can read it if your not around…

    yes the story is too gay!!! if you are really A DISCREET GUY eventhough you really have a big crush to him or in other words, you have a big lust on him… you don’t need to be as sweet as if your a girl… KASI KAHIT PAGBALIK BALIKTARIN NATIN ANG MUNDO… LALAKI KA PA DIN AND YOU CAN NEVER REPLACE GIRLS… kahit magtanong ka pa sa mga NANAY!!!

    redhulk at May 2, 09 at 12:13 am

  97. Momoy, wag mong intindihin si Matt. Ituloy mo lang ang kwento mo…Your story is not only entertaining but it is also uplifting…it only proves that gay people like us are also human being…we are not perfect hence no matter how much effort we do to be decent all the times, there will be instances that we may succumb to our own feelings, emotions and desire…the important thing is that we admit if we made mistakes and we try our best to learn from it and never do the same mistake again…Yung iba dyan…akala mo kung sinong malinis…

    David at May 2, 09 at 12:26 am

  98. DAVID…

    walang nagmamalinis… opinion un ng bawat isa… wag magpost kung ayaw ng negative comment…

    you can’t please everybody… you must accept the fact that in every story there’s always a 2-sides…

    redhulk at May 2, 09 at 3:18 am

  99. badtrip nman, me nangugulo..sarap pa nman ng story..

    anyway Momoy..i am excited sa susunod na kabanata…hehehe

    demonyito at May 2, 09 at 4:57 am

  100. I will not defend Momoy neither justify his postings. He can stand and defend for himself enough with poise, respect and dignity but i will still say my two cents worth about Matt’s rants and praises on Momoy’s gestures.

    I only have two words for this Matt guy; pity and pathetic. He is badly longing for attention.

    Momoy…I really admire your eloquent and poised response to his posting, Ignore him, will you? your time doesnt deserve him any, even a millisecond.

    You responded to him eloquently with dignity and respect and that’s enough for him. No further explanation or justification necessary. He doesnt deserve any of your precious time. Never let him provoke you to step down to his level. Many nice and kind hearted PLU bloggers appreciate your time and efforts and have high regards in putting-up your stories, just continue what you’ve been doing and if you dont, you bow defeat and his crooked ego will laugh out loud. Forget him!

    Just simply take a look at the posters who appreciate and support your postings and who does not. Most often than not, bloggers loved your postings/stories.

    Now Matt…I got some questions for you;
    What’s with the “all caps” and big laughs? Unless there is something wrong with your keyboard, “all caps” means something aside from the context of your posting. Have you not yet realized the email or blog etiquette do exists?

    Do you even know what you’re writing is all about? What in the world you mean when you used the term “Epitome of stupidity” in Momoy’s posting? Do you even understand what that stands for? ay sus! Have you not realized the term you’ve used backfired at you. well, i say to you my friend; You only revealed in bright neon lights your character and ill intentions. Grow up dude!

    Fibo at May 2, 09 at 6:47 am

  101. redhulk.

    no, you’re not offending me. there are correct manners and ways to express opinions .exactly as you pointed out, that’s why I intimated to matt that I didn’t have to be defensive (if indeed explaining my side to his crash ways is being defensive) because he has a point. Again, the story is left to you guys to judge. And you’re right, i should not, and never did expect everyone to agree to my own style.

    But the issue is not Matt’s opinion. It’s how he says his opinion. What if this is my response to your opinion of me?

    HOY REDHULK!

    REDHULK, NAKAKAHIYA KAYONG MGA BAKLANG PILIT NAGPAPAKALAKI.Anong GUSTO nyong GAWIN ko? PARE, INUMAN TAYO…PARE, NOOD TAYO BOLD…ASTIG PARE, YUNG CHIKA BABES, GANDA NG BOOBS PARE..PARE LASING NAKO PARE, TINATAMAAN AKO PARE…PARE, PWEDE PAHAWAK, PERO PARE DI AKO BAKLA HA….SUS, EPITOME OF STUPIDITY KA REDHULK!!!Kayong mga baklang mga nagkukunwaring maton, MGA KAKATURN-OFF kayo!!MAHIYA NGA KAYO sa mga PINAGGGAGAWA NYO!!!DECENT BA YANG PINAGGAGAWA NYO? KAKAHIYA KAYO!

    End!

    Kung ganyan kang sinagot, would you find the value of his opinion?

    Someone shared here and advised me to pray, pray, pray.Those are short but valuable. He did not necessarily judged me, he offered something that could be valuable.

    And to some who expressed their concerns and appreciation, don’t worry, I’m taking the persona in stride. In anything, not just in our personal issues..we need to open ourselves to other views…If there’s value, take a second look at it. If none..shrug it off..simple!!!

    Momoy at May 2, 09 at 8:05 am

  102. Tama ka Redhulk. We do all have our own opinion but I hope if you want to express yourself, it should be in a more humane and diplomatic way. It is not nice to make comments just to critisize, ridicule or insult anyone who don’t have any malicious intent when he posts his stories…this is quite counterproductive to the gay community. Marami na ngang mga tao dyan na pinagtatawanan ang mga gaya natin tapos dadagdag pa si Matt or anyone who has the same attitude as Matt. Ano ba yan? Pag lahat ng mga bakla sa mundo ay may attitude na gaya nyo, we won’t get …World Peace…

    David at May 2, 09 at 8:19 am

  103. Hello Momoy, asan na yung last part? Wag mong intindihin si Matt or si Redhulk…tuloy mo lang yung kwento mo…

    David at May 2, 09 at 8:26 am

  104. SIR Caloy and Momoy…

    ang hihilig nyong mambitin hahaha…. i read your stories sa male to male massage… hinanap ko talagang maigi yun ha it took me hours to finish reading your entries kasama na yung side comments ng iba like nung sa mamang psg, yung ms student, kay dave and their cross exam chuva… hahaha uy si johnvic magshare ka din ha… sir caloy ano nang nangyari kay ex officemate mo? sir momoy? asan na yung cont. nung kay marlon, ervic and eric? hay masyang palipas oras to! hehehe im patronizing na you guys hahaha to all haters world peace ok?

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 2, 09 at 9:32 am

  105. Redhulk and matt simply don’t understand the concept of CONTEXT, C-O-N-T-E-X-T.

    In the privacy of a room, when I am about to seduce a straight guy, I would begin to shed my straight guy defenses, peel off the layers and give signals about why we are BOTH in the same room. No use acting straight here. Otherwise hindi makukuha ng straight guy yung signals. Would a straight guy suddenly go to bed with an apparently straight guy who is begining to show his intentions. Yes, the pa-gay act is a necessary sign at this phase.

    Supposing in the Momoy story straight na straight talaga si Momoy, WALANG MANGYAYARI. Kung may suspicion may si Eric na may gusto si Moy and he is the first to come on to Moy, whats going to happen if Momoy turns out to be really straight? Baka ang mangyayari, mabugbog siya ni Momoy, at kahiyahiya dahil straight si Moy. Ang matsitismis dito, si Eric.

    Sa simula pa lang may duda na sa mga ganitong kontexto si straight guy. In my kuwento in the other thread, nagiisip na yung rank and file guy…bakit mabait sa akin si sir? Bakit ako lang ang nililibre ni sir?

    TIMPLAHAN YAN. On my part, tinitignan ko kung puwede. Guapong guapo? Siguradong marami nang lumapit diyan, sanay na yan sa propositions. Di mayaman? At 22, the guy somewhere would have acutely needed money…for rent, for a cellphone, he spent his tuition money and was scared of what his dad would do…so possible, dahil napakaguapo, may napagbigyan. Di ka sigurado diyan kaya may tantiyahan.

    One time I was talking to this hunky, tisuyin security guard. I had passed him many times going into the hotel and couldnt take my eyes off him. One night I saw him in the garden and engaged him into a long conversation. In the course of our chat, I told him I was not married. (Hint No. 2, I was in my 40’s strange that I was not married) Out of the blue, I began asking him if he had propositioned by women before dahil guapo siya (hint No. 3). I thing already sensed by this time that I was after him (Hint no 1 was the fact that I was engaging in a long conversation with him, why would a hotel guest in a 3-4 star hotel engage an SG in a long Chat?). He said na maraming lumalapit sa kaniya at marami nang napaligaya siya na female guest. Then his own bomb, sa gays sir, may nakasama na ako. Eureka! We had sex in the hotel’s dark and abandoned garden bar after that.

    Sa labas, straight na straight ang marami sa atin. The subject of our pursuits are usually confused. “Straight ba to? ‘ “Bading ba?” Sa kuwento ni Moy, alam na ni Erik sa simula pa na may pakay siguro si Moy. Why was Moy being extra friendly. In the modeling world, Eric would have been surrounded by gays who wanted him of all stripes. But unless they are pros, they won’t make the first move. Baka yung siguro hindi sigurado.

    In other words, walang contradiction with being straight acting an a normal situation and emitting gay signs during the phase of seduction. I can imagine many gays I would not be able to point out even with my strong gaydar in the workplace, but in the privacy and intimacy of a seduction, they would altogether act differently. That’s calculated. Like a big cat during the hut for his prey or an animal making all sorts of camouflages just to bag his victim.

    I actually ask questions after sex during these situations. “Kaylan mo nahalata na bading ako?” The surprising answer is that the point of revelation was much later than I thought. Yung halos obvious na. Apparently the really straight guys dont see the subtle signs. Its either denial or power or you have to be more obvious for them to get it. Thats context.

    Back to Matt and Redhulk, repression is the worst enemy of the gay guy. The world’s most notorious gay bashers were gays. The US worst serial killers were gays. Think Jeffrey Dahmer, the guy who left the body parts of his victims in his ref, and ate some of those parts. Being gay cuts a broad swath. Society has begun to understand that the range of gay behavior goes all the way from excessive masculinity to overt transexuals. There’s no correct way to act. Its what you’re happy with. Its where you’re content and comfortable.

    But Matt and Redhulk have not even begun to confront the fact that they’re gay. And thats sad. You keep it inside and it percolates to explosive expressions of anger and debilitating despair.

    caloy at May 2, 09 at 9:48 am

  106. matt is one kind of a heckler, i guess he has already achieved his purpose and that is to provoke you guys i guess you put an end to this because matt is laughing out loud right now

    antondenito at May 2, 09 at 11:07 am

  107. PANALO SA MISS GAY BARANGAY.. HAHAHA!

    “He can stand and defend for himself enough with poise, respect and dignity ” – FIBO, parlorista

    PEACE! LOL

    matt at May 2, 09 at 12:55 pm

  108. Yung mga KJ, pahipo naman kahit laylayan lang ng damit nyo…baka magkamilagro…

    pakialamero at May 2, 09 at 1:12 pm

  109. Wag nyo na pansinin si Matt im sure my ADHD yan.kulang sa pansin kc sa totoong buhay di sya napapansin kaya dito nalang umaariba.Kawawa naman. Madami na ko kilala ganyan and physically pangit sila. Parang logo ng Congo Grill mukha nila. Nagdidiliryo na kasi natutuyuan na kaya kulang na sa pagiintindi. Feeling nila umiikot mundo sa kanila kaya ayun nahilo bumagsak e sakto my pako sa lapag tumama ulo ayun patay-un utak.hahaha.

    amatt at May 2, 09 at 1:27 pm

  110. matt, don’t end your posts with “PEACE” when your actions belie your words. it’s one thing to express a negative opinion, and another to be aggravating and annoying.

    laddie and mario got it right. they’re not comments. they’re rants. harsh, cruel words in all caps, intending mainly to insult and hurt. the image you give of yourself is that you’re some angry queen that hates everything and screams at anyone in her path.

    if you do have a point, and i’m sure you did, you lost it in your delivery. your credibility is totally shot.

    marco jordan at May 2, 09 at 2:22 pm

  111. sarap magbasa ng mga comments dito.

    asteroid at May 2, 09 at 3:22 pm

  112. PEACE! LOL

    PASENSYA NA PERO, NATATAWA LANG AKO.. HAHAHA

    IGNORE DAW PERO, SA TOTOO LANG APEKTADO NAMAN.. HEHEHE

    KANYA-KANYANG COMMENT LANG PO KC.. JUST WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART OF MOMOY’S STORY (KUNG MERON PA!).. DEN COMMENT ULIT TAYO, OK?!

    BAWAL ANG PIKON!

    PEACE, LOL!

    matt at May 2, 09 at 3:57 pm

  113. Guys, I already have the draft of the ending…my first ever erotic writing at parang di ko matake..I’m squirming in my seat as I proof-read them.

    It will surely gather flaks and scrutiny from the conservatives and the moralists here but…the heck. Will review it more to refine it a bit pero kakaproof-read ko, nawawala na tuloy ang signature style ko.

    I’ve been a free-style, technical, editorial writer but writing stuff like this is pure fun. Sana you’ll take the ending as it is..wag nyo nang iblame ang pagiging mali o tama ng characters..pleasee…

    Wait lang ng konti…

    Momoy at May 2, 09 at 4:24 pm

  114. MOMOY,

    SANA HINDI PANG-TABLOID ANG DATING HEHEHE
    TIGNAN NATIN..

    PEACE!

    matt at May 2, 09 at 4:46 pm

  115. I Remember The Boy (The Sensual Part, 5th of 5 printed parts)

    ..I pushed Eric to bed and we fell flat…we just layed flat for a couple of minutes of silent moments just staring at the ceiling..very silent. Then, I mumbled….”I can’t do it”..I felt Eric’s right hand clasping my left hand…Long, silent moments again…’No bro, really, ok na talaga ako…kalimutan na natin to…’

    I was about to move and lift my body up when Eric pulled my left arm and placed it in his chest…Again he repeated his loaded statement …”Pag may nangyari na kase sa atin, tapos na tayo di ba? Pagsasawaan mo na ako??…”, ang lalim pero siguradong may pinanggagalingan.

    I emphatized with him…’Posible…pero posible ding pagkatapos nito, magbabago ang tingin mo sa akin. Imbes na kaibigan… financier, manager,supplier na ang tingin mo sa akin. So wag na lang di ba?…..’

    To that, Eric vehemently reacted . Bigla syang pumatong sa akin slightly pressing my slender frame with his gigantic frame, locking me with his arms on my side.” Uy, di naman ako ganun…sama mo naman!”…Which I half smilingly swinged back …”Eh bakit, fair lang din tayo di ba? Why are you accusing me na eto lang ang habol ko…?”…

    Tinitigan nya ako that close…his perfectly chisselled nose almost caressing my own. I mapped out his attractive face..his eyes looked happy and charming, wari nanunukso. His lips- crafted to perfection. I could even taste his breath…”Amoy orange juice ka…”, I almost whispered to him smilingly.

    To my surprise, bigla akong hinalikan ni Eric. He kissed me tenderly locking his lips full on mine …for seconds..then pressed my lips with his’ to part it. Then he moved to my upper lip and then to my lower lip. His lips were orange juice sweet. Then he stopped and gushed jokingly, “Ikaw naman, lasang Centrum, hehe!” Tawanan kami.

    “Kinakabahan ako”…isa uling malalim na ala-Bong Revilla pacute na titig sa akin ni Eric..halatang nagbibiro…
    ‘Saan?’
    “Sa gagawin mo sa akin..”
    ‘Feeling ka!!’, sabay tapik sa puwet ni Eric..

    “Halika nga, umayos tayo ng higa”…so we moved horizontally into the bed. Nakahubad pa rin ng pantaas si Eric and he layed down with his arms spread wide offering his right arm to be my pillow. It felt good being that close to Eric. Lying in his arms, sometimes getting pressed in his embrace was so comforting. I was so much at peace.

    While I was nestled in his arms and his legs locking my right leg, I initiated doing circle presses around his chest zoning into his nipples. My fingers moved from right nipple to the left and vice versa. From time to time, I can hear Eric’s deep, controlled breaths in response to my touching these erotic zones.

    I’m starting to feel his grower in my leg. It felt hot and very alive… and my legs felt it grew bigger and longer ..and kept on growing with every masterful stroke.

    Eric, broke the silence probably to diffuse his nervousness …”Bro, birthday ni Mommy bukas. Gusto ko sana dalawin sa Laguna mamyang hapon. Samahan mo ako. Tsaka marami pa atang tirang lanzones at rambutan, makakadala pa tayo dito!!!” …’Huh, talaga, di sya magtataka na kasama mo ako?..I was a bit worried. ”Sanay na yun na may kasama akong barkada lagi. Ano ba ang gusto mong ulam, ipapaluto natin!!! Masarap magluto ang katulong namin ng sinigang na kanduli sa miso…”

    “Eh, nasa harapan ko na ang kanduli, kailangan pa bang lutuin para gawing ulam?…me, cracking the joke as I slid my right hand into his boxers. Pareho kaming natawa. It was not surprising that the head already outgrew his boxers…mainit at nagpupumiglas…but what surprised me was that Eric’s tool seemed unending. Ang lalim na ng dukot ko pero di ko pa rin nakakapa ang dulo…ganyan kahaba ang…..katawan nya..and consequently..ng kanya. “I can’t help but gasp to Eric…”Bro, ang laki-laki naman ng kanduli mo, buhay na buhay….”

    Napatawa si Eric sabay karga ng kanang kamay nya sa katawan ko para pumatong sa kanya. Hinawakan nya ulo ko sabay diin pababa…

    ”Bro, kainin mo na ang kanduli…”

    ————-to be continued————————

    (Break muna…the other half needs refinement. I hope you can sense how I tried hard to refrain from using vulgar words but still maintaining the excitement and sensuality. I’ll try to be comfortable muna with the other half of the sensual ending)

    Momoy at May 2, 09 at 4:48 pm

  116. Eto talagang si Matt eh trying hard na maging protagonist…feeling nya kontrabida sya…parang demonyito na nang-iinis…pero parang type ko na si Matt ha…yung bang pa-kontrabida effect…na parang ala-Romy Dias or Paquito Dias…Naks!

    David at May 2, 09 at 5:04 pm

  117. Alam mo Matt, nakakainis ang style mo. Ang pangit ng ugali mo. Hindi ka ba marunong magsabi ng maganda para sa kapuwa mo? Halatang nang-aasar ka lang. At tama bang mag-asar tapos mag pe-peace ka? Tama na, please.

    ferdie at May 2, 09 at 5:14 pm

  118. NAKAKATAWA YUNG MGA FANS NI MOMOY.. POK! POK!

    BAWAL PIKON!

    LOL..

    PEACE!

    matt at May 2, 09 at 5:25 pm

  119. matt,

    thank you for toning down.

    not that we’re fans of momoy (though we are), it’s just that we think you’re too harsh. if your comments were directed at someone else, you still would have gotten the same reactions from us.

    natawa ako sa sinabi mo: ignore pero apektado naman. hahaha tutoo ka. kasi nakakinis talaga.

    o ngayon…peace.

    marco

    marco jordan at May 2, 09 at 5:51 pm

  120. curses. putol na naman ang story. :D

    laddie at May 2, 09 at 6:36 pm

  121. hehehe …..

    i did’nt find matt’s initial comment offensive, parang biro lang kay momoy,,,

    but i really enjoyed reading…sabi nga nong isang nurse na kasama ni Kate B. sa pearl harbor movie…”I’M SOOO JEALOUS”,…..hehehe. PEACE :)

    manuelito at May 2, 09 at 7:07 pm

  122. MGA FANS NI MOMOY COMMENT NG COMMENT HAHAHAHAAH AFFECTED MASYADO

    Team Matt Ako at May 2, 09 at 8:47 pm

  123. EXACTLY! SIGURO NA-TURN OFF LANG TALAGA AKO KAY MOMOY SA LATEST PART OF HIS STORY..

    ANG HIRAP KASI, MARAMING EXTRA AT OVERACTING KUNG MAG-COMMENT! BIASED MASYADO..

    OBJECTIVE VERSUS SUBJECTIVE..

    YUNG COMMENT KO WAS VERY OBJECTIVE, I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MOMOY, I JUST BASED MY COMMENTS SA STORY.. ASIDE, DI KO NAMAN KILALA SI MOMOY PERSONALLY.. AT MALAMANG DI NYO RIN AKO KILALA..

    BASAHIN NYO LAHAT NG COMMENTS NYO.. VERY PERSONAL!PERO MAY NARINIG BA KAYO? KASI MASYADO KAYONG SUBJECTIVE.. IN SHORT, PURO KAYO DALDAL, PARA KAYONG LATA NG SARDINAS NA WALA NG LAMAN, PURO INGAY..
    MALANSA! HAHAHA

    HINTAYIN NA LANG NATIN YUNG LAST PART NG STORY NI MOMOY (KUNG MERON PA!).. SANA NGA HINDI LUMABAS NA PANG-TABLOID.. HEHEHE

    STIR! STIR! STIR! HAHAHA

    ANG PIKON AT MAG-COMMENT NG MASAMA, TATANDANG BAKLA! HAHAHA

    PEACE! LOL..

    matt at May 2, 09 at 9:19 pm

  124. ”’naku matt ayokong tumandang bakla.hehehe….

    ”’pero makulit ka nga, ginagalit mo lalo yong mga tao,,,guys, we are all gays, we must be gay all the time…walang word war…:):):)

    manuelito at May 2, 09 at 9:39 pm

  125. momoy: really, thanks for sharing. i’m still looking forward to the continuation.

    J at May 2, 09 at 9:41 pm

  126. HALA..

    ANG MAGALIT KUNG MAGALIT.. PAKIALAM KO SA INYO!

    BASTA, MAGBIBIGAY LANG AKO NG COMMENT KO.. MAGBIGAY KAYO NG COMMENT NYO HANGGANG SA GUSTO NYO!

    EWAN KO LANG KUNG MATAPOS PA NI MOMOY YUNG KWENTO.. HEHEHE

    KAWAWA NAMAN YUNG MGA FANS NI MOMOY..

    MGA TIGANG, KONTING TIIS PA PO.. OK?! PARATING NA YUNG KWENTO NI MOMOY.. HAHAHA

    BAWAL MAG-LAWAY.. KADIRI YAN! HAHAHA

    PEACE.. LOL!

    matt at May 2, 09 at 9:59 pm

  127. AH, OK.. NAKABAWI ITONG PART NA ‘TO! OVERALL.. PWEDE!
    MAGALING KA MAGSULAT MOMOY.. AT LEAST, REDEEMED!

    SUGGESTION: HUWAG MO NA LANG GAMITIN YUNG WORD NA “KANDULI”- ANG CHEAP NG DATING.. OK?!

    PEACE!

    Momoy wrote on 02. May 2009
    I Remember The Boy (The Sensual Part, 5th of 5 printed parts)

    ..I pushed Eric to bed and we fell flat…we just layed flat for a couple of minutes of silent moments just staring at the ceiling..very silent. Then, I mumbled….”I can’t do it”..I felt Eric’s right hand clasping my left hand…Long, silent moments again…’No bro, really, ok na talaga ako…kalimutan na natin to…’

    I was about to move and lift my body up when Eric pulled my left arm and placed it in his chest…Again he repeated his loaded statement …”Pag may nangyari na kase sa atin, tapos na tayo di ba? Pagsasawaan mo na ako??…”, ang lalim pero siguradong may pinanggagalingan.

    I emphatized with him…’Posible…pero posible ding pagkatapos nito, magbabago ang tingin mo sa akin. Imbes na kaibigan… financier, manager,supplier na ang tingin mo sa akin. So wag na lang di ba?…..’

    To that, Eric vehemently reacted . Bigla syang pumatong sa akin slightly pressing my slender frame with his gigantic frame, locking me with his arms on my side.” Uy, di naman ako ganun…sama mo naman!”…Which I half smilingly swinged back …”Eh bakit, fair lang din tayo di ba? Why are you accusing me na eto lang ang habol ko…?”…

    Tinitigan nya ako that close…his perfectly chisselled nose almost caressing my own. I mapped out his attractive face..his eyes looked happy and charming, wari nanunukso. His lips- crafted to perfection. I could even taste his breath…”Amoy orange juice ka…”, I almost whispered to him smilingly.

    To my surprise, bigla akong hinalikan ni Eric. He kissed me tenderly locking his lips full on mine …for seconds..then pressed my lips with his’ to part it. Then he moved to my upper lip and then to my lower lip. His lips were orange juice sweet. Then he stopped and gushed jokingly, “Ikaw naman, lasang Centrum, hehe!” Tawanan kami.

    “Kinakabahan ako”…isa uling malalim na ala-Bong Revilla pacute na titig sa akin ni Eric..halatang nagbibiro…
    ‘Saan?’
    “Sa gagawin mo sa akin..”
    ‘Feeling ka!!’, sabay tapik sa puwet ni Eric..

    “Halika nga, umayos tayo ng higa”…so we moved horizontally into the bed. Nakahubad pa rin ng pantaas si Eric and he layed down with his arms spread wide offering his right arm to be my pillow. It felt good being that close to Eric. Lying in his arms, sometimes getting pressed in his embrace was so comforting. I was so much at peace.

    While I was nestled in his arms and his legs locking my right leg, I initiated doing circle presses around his chest zoning into his nipples. My fingers moved from right nipple to the left and vice versa. From time to time, I can hear Eric’s deep, controlled breaths in response to my touching these erotic zones.

    I’m starting to feel his grower in my leg. It felt hot and very alive… and my legs felt it grew bigger and longer ..and kept on growing with every masterful stroke.

    Eric, broke the silence probably to diffuse his nervousness …”Bro, birthday ni Mommy bukas. Gusto ko sana dalawin sa Laguna mamyang hapon. Samahan mo ako. Tsaka marami pa atang tirang lanzones at rambutan, makakadala pa tayo dito!!!” …’Huh, talaga, di sya magtataka na kasama mo ako?..I was a bit worried. ”Sanay na yun na may kasama akong barkada lagi. Ano ba ang gusto mong ulam, ipapaluto natin!!! Masarap magluto ang katulong namin ng sinigang na kanduli sa miso…”

    “Eh, nasa harapan ko na ang kanduli, kailangan pa bang lutuin para gawing ulam?…me, cracking the joke as I slid my right hand into his boxers. Pareho kaming natawa. It was not surprising that the head already outgrew his boxers…mainit at nagpupumiglas…but what surprised me was that Eric’s tool seemed unending. Ang lalim na ng dukot ko pero di ko pa rin nakakapa ang dulo…ganyan kahaba ang…..katawan nya..and consequently..ng kanya. “I can’t help but gasp to Eric…”Bro, ang laki-laki naman ng kanduli mo, buhay na buhay….”

    Napatawa si Eric sabay karga ng kanang kamay nya sa katawan ko para pumatong sa kanya. Hinawakan nya ulo ko sabay diin pababa…

    ”Bro, kainin mo na ang kanduli…”

    matt at May 2, 09 at 10:23 pm

  128. All of us are being led to a trap. A trap that would help us release whatever inside us through this blogs. Is it not obvious that the writer, the actor and critique is the same writer , actor critique.?! GREAT DAY AHEAD…)

    Ed at May 3, 09 at 12:22 am

  129. Puwede ba wala na lang pumansin kay matt? O sa mga ibang nick pa na ginagamit niya? Salamat.

    Barubal at May 3, 09 at 12:42 am

  130. HALA.. MAY BARUBAL!

    HIRAP SA MGA TAO, BASURA ANG LAMAN NG UTAK HAHAHA

    PEACE.. LOL!

    matt at May 3, 09 at 12:59 am

  131. ano yung kanduli?

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 3, 09 at 2:43 am

  132. hi everyone,
    it’s been a while since a posted a comment here. i wasn’t even able to finish my story regarding the guy from the autoworks…anyways, i just got home from my favorite lugawan few houses from our house.
    nagutom kasi ko kaninang around 2AM, lucky enough yung gwaping na tindero yung naka-assign to tonight. na-invite ko na sya before sa place ko (wink) and pumayag pa nga syang magpakuha ng picture.
    super straight sya, kaya with minimal tip (price lang ng 2 order sa Goto King)..hehe
    so kanina, i tried inviting him again. too bad, aalis daw yung kasama nyang nagtitinda so walang maiiwan.
    sabi nya bukas na lang daw…hayyy..nabitin ako.
    so bukas hopefully pede na sya. update ko kayo =)

    - andre
    andyagassi2003@yahoo.com

    Andre at May 3, 09 at 3:48 am

  133. so pagbalik ko sa shop, ok naman yung gawa nya at nakuha nya yung color. sabi ko ok ang gawa ah! expert talaga. i asked him san nya nakatira, sabi nya somewhere in dasma. hmm…offered him to drop him in his place and pumayag naman sya.
    so while driving, obvious na patingin tingin ako sa kanya from the rear mirror. minsan naman sa lap nya..hehe
    then to break the silence, i tap his leg and ask if he’s okay..ok naman daw sya na may pilyong ngiti…
    sabi ko oh bat ganyan ngiti mo..sabi nya wala lang.

    cont..

    I continued to caress his left leg since I was driving automatic car naman. No resistant so I tried moving my hand to his shift stick..hehe.
    “Oh ano yan?”, he said. I thought he won’t allow me to continue but I still tried to continue and even tried to unzip his pants. Surprisingly, he even lifter his hip to help me out. I got the GO signal so I immediately look for a dark parking area along the hi-way. Since full dark tinted naman yung car kaya malakas ang loob ko. Once parked, I immediately took his stick out of his pants and underwear. And so something happened (I won’t go into details anymore)..hehe
    After we’re done, we fix ourselves and resume our journey. While leaving the parking lot, saw that there were actually 3 guys in the 10-wheeler truck parked alonng side our car…hahaha. i dont know if they notice the movements of the car while there’s something going on with me and the guy from the auto shop =)

    til next time…with the cute guy from lugawan naman and ang pinsan nya =)

    Andre at May 3, 09 at 4:06 am

  134. kanduli is a fresh water fish na kamag anak ng hito or catfish

    asteroid at May 3, 09 at 4:30 am

  135. Guessing game:
    Feeling ko, d Eric of Doc Momoy is no other than, Dr. Eric Tayag! Hehehehe.. joke lng poh… peace!

    i read that Doc Momoy will be running as Senator ds comming election… So, tingnan n lng natin kung sinung senatoriable/s nxt election ang may kaduda dudang kasarian… hehehhee… but, of cors, Doc Momoy, hndi para siraan at ilabas tunay mung pagkatao but of cors, to offer my service to support you for ur candidacy… and also, i wud like to nominate Sir Caloy for President.. I’ll support both of u all d way….. hehehhe

    Doc Momoy and Sir Caloy, pls continue ur stories, i always njoy reading them at saludo aku sa effort nyo… hndi2x bsta ganun kadali gumawa ng story at magpost… so keep them coming…

    Feeling ko ung Matt na yan is si Dave (ung may story about Mamang PSG).. Sori pareng Dave, opinion ko lng poh… hehhehee.. Peace tayo!

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 3, 09 at 9:03 am

  136. no…matt is not the author of that sci-fic “PSG”..

    si matt is the confused gay guy who came from from a prominent family and is working in the military camp…

    siya ung sumulat kay migs dati at humihingi ng advise on how to deal with his personality..

    naku,,,,,,matt..sarap mong tsupain ng tsupain hanggang manghina ka, para hindi ka na makapang-asar…kaya lang military men ussually have big bodies and tummy, but with very tiny “cock”..HAHAHAHA. Peace man :)

    tom_cat at May 3, 09 at 11:22 am

  137. Sad to say mr. mark chavez but you are barking at the wrong tree, pagkatapos ng mga panlalait at pang aalipustang naranasan ko sa kapwa ko PLU’s ay dina ako nagpopost pa dito, kung meron man akong natutunan sa buhay PLU’s, that is not to share whatever experience i have, bahala na ang ibang makadiskubre sa kung anuman ang naranasan ko sa piling ng iba, i just like to share the motto of Club Bath “THE THRILL IS SILENCE”.

    Tahimik at masaya na ang buhay ko dito sa ibang bansa. Kaya kung anuman ang problema nyo sa kaguluhang ito bahala na kayo, wag mong pagbintangan ang kapwa mo lalo na kung wala kang ebidensyang pinanghahawakan.

    dave at May 3, 09 at 12:18 pm

  138. I like some of the comments here. Well articulated.

    For the benefit of aaron pala…PLU means “People Like Us”. hehehhh

    Migs, salamat ng marami sa pag-open mo ng blog na ‘to. You are a blessing to everyone of us here.

    Ganymede at May 3, 09 at 3:08 pm

  139. Sori na Dave, hndi na mauulit, opinion ko lng naman un pare… Peace tau!

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 3, 09 at 5:04 pm

  140. bakit parang war freak ang mga bading na nag-popost dito? hilig sa away?

    dapat, tinatawanan lang yong mga comments comments na yan kasi, pampasaya yan ng buhay…..kaya nga kayo GAY…meaning, maging gay…..hindi war freak….magsaya….

    sige kayo kapag lagi kayong ganyan hindi na tatawaging gays,,,kundi “BAYOTTTTTT!!!!!!” hehehe peace :)

    bb_gandang_hari at May 3, 09 at 6:30 pm

  141. I’m a fan of Momoy as he is a prolific writer however the way the story develops and flows with his addition pambibitin, it gives me an impression that this is a fictional story. I also don’t appreciate him who tries to entice his reader to crave for more. Well he did a good job but sometimes if you overdo your story and if you let your reader wait longer, the excitement and thrill may diminish.

    Anyway good luck Momoy and keep up your good and nice stories…be it fictional or true to life…You entertain us ALL…Wag lang masyadong mambitin ha kasi baka maging OA…

    David at May 3, 09 at 6:39 pm

  142. This part 5 is okay… Since I didn’t have any uncomfortable feelings with parts 1 to 3… part 4 with the slicing fruits thing was definitely too gay for me… Kaya dapat yung mga writer hindi masyado sensitive kasi dapat tingnan lang ano ang magandang gawin…

    Saka yung mga detractors ni Matt, wala kayo magagawa kung mataas ang standards nya at konting gayness lang e turned off na sya…

    Maraming closeted butch gays (kung ganito si Matt) ang madali ma-turn off sa mga mahinhin at malamya kaya wala kayong magagawa kung ganyan reaction nila. Sigurado pati paminta (feeling butch) hindi rin papasa malakas ang gaydar eh hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 3, 09 at 8:47 pm

  143. wag mashadong mainit ang ulo mga pare! este, mga ateh!

    World Peace!!!
    :D

    jedong at May 3, 09 at 11:59 pm

  144. Ed wrote on 03. May 2009
    All of us are being led to a trap. A trap that would help us release whatever inside us through this blogs. Is it not obvious that the writer, the actor and critique is the same writer , actor critique.?! GREAT DAY AHEAD…)

    I’m begining to agree with Ed. Matt is obviously Momoy and Momoy led us on with his story, adding a heckler for effect.

    Some incredible points in Momoy’s story. Momoy claims to be straight acting. A straight acting guy will not be seen alive in male pageants, or be a supporter of a male pageant candidate (Iago) or admit to a straight guy that he saw the guy when he watched a male pageant.

    There’s a straight way to be decent and hospitable. Matt was only pointing out this inconsistency.

    Wasn’t Matt, Momoy’s alter ego. One of the characteristics of some (not all) straight acting personalities is dysfunctionality resulting from the conflict between the gay guy inside and the straight guy repressing the gay person within. This conflict results in dysfunctional schizoid behavior. Remember Norman Bates in Psycho? Or Baby Jane (Bette Davis) in Whose Afraid of Baby Jane?

    I agree with Caloy’s earlier assesment when he mentions that: “But Matt and Redhulk have not even begun to confront the fact that they’re gay. And thats sad. You keep it inside and it percolates to explosive expressions of anger and debilitating despair.” However, Caloy may be missing something there. Any forensic psychiatrist will tell you that there is a strong possibility that Matt, Redhulk and Momoy are one and the same person.

    jed at May 4, 09 at 4:15 am

  145. Guys,

    I have to end this, not because I’m giving up to the heckling of the Matt’s in the world but I think, I have stirred up unstable thought processes of many people here. It’s quite dangerous huh. This has become very unhealthy for some of us and I could not be part of a counter-productive endeavor such as this.

    Again, I shared simply because I had stories to tell and I felt it would be fun sharing to empower some here that the world isn’t really as impossible and it has really become a little bit understanding and compassionate for PEOPLE LIKE US.It’s the PEOPLE LIKE US…like JED and ED here, who, complicate life and choose to doubt and destroy. Why can’t we focus on just having fun and learn or unlearn from the stories?
    Instead, we choose to suspect and accuse.

    Jed, read your comment again because I fear, you may be talking about yourself. The fact that you are aware of that behavior, you may, have had or is unknowingly capable of doing that. Be very careful of your thinking processes. …And hey, not that I am discriminating people like us who watch pageants,but I did not watch the pageant live..I caught it on TV. The only not true facts in the story is the name,(and I did say it was an alias) and that he’s from Laguna..only because I needed to protect him after all those “guess who” entries. Again you choose to believe or choose not.Or you may like to complicate it more by over-analyzing why I chose kanduli (because that was really reffered)and why Philippines is corrupt…and why gay people like me and you choose to hide…and why Philippines is poor and why people are not trusting each other. Your ill, sick behavior..for sure, has got something to do with it. Channel your thoughts to something positive…

    I don’t know if Matt is proud to be accused as being me. I certainly am not happy to be associated with his crassness here…But that’s the Matt that I know..the real person may be different.

    Folks, this is the reality of our lives. This blog is a reflection of what the real world is. There will be hecklers, there will be nuisances, there will be accusers.As much as possible, we have to be tolerant and understanding But we can never be continually passive or they will continually assert their freedom over ours. Sometimes, we need to put people to their rightful places.

    I also had my share to blame. But trust me, I did everything in good faith. I had good intentions.If somehow, I tripped, then sorry.

    Eric’s chapter may have ended but hopefully, not Momoy’s.Kase di naman ako tumigil dahil sa mga personalidad dito. Masyado na kaseng sikat si Eric, at marami nakikisakay sa kasikatan nya, hehe!!Tingnan nyo, mas naalala ko pa si Matt kay sa sa marami sa inyo (great job Matt!).

    But as long as may mga Caloy et al pa rin namang maaring matutuwa at may mga Fibo, Laddie, Barubal et all na natututo, baka pwedeng ituloy natin sa iba pang mga totoong kwento di ba?

    Meanwhile, let’s continue to celebrate life..every moment.. everyday.

    Momoy at May 4, 09 at 7:04 am

  146. please continue the story po mr. momoy :D ugh. people, just get over from all the drama here. momoy is just telling his story. just read and move on with your lives. enough with the accusations. so what kung sakaling tama kayo? do you get a prize for it? haha. :D just keep smiling :D peace :D

    laddie at May 4, 09 at 7:21 am

  147. “let’s continue to celebrate life..every moment.. everyday.” uy naalala ko dito si ongina sa ru paul’s drag race….

    ang mga tao nakahiligan nang mag speculate… sa mga mgg fans… do it for yourself guess what momoy is like and draw your own conclusions… either you love his story or not… magcomment kayo hanggang trip nyo go lang… your opinion is dependent on your knowledge diba… sir momoy dont let the not so good comments ruin the momentum ang daming naghihintay nung ending ng story go post it na!

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 7:43 am

  148. The issue with Matt naman talaga has never been the content of his opinions but how he expressed them including the line “epitome of stupidity”.

    Nonetheless, this is one good point to dissect here.

    The fact is, pag naka-1st base ka na sa isang straight guy…meaning the guy is open, he already knew you are attracted to him and he has already entrusted you to enter your own privacy…it’s human nature that we all appreaciate and long for affection..be it in words or in works. I think it’s not being gay…Our mothers do it, women do it to their men and…anyone…men, women or gay would love to be a recipient to it.

    I think serving a man or a woman is making him/her feel that he/she is special.It’s a way to connect. There’s nothing deep in that formula.Don’t complicate it by putting labels into it.

    Now, if your ultimate goal is to get the man, connect with him in many ways possible. Show him who you really are,communicate what you want and how you feel, how you care, what you can compromise and what you can sacrifice.

    Or you can remain critical of yourself, of who you are..be limited by what behavior the society has dictated for you to act even in your privacy…

    It’s your choice. Just don’t question other’s choices either.

    Momoy at May 4, 09 at 8:38 am

  149. Very well said, Momoy! I dont need to write further
    because you said it all, not more, not less.

    Fibo at May 4, 09 at 8:55 am

  150. That’s true Momoy. Mas marami kang napaligayang followers mo. Tuloy mo lang yung kwento mo. Wag mo pansinin yung iba dyan na nagmamarunong. Lahat naman ng sinaasabi nila ay puro speculations lamang. Malamang yung mga detractors mo ay inggit lang sa’yo dahil naka-score ka kay hunky model. How many of us has that kind of luck and chance? Tingin ko yung mga naninira sa’yo ay part ng crab mentality society…Yan ang isa sa mga kanser ng lipunan at yan din ang dahilan kung baket mabagal ang asenso sa Pinas…Marami kasing mga inggitero at pag nainggit, mananakit, mambabastos at mambabalahura ng kapwa nila…Susme!

    David at May 4, 09 at 9:13 am

  151. Isa pa, yung mga bading na very proud sabihin na sila ay mga straight acting at lahat ng mga effem or kilos malambot ay turn off sa kanila, magpakatotoo kayo mga sister! 90% ng mga name-meet ko na gays na ang introduction ay straight acting na self proclaimed na macho daw ay hindi naman pala ganun ka-straight…Mapagpakuwanri lamang…Ang buhay nga naman…

    David at May 4, 09 at 9:18 am

  152. okay..okay……i admit, gay world is really complicated, because gays (i wish im not), really are complicated, walang unity, walang meeting of minds, all they care is about how being ahead of each other..pagalingan at tarayan…

    as long we act and behave like this way, we will never earn the respect and acceptance of the society…

    tom_cat at May 4, 09 at 9:23 am

  153. wag mo lahatin :D ndi lahat ng gay ganun :D :p :)

    laddie at May 4, 09 at 9:52 am

  154. I just got back from my religious obligation and i dont feel like talking about Matt et al issue, besides Momoy clearly said it all.

    If i may say; Let’s just go back to the true topic/purpose of this MGG’s blog page. Let’s post topics that pertains to what the blog page title speaks of. Matt got his 15 minutes fame by now. i’m sure he’s satisfied/contented at the moment. So there, Kudos to you Matt. May you feel convalescent now that you’ve accomplished your (mal) intentions. you can get back your life now or you want me to say; Get a life!

    FIBO at May 4, 09 at 9:53 am

  155. wow tama ka dyan kapatid na momoy tinamaan ako ng onti… hahaha magpakatotoo kapatid… di magiging kumportable ang tao sa atin kung tayo mismo di kumportable sa sarili natin…

    david… nacucurious ako sayo… :D hehehe…

    go sir momoy end mo na yung story please :D

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 11:02 am

  156. fibo taga lp ka ba? familliar ka ba sa fibo mini videoke bar sa lp? ;D

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 11:09 am

  157. I have no clue what lp is neither know where this
    fibo mini videoke. you can enlighten me.

    FIBO at May 4, 09 at 11:28 am

  158. im sorry lp is las pinas… la lang kasi there is/was a mini videoke bar sa las pinas ang name FIBO… im not sure kung andun pa din yun… tambayan kasi sya ng mga PLU dun :D

    is fibo fibonacci? hehe

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 11:58 am

  159. O sya para matapos natong topic nato, kailangan na ring tapusin ni Momoy ang kanyang kwento…Paging Momoy…tapusin mo na po ang yung sinimulan na kwento…

    Hello imurnaughtylildevil, ba’t ka naman na-curious kay David..ehek ako ba yun?

    David at May 4, 09 at 1:43 pm

  160. yes ikaw yun… ewan ko nacucurios lang ako… hahaha… basta i cant explain :D

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 2:32 pm

  161. Ganun ba imurnaughtylildevil? curious ka at hindi mo ma-explain…hmmnnn…baka me feeling ka na sakin ha…bawal yan dito…tsaka strict ang parents ko. Hehehe. Joke lang po.

    David at May 4, 09 at 2:47 pm

  162. hahaha hindi kasi inalipusta ka din sa ibang thread diba? dahil kay mamang psg hehehe… yun lang :D

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 4, 09 at 3:09 pm

  163. Hindi po ako yun. Ngayon lang ako nagcomment dito pero matagal nakong fans ni Migs at matagal na rin akong reader ng kanyang popular blog. Dapat pala baguhin ko na ang name na David kasi mukhang dami kong kapangalan. Hehehe.

    David at May 4, 09 at 3:31 pm

  164. As Momoy dreams of becoming a prolific writer of Sex Experiences… Then i suggest he should just take criticisms as it is and try to improve on what & how he writes… Masyado sensitive e…

    And I know who redhulk is… so for those conspiracy theorists… Guess if Momoy or Matt are the same monkey hahahaha

    killersmile at May 4, 09 at 3:41 pm

  165. hi there imurnaughtylildevil…
    yung inalipusta sa kbilang thread regrdng Mamang PSG s Dave, not David! pero malay mu Dave and David are the same person like ung sinasabi ni Jed na “Matt, Redhulk and Momoy are one and the same person.”… naiisip ko nga, bka “Ed, Jed and Momoy are one and the same person din…”… nakakaloka! nkakabaliw mga katalinuhan ng mga tao d2… lolz.. Joke lang poh un Doc Momoy! nahawaan lng aku ng pagiisip ni Jed…

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 4, 09 at 4:24 pm

  166. Sigurado ako Mark na hindi ako si Dave. Pangalan pa lang magkaiba na. Nyahahaha. Tingin ko si Dave ay sa Pinas naka-station samantalang ako ay sa Germany.

    David at May 4, 09 at 4:41 pm

  167. momoy,

    i have been reading your posts recently…..one thing which immediately struck my mind is your command over english…..its awesome…you seem to get hold of the right words at the right time to express the exact thing you want to….which does not happen with me.

    i am a teacher of english/sanskrit & japanese. while teaching english, i do fall short of words, sometimes, to express whatever i wanna say….and the word strikes my mind sometimes later after the opportunity is gone.

    so irrespective of whatever you have written, whether its true of fiction, whether it serves a good purpose or not, i must appreciate your skills with english writing.

    further, i also find hat the kind of stand you have taken here or the attitude you have adopted is kind of convincing and agreeable by majority of the readers. your opinions are quite balanced and display a deep-rooted thought process as against shallowness in case of others.

    no surprise, then, that you are one of the few good writers on MGG sought after by many there.

    wish u good luck and take care.

    -Saurabh
    goldysilverson@yahoo.com

    Saurabh at May 4, 09 at 6:27 pm

  168. ..naman!!! kainis ka momoy!!1

    bitin maxado story mo!!!

    sana tinapos mo nlang un sa last post mo bout

    Jenny at May 4, 09 at 7:02 pm

  169. wow dami ng adoring fans nag iiwan pa ng email address… I guess Momoy will get laid more! hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 4, 09 at 11:29 pm

  170. hello guys!!!

    if you guys are affected on what is in my comment… it only means one thing… TINAMAAN KAYO… di kasi ako hypocrite to say good things just to please someone… i’m telling the truth… and we all know TRUTH HURTS…

    so guys, if you are not ready to be criticized well don’t pursue your career as a writer or contributor of this site because you are so vulnerable…

    all i can say is… take it as a challenge!!!

    GOODLUCK!!!

    redhulk at May 4, 09 at 11:54 pm

  171. I just wish Momoy finishes his story..nevermind the few hecklers…most of us still want to know the conclusion..

    Momoy, please???

    DEMONYITO at May 5, 09 at 2:21 am

  172. this thread is getting boring. i haven’t read anything about pursuing straight men in the past three days. it’s been all bickering and in-fighting. no wonder gay men get such a bad rap. some stereotypes are so true.

    marco jordan at May 5, 09 at 11:24 am

  173. Momoy tapusin mo na para ma-release na nila yung naipon nilang load kasi ang daming beses nabitin e! hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 5, 09 at 6:09 pm

  174. Pardon me guys but I’ve been very busy and constantly travelling. I’m currently in China now and will be visiting two more cities here before I return to Manila on Sunday.

    Those who have stories to tell can probably gladly share them. This blog thrives in exchanges, not in consumerism..right?

    Thanks to those who dropped by and were sources of encouragement. I am not really bothered by all the nuisances. If ever I reacted, it was because I had to convey a message.I can’t wait to share more.

    Just over the weekend’s Pacquiao-Hatton fight, I spent Saturday night and whole Sunday with two trippers na magkumpare. Both have had showbiz stints in the past…one was a wannabe model who starred in supporting roles.He left showbiz 4 years ago and has just returned days ago after his contract as waiter for a cruise ship ended. His kumpare was a former San Beda power forward basketball stalwart. How did I meet them? The seaman was introduced to me by a former Viva Hot Man friend of mine who in turn requested me if we can also pick up his former Bedan kumpare to watch the Pacman-Hatton fight live.

    Oh, it was a wonderful weekend to remember.But really, beyond the sexual experience, I’m blessed to have met two great men who consider me a friend before and after the inevitable. I certainly had great learnings on what’s inside the minds of straight man trippers from their perspectives.

    Which brings me to this question. What do you think are the factors (and percentages of chances) why straight men would go to bed with you and me?

    1. Money/Financial favors
    2. Power/Influence
    3. Personality/Compatability
    4. Intellectual connection
    5. Ganda lang at wala nang iba pa…duh!
    6. Just being at the right place at the right time

    What do you think?

    Momoy at May 5, 09 at 11:10 pm

  175. Hi Momoy,
    Just got back from a trip. Was so disappointed that heckling got you and hence your story, ended prematurely.

    I know you had drafted the ending (or close to it anyhow…..).

    I am not a big fan of telenovelas. Except that I could just so relate to what you had been sharing.

    If you are not comfortable publicly sending an update, then sana naman yung mga sincerely following your postings hindi naman mabitin.

    I do respect where you are coming from though……

    Just the same, will continue to wait. :-) tonmgg@yahoo.com

    Ton at May 5, 09 at 11:18 pm

  176. Hello Momoy, i hope you’re having a blast in China.

    With regards to your question, I’ll go with all of the above although #5 seems to flow along #3 (personality).

    #5 is unlikely a factor not unless the dude is gay himself or bisexual or intoxicated maybe?

    I’m on my lunch break at work, i will try to write further if i get a chance.

    FIBO at May 6, 09 at 1:27 am

  177. 1 & 2 only…
    d rest – he’s gay/bi!

    Mark Chavez at May 6, 09 at 2:05 am

  178. but most likely No. 1 only…
    Or
    1 – 95 %
    2 – 4 %
    rest – 1 %

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 6, 09 at 5:28 am

  179. Money money money. pag wala kanang datong, tingnan natin kung may lalaki pa na lalapit sayo. lol

    kyle at May 6, 09 at 6:23 am

  180. Hey guys hope you had a great time abroad like I did. Just came back from Europe.To answer Momoy – put yourself in those guy’s place.If you were poor and gay why would you consider having sex with a woman? Intellectual stimulation – doubt it.

    Rey at May 6, 09 at 8:25 am

  181. too difficult questions Momoy….why do u ask them ? LOL…….

    as per my knowledge and experience, a real straight man does not sleep with a guy, in even the worst of situations, unless he is hungry and his afternoon meal depends on it. ofcourse that’s about str8 indians….str8 people form the rest of the world may differ.

    Saurabh at May 6, 09 at 4:41 pm

  182. Yup, I agree with Rey’s analogy…

    I’ve been with real straight men from various endeavors..from celebrities, basketball players to models (though most have been known in the industry to dig that low during off seasons) …students, professionals to bums..I had to pay their services for the first time but succeeding meetings usually come in for free. Well, not necesarilly for free if you consider lodging and dinners and vacations as payment…But I do offer the same priveleges to my other friends and colleagues too?

    But last weekend was different…They did not ask for anything. Well, except for karaoke and beer at Pelangi (which was very cheap at less than P700) to celebrate Pacman’s victory!!!

    I think being at the right place at the right time…and being “the right” buddy (irregardless of orientation) often works especially with trippers.Trippers may have had gay experience in the past and now that they are already financially stable, money is not an issue anymore. It’s more of trust and connection. Often, their line is…”Ang bait mo kase, di ka katulad ng ibang bading…”

    I will share more when I get back to Manila.

    Momoy at May 7, 09 at 12:08 am

  183. Though Sunday night was the opposite.

    I met this guy named Lawrence at a bar about 3 weeks ago. He was macho-personified. He looked like Cesar Montano but taller and more buffed.I was on my phone talking about business with my colleague outside the bar when I caught him smoking. I was about to go back to the bar when he offered me a cigarette which i politely turned down…

    “Ay, sorry…di ka pala nagsosmoke?”
    “I was once a doctor kase..and sometimes, I go back to being one kung kailangan..Don’t believe in doctors who smoke..”

    He laughed..He was such a charismatic conversationalist. I can’t help but get hooked. Imagine resisting the smile and the charming eyes of Cesar Montano? So I decided to let my guards down..

    I learned that he works for GMA 7. Didn’t ask further what he does there..probably, a bouncer with his built. He discussed some health issues of his 2-year-old daughter with me which I didn’t mind. “Naku, mahal na ang bayad ko sayo nyan Doc..” he quipped as he put off his cigarette with so much flirtations in his eyes.

    “Naku, may utang ka na sa akin nyan na consultation fee”, I flirted back…”Sure, babayaran kita, pwede bang isave mo number ko”, wow, feeling talaga!!From then on, he kept on texting me good mornings and good nights…and that he was busy at work or has had basketball games during weekends…

    Until Sunday night came, as I prepared for my Hongkong and China trip and exhausted from my stint with the two magbarkada trippers, got this text from him..

    “Hey, musta ka na, busy ba?
    ‘Yup, packing up for my week-long trip..’
    “Talaga, kelan balik mo?”
    ‘Sunday pa, why?’
    “Tagal pa nun ah, gusto mo bang pumunta ako dyan?”
    ‘Huh, sure..can we meet at dinnertime…Shangrila Mall’
    “No, don’t bother, derecho na ako sa condo mo..”
    ‘Want me to prepare beer or wine or any food you want me to request my helps to prepare?’
    “Wag ka na mag-abala…basta, derecho na lang ako.”

    This point is confusing. Is he for pay? I usually have networks and friends who arrange these kinds of deals so somehow, klaro na kung pabayad or hindi.But Lawrence was different. I can not be not sure lest I may be in for overpricing. And I also can not misjudge him..

    ‘May icoconsult ka ba sa akin kaya ka pupunta?’
    “Nope, wala naman…”
    ‘Kase, dyahe naman…pupunta ka dito, gagastos ka ng gas..wala man lang akong maioffer. Ayaw mong kumain.Anything you want me to offer you? Baka mangungutang ka hehe. I’m a credit card guy, I usually don’t carry cash with me. Baka mafrustrate ka..’

    “Hehe, Sir, ganun sana…4k lang, payag na ako kahit galawin mo ako…”

    Bum!!! Didn’t text back…

    “Sir, sorry ha…Need ko lang..kahit 3k lang…”

    Haaay, would you take a Cesar Montano-look-alike but younger, taller, more buffed for 3k and still negotiable?

    Until Sunday

    Momoy at May 7, 09 at 12:57 am

  184. Woww.. ganun? bummer nga un, me bayad pla…
    I’m in my mid 30s, but never pa ako nagbayad…and I always meet guys much younger than I am..

    Dunno kung ano ggwin ko pag nangyari saken yang ganyang eksena…

    demonyito at May 7, 09 at 2:07 am

  185. Ang mahal naman, 3K talaga, and he will just lay there, and no performance at all, but pwde na rin, myaman ka naman Doc Momoy…

    but its not the money that matters here, bagkus ay yung idea na ang tingin na lang satin ng mga lalaking ito is easy-to-get tayo, that is, tatapatan lng nila tayo ng kagwapuhan nila eh kakagat na tayo…

    btw, yung jowa2xhan ko is also Cesar Montano-look-alike but a little bit smaller and 2.5K lang damage sakin overnyt but 1 month na kmi hndi ngkikita coz i told him i went home sa province… i want to forget him (and move-on) coz of d pain na naidudulot nya sakin… Ilusyonada! hehehe…

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 7, 09 at 8:12 am

  186. hala. ang haggard naman ni cesar. haha. bakit ganun yung ibang mga boys? abusado lang. hehe. sorry nainis ako sa kanya. kinilig pa naman ako sa simula. *_*

    babitter at May 7, 09 at 8:32 am

  187. Lumabas na rin ang totoo… Mukha kayong mga bading na pwede pagkaperahan hahahahaha…

    killersmile at May 7, 09 at 9:21 am

  188. to killersmile

    bakit ikaw? ano tingin mo sa sarili mo? kung manghusga ka ng kapwa mo ganun ganun na lang! baka naman sabihin mo straight ka?? o ikakaila mo pa ang pagiging bading mo? bakit ka nasa site na to? naghahanap ka ba ng pagkakaperahan? well FYI, napeperahan man kame minsan pero yun ay dahil sa pagtulong sa kapwa at pagkakaroon ng kabutihan sa aming puso. Besides matatalino na ang mga bading ngayon. Hindi baleng tayo na ang magawan ng masama, huwag lang tayo makagawa ng masama sa kapuwa.

    to doc momoy, thanks for your story and sana makapag share ka pa ng mga story mo kase maraming nakakarelate at matuto rin ang iba sa mga pinagdadaanan natin sa buhay.

    mahadera at May 7, 09 at 1:59 pm

  189. @mahadera

    bagay sayo yung user name mo hahahahahahahaha

    killersmile at May 7, 09 at 10:42 pm

  190. DAMING EPAL..

    wooow gumgwa n nang sriling topic sa isang post at me nag cocoment pa..
    momoy ROCKSZ..

    IDOL TLGA KITA..

    dave_davao at May 8, 09 at 1:57 am

  191. ….basta ako i keep checking this thread kung if theres new stuff from Momoy…

    demonyito at May 8, 09 at 6:03 am

  192. yesterday, i was flirting a veri cute guy inside a less-populated mall! while we’re talking, he raised his polo shirt trying to exposed his six-packed abs but unfortunately he was wearing a white sando inside. he did it twice… does it mean he also tried to flirt back or trying to convey a message na “palaban nga xa” by raising his polo shirt twice?

    i need your answer guys…

    Mark Chavez at May 8, 09 at 9:29 am

  193. i post na ang number ng cesar montano dead ringer na yan at ng mapagpiyestahan na!!!

    ding, ang checkbook ko!!!

    chos.

    eric at May 8, 09 at 1:56 pm

  194. Mark Chavez wrote on 08. May 2009
    yesterday, i was flirting a veri cute guy inside a less-populated mall! while we’re talking, he raised his polo shirt trying to exposed his six-packed abs but unfortunately he was wearing a white sando inside. he did it twice… does it mean he also tried to flirt back or trying to convey a message na “palaban nga xa” by raising his polo shirt twice?

    i need your answer guys…

    HEY MARK TWO THINGS:

    1. NO DAY DREAMING PLEASE

    2. SAY THE ROSARY

    3. WAKE-UP

    Ed at May 8, 09 at 10:19 pm

  195. 2? Baka 3. Haha. Peace

    wha at May 8, 09 at 10:58 pm

  196. To Ed,

    Ok…

    Btw, its not two things, but instead u have three things written down there… lolz!

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 9, 09 at 6:30 am

  197. Si Ed, Recession Victim in Macau

    I’m at a Hongkong Airport Lounge now waiting for my flight..This will be short..

    I spent two days in Macau after my business trip in Shanghai. Well, I was curious of that infamous DISCO in downtown Macau so I was bent on exploring its men but in the end, met ED, a recession victim who has just been laid off from MGM Grand.

    It’s pure destiny. After some ’small’ gambling at Wynn, I decided to enjoy the dancing waters at the Wynn Casino’s Lake. It was still 7 PM, too early to find my way to the D-isco. While I was tired from taking pictures, I decided to seek refuge at the mini-garden with a good view of the Macau Harbor.

    There sitting was a sweet-smiling, boy-next-door hunky who greeted me smiling…”Turista ka dito?..”

    ‘Yup, galing akong Shanghai, then took the Macau ferry from Hongkong pero uuwi na ako sa Linggo. Ikaw, mukhang dito ka nagwowork kase nakacity-shorts ka lang..’

    “Dati, kaso lang, natanggal ako dahil sa recession. Waiter ako dati sa MGM. Ako pala si Ed..”, sabay abot ng kamay nya. Ang laki ng kanyang kamay, at ramdam ko ang buo nyang paghawak sa kanang kamay ko. Bonus points sa kagwapuhan nya ang kanyang confidence at killer smile…

    Ed stood up to come face to face with me. It was obvious that he was looking for someone to talk to. It was clear from his face and the excitement in the tone of his voice that he was glad to have found me.

    “Mukhang mayaman ka ah..kase paturista-turista ka lang. Naikot mo na ba ang Macau?

    ‘Di naman, trabaho lang. Ganito lang pala sa Macau? Para tuloy gusto ko nang bumalik ng Hongkong.’

    “Medyo, boring nga dito kung di ka adik sa pagcacasino..pero, marami ding pwedeng magawa dito.Gusto mo samahan kitang MGM?Wala din akong magawa eh..”

    ‘Ha? Eh, ayoko na muna ng casino. Ok na sa akin ang Venetian at Wynn..’ By then, I decided na to come out and open my self to Ed after recognizing the growing attraction and the harmless stance he has showed. I just can’t let this hunk go…

    ‘Actually, hinahanap ko ang D-isco..kase marami akong kakilala dun.Alam mo ba kung saan yun?’

    My question lightened Ed’s face and he in turn gave me a naughty smile..”Ah, oo..Nagpupunta din ako dun minsan..noon. Actually, dyan lang yan(pointing to a building). Dati, yung original dyan sa may ____, tapos nagkaproblema sila. Binuksan nila uli, dyan na sa _____.Sinong kilala mo dun? Barkada ko sila ____ at _______.”…si Ed, excited na nagkukwento…

    ‘Totoo ba yung mga kwento sa mga nangyayari dun?’

    “Ha, malalaman mo rin. Nasa sayo naman yun eh…”..si Ed, alam kong nilalandi na ako ng kanyang mga titig at mga tapik sa balikat..

    ‘Paano yan, sasamahan mo ako, eh…baka mahal ang tourist guide fee mo..’

    “Ano ka ba, para ano pa at kababayan kita. Pero, paalam muna ako sa misis ko. Puntahan ko lang saglit sa MGM (her wife has retained her job kaya patuloy syang nasa Macau at naghahanap ng trabaho). Samahan mo ako…

    ‘Ha, ayoko nga…’

    “Ano ka ba, di ka naman halata. Ako nga, di ko akalain sa una…” Pwede ka namang di lumapit, antayin mo lang ako sa labas…”

    While we were walking towards MGM, Ed talked about lots of things. About his plans to relocate back to Quezon Province where his family is based.He also talked about the Filipino lives in Macau. Nakikinig lang ako emphatically…I gave him updates of the Philippines and advised him some good business opportunities if they decide to go back to Quezon.

    Halos kilala na nya mga guards and concierge guys at the lobby of MGM. He introduced me to them as his friend. Then, he made sure I was seated safely at the lobby before he went to his wife. “Sir, saglit na saglit lang ako. Wag ka maiinip ha…Balik ako kaagad…”

    True to his words, Ed was running back towards where I was seated in less than 10 minutes. In his face was excitement and gladness. Maybe, it’s his nature as waiter that he makes sure his guests are special?

    “Sir, maaga pa para mag-D-isco. Saan mo gustong tumambay? I mean, gusto mo ba ng tahimik, dinner coffee, park?”

    ‘Ahm, can we drop by at my hotel first? Para mababa ko tong mga shopping bags ko?’

    Eric, gave me a cute smile..very naughty, as a matter of fact…”Hehe, baka di na tayo matuloy sa D-isco nyan ha…OK lang din sa akin…” Sabay akbay sa akin, madiin..

    “Tara na…”

    —————————————————-

    Boarding na ako. See you in Manila..

    Momoy at May 9, 09 at 9:09 pm

  198. Momoy, did you get my e mail? I also left a message here re HK sources but strangely, it was taken out.

    Suwerte ka talaga. I had the same experience in Macau the other week coming out of the ferry …pero kesyo nga…mga pinay ang nag offer na mag tourist guide. I was with a colleague and since ayoko namang magpahalata go na lang ako noong sinabi niyang kunin naming guide yung dalawang babae…

    May nangyari sa friend ko but I found excuses npt to bed the other girl, so I ended up seated alone in one of the benches at the square near the Senado hoping that mayroon naman akong ma pick up. I could not help but overhear the stories of the pinoys and pinays na nakatambay doon and it was all recession related. If I had persisted and really looked, I would have been able to get one pero walang may dating.

    Suwerte mo talaga!

    caloy at May 10, 09 at 2:54 am

  199. Nam bitin na naman si momoy. Galing mo. master ka talaga in straight men.

    Kyle at May 10, 09 at 6:18 am

  200. Caloy,

    I did not get any message from you. I thought you changed numbers na. Anyway,I’ve also been met by a throng of Pinoys and Pinays at the Macau Ferry pier offerring to tour me around in exchange of my Wynn Casino entrance/membership card.Not that I’m being rude but I never had any inclination that there was hardly any potential from that bunch.

    There was this guy, quite pushy and passable na sana but he didn’t know the Pinoy hunk-field D-Disco…Remember Caloy, I told you bout this Pinoy showbiz hunk na nagpunta na dun even before we get to be formally introduced by his manager? Well,the thought of meeting him and the bunch of guys I used to know and have relocated here excited me.

    Ed was really the IT-guy. He knew the intricacies of the trade in the D-Disco, he knew Macau by heart, he was extremely good-looking and underrated to simply serve and wait at a casino..he should be a teaser at the D-Disco himself.

    Momoy at May 10, 09 at 8:41 am

  201. I have been learning alot from you guys about pursuing straight men. I tried my practicum Saturday early morning and here is what happened:

    I took a cab in Aurora Boulevard around 2am going to my place in Del Monte Avenue. The taxi driver is a lanky moreno guy in his 30s with above average looks (parang basketball player). I have his eyes on him the moment I sat beside him.

    The route we took was via E. Rodriquez Ave then Timog and Morato. During the ride, the taxi driver and I had chatted about some stuff like province we camr from, work shift niya, etc.

    When we reached Quezon Avenue, we saw alot of young and tisayin female commercial sex workers in the area. Pa-dead-ma ako so I asked, “Ano itong rally ng mga babae dito?”

    He answered, “naghahanap po ng customer.” Then he continued. “Ang bayad nila eh puwede na kahit P700. Bababa yan pag malapit ng mag-umaga.”

    Jokingly, I asked, “Paano mo nalaman? Siguro may experience ka na sa kanila?”

    He didn’t answer immediately. But eventually narrated his story. He had a passenger who wanted to get the services of commercial sex workers. Since takot na mag-isa, he resquested the taxi driver to join him. So the passenger got two women and they had a foursome in a motel.

    Then the most interesting ststement he said was, “Sanay na sanay ung babae sa sex pero pagdating sa akin eh nahirapan.”

    I cautiously inquired, “Bakit naman nahirapan… bakit malaki ba?”

    He looked at me quickly with a grinnish smile. He shyly answered, “Opo sir.”

    I was getting to apply what I learned here but I was tryibg to be cool. I asked, “Gaano ba kahaba? ocho?”

    He answered, “Mas maliit lang ho ng kaunti. Pero halos ocho”

    WOW! This is a jackpot! I was fired up at this point and I said, “baka naman manipis?”

    He defended, “Alam niyo naman pag ganito ang katawan, malalaki.” (Based on my experience, lanky guys are really well hung.) Then he added, “may bolitas pa nga ako.”

    Nagwala na ako talaga dito but I have to rush my diskarte dahil malapit na kami sa Del Monte Avenue. So I said, “Di pa ako nakakita ng titi na may bulitas.”

    He looked at me with amusement. Maybe I flucked here but inunahan ko na siya. “Huwag kang magagalit ha pero silahis ako.”

    He was so surprised with what he heard and said, “Ah talaga sir. Di halata.”

    “Puwede bang makita?” I asked.

    There was long silence.

    “Okay lang sir pero hawag ngayon. Pagod ako.”

    I put my hand on his crotch and he did not object.

    Malapit na kami sa bahay and I dont want him to know where ai live so I told him to stop the taxi so we chat.

    He said it was okay for me to play with him. When I asked about money matters (I noticed he was turned off by it.), he said, “Sir, tsaka na lang nating pag-usapan.”

    So I countered, “Baka naman sumingil ka sa akin ng 5libo or 1libo eh di ko kaya yon.”

    He replied, “Hindi naman po. Kahit katuwaan lang okay lang tutal hiwalay naman ako sa asawa.”

    To cut the story short, we exchanged celphone numbers while continously touching his bulge. I alighted in the corner street and let him take off.

    I tried calling him sevral times yesterday but my calls couldnt get through. Baka mali ung number na binigay. I texted him night time and he answered back. We will meet on Tuesday or Wedneday at 9pm. Sana di maudlot.

    Bong at May 10, 09 at 3:01 pm

  202. Sorry for the typos. I don’t usually go back and edit. But I’m sure you got what I was trying to say.

    Bong at May 10, 09 at 3:09 pm

  203. this is a really cool site. nice read from our top sources here. very interesting. especially the style in writing. not in an amateur-ish way. which is really great. not boring. im still waiting for a lot of stories from Momoy to finish here. and to matt. hehe. i think he is Momoy’s no. 1 fan. haha! he comments and reads all his entries. :P just like what Matt says: peace!

    chan at May 11, 09 at 2:26 am

  204. cool! at last, ndagdagan na rin ang Caloy and Momoy here! Bong is now ready to catch up w/ d two…

    Mark Chavez at May 11, 09 at 10:18 am

  205. Si Ed, Macau’s Recession Victim (2nd of two written parts)

    You must have seen and heard that shampoo commercial…”Ang gaan-gaan ng feeling…Ang gaan-gaan ng loob ko sayo..” That exactly descibes Ed.

    I’ve only known him for a few minutes and he has already trapped me into his own charming world.He was expressive, he was sensitive, he was very touchy, he was empathic…affectionate. Gotcha, now i knew who he looked like.He looked like Jigo Garcia during his That’s Entertainment days.That same energy, that same lightness, that same charm.

    He laughed at my slightest joke, he opened doors for me, even carried all my shopping bags for my comfort. He was sweet.

    I would have opted for a cab ride to my hotel when he insinuated we take the free hotel shuttle that would bring us to the Macau Ferry Harbor and there transfer to my hotel shuttle.

    “Mag-shuttle na tayo bro para mapakita ko sayo ang Macau…tsaka sayang din ang bayad sa cab.”,his sweet suggestion..Shuttle rides to most casino hotels are offered free in Macau. We took the Wynn shuttle where the dispatcher was a fellow Pinoy (who was also a tall hunk but a bit full, look out for him if he’s your type).

    “Bro, actually, mag-aaply sana ako noon sa D-Disco kaso lang, baka mag-away lang kami ni misis..Kilala ko na mga tao dun”, Ed starting to unweave details of the infamous disco.

    ‘Bakit naman magagalit misis mo pag dun ka magwowork? Kala ko ba disco lang talaga yan?..painosente kong tanong.

    “Hmm, disco nga, gimikan..parang Embassy sa atin sa unang tingin mo…pero…”, palambing na ngiting di na tinapos ni Ed ang kanyang dapat sasabihin. “Pero bro,baka maapektuhan sila pag nagbukas na ang Hard Rock..Nag-aaply ako sa Hard Rock ngayon. Sana makuha ako…”…masayang kwento ni Ed.

    ‘So parang Hard Rock lang pala ang D-Disco?’, painosente ko uling tanong…

    “Oo, maraming hard cock…Hard Cock Disco…” sabay tawa naming dalawa ni Ed.

    Our shuttle travel was fun. He pointed me details of the Macau Tower, of The Fisherman’s Wharf…of stories of Pinoys in dormitories. I didn’t even notice that we changed shuttle na pala and have arrived at the lobby of my hotel.

    I was booked at a high-rise hotel that has a good view of the Macau skyline. Pagdating namin sa room, Ed immediately placed the shopping bags on the table and layed flat and heavy on my bed.” Ahh, sarap pala ng bed dito…Bro, higa ka rin muna, alam ko mas pagod ka kakalakad…”, palambing na imbitasyon ni Ed.

    Out of pure instinct, I removed my shoes first and took off my jeans. I was left in my boxer shorts and my polo shirt. I laid down parallel to Ed and acted tired and silent.

    Pakiramdaman lang kami….mga ilang minuto…

    And Ed broke the discomfort of the silence..He put his best playful spirit into practice. He stretched his arms wide pretending to yawn but purposely pushed me off the bed. I pretended to complain but he acted as if he was in deep slumber..even pretended to let out loud snores.

    I decided to play his game and worked on my best deadma stance. Then his next move was to act as if he was wet dreaming.

    “Ahh, sige pa…ayan na…ohhh, galing mo..sige pa…”, can’t help but stare at how he caressed himself trying to still play deadma and act sleeping. My eyes were obviously half open, trying to control my laughter, looking at him. He too obviously tried to control his laughter.

    I really treasured those moments of looking at him half asleep and half laughing. His hands were playing on his tool beneath his khaki city shorts. I enjoyed his game. I enjoyed his humor. I’ve never had such a sweet, carefree spirit in my life.

    Then, still playing as if he was sleeping, he turned towards me. Locked his arms around me and his legs lied heavy on mine. I was then facing him and would have wanted to say…”ENOUGH” because I could not contain the laughter anymore. But I enjoyed being locked in his arms…in his embrace.

    I felt his breathe behind my ears..and it was tickling me a bit. I then felt the warmth of his chest, smelled the slight perfume or must be his deodorant as i tried to find my way to his nipples.

    I was now troubled if I had to extend the game and experience more of who Ed was or cut it short, get into heavens right away but miss out the fun Eric must have in store for us.

    Then Eric, still playing asleep…moved on top of me and pretended to resume his wet dreams…

    Momoy at May 11, 09 at 10:12 pm

  206. Here we go again…

    Another kwentong putol-putol… this gimmick is so worn-out already.

    When you extend a piece of meat to a hungry dog and he runs for it and you raise it higher and higher… eventually the dog will bite you.

    Anonymous at May 11, 09 at 11:05 pm

  207. woohooo..sarap ng bagong sexcapades ni Momoy…oks lng kahit bitin..dami nmang maaarte dito na reklamador!!
    hehehee..

    demonyito at May 12, 09 at 12:54 am

  208. I have been an avid fan of this site. Just want to share my story.

    I am based in Singapore and usually I take a short walk after dinner. Nagkataon lang na medyo ginabi ako ng dinner but still naglakad pa rin ako sa karatig na park ng condo namin. Habang naglalakad ako may nakita akong lalaki na nakaupo na naglalaro ng PSP and wearing white beach long sleeve and white pants at ang gwapo nya. He is a Singaporean but Indian ang race nya. Yung mga tipong mestizo Indians… he was at the park because he was exercising his left feet kasi natamaan ng bola habang nagfofotball cya…

    I’m not sure what came into my mind that I ask for the time and gave my best smile to him..hahahaha and he also smiled back at me… He then ask me if i am a Filipino and told him – yes. he already knows filipinos as hospitable and friendly people because he was once assign in clark pamapanga as an aircraft engineer… he knows many things about our philippines airports and our culture…

    he introduced himself to me as a married man – klaro kasi makintab ang mga diamante sa kanyang kamay—hehehehe, he is working as aircraft engineer…

    …nagkwentuhan kami hanggang 3AM sa park na wala na talagang tao and he enjoyed my comapany pero hindi nya alam na bading ako…when he ask me if i have girlfriend cyempre inamin ko sa kanaya na wala at nag probe pa cya bakit daw instead na lang daw kung may iba akong gust–nagtawanan kami…at inamin ko rin sa kanya at na shock cya pero may mga ngiti sa kanyang mga labi..at doon na pumasok ang kwentuhan namin tungkol sa sex—he experienced sex with gay when he still in the military but it 15 years ago- now he is at 29 years old…he detailed every single story of his experiencce at umabot na kami ng 4am sa park…

    around 4am…niyaya nya ako maglakad sa park kasi gusto raw nya na exercise ang left foot nya para di na masyadong mamaga…so we walk…walk…hanggang sa makarating kami sa madilim na lugar which he purposely offered me if i want it as he can sense that i am shy to offer it to him…and i told hm that it is very risky to do it in the park but nagawan pa rin namin ng paraan…at yun nga may nangyari sa gabing iyon…

    nasundan pa yon kinabukasan…he told me that he likes me and want to do it in a hotel but i am very scared – he is a married man and just thinking that he has 1 year old daughter and 1 month old baby – nakakakonsensya…and i confronted him about that to stop it but ayaw nyang tumigil. He told me that he likes me and even insisted na makipagkita kahapon and i gladly accepted the invitation to settle everything…

    i saw him sitting in the park with his aircraft engineering polo which makes him so handsome and manly– i told him and confront him kung ano kami – he told me that he does not want to commit anything because siya daw as a HINDU (religion nya) pag nag commit cya- gagawin nya!!! so ok na lang ako – he can accompany me wherever i go and i can accompany him wherever he goes but no commitment – he told me that he likes me as a person and wants me to sleep with him in bed??? what the F**k…

    since that time naka uniform pa cya- i just accompany him over to his car and join him to his condo just nearby our house, he is very professional because he cordially invited me to have coffee in the pool pero umayaw na ako- told him na bababa na ako sa harap ng condo nila at maglalakad na lang pa uwi…

    he knows that my birthday is next week and he propose if we can go both to bali, indonesia to celebrate…

    mga kapatid…anong say nyo? ako GOD-fearing ako gusto walang masasagasaan at ayokong makasakit. Bakit cya magyayaya sa Bali? ano ito – honeymoon? hehehehehehe

    multiracial at May 12, 09 at 3:27 am

  209. pacencya na maraming wrong grammar- di lang talaga ako marunong magsulat at mag edit.

    multiracial at May 12, 09 at 3:35 am

  210. I love Anonymous’ analogy…very true.

    But I also hope everyone understands that like you and me, we share our stories simply in the spirit of volunteerism. We all lead busy lives.I share my own personal stories on my free times. And it takes a lot of time writing/typing what you call a bitin part.

    I simply can not spend one whole day or night typing one whole experience. I’m sorry, this is the most I can do. That’s why, when I think I’ve consumed too much time already and I still have to do more important stuff (just like you and me), the writer in me looks for ways to temporarilly park it…

    But trust me, I also try my best to be a responsible writer. I find time to type the continuation of my stories…every night…just before I go to bed or every morning, before going to work….just to let everyone know na di ko naman hinahang ang kwento.

    However,expect this of me. I really share quite long, detailed stories because I spend more on the experience and the interpersonal dimension of gay-straight man pursuits. Also, do not expect me to write explicit sexual details. I am not comfortable with it.

    I share primarily and hopefully to empower. Like with Ed’s story, I hope I’ve saliently shared Macau straight man pursuits with you beyond Ed.

    My stories will always be bitin. That’s why it’s written in this section. If you want full stories, there are sites for that..mga kwento ni Boy Libog, mga kwentong nakakalibog and the likes. Go ahead and google them.

    If indeed the dog bites me, there’s nothing I can do. But I hope the dogs here would not think that I am offering food.I hope the dogs realize that I’m offering part of myself, my stories.

    I am also a fellow dog, trying to look for good company in you here. But I am a guard dog and whenever I have short time to be with your fun comapany, I share with you what I’ve seen outside. But I don’t have all the time to make full kwentos with you kase I am born to guard outside..so sorry na po kung bitin lagi..

    Opps, got to go..the dog needs to shit…

    Momoy at May 12, 09 at 6:55 am

  211. i did get the feeling na hindi tatapusin ng momoy na yan ang una nyang kwento at ang ganda mo naman masyadong bakla para pagkaguluhan ka ng mga celebrities, models and the like kahit san ka magpunta. tulog ba kami lahat ng magsabog sa mundo ng swerte? you are leading all of us on. ngayon ayan na naman, momoy strikes again. nagsimula na naman sya ng isang ilusyon o sabihin na nating kwento nya na makakaisip na naman sya ng paraan na wag tapusin. hahaha, doctor ka pala dati so baka me kilala ka din na doctor sa utak, bat kaya di mo subukang magpatingin at ng mabawasan ang pagdedeliryo mo?

    angelica santibanez at May 12, 09 at 10:25 am

  212. don’t you get it, guys?

    it’s a two-way street.

    momoy, palagay ko, wants to enjoy
    our stories too even in our own small
    or humongous way, he he. kaya nga
    thread, i-weave naman para maging
    brillant tapestry that captures
    the drama and excitement in life, gay
    man o hindi.

    shalom.

    jumong at May 12, 09 at 12:35 pm

  213. “When you extend a piece of meat to a hungry dog and he runs for it and you raise it higher and higher… eventually the dog will bite you.”

    HAHAHA Lapit ka na ba kumagat? Ako naman, okay lang. Kasi kung hindi, super haba naman basahin. Kahiya sa boss ko. Hahaha At ayoko naman kasi mabawasan ang detalye.

    Marco Jordan at May 12, 09 at 1:13 pm

  214. sa mga nakikibasa, easy lng kayo..ang mga bading talaga ang tataray!!
    truth or fiction, the stories are really, really engrossing…
    i say more power to momoy, caloy and the other contributors!!

    demonyito at May 12, 09 at 1:23 pm

  215. Momoy, curious lang ako and I hope you will not be offended. How old are you na nga ba and can you describe your looks? As pointed out by Angelica, you must really me a hottie yourself to have attracted those hot guys.

    Anyway, I’m so jealous of you!!! :D

    ERamos at May 12, 09 at 7:05 pm

  216. Bongga ang mga PLU’s dito hala sige mag tarayan pa, matira ang matibay. Kaya masaya daw ang mundo natin kasi mahilig daw tayo magpatalbugan at mag okrayan.

    Instead na magtarayan sa site na ito bakit di nalang gawing reality show ang labanan yung tipong mala manny pacqiao vs hatton ba, in short mag boksingan nalang ang mga nanggugulo dito vs dun sa inaaway nilang nagkukuwento.

    Mas bongga at mas makabuluhan pa diba? atleast sa boksing face to face at mata sa mata, makikita mo talaga kung justified nga ba ang mga ikinukwento nila o hindi. Boksing nalang para magkaalaman narin kung sino ba talaga ang maganda at hindi kesa magtarayan o mag okrayan ng walang kakwenta-kwenta hahahahaha.

    Wala akong pinapanigan sa kung sinuman dito pero sa nakikita ko e puro nalang pang ookray at pagtataray ang ginagawa ng iba, bakit di nalang natin gawing BOKSING ang labanan.

    jp at May 12, 09 at 7:41 pm

  217. Hindi siguro suntukan gusto dito… Sampalan o kaya kamutan… hahahahaha

    Mud wrestling na lang para kinky at madadagdagan na naman ang mga kwento ng mga contributors hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 12, 09 at 8:14 pm

  218. Angelica, Angelica…the twin brother of pride and anger is insecurity…Your reply is so full of it. Can’t believe my stories? Then, rub it on and continue to believe that gay men are rejects, are pathetic, cursed, and do not have the right to be who we are. It’s a choice to live in misery.

    Or explore the world other gay people live and hope things will be different. Be good, be responsible, do good at work. Spread joy and fun, inspire others. Enjoy the rewards of your hard, honest labor and continue to influence people around you. Then see if indeed, you will remain a reject, a retard, a loser. Probably, things will be different..It’s not too late yet to try.

    The problem with many of us is that we choose to be defined by how others and the society defined us.

    Being gay is a stuggle enough. It’s a choice to break the mold. Experiencing real possibilities and acceptance and writing them empowers to liberate me. I look forward to a full life being gay..really…

    Momoy at May 12, 09 at 8:25 pm

  219. Sigurado ako, hindi na naman tatapusin ni Momoy ang kanyang kwento. Pustahan pa tayo…Ang daming dahilan kung ba’t laging bitin…Sana kung wala din lang naman ending yung kwento e di sana wag na lang magshare para walang mabitin at madis-appoint. I’m a big fan ni Momoy kasi galing nyang magsulat totoo man o hindi…me talent sya. Ang nakaka-inis lang ay napakaanti-climatic ng kanyang mga kwento…walang ending…para bang neverending story. Tsaka yung part na lagi nyang binibitin ay yung part na medyo sexy at erotic sa kanyang kwento. Ibig sabihin ay sinasadya talaga. Ang dating sakin e me pagka-egocentric na tong si Pareng Momoy. Opinion at personal na observation ko lang po…Sana walang magalit. Peace po.

    David at May 12, 09 at 8:44 pm

  220. i agree with david and momoy mu dear, you don’t know the life i lived. yeah, i not only inspire others, i actually do help them but i had my share of failures too esp when it comes to guys i like so please forgive me for having doubts with the stories/experiences that you are sharing. part na ata ng buhay ko ang tumulong, to give to the needy and mind you, hindi lang sa mga lalake yan. i do social work but on my own. di kasi ako naniniwala sa mga charities. malay ko ba kung san nila dinadala ang mga donations ko. madami din ako nakikilala na mga guys pero mind you once na tulungan mo sila ang tingin nila sa yo is something that will help them everytime they ae in need and they will get too convenient to the point na iisipin nila na ito ang isang tao na tumutulong ng walang hinihinging kapalit and then here you come preaching about being in the right place at the right time. lagi ka naman atang nasa right place at nasa right time. at sorry ha pero it’s really absurd yung sinasabi mo na you’ll help them financially the first time and they won’t ask you for anything except the trips, dinner, the next time. come on. di ako naghahanap ng away. it’s just that i really find your stories to be just a product of your imagination. bakla na nga kami, babaklain pa kami lalo. and please do have the courtesy na tapusin ang mga imaginative stories mo since shinare mo na lang din naman. for the sake of those people here na sumusubaybay sa yo. you at least owe them that kahit respeto na lang sa kanila. thanks and world peace everyone.

    angelica santibanez at May 12, 09 at 9:01 pm

  221. Tama si angelica.Ano ba yan Momoy walang natatapos sa mga kwento mo.Hindi na nakakatuwa.Hwag ka nalang mgkwento ng bago kung hindi mo nman natatapos yung mga nauna.Please naman! Nakakaduda na din kasi.:(

    WalkingTT at May 13, 09 at 12:31 am

  222. It’s very enriching for me to understand the thinking processes of many people. And really, I do get your points. As long as it is presented in healthy, cordial ways, it’s very easy to find the objectivity.

    Quoting Angelica’s previous comment:

    “hahaha, doctor ka pala dati so baka me kilala ka din na doctor sa utak, bat kaya di mo subukang magpatingin at ng mabawasan ang pagdedeliryo mo?”

    Angelica’s new comment:

    “and please do have the courtesy na tapusin ang mga imaginative stories mo since shinare mo na lang din naman. for the sake of those people here na sumusubaybay sa yo. you at least owe them that kahit respeto na lang sa kanila. thanks and world peace everyone.”

    Respect begets respect… Never ever dare to ask what you can not give.

    Momoy at May 13, 09 at 2:28 am

  223. Hi ERamos,

    I am going to turn 30 this year. Amongst the people here, I think only Caloy and Jumong are in my personal phone book contacts. Jumong calls me “utol” thru texts. I’ve personally met Caloy and have been in constant exchanges of network with him. But I don’t think age and/or looks could justify Angelica’s malice.

    Kawawa nga naman talaga tayo. Pag sinasabi nating nagbabayad tayo ng lalaki, sasabihan ka ng kapwa mo na – pangit, nakakahiya, nagbabayad lang ng lalaki para mapansin, bumibili ng pagmamahal….

    Kapag naman sasabihin mong nakuha mo lang sa pakikisama, sa sitwasyon at sa personalidad, sasabihan ka ng kapwa mo ng : ambisyoso, nagdedeliryo, sinungaling, nangbabakla ng kapwa bakla…

    I can never argue with malice. Sumusulat sila Bong at si Multiracial ng mga kwentong tapos, bakit di nyo makuhang ipagpasalamat at iappreciate? Natanong nyo ba sila kung madali ang pag-integrate at pagtype ng mga kwento nila? Bakit kayo nangga-galaiti sa mga kwento ko? Read this – AYAW KO KAY MOMOY KAYA AYAW KONG BASAHIN ANG MGA KWENTO NYA…Tapos! That’s the solution. Simple lang ang buhay di ba?

    Basta ako magsishare lang ng magsishare basta alam kong mayroong kahit isa man lang na gustong magbasa nito. Pag wala na, eh di tigil na rin ako…Life moves on my fellows…Just enjoy the ride…

    Momoy at May 13, 09 at 2:53 am

  224. In fairness to Angelica, she has really made my day with her quotable quotes:

    “ang ganda mo naman masyadong bakla para pagkaguluhan ka kahit saan ka magpunta. tulog ba kami lahat ng magsabog sa mundo ng swerte? ”

    “i do social work but on my own. di kasi ako naniniwala sa mga charities. malay ko ba kung san nila dinadala ang mga donations ko?”

    “bakla na nga kami, babaklain pa kami lalo?”

    Promise, I have been laughing until I cried with these quotes. You are such a character. You reveal so much of who you are. Hey, if you like, give me a shout personally at lawrenceaaronlim@yahoo.com…I can personally share you the endings to some of the stories.

    Momoy at May 13, 09 at 3:16 am

  225. I just dont understant why some bloggers here finding it hard to appreciate the efforts made by our PLU story writers. Sure, you can make your comments (it’s a free country according to the government) but does it have to be maliciously asserted? like for example this one;

    “doctor ka pala dati so baka me kilala ka din na doctor sa utak, bat kaya di mo subukang magpatingin at ng mabawasan ang pagdedeliryo mo?”

    I think it is inappropriate to malign in this type of forum for someone you imperceptibly know full well.

    There are some people who mean well… but some people are just.. well, mean.

    FIBO at May 13, 09 at 6:17 am

  226. Well, kahit inis ako kay Momoy dahil sa pambibitin nya, luv ko na sya. Hehehe. Ang galing galing nyang magsulat tsaka nakaka-inspire at nakaka-empower ang mga stories nya…regardless kung totoo man or kathang isip lamang. Ang importante, me mga taong na-move at natuwa sa kanyang mga kwento.

    Pero sorry ka Momoy, kabit lang kita kasi first luv ko si Migs. Hehehe.

    Good luck Momoy and don’t take some negative comments seriously.

    David at May 13, 09 at 9:13 am

  227. I’m currently in Cebu and I haven’t been able to post comments for a few days because walang WiFi sa rooms ng Waterfront Hotel except kung magbayad ka ng mahal. I’d rather put the money to something more important…like guys.

    I’m amazed at how hotels that purport to be business hotels still don’t get it. Business travelers appreciate free amenities like Wi Fi which isn’t to expensive to set up. Kung business hotel ka then dapat may assurance ang mga clients sa full connectivity. I-charge mo na lang ang cost sa hidden costs elsewhere, masaya pa ang mga clients mo. Only in the Philippine’s.

    Re: Momoy’s stories:

    I personally got in touch and had coffee with Momoy noong “male to male” massage pa ang thread. His stories are credible and obviously not invented. Prior to meeting him, kuntento na ako sa usual MP-callboy-occassional conquest sources. But I got intrigued by Momoy’s suggestion in the other thread that getting “quality guys” is a very worthwhile experience, expensive nga, but when you think of it, if you tend to go to an MP 3-4 times a week and spend on the average Php 4,500.00 for three encounters/week that amount could get you an out of work model or a former contestant in a search like Starstruck or many of the male searches on TV that have come and gone. In fact, Viva Hot Men Cedric Javier admitted on tv that he does this (for 2-3,000.00).

    Momoy graciously referred to me one of his contacts and I was very happy dahil first class talaga. Almost 6 feet yung guy, former contestant sa isang boy search years ago at may sariling jumbo hotdog.

    I was in Macau two weeks ago, before Momoy, which I wrote about in the other thread “Masseurs, masseurs, masseurs.” At the Senado square, if you sit there, marami kang ma o-over hear na sob stories ng mga pinoy at pinay na nandoon. Paglabas lang namin sa ferry sa HK may mga pinay na naoffer na mag guide. My friend got one of them but I found excuses not to get one (my friend didn’t know I liked guys).

    Momoy’s job and job status, as far as I know, puts him right in the center of action – marketing and sales (I think). And since hindi lang siya basta empleyado ( successful young executive ang dating if you get to meet him), he is in a perfect position to be exposed to promodizers, models and great looking people in the business. His position as a marketing executive in a field related to Medicine also keeps him in touch with ad agencies, modelling agencies, managers – areas populated by gays who are in contact with the best looking guys here and elsewhere.

    Anyone in this industry will know na malakas ang pang amoy ng mga male models sa mga straight acting gay executives. Or, mga managers na rin nila ang magsasabing paminta yang is boss or yung si Mr._____. So alam ng mga guys kung sinong tatargetin. Siyempre, kunwari dedma sila na di nila alam na bading yung straight gay. Malakas din ang radar nila for this to survive in the modeling business.

    Yung mga modelo’t promodizer na mahihina ang kita sigurado kong nangaamoy amoy na ng straight acting gay na mayaman, malay mo’t i garahe sila sa condo o bigyan sila ng allowance o okay mag abot, o maipapasok sila sa trabaho…maraming motibo. You really don’t know who’s the hunter and the hunted, ika nga.

    Sa tanda kong ito – I’m at least a decade older than Momoy- naamoy ko na rin yung mga young guys na guapo sa opisina o kung saan saan na puwede.

    Hindi ka aabot sa age na 23+ years old, macho, malakas ang dating, guapo’t matangkad ka (pero di mayaman) na hindi ka nalapitan o na proposisyon ng gays. Sa demographic na ito (guapo+di mayaman) siguro naman mga 60% na ang pumatol by this age o natetempt na pumatol basta tama yung conditions.

    Halimbawa, yung janitor na superguapo na ikuweinento ko doon sa “male to male” noong una, ang dialogue, nakiki friends lang siya dahil wala naman daw siyang masama sa mga gays pero di siya pumapatol, but, sa haba ng prusisyon, after two months and three dinners and many many texts, napapayag ko rin siya. Duda na rin akong punatol siya dati – pero virgin sa bading ang drama niya. When we were in bed, ang galing niya sa kama at very relaxed so obviously nagawa na rin niya ito in the past, either sa barkada, sa teacher, sa bading sa parlor, sa pinagaaplayan ng trabaho…etc

    As someone in a profession that closely scrutinizes evidence, I look for loopholes and inconsistencies in a story. I found no inconsistencies or loopholes in Momoy’s stories. Besides, yung mga tips niya sa akin Class A talaga, tunay na lalaki’t guapo.

    So if you’re in the right place, right time, right position, its not really unusual to hunt for these guys (malay mo, they’re the ones hunting you, di lang nagpapahalata).

    Caloy at May 13, 09 at 10:01 am

  228. ED, Macau’s Recession Victim (3rd of 3 posted parts)

    Then Ed, still playing asleep…moved on top of me and pretended to resume his wet dreams…

    He started kissing my nape, going to the pathway of my right ears and proceeded to roam around my neck. He was obviously being playful, still with eyes closed..and still pretending to be sleep-fucking. He made directionless kissing for about 2 minutes…

    ‘Pssst,bro para ka nang lasing…tumutulo na laway mo sa polo ko..’, then I laughed. I heard him shed a quick but controlled laughter but recovered himself by pretending to fall asleep again on my chest.

    He was really hilarious. His sense of humor is such an exponential foreplay. Then, after a minute of silence, he pretended to resume his sleep-fucking by thrusting his lower body into mine….

    “Gusto mo ba to…ohhh…gusto mo ituloy na natin to…?..he mumbled as he continued to moan and thrust slowly..slowly until the friction pressure becomes heavy….and until my left leg sensed his wang grew bigger and bigger.

    I checked him if it was an intended question or if it was still part of his playful act. When I saw that he was still pretending to be asleep while thrusting, I could not help but wrap my arms around him to signify continuity.

    He didn’t fail me. His thrusts became more rapid and forceful, pulled himself a little upward so that by then, he was already locking himself on me. He turned wilder and more forceful…”Ahh, malapit na ako…heto na, heto na ako…”

    Then as he acted that he was to unload, he pulled me and rolled one full turn on the bed until we fell on the floor…It was a masterful calculation from him that he landed first on his back habang yakap-yakap nya ako on top of him…

    Then he pretended to have been awakened and acted perplexed…”Sino ka? Bakit tayo nandito? Nasaan tayo? Bakit mo ako pinagsasamantalahan ng wala akong kalaban-laban…”

    I laughed very hard at his actions.I slapped his face lightly…’Tanga, sino ba ang nakayakap sa akin?’ Then we both let out our uncontrolled laughter.

    Oh, he was so lovable. I stayed sleeping on his chest in the floor for a couple of minutes laughing at what he just did.

    Then, out of a sudden, he blurted,”Bro, gusto mong maexperience ano ang ginagawa sa D-Disco?”..’Ha…bakit? Papano ba dun?’, I retorted…”Sana may music para talagang bar ang dating.”.. ‘I have my laptop with me..I can play the music from my iTunes’…”Cool!!!”

    So I set my laptop up and he selected the music. While he was busy looking for music, I decided to return lying on my bed. Then I heard Craig David’s Insomnia playing max on my laptop.

    Then Ed mumbled a line of Cantonese greetings and moved beside the glass window of the hotel that overlooks the Macau skyline. He moved with so much energy and fervor to Craig David’s Insomnia. He was so cute. I looked at him dancing…such a carefree, spirit-filled man.

    “Bro, halika na, welcome to D-Disco…I’m Ed, I’ll be your host for the night.”…Then he proceeded to forcefully pick me up from the bed…

    It did not take long until I get to join the rhythm..The music was not loud enough but Ed’s energy got me into the groove.I gyrated and strutted to Craig’s What’s Your Flava…Ed served as the house DJ, selecting songs after another.

    Then, suddenly, Apologize was played. I surprisingly looked at Ed…But one malicious smile alone from him and hearing the first notes of the song, I already knew what was in store…

    Facing me from the laptop table, Ed took of his shirt…and slowly gyrated to the music. He was intently looking at me, coming to me closer and closer.

    ‘Di bagay sayo mag-macho dancer..may konting tiyan ka eh…’, I threw one bad joke at him. He pushed me on the glass window.., held both my arms up high and pressed my body against his…”Ayaw mo ba nito?”

    Of course, I kept my mouth shut…

    He danced body to body with me, but obviously he was not good at it. He didn’t finish that act, instead, he decided to point to the Macau skyline and started to share about the life below.

    ‘Ganito ba sa D-Disco?’…I broke his kwentos. “Hindi ah, walang macho dancing dun…ewan ko, at least noon yun. Pero, just like sa mga bar sa atin, negotiations are done privately. Eh, sa tingin mo bakit ang mga gwapong atista at model sa atin, andito sila? Raket talaga…”

    ‘Haay, excited na tuloy akong pumuta dun…Gusto kong makita si C______.’

    Then, Ed, looking at the far horizon, almost whispered…”Grabe ka, kasama mo pa ako, iba na ang iniisip mo…”, patampong bitaw ni Ed. ‘Ha? di naman noh!’, guilty kong sagot. Out of affection, I embraced him and kissed his chest..

    “Pansin mo ang nipple ko, ang laki?”, biglang tugon ni Ed. Napatingin ako…’Haha, cute nga eh,punong-puno…Bakit malaki yan?’..my careful comment sensing that he’s sensitive side is slowly coming out.

    “Kase mataba ako nung bata pa ako, so parang natira ang fats..”..I was drawn to his nipples…dark-reddish and full. I started caressing them hoping that Ed would not mind. When I sensed that he didn’t mind, I started to suck his left nipple. Then moved to the right nipple.

    When I heard Ed moan….. all the more when he held my head to signal continuous licking of his nipples, my hands decided to go down his city shorts and caressed what was down there…

    I moved my lips to his navel, started to unzip his shorts and pulled it down. What was left was his powder blue Calvin Klein boxer briefs and the throbbing wang beneath it that looked more premium being hidden in that tight CK.

    I was about to pull down his briefs when Ed showed again his playful spirit…blabbering in an abnormal child manner..ala Vhong Navarro sa Betty La Fea…

    “Bro, ano ginagawa mo…bakit masarap yan…Hala, hala, bakit lumalaki yan…” sabay pikit mata at mga ohhs and ahhs..

    In the middle of what we did..he again showed his playful self…

    “Bro, vinivideo na ng kabilang building ang puwet ko..Ang daya mo, ako lang ang nakikita nila, magpakita ka naman…” sabay diin ng kamay nya sa ulo ko para wag kong itigil ang ginagawa ko…

    Haaaay…si Ed. I remembered him not (only) for the sex but for who he was. His breed seldom comes along. Funny, sweet, sensitive, protective, indiscriminating, open-minded and a true gentleman.

    Ano ang kapalit? Well, we shared a good dinner together, not only because of the food but because of his company. I ordered him few drinks at the Disco and….

    He requested me if I could deliver the stuff for his son in Lucena, Quezon.No, I will not see his son there. My office staff will do it for me.

    There may be many Eds in the world. Call it luck? Well, luck only comes to a prepared man. So, be prepared and be worthy of his kind.

    Momoy at May 13, 09 at 10:11 am

  229. ang mga PLU talaga pang famas award ang aktingan, ayan nag aaway away tapos magbabati din sa bandang huli, akala ko pa naman mud wrestling ang labanan bongga sana diba? para yung perang makokolekta natin mula sa mga gustong manood e i donate natin sa charities, and speaking of charities tayo na mismo ang personal na magbibigay ng tulong kasi sabi ni angelica di natin alam kung saan nila dinadala ang pera.

    Anyways ke totoo o hindi ang isang kwento ok lang yun, ang mahalaga ay nag enjoy at may napupulot kang magandang aral/asal(echos wala naman magandang aral ang napupulot ko kundi natuto akong maging girlalu to the highest level).

    Imaginin nyo nalang na para tayong nanonood ng MALALA NA KAYA ni ATE CHAROT, Dear ate CHAROT bata palang ako ……….. lubos na nagmamahal BEBE GANDANG DYOSA. O dina bongga kesa mag okrayan o magpatalbugan tayo sa site na ito, bakit di nalang tayo magkaisa, kapit bisig para sa ikaka asenso ng ating lahi PLU, mind you guys dumarami na ang lahi natin and soon mas marami/madami pa ang lahi natin kesa tunay na babae.

    Nakakatakot kapag dumating ang araw na iyun dahil wala na tayong mahahada pang tunay na lalake at tayo-tayong mga bading,bi’s, pamintang buo o durog na ang mag eespadahan. Diko yata kaya at dipa ako ready na mag espadahan sa kapwa ko girl, ayokong maging tomboy at baka kumidlat sa Rainbow hahahahaha.

    magbati na kayo at beso beso na girls, ay hindi pala “PARE KAMUSTA”

    jp at May 13, 09 at 12:26 pm

  230. Wow, impressed naman ako sa explanation mo Caloy. Very logical and reasonable. I guess you are right. Some people like me may not believe Momoy’s story as it is too good to be true. However who among us has the right to malign and send malicious comment to Momoy who only has the intention to share, inspire and empower some gays who may not be as lucky as him. Think positive ika nga. Malay mo, isa rin sa mga fans ni Momoy ang swertehin at magkaroon ng experience na gaya nyo, di ba.

    Good luck sa inyong dalawa and more power

    David at May 13, 09 at 1:16 pm

  231. O ayan mga pare nagbigay ng clue Lawrence Aaron Lim saka nag-wo-work sa Big Pharmas cguro – check Pfizer, Unilab, Glaxo… hunt hunt nyo na para makasama na kayo sa mga conquests ng ating kaibigang Momoy! hahahahahaha

    killersmile at May 13, 09 at 2:10 pm

  232. Luv na kita killersmile. Parang ang macho macho mo sa personal. Pwede ka bang maging papa?

    David at May 13, 09 at 2:20 pm

  233. oh my… ang mga comments… ka enjoy magbasa! may nangangarir pa hahaha momoy how about the story of mamang bulitas, promodizer and nursing stud?

    imurnaughtylildevil at May 13, 09 at 2:55 pm

  234. Alam ninyo guys, there’s nothing wrong naman with the way Momoy (and Caloy) are sharing their experiences to us. Who are we to say that those stories are just product of imagination, kasi naman we are in no position to tell how true or not true those stories are. We are not around when those stories happened and we just can’t say na “chika lang yan”. It’s just a matter of whether the readers would believe or not. Ang ibig ko lang sabihin, kung hindi kayo naniniwala, just keep it to yourselves na lang kasi may nasasaktan tayo everytime na may pinupuna kayo. Tama naman si Momoy, spread fun and inspire others. Wala nang away. Wala nang nega. In my opinion, Momoy is a good writer. He knows to tickle the mind of the readers, he’s not being pushy. Very subtle nga ang paglalahad niya ng story niya. At hindi siya anti-climactic, kasi kahit naman ang mga magagaling na film writers or scriptwriters or screenwriters (whatever), may mga bitin din na ending. Tayo na lang ang magtuloy ng ending, di ba. Okay, friends na tayong lahat, wala nang away. May global warming na, may global crisis pa, tapos panay criticism pa tayo. Let’s just support each other, kasi kailangan natin ang isa’t isa. Be happy.

    Btw, ano na ang nangyari sa balak na referral system? Can somebody refer “quality guys” for a date. Tama din si Caloy na we can have a “quality guy” for P4,500 instead of going to an MP 2 times a week which would also cost us the same. Paging Momoy, Caloy, …

    ferdie at May 13, 09 at 3:05 pm

  235. Agree ako sa’yo Ferdie. Kailangan mag-start tayo ng referral system sa mga quality guys for a date. Sino gusto mag-refer?

    David at May 13, 09 at 3:52 pm

  236. Thank God and , 4 d first time, tinapos din ni Doc Momoy story nya! at imagine, i had a hard-on while reading his story and i had to look for a tissue paper… lolz… Galing mu talaga Sir Momoy…

    Momoy wrote on 13. May 2009
    … He moved with so much energy and fervor to Craig David’s Insomnia…
    —
    while i was reading this line, d same song s playing in MTV… what a coincident!

    More stories pls…. Never mind the kontrabidas…

    Peace on Earth…

    Mark Chavez at May 13, 09 at 3:57 pm

  237. To momoy kung totoo man o hindi ang mga stories mo, can you give me a referral/s if it is just ok with you? will give you my mail add here upon recieving your confirmation. Thanks

    pj at May 13, 09 at 4:12 pm

  238. to David

    Bossing wag mo ibaling sakin ang curiosity mo. Unahin mo na si Momoy para naman magkaroon ng dagdag na story dito…

    Title: David, curious MGG lay (99th of 99 posted parts)

    hahahahahahaha

    killersmile at May 14, 09 at 2:05 am

  239. Caloy’s analysis of straight acting gay guy-straight model type cruising dynamics is right on target.

    I’ve had many successful hunts where, in the end, after I bedded the guy, after thinking of the events leading to sex, mukhang ako yata ang pinagplanuhan.

    Look for any exceptionally good looking and hot straight guy 25 years old, yung hindi mayaman. Chances are, as Caloy observed, either nahada na ito o may nagtangkang hadain ito. With great looks, lapitin ito ng bading.

    In this day and age of tolerance, eto probably ang history ng guy:

    1. Naipain na ito ng barkada sa bading nung bata pa siya para magkaroon ang dabarkads ng pang inom o panggimik;
    2. Pakipot ito noon una, di raw papatol sa bading pero ang bading, kung di ma daan sa kakulitan, maraming style, pumatol rin si totoy
    3. Mababa ang grades niya, may pinagawang special assignment tong di nagpapahalatang gay na teacher;
    4. Libreng gupit sa parlor, napunta sa sex, may allowance pa
    5. Kabarkadang bading na di nagpapahalata, lasing sila…
    6. Straightforward proposition nangailangan ng pera
    7. May date sa girlfriend, walang pera
    8. Talent scout, gagawing artista, model, etc.
    9. PA ng show, ipapasok sa reality show na pang bagets;
    10. Etc, etc…

    So, at 22, 23, 24Y experienced na ito either sa pag handle ng lumalapit na bading at identified na rin nito yung “straight” guy na may pakay sa jumbo niya.

    Sa situasyon na ito, kung may angking talino yung guy, he won’t go straight to the object or head-on.

    1. Puwedeng hindi bading yung straight guy, mapapahiya lang siya;
    2. Kung bading nga, hindi naman maganda na easy to get
    3. As a matter of strategy kunwari, hindi siya interesado but he cannot be too aloof as to turn off the straight acting gay guy
    4. Being straight acting, and with a public image that he has to protect, the gay guy has a lot of defenses to avoid exposure or embarrassment. A smart good looking straight guy with past experience in handling these types of situations (like models) will play the game. At this point, tama ang observation ni Caloy, the straight acting gay guy thinks he’s pursuing his game; it might be the other way around.

    A lot of dynamics, you just have to be sensitive to the right signals. It can also be quite expensive because you have to date the guy for a number of times (di ba, hard to get ang drama niya) before he relents. And because you want to project an image that you can afford him, these “dates” can be a drain on your pocket.

    Lots of great possibilities. I suspect, Momoy is a Master of the Game and he can afford it, which is why he’s so successful.

    egay at May 14, 09 at 6:07 am

  240. Great opinion, Egay.

    We have “GURUs” here: Momoy, Caloy and Egay. Very instructive.

    Migs is a genius starting this thread. At this point, di ko pa ma-afford ang model types but I think I have it when going after straight guys my age (I’m 19 and in college). Di nga lang model pero some of them, furure model na tipo. Quality boys. Thanks!!!

    jonjon at May 14, 09 at 6:13 am

  241. Dear Momoy, Caloy, Ton and ALL,

    May crush akong basketbol player sa barangay namin. Guapo talaga. Small lang ang budget ko. Ang masama, bading yung team sponsor at bading rin ang manager. How can I approach my crush and in the end get what I want? Any advice?

    john at May 14, 09 at 9:11 am

  242. ANGELICA, you said to Momoy: “it’s really absurd yung sinasabi mo na you’ll help them financially the first time and they won’t ask you for anything except the trips, dinner, the next time” then added “come on” in disbelief:

    Very plausible yung situation na ito and I’ve had similar experiences. Kung bata’t may pangangailangan papayag ito generally for money pero marami na akong na encounter na hindi humingi the first time.

    Baket??? Matter of strategy on the part of the guy.

    For model types, promodizer types, yung mga may front na hindi sila pumapatol, may yabang yan ( preserving one’s sense of worth, dignity, ie., hindi ako pumapatol for pera..ek, ek) so as a matter of strategy hindi kukunin yung pera the first time, feeling galit pa (“hindi ako ganyan”) so sa first date ok lang ang dinner, pakain, disco, gimmik etc.

    As things go along, and in time, yung “hindi ako ganyan” morphs to “may emergency ako, nahihiya ako sa yo pero wala akong ibang malapitan”.

    In a similar situation, in my case, a guy who on first and second encounter refused to accept the money I tried to give, called me up weeks later with this line. He was “borrowing” 15,000.00 for the operation of a relative. Makali kasi ang halagang kailangan pero wala siyang malapitan. What to do? Give in but don’t give in. What I mean is give him a smaller amount like 5k (this is actually restrospective payment for the two free sessions) AND don’t give the 15 k making excuses (“you called me at the wrong time” or nawala ko yung ATM ko etc, etc.. Mahirap ma-singil ito . Mahihiya kang singilin. Kung sisingilin mo baka magtampo.

    Guys who like to keep their dignity, or who have an image to project to the straight guy lalo na yung may aire na first class sila or may pinag-aralan will not accept money the first time. But believe me, there will come an occasion where they will ask one way or another at a propituous later time. Timing lang yan.

    A waiter I seduced the first time after several days of patiently pursuing him did not accept the 1.5 k that I was putting in his pocket for “pan taxi”. Several days later he called me saying they had to don new uniforms at wala siyang perang pambili ng sneakers, nahihiya siyang umutang pero wala siyang malapitan.

    Hindi porke’t hindi tumanggap ng pera the first time yung guy, implausible na yung story. Very plausible kung magaling ang galaw ang utak ng guy at tumitingin ng long term na sugardaddy, lalo na kung mukahang mayaman talaga yung straight acting na bading. Yung una’t ikalawanf free sex, puwedeng tawaging “investment” niya.

    Caloy at May 14, 09 at 9:38 am

  243. Naniniwala ako kay Caloy kasi nangyari sakin to. Naka-base ako sa Europe 2 years ako at nung umuwi ako ng Pinas, na-meet ko si model/actor thru a common friend. Nagdate kami sa Shangrila at after nung dinner namin, prangka kong sinabi sa kanya na type ko sya. Sabi nya na hindi pa raw sya nakakaranas maka-experience ng M2M kaya pumayag. Tumuloy kami sa aking room sa hotel at dun naganap yung isa sa pinaka-hottest na experience ko. After nung nangyari sa amin, nag-offer ako sa kanya ng pera pero di nya tinangap at medyo naiinis pa kasi raw parang ang baba ng tingin ko sa kanya palibhasa nasa showbiz sya. Nahiya naman ako kaya pinahakot ko na lang sa kanya lahat ng wine sa room ko.

    Pagbalik ko ng Europe, siguro mga 1 month bago sya nagtext sakin para mangumusta. After nung kumustahan eto na ang drama nya…nangungutang na ng P15k kasi daw kailangan ipaayos ang car nya na nasira. Ako naman e bigay agad.

    Syempre masaya sya at tuloy ang aming text, ym at emails…Plano ko na nga sanang dalhin at ipitisyon sya sa Europe eh kasi parang nahuhulog na ang loob ko sa kanya after ng aming kulitan for 6 months. Ang problema nung ika-7th month, yun na tumawag na sya sakin at nanghihingi na ng P100k pandagdag daw sa kanyang maliit na negosyo na sinisimulan. Ang sabi ko sa kanya ay willing naman ako mag-invest kong profitable ang kanyang business. I promise to share kahit pa P500k-P1M. Bago ko ipadala sa kanya yung pera e syempre humingi ako ng SEC registration, business permit, DTI permit, etc para malaman ko kung legal ba yung tinatayo nyang business. Ang dami nyang excuses kung baket hindi nya ako mabigyan ng copy ng mga documents. In short, wala naman palang business…muntik pakong maluko kung kumagat ako sa pain nya. ang buhay nga naman. Sincere sana yung tulong na gusto kong ibigay pero mukhang hindi naman sya sincere sa kanyang intensyon…meron syang ulterior motive pa pagpayag sa sex at sa kanyang “panliligaw”…Nadis-appoint ako at nasaktan pero ganyan talaga ang buhay…

    Lesson for the day: if we want to play games, don’t gamble with your heart. Wag masyadong seryosohin. For fun lang ika nga…Ang mga PLU kasi medyo malalambot ang puso.

    David at May 14, 09 at 10:37 am

  244. Very interesting, David.

    The road to the pursuit of genuinely straight first class guys is littered with heartache, if you let your heart rule you; or, economic ruin, if your heart rules you and you don’t think rationally. Think of that Australian who was allegedly “victimized” by society types causing an internet scandal last year.

    David actually mentions the third phase. Lets assume I agreed to give the guy I mentioned in my last comment the 15 thou he heeded supposedly for the operation of a relative, mage-escalate yan sa phase 3 if the guy thinks you are a sucker. He’ll find a very creative excuse to “extract” as much as he can from you. The saying “Strike while the iron is hot” aptly describes this escalation. To avoid this escalation, if you still want the guy (he gives great sex and he’s really desirable) give a much smaller amount, enough to make him happy, but not enough to let him launch into his plans for phase 3. He’ll know you have limits.

    Phase 3 is the “I am investing” phase because an “investment” enables the guy to ask for a much bigger amount. Gasgas na yung may sakit na drama (unless naman dinala ka niya sa loved one niya na nagchechemotherapy, and his last request for money for a sick lived one was real, this is up to you now depending on your relationship, it might strengthen your relationship if you have a lot of money to spend and helping someone in a desperate situation like this is small change for you). Since investment ito, he will be asking for 50 k or bigger. David did the right thing by asking for supporting papers. Do not accept any excuses, if you’re going to help him invest, make sure the investment is genuine and viable and ask for the necessary papers (business permits, TIN, SEC if needed, business plan etc.- say you are doing this to protect him and help him get rich). For the over 50K that you give, if you have this money to spare, make sure that you are a co-investor. PARANG KASAL ITO if you suspect the girl is after your money then insist on a pre-nuptial agreement, so in investing insist on being a co-investor, partner, stock holder and this SHOULD BE IN WRITING with all the safeguards about your own ROI, your participation, etc.

    If he asks, “don’t you trust me?”. Answer YES, but this (the document) avoids problems later. Ask back, “do you trust me?” This is for BOTH of us, to safeguard OUR business…chuvaness.

    Do this only if you have extra money to invest and its not a drain in your pocket, and if you a straight acting guy would like to or be willing to be exposed as a gay guy in love with a hot straight guy when you are in court later and the fight is contentious.

    In all instances, use your head. Never let your heart rule you.

    Caloy at May 14, 09 at 11:45 am

  245. Guys ang moral lesson dito, kelangan mag ipon tayo at maging wise sa paggastos ng ating pera, habang bata, sariwa at dipa kumukupas ang ating angking kagwapuhan o kagandahan ay hada lang tayo, siguro naman may nakukuha pa tayong good looking na straight men na painom o pa dinnerlang ang katapat at presto THANK YOU at Beautiful smile lang ang bayad after ng sex.

    Aminin man natin o hindi lahat tayo ay tatanda at kapag tumanda na tayo almost eighty percent nalang yung chance na makakuha pa tayo ng THANK YOU or libreng sex, e papano nalang kapag chaka ang isang matandang PLU edi talagang zero ang hada. Kaya ang last resort natin para makuha ang napupusuan nating lalake ay ang maglabas ng pera from our BANCO DE ORO, tanggapin natin ang katotohanan na walang straight na gwapong lalake na basta nalang papatol sa atin lalo na kapag may edad na ang isang PLU ng walang perang kapalit sa panandaliang aliw na ibibigay nila sa atin. Sabi nga nila tayong mga Bading, PLU’S daw ay palabigasan ng mga gwapong lalake. It really hurts but thats the reality. No Money No Hada.

    Kailangang maging wise tayo sa paggamit ng ating pera, pinaghirapan natin itong ipunin ng kung ilang taon para sa ating future which is gagamitin natin ito sa ating pagtanda. Marami akong nakikitang PLU’s na rich at na inlove talaga sila sa mga gwapong straight men at ang pobreng PLU madaling nabola sa matatamis na salita hayun todo bigay sa PAPA nya at dina naisip ang magiging kinabukasan nya kapag naubos na ang kadatungan. Kaya ang ending kapag wala ng mahuthot na pera si PAPA, Goodbye na sya at naiwang luhaan ang pobreng PLU.

    Sana habang bata at malakas pa tayo ay ipunin at maging matalino tayo, huwag nating pairalin ang LOVE kapag may hada tayo dahil halos lahat naman ng nakikita natin ay nauuwi sa wala ang lahat. Kung LIBOG AY LIBOG LANG at wag nating haluan ng LOVE dahil kahit kailan pera pera lang ang lahat.

    pj at May 14, 09 at 12:53 pm

  246. Ang galing galing mo Papa Caloy. Swak na swak ang yung analysis at payo. Hindi naman sa pagmamalaki pero naikot ko na ang buong mundo at marami na akong na-meet na mga tao mula sa iba’t ibang lahi. Hangang ngayon wala pa akong na-meet na tunay at certified na straight guy na papayag na makipag-sex sa isang PLU ng walang kapalit. Gaya ng sabi ni Caloy, it’s just a matter of time kaya ingat lang sa paglalaro ng apoy at baka mapaso. Gamitin ang utak at hindi puso. Pwede rin pala na mali ako kasi naalala ko nung bata pako na meron kaming tenant sa aming bahay na super gwaping at hunk. Pumatol sya sa aking pinsan na bading for fun lang daw ng walang kapalit. Binayaran pa nya ng P10 ang aking pinsan at 3 beses me nangyari sa kanila. Ang gwapo gwapo nung aming tenant kasi super crush ko nga sya e kahit 13 pa lang ata ako nun. 6 footer sya tapos mestisuhin pa. Siguro me mga tao talagang maswerte. Ikwento ko ha kasi mukhang akma naman sa topic na pinag-uusapan…Nung nangyari yun bale 13 years old ako tapos 18y.o naman ang aking pinsan na bading. Virgin pa sya nun. Habang naglalaba ang aking pinsan sa laundry area namin, sumabay si Mr. Gwaping…siguro nagkapalagayan ng loob kaya inalok nya yung aking pinsan na bibigyan sya ng P10 kung mamasahehin nya si Mr. Gwaping. Syempre inalok ng aking pinsan yung offer ni Mr. Gwaping…Pinasunod nya sa kanyang room ang aking pinsan. Nung time na yun, nagdadalawang isip pa ang aking pinsan kasi natatakot sya na mahuli ng akong mother. anyway sumunod din sya sa room ni Mr. Gwaping. Pagbukas nya ng pinto, nakita nya na nakatihaya si Mr. Gwaping at short lang ang suot. Lumapit sya at inutusan syang i-massage yung likod. Siguro mga 15 minutes nya rin na ginawa yun tapos tumihaya si Mr. Gwaping. Pag tihaya nya, nakalabas na yung kanyang nota at pinahawakan nya sa aking pinsan…well sabi ng aking pinsan na patingin tingin sya sa paligid kasi baka mahuli sila ng aking mother. in short me nangyari sa kanila. After nilang makaraos, binigyan ng P10 ni Mr. Gwaping yung aking pinsan. Nasundan pa yun ng 3 beses pa. Ang naging problema mukhang na-inlove yung aking pinsan kay Mr. Gwaping kasi first time nya yun tapos kaakit akit naman talaga yung crush nya. Kaso nag-asawa yung guy sa kanyang long time girlfriend at bumili na ng kanilang sariling bahay. Well na-heart broken yung aking pinsan kaya nalulong sya sa droga. Wala nakong balita sa kanya kung naka-recover na sya kasi nag-migrate na ang aking parents sa ibang bansa at wala na kaming communication. Matagal tagal na ring nangyari yun. Hangang ngayon palaisipan sakin ang nangyari sa aking pinsan at kay Mr. Gwaping. Straight ba talaga si Mr. Gwaping? Ginawa lang ba talaga nya yun out of curiosity? Chick boy sa aming lugar si Mr. Gwaping at player pa sa basketball. Hinding hindi mo maiisip na bakla kasi lalaking lalaki sa lahat ng bagay. Nung mabasa ko yung mga comment ni Caloy, Momoy at yung iba pang sender dito sa MGG, mukhang posible rin pala mangyari to kasi baka nga nasa tamang oras, tamang panahon, tamang lugar at tamang timing yung aking pinsan nung panahon na yun kaya naka-jackpot sya kay Mr. Gwaping. Swerte nya.

    Pasensya na sa medyo magulo kung sulat kasi medyo nagmamadali ako kasi ba naman ang aking secretary ay panay ang lapit sa aking lamesa para magpapirma ng mga documents. Kakainis!

    David at May 14, 09 at 1:37 pm

  247. nakakainis naman tong mga comments… kasi kung anu-anong topic ang lumalabas kaya ngaun ung bf ko nabo-bother… kilala mo ako bhe… hindi ako manloloko… kung naloko ka po ng second,,, ibahin mo po ako kasi sobrang kitang mahal

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 2:04 pm

  248. Put**** i have a alot of plans for us… Gusto kong supresahin ka bhe sa 2nd year anniversary natin kaya di ko sinasabi sau nakita na akong small business for ur pero dahil sa mga nabasa mo dito sa mga comment dito masisira pa ang relasyon natin… hawak ko ang check at kailangan ko lang mapalitan para makapag-open tau ng bank together… ganun kita kamahal…

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 2:18 pm

  249. Ang swerte naman ng BF mo syo Redhulk…

    David at May 14, 09 at 2:20 pm

  250. alam mo kung sino ka… ayokong masira ang relasyon natin dahil sa mga comments dito… nawawalan na ako mag sulat sa blog na gagawin dapat nating 2 kasi ang relasyon natin ang inspirasyon ko sa pagsusulat ko

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 2:22 pm

  251. to David,

    problema ko nga ngaun kasi sa comment ng mga tao dito masisira pa ang relasyon namin… nawawalan na akong gana mabuhay…

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 2:23 pm

  252. Ang drama mo naman Redhulk…hindi bagay sa name mo…Hehehe. Joke lang.

    David at May 14, 09 at 2:28 pm

  253. kilala mo kung sino ka po… MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA… wag nating sirain ang relasyon natin dahil lang sa mga opinion dito…

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 2:33 pm

  254. salamat sa nagcomment dito at ngaun ito na ung huling bday ko kasi iiwan na ako ng bf ko ngaun ilang araw na lang bday ko… at di ko kayang mawala sya sa kin… MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA

    redhulk at May 14, 09 at 3:27 pm

  255. MAHAL NA MAHAL DIN KITA REDHULK…

    David at May 14, 09 at 3:40 pm

  256. Redhulk…hindi naman maapektuhan ang relasyon ninyo kung kilalang kilala ninyo ang isa’t isa, at kung nagmamahalan kayo na tunay.

    I agree with the opinions here re: gay-str8 relationship dynamics. This occurs in almost 95-98% of cases. Pero may tunay na exception and its possible for this relationship to occur even without monetary or other considerations, thats the 2-5% exception. Tama ang sinabi ni David na “Hangang ngayon wala pa akong na-meet na tunay at certified na straight guy na papayag na makipag-sex sa isang PLU ng walang kapalit.” – as a general rule.

    But as with any other rule, they may be exceptions.

    dann at May 14, 09 at 3:42 pm

  257. Ding-Dong-Ding

    Paging our prolific sex experience writers, please post your stories now because many posters are off-topic. Paging our prolific sex experience writers, please post now your stories because many posters are off-topic.

    Ding-Dong-Ding

    killersmile at May 15, 09 at 12:32 am

  258. Ding-Dong-Ding-Dong-Dantes…

    Mark Chavez at May 15, 09 at 4:40 am

  259. Redhulk,
    set him free kung ayaw na nya talaga sayo, wag mo ng pilitin kung ayaw, lalo lang sya magmamaganda kasi sinusuyo mo pa yata, hehehe. dami pang lalaki sa pinas.

    killersmile,
    ikaw namin kasi ang magkwento ng mga experiences mo kasi baka wala pang new encounter ung mga nagpapapadala ng kanilang kwento, so ikaw naman muna.

    Niel at May 15, 09 at 12:33 pm

  260. This is a thread that talks about our pursuits of straight guys including its intricacies, dynamics, impact and consequencies.

    THIS IS NOT A SEX ENCOUNTER STORIES THREAD.

    The reason why I react to posters here with ill and/or tangent perspectives is because I want to put depth in their otherwise pointless, silly, skewed comments.

    If you want sex stories, go to BOY LIBOG stories or similar themed sites where the objective is simply to heighten your libido and boomerang to reality that your life is farce and without progression.

    I am celebrating Caloy, Egay et al for their wisdom and contribution.

    Momoy at May 15, 09 at 4:15 pm

  261. I am at the Mabuhay Lounge of Mactan, Cebu airport right now and I am excited to return to Manila for the weekend. I am saying this because it was in this same lounge last year that I met this model actor and felt that he was in my “SUNTOK sa BUWAN” category.

    SUNTOK sa BUWAN…an impossible dream…but when I checked upon the dictionary..there is no such word as IMPOSSIBLE…And I will live to testify that really…THINGS ARE WHAT THEY SEEM…Mr. model-actor is already filed under my “ACCOMPLISHED” file..

    No..no, our theme song now is ERASERHEAD’S hit single and my all-time E-HEADS fave song…”At kung sakali …ako’y mapadaan…Ikaw ay aking tawagan…Dahil minsan tayo ay naging tunay na…magkaIBIGAN…”…

    With that, I am going to start a new series on THINGS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM…

    Hope you’ll celebrate gay life’s dissapointments and joys with me and us all. But more on JOY…because life..really, irregardless of sexual preference is BEAUTIFUL…

    Momoy at May 15, 09 at 4:30 pm

  262. Bum..I meant..Things are NOT what they seem…

    Momoy at May 15, 09 at 4:32 pm

  263. great site. I mean this is grand. And thanks a lot Momoy and Caloy. We may never know each other although our paths might have crossed but you empower so many PLUs , especially those whose choice is to act straight, like myself. I feel relieved that there are others like me out there who are willing to share their stories. Hopefully, later, I will also have the courage to write about my conquests. In the meantime, I am excited about my bout (our second) with a sexy actor tomorrow.

    mario at May 16, 09 at 1:55 am

  264. Momoy…do u have a blog wherein we could read your experiences/stories/exploits and the like? Mas maganda cguro kung meron kng sarili para mas classified mo ung stories, mas detailed and mas chronological ehehhe…
    sana meron…

    demonyito at May 16, 09 at 6:08 am

  265. Momoy,

    I love you and I’m not being a snob here but I noticed you used the word “irregardless” a lot. Di yata acceptable word yan at mas tama ang “regardless”?

    Anyway I really enjoy your stories. Keep ‘em coming (or cumming?).

    anonymous at May 16, 09 at 11:08 am

  266. Im sure yung mga PLU’s na nagbabayad ng malaking pera para magkaroon ng sex life ay yung mga Matrona o lola ng bayot hehehehehe, mas kawawang lalo yung pangit at mataba pang bayot tapos matrona pa edi mas kailangan nyang maglabas ng maraming pera para mapansin sya ng isang lalake. Sabagay sa hirap ng buhay ngayon ay kapit sa patalim ang mga lalake kaya ok lang kahit pangit na mataba at matrona ang bading if the price is right,ligo lang ang katapat at sabayan ng safe guard na sabon siguradong tanggal na ang 99% germs na kumapit sa katawan ng pobreng lalake hahahhaahh. Dami palang matrona dito hahahahha

    Peace to all.

    axe at May 16, 09 at 12:43 pm

  267. Haay, meron na namang isang nawawalang nilalang…

    Agree ako sayo Axe, ang mga matatanda na at mga matataba ay talagang di pumapasa sa panlasa ninuman..bakla man sya o lalaki, babae o tomboy.

    Pero, mag-aagree ka ba na maaring ayaw din ng mga lalake sa mga BOBO, MABABABAW at BAKYANG nilalang…bakla man sya, lalaki, babae o tomboy?

    My Gosh…SAFEGUARD…iwasan mo ang paggamit nyan..your own bacteria must have already developed resistance to your surely frequent use of that soap.

    Haay, ewan..kapagod kase ang araw ko…ang layo pala ng Punta Fuego…

    Momoy at May 16, 09 at 10:02 pm

  268. david kapag oras ng trabaho, huwag mag internet, baka mahulika ng boss mo….ewan ko sayo….(joke lang)

    ako one afternoon, nag internet ako, aba bigla ba namang pumasok sa cubicle ko yong janitor para kunin yong trash can, muntik na makita yong binabasa ko..napagalitan ko nga, sabi ko “sa susunod wag kang bigla bigla papasok, kasi lagi akong me-ni ru-rush….hehehe, muntik na, pero bigla ko naisip, cute yong janitor namin ha,,,pero di ko type…..

    kokoy at May 16, 09 at 10:29 pm

  269. axe wrote on 16. May 2009
    Im sure yung mga PLU’s na nagbabayad ng malaking pera para magkaroon ng sex life ay yung mga Matrona o lola ng bayot hehehehehe, mas kawawang lalo yung pangit at mataba pang bayot tapos matrona pa edi mas kailangan nyang maglabas ng maraming pera para mapansin sya ng isang lalake. Sabagay sa hirap ng buhay ngayon ay kapit sa patalim ang mga lalake kaya ok lang kahit pangit na mataba at matrona ang bading if the price is right,ligo lang ang katapat at sabayan ng safe guard na sabon siguradong tanggal na ang 99% germs na kumapit sa katawan ng pobreng lalake hahahhaahh. Dami palang matrona dito hahahahha

    Peace to all.

    This comment is really disgusting. If you were here in the US…this will create a lot of protest and you could be jailed for discrimination (physical appearance) The problem is that some people are so focus on the outside beauty and not the internal and intellectual capacity of a person. I pity you my friend …you are just a deodorant thriving on bacteria and germs (AXE)

    ED at May 16, 09 at 11:02 pm

  270. I never describe myself in female terms, not because I don’t like gays who feel girlish but as a matter of habit and defense. As a straight acting gay guy before I accepted what I was, I always saw myself as a regular guy, until it became unavoidable to succumb to the pleasures of having a good looking man because you just can’t beat those hormones.

    Once I accepted it, I was so used to the behavior and habit of straight acting gayness that it defined me. So I really like sports and some masculine pleasures. I’m uncomfortable when a partner describes me or my anatomy in feminine terms, like, “Ipapasok ko na ‘tong” taru__ ko sa pu_i” mo.” I don’t have one. Even if I’m a bottom, there a hole in my behind and its not a “pu_i.”

    However, for once, I’ll use a female descriptive by way of analogy because it has been used recently in this thread and in the other new thread, Masseurs, Masseurs, Masseurs.

    The word is “Matrona.”

    Both for the gay and the straight culture, the word has been used derisively. And the context in which this has been used in this thread and in a recent rant in the other thread, the use of the term has been nothing but decidedly negative.

    This derisive lumping of individuals beyond a certain age is of course uninformed. Matrons are of ally types. To a 16 year old bagets, his pretty and sexy 26 year old female teacher is a “matrona.” To a pimply, not so good looking 18 year old, the likes of Tweety de Leon, Gloria Diaz, Margie Moran – all exceptionally beautifully ageing are all “matronas.” The derisive facet of the word conjures, in the mind of a manipulative young virile boy, someone ready to exploit, even of the can never be a foot near these awesomely beautiful women.

    Many of us are beyond our thirties. We belong to that thirty something demographic that, among heterosexuals (and the embracing gay television demographic) has spurred hugely successful TV programs like Sex and the City, Thirty Something, and even the American version of Betty La Fea. Their success lies in their unmistakable gay campiness, behind which, no American contemporary comedy TV program would have been successful (in retrospect, go through the double meaning exchanges between Luci and Desi Arnaz in I love Lucy and you’ll find that behind these succesful scenes is a gay screenwriter who probably never left the closet in those homophobic times.) To the younger set, anyone without a “teen” after the number is “matron” material.

    Many of us here are therefore “matrons”. But like the confident and assertive protagonsists of Sex and the City, we’re successful, maybe some of us even exceptionally good looking, assertive, intelligent, well travelled. We never care about labels like matrona, except when they’re used by abjectly ignorant intellectually challenged types who find comfort in stereotyping and name calling.

    The masseurs, models, first class call boys want us because of our tips, gifts and largesse. So what. They also have someone with a shoulder to cry on when they’re vulnerable and someone to go to in an emergency. We’re their “Mother Earth” the Tito (Tita), Ninong, Boss and Sirs..

    INTERESTING BLOG

    I DISCOVERED THIS INTERESTING BLOG WRITTEN BY AN EDUCATED MESTISO MALE MODEL WHO FREELY DISPENSES HIS ‘SERVICES’ TO GAYS ON THE SIDE. He brags that his highest ever fee for services with a gay guy was Php 250,000.00 Here is what he writes about “managing gays”:

    “II. Invest in Your Gay

    Every peso you invest in your gay will have a profit margin of 10x ROI. Part of gaining a gay’s confidence is making him believe that you are financially independent (You ARE financially independent; you just enjoy spending his money instead of yours) and are not interested in his money. This will also CHALLENGE him into OUT DOING the amount you have spent on him.

    Treat a gay into a frappucino in the ballpark of 100-php and you can expect to be treated to a movie and dinner amounting to 1000-php. Wear a 500-php shirt, and he might give you a pair of 5,000-php shoes. This is mathematics.”

    (End of quoted material).

    CAVEAT EMPTOR!

    Caloy at May 17, 09 at 8:34 am

  271. Apparently the Callboy is very educated and writes well – in English, and he knows psycholgy too. It would be worthwhile to read his thoughts at hijodenoche.blogspot.com

    Here’s the entire article on manipulating gays:

    “SATURDAY, JANUARY 24, 2009

    How to Manipulate Your Gay
    Everybody has a gay. Be it a lover, a friend, a professor, or a new acquaintance. A gay can be very beneficial to a boy, a young man, or someone who looks like either a boy or a young man.

    With my expertise as a master mindgamer, manipulator, and damn fucking hot sex machine, I am now arguably the definitive go-to guy when it comes to training hustler wannabes into the art of manipulating a gay for benefits. I am now sharing them with you through the goodness of my heart. Listen well, my young padawans, and listen good.

    The key to successfully manipulating a gay for benefits is confidence. You must gain your mark’s confidence through careful suggestions, hints, and behavior. It’s not how good you look, how well built you are, or how big your dick is. It’s all about how well you play the con game. I have long diagnosed myself to have malignant narcissism, and unless you can admit to having one as well, then you can not pull a successful con.

    If you have worked in a call center long enough, or if you have experience working for Famly First, then you’ll find this relatively easy.

    First, some clarifications: at the heart of any confidence trick is the victim’s (or “the mark”, sometimes “the target”) own greed. A good conman doesn’t play with people’s TRUST, he plays with their CONFIDENCE. There’s a difference. People get tricked into scams not because they’re trusting, but because they are confident that they will gain something great by engaging with the con artist.

    Thus, one should not feel sorry to con a gay. You can NEVER trick an honest gay, only the greedy ones, the ones with hidden motives, the ones with the secret desires, can be truly corrupted.

    Moving on… here are some pointers on how to successfully manipulate your gay for benefits.

    I. Treat him like a man.

    Gays enjoy the cursory illusion of being treated like “one of the boys”. Call them “pare” as much as you can, they’d like that. EVEN IF they admit they’re gay, you have to keep on ignoring that and pretend that you “don’t believe” he is gay.

    Say things like: “Pare, sumama ka lang lagi sa kin, gagawin kitang tunay na lalake.” And “Pare, sayang ka, eh. Siguro, kung susubok ka lang ng chicks, makakabuo ka kaagad.”

    Invite them to play basketball. Don’t worry. They will never play basketball. Gays don’t play basketball, they play volleyball. If your mark’s a tall gay, then you can say things like “Pare, sayag, dapat nagbabasketball ka, dami mo siguro chicks.” They will love that.

    Pretend IGNORANCE. Even if your gay is starting to hint interest in you, IGNORE HIS ADVANCES in order to challenge him more. Gays are biologically male, and as such, are tied to the psychology of being excited when facing challenges.

    BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE: Never ever treat your gay like a woman. Treating a gay like a woman will make him believe you are interested in something romantic. He will start behaving like a girl, and like a true female, will start MAKING DEMANDS. You DON’T want that. You don’t want your gay to send you messages like “Bakit di ka nagtetext?” or “Hmph.” or asking you questions about the friends you’re keeping.

    II. Invest in Your Gay

    Every peso you invest in your gay will have a profit margin of 10x ROI. Part of gaining a gay’s confidence is making him believe that you are financially independent (You ARE financially independent; you just enjoy spending his money instead of yours) and are not interested in his money. This will also CHALLENGE him into OUT DOING the amount you have spent on him.

    Treat a gay into a frappucino in the ballpark of 100-php and you can expect to be treated to a movie and dinner amounting to 1000-php. Wear a 500-php shirt, and he might give you a pair of 5,000-php shoes. This is mathematics.

    III. Always Smell Strong

    It doesn’t matter if you smell good or you smell bad as long as your body scent is STRONG AND OVERWHELMING. Bathe in cheap Afficionado perfume (that is, if you can’t afford original, expensive perfumes like I can) or don’t shower for 3 days. This is an either-or tip.

    Gays are big on smells. They want to smell you a lot. A person’s scent is a subconscious reminder to his significant others of his presence when out of the line of vision. You must establish your presence with your scent.

    When playing rough with your “pare”, make sure he gets a health dose of your armpits. Pretend you’re not conscious of how you smell.

    IV. Show Some Skin

    Show some skin–BUT NOT A LOT, AND NOT OFTEN.

    The technique is to give them a bit to stir their phantom wombs, but not enough to satisfy them, and not often enough that they get accustomed to your body. Never let a gay get familiarized with your physique, or you will lose the whole con altogether.

    V: Profit

    Finally, when it comes to reaping the rewards of your hard work, do so subtly.

    Make your mark think IT’S HIS IDEA to “help” you out. Never suggest a solution, but present “your problem” in such a way that the solution is clear, and he would make the leaps of logic easily without your help.

    Sample dialogue: “So, yun. Di ko nga alam kung saan ako kukuha ng pang-tuition eh. Kung may mahihiraman lang ako, makakapag-bayad naman ako sa susunod na padala ni mama.”

    Always put up a token resistance. “Ano ba, nakakahiya naman. Baka sabihin nila, ano.” is a classic reply to ANY AND ALL OFFER OF ASSISTANCE.

    Do not ask for anything; always pretend you’re just “borrowing”.

    When going around the mall with your gay, it would be helpful if you make your tastes clear in order to help him pick out a birthday/graduation/special occassion gift for you next time that he’s alone. “Fuck, sayang, mahal pala tong bagong Nike Zoom Le Bron VI! Gustong gusto ko pa naman.”

    Not all benefits are financial. You can ask your gay for help on matters concerning your studies, or for other opportunities:

    “Shit, ambobo ko talaga. Babagsak na naman ako sa class kasi di ko magawa ng tama tong project ko.”

    “Kung makakahanap lang ako trabaho, di makakatulong na ako kina mama.”

    “Buti ka nga may auto, eh. Ako, pa-commute-commute lang. Kailangan ko pa naman pumunta ng Subic para pick-upin yung padala ni Mama sa tita ko dun.”

    Bonus Tip: One of the best scam to pull on a gay once you’ve gained his confidence is the Multilevel Marketing Scam Gay Version: “Pare, ayos yung in-ooffer sa akin nung kaibigan ko. 14,500 lang ang fee, tapos kada-2 downline, may 500 ako, plus automatic, 10,000 pesos na GC’s sa Jennelyn Shoes at Play and Display. Sulit di ba? Yun nga lang, san naman ako kukuha ng 14,500. Sayang. Kayang-kaya ko mag-sali ng mga tao sa downline ko eh.”

    This is an easy con to pull because your gay will be interested in the profit as well. He will see this as a joint venture.

    But of course, you’re not really putting that money into any multilevel marketing scheme, are you? Not when you can afford a new cellphone with that money.

    So, after a few weeks, you need to put on another act: “Putang… Ulol talaga yung Jhong na yun! Tinakbo pera ko! Uupakan ko yun pagnakita ko eh!”

    There. I hope that helps. If you have any questions or clarifications, feel free to leave them in the comments section.”

    (end of quoted material)

    O, di ba, magaling siya?

    Caloy at May 17, 09 at 8:55 am

  272. From Kokoy:
    david kapag oras ng trabaho, huwag mag internet, baka mahulika ng boss mo….ewan ko sayo….(joke lang.

    Hello Kokoy, diversion ko lang ang internet kasi masyadong nakaka-burn ang pressure sa work. Naaliw lang ako masyado sa mga comment at mga stories sa site nato.

    By the way, wala ring boss na makakahuli sakin dahil ako ang boss sa office namin. Hehehe. Meron akong sariling private office at ang aking secreatry lamang ang allowed na pumasok ng walang appointment. O di ba sosyal!

    Well, disappointed ako dun sa comment ni Axe regarding sa mga baklang gumagastos at nagbabayad ng aliw na tinatawag nyang matrona. Walang masama sa salitang matrona pero base sa kanyang interpretation, at medyo negative ang dating. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, hindi lahat ng nagbabayad ng aliw ay mga matrona. Nasa early 30’s lamang ako at type ko ang magbayad ng aliw pero dun sa mga artistahin ang dating at mga model/actor sa showbiz. Ibig bang sabihin ay panget, mataba at kulokulobot ang aking mukha. Hahaha. Pag me datung ka, maraming paraan para maging gorgeous looking.

    Wag magdiscrimanate ng kapwa mo bading kasi baka mas panget ka pa dun sa mga inaalipusta mo. Kung ikaw naman ay kagandahan, e di magpasalamat ka na lamang pero wala ka pa ring karapatan na manghamak ng kapwa mo.

    Buti nga e me mga bakla na me pera na handang magbayad ng aliw kasi indirectly nakakatulong din sila sa mga lalaking nangangailangan ng pera. Di ba, nature na natin ang maging philantrophic at matulungin? Ewan ko lang sa’yo ha…baka isa kang selfish na tao. Mukhang hindi ka pa nakakalabas ng Pilipinas at hindi mo pa nakikita ang ibang kultura. Subukan mong pumunta sa Europe o di kaya sa US at dun mo makikita kung gaano kahalaga ang rumespeto sa kapwa mo. Pwede kang makulong kung nangdi-discriminate ka ng kapwa mo. Dito sa aking office, me pinatalsik akong employee dahil sa mga remarks nya pertaining to racial discrimination.

    Kung empleyado kita, malamang hindi ka na aabutin ng pasko at sisipain kita palabas ng aking opisina. Hahaha.

    David at May 17, 09 at 10:30 am

  273. HAHAHAHAHAHA, nakakatawa ang comments nyo hahahahaha ulit. dalawa lang masasabi ko.

    Una – “Bato bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magalit”, ang gay na matrona kapag nagbayad for SEX, hindi tulong ang tawag dun kundi pagsasamantala sa taong gipit. Pag sinabing TULONG dapat walang kapalit na Sex.

    Pangalawa-”I AM BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY, YOUR WORDS CANT BRING ME DOWN”. Tanggapin na natin ang katotohanan na dito sa pilipinas pag nagka edad ang isang Gay ay wala ng Sex life for free, kaya ang solusyun to have a sex life is to pay for sex at ang tawag ng mga tao dyan is MATRONA. Masakit pero thats the reality.

    Sabi nyo nga wag maging ipokrita kaya hayan sinasabi ko ang katotohanan lamang at bato bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magagalit.

    TO momoy sabi mo doktor ka e diba dapat alam mo na walang BOBO na ipinanganak sa mundong ito. Lahat ng tao ay may kanya kanyang talento sa buhay. Gaya ng bading na matching, gifted sya sa gimik kapag humada kapag di nakuha ang gustong lalake sa maboteng usapan dinadaan nya sa PERA.

    Yung mga nagsasabing lagot ako pag nasa Europe at sa US ako at mukhang dipa raw ako nakakalabas ng pilipinas?hmmmmmmmm, excuse me lang sa inyo no, ganyan ang ugaling pinoy nakaapak lang sa ibang bansa akala mo na kung sino na dimo ma reach, for your information mga sisteret kung sa US or Europe rin lang, ito lang ang masasabi ko sa inyo PLEASE CHECK MY PASSPORT. Mas malala ang discrimination dyan sa sinasabi nyong US AT EUROPE magapaka totoo nga kayo dahil ang mga OFW dyan kinakawawa at ang baba ng tingin ng mga taga western sa ating mga pinoy. Magpakatotoo na kayo mga sisteret.

    Inuulit ko lang hindi ito diskriminasyon dahil dito sa pinas ang tawag sa mga may edad na nagbabayad for sex is Matrona, at wag nyong sasabihin na nakakatulong kayo sa mga lalakeng nagpapa bayad ng sex dahil ang tawag dun ay PROSTITUTION AT PAGSASAMANTALA sa kanilang sitwasyon. Kung gusto nyong tumulong give it for free at walang sex na kapalit. Again bato bato sa langit ang tamaan ay matrona hahahahahahaha

    Peace to all.

    axe at May 17, 09 at 11:46 am

  274. To David

    Ang yabang mo ate sana dika atakehin sa puso hahahaha, pano ka nakakasiguro na kaya mo akong sipain palabas ng office mo e kung sabihin ko sayo na anak lang naman ako ng isa mga major stockholders ng kumpanyang pinagtatrabahuan mo baka ikaw ang lumuhod sa harapanko para wag lang kitang sipain palabas ng opisina mo. Wag mong ipag yabang sa akin kung ikaw ay boss o kung anong meron ka sa Europe dahil hindi sa pagmamayabang sister kaya koring gawin o tapatan ang kaya mong gawin o kung anong meron kana sa buhay.

    Yan ang hirap sa mga pinoy na nakarating lang ibang bansa akala mo na kung sino na laging nakataas ang nuo, katulad mo nagpupunta rin ako sa ibang bansa pero hindi para magtrabaho as an OFW kundi para magbakasyon lang, kaya wag kang magyabang na BOSS ka dyan sa office nyo ok. ingat lang parekoy baka magka stiff neck ka. nakasakay kana ba sa KABAYO O KALESA ang kabayo kapag tumatakbo di yan lumilingon, kaya ingat ka baka maging petrang kabayo ka.

    axe at May 17, 09 at 12:05 pm

  275. Mukhang me sira ka sa ulo Axe kaya hindi na kita papatulan. Your such a loser.

    Sinasabi mong OFW ako, paano ka nakakasiguro? alam mo ba ang ibig sabihin ng OFW…Paano ako magiging OFW e hindi naman ako Filipino by citizenship. Susme!

    Sinasabi mo rin na mababa ang tingin ng mga foreigners sa mga Filipino, saang panahon ka ba nanggaling? Kaya bumababa ang tingin ng mga foreigners sa mga Filipino, yun ay dahil sa mga taong gaya mo na mahilig mang-discriminate. In fairness, maraming kumpanya na ang kinukuhang senior managers nila ay mga Pilipino..yun ay dahil sa bilib at respeto nila sa kakayanan ng mga Pinoy. Mukhang ikaw lang yata ang walang talento at napag-iiwanan.

    Anyway, hindi na kita sasagutin ha kasi ayaw kong bumaba sa level mo…

    David at May 17, 09 at 1:59 pm

  276. HAHAHAHAAHa relax ka lang ate ang puso mo baka ma highblood ka at ang wrinkles mo baka dumami sa sobrang stress, ang masasabi ko lang sayo next time wag mong ipagyabang na akala mo ikaw lang ang panginoong may pera at nakakarating sa ibang bansa dahil katulad mo im a filipino by blood and with all my heart and soul but im not a filipino by citizenship.

    Aminin man natin o hindi we are being discriminated by the european and american people, try mong pumunta sa embassy ng pinas ate at magugulat ka sa sandamkmak na reklamong isinampa o hinaing ng mga pinoy halos lahat ay puro pang aabuso at discrimination ang nilalaman ng mga reklamo nila. baka dimo pa alam na ang tinawag tayong Land of the Servants at sa ABC CHANNEL remember kung pano nila tayo diniscriminate, kaya magpaka totoo kana ate, masakit tanggapin pero thats the reality.

    Anyway being a MATRONA is not a discrimination dahil lahat tayo ay tatanda, baket ka kasi nasasaktan ka kung tatawagin kang Matrona baket matrona kana ba?

    Kahit ano pa ang sabihin mo kapag nagbayad ka ng lalake for sex ay PROSTITUTION AT PANANAMANTALA na ang tawag dun at hindi ka nakakatulong sa kapwa mo dahil lalo mo lang silang hinihila pailalim sa putik. Lastly ang tawag nga ng mga pinoy kapag nagkaka edad na at nagbabayad for sex is either DOM or MATRONA.

    bATO-BATO SA LANGIT ANG TAMAAN WAG MAGAGALIT.

    axe at May 17, 09 at 3:49 pm

  277. Axe, tama si Momoy at David. Lumalabas na hindi ka lang tanga, baka wala kang utak, parang unggoy na trained mag sulat.

    Haven’t you heard of anencephalic babies? Yung sanggol na ipinanganak na walang utak. Tama si Momoy, may mga ipinanganak na walang utak. Look up Nelson’s Pediatrics or Harrison’s Principles of Internal Medicine or Robin’s Pathology. Siguro nandoon ang picture mo – yung maga taong walang utak HAHAHAHAHA!!!

    O kaya nanodoon kas sa Textbook of Psychiatry. Siguro, kung titignan natin ang DSM III nandoon ka rin. Kung wala…paging Momoy…Axe’s case might be a new Syndrome. Let’s just call it Axe’s syndrome: delusions of grandeur, denial, decreased affect and anti-social personality – AXE’S Syndrome. Baka manalo ka pa ng Nobe Prize in Medicine, Momoy. I would not dare call the new syndrome by your name (traditionally disease nomenclature is after the discoverer, not the subject )because in this case it would be a big insult to you).

    Now AXE, might I ask, are you writing from a mental facility, clinic or hospital? I know for a fact that progressive hospitals allow their inmates to use computers, as part of therapy ika nga. So congratulations, the ability to string words together is apparently not part of your syndrome. You could communicate! Good for you!

    I doubt if mayari ng kumpanya ang parents mo. Language betrays origins and the way you put together your words, the over all context of your ideas, the cultural pattern of your paragraphs positively indicate na jologs, jologs na bading. Siguro dati, bago ka ipinasok sa mental facility, parlorista ka, yung nakikisantacruzan sa Baseco Compound, or is it Litex or Smoky Mountain? Daig siguro ng gown mong galing sa ukay-ukay yung gown ni Mommy Dionisia Pacquiao.

    If I know, di ka nga nagbabayad ng cash sa lalaki, ang bayad mo naman, mga lata’t bote na kinalkal mo sa basurahan. Barter, etits para sa bote’t lata.

    jed at May 17, 09 at 3:59 pm

  278. Momoy’s Perspectives and Life Shared: Things are NOT what they seem… 1st posted part (Some names and facts are changed to protect their real identities..)

    Sender: Showbiz Hunk – Bro, wala akong taping ngayon, kita tayo? Miss na kita ah…

    Sender: Boogs Bubbles – Sir, matatapos ang shooting ni ______ mamya. Pwede mo kaming sunduin ng mga 11:30 sa Starbucks kung gusto mo syang matake-home mamya…

    Sender: Manager Tony – Hi Doc, dadaan dito si ______ mamya, type mo ba sya? Game yan, di katulad ni ______ na Laila Dee ang drama. At saka, malaki ang bird, ano reserve ko na for you? Naku, take mo na kase magstart na ang teleserye nya next week, magiging busy na sya.

    Sender: Boogs Alvin – Hi Sir…Eto ang mga artistang talents ko…_________, _______, __________,__________..Marami pa. Magkano ba budget mo? Kung gusto mo ng basketball player, meron din ako…Sino ba ang type mo sa kanila?

    Sender: Agent Pekto – Sir, nacontact ko na ang pinapahanap mong model…Take home na pala sya ni ______ (fashion designer). Pero, pwede si _______ (kasama nyang finalist dun sa contest). P50k daw…Ano, gusto mo tawaran ko pa for you? Sya yung model ngayon ng latest ad ng softdrink…Text me kung type mo.

    Boogs Mama – Hello Sweetheart, Grand Finals ngayon ng Ginoong Summer Bikini Pageant…As usual, pwede ka na namang mamili…Gusto mo ireserve ko na sayo ang grand winner?

    I get all these texts from time to time. These used to excite me. In my mobile phone’s fone book, I categorized my carnal resources into 5 types…

    1. Talent – these are the freelancer men I met at parties, bars, showbiz and business events, beaches and wherever who have directly professed that they are in business…So I have a long list of talents from Talent Aaron to Talent Zyril…Minsan, nalilito na ako kung ano mga mukha nila at saan ko namemeet kase 3 sa phone books ko ang Talent Ivan at dalawa ang Talent Jojo..

    2. Managers – for obvious reference, they manage showbiz personalities, models, singers, basketball players. Ika nga sa showbiz lingo, ang showbiz ay isang mundo ng putahan…(pardon the words…then wake up in reality). I do not mean, all of showbiz are into this business but these kinds really happen. As if you don’t know.

    3. Agents – these are freelance runners for top modelling and casting agencies…I get to meet them during plannings and castings for our TV ads or internal use AVP’s. I also got to meet some of them during annual Christmas parties or anniversaries.

    4. Boogs – short for Bugaw/ Pimp..These kinds are annoying and I have several of them in my phonebook. Parang fraternity ang mga yan sa Tomas Morato at Timog. Pag nakilala mo ang isa, binibigay na ang number mo sa iba…So parang goldmine ka nila. What’s good with them is that, their talents are cheap and fresh. Yung mga pumipila for TV or commercial castings, nakukuha nila to be peddled. Most of them are also for take home. Mga pumipila yan para mag-artista at sinasama ang mga mga barkada nila sa auditions para kumita on the side…

    5. Showbiz Hunks (actors, models,players) – well, they are the ones I got to be friends and network with. Either I’ve casted them, met them in showbiz gatherings and have become intimate with them. Since we’ve become friends after the inevitable, they text me from time to time kung wala silang raket or if they have nothing to do.

    I can almost smell your opinions of me. The religious in you may label me as sinful…The righteous some may call me promiscuous…The many hypocrite PLUs may call me “malandi,makati,malibog” and the cynics may call me “nagmamaganda, nangangarap ng gising, nagpapanggap…”

    ———–TO BE CONTINUED—————————

    Momoy at May 17, 09 at 4:09 pm

  279. Hahaha. Dont worry Axe. Hindi ako pikon sa mga taong gaya mo…kulang sa pansin. Okay you have now my attention…masaya ka na?

    I also don’t believe everything you have said about OFWs who are being discriminated..perhaps a small case does not represent majority of the population. I know that there are some cases but not all has the same experience as what you may have claimed.

    Yes I am aware my dear about the journalist from Hongkong who mention that Philippines is the land of slave…well he got already what he deserved…bagay yun sa mga taong nangdi-discriminate.

    Sabi mo rin na hindi mo dini-discrimate ang mga matronang bading…read again your comments…

    Lastly, hindi ko ipinangyayabang na me pera ako or nakakarating ako sa ibang bansa. Pansin ko lang na yung mga taong kagaya mo ay masyadong pretentious… o sya…mayaman ka at well travelled pa. O masaya ka na?

    David at May 17, 09 at 4:40 pm

  280. David darling im not a pretencious gay im just being honest, kung hindi mo pa alam matagal ng kalakaran sa showbiz at modelling industry ang bentahan ng laman at ang tawag nila dito ay “BOOKING” at ang pinakasikat na customers nila ay mga old hot mama na GAYS. Ang tawag naman sa kanila ng mga models at artistang nagpapa booking ay mga MATRONANG SUCKER.

    Im not discriminating the old gays dahil totoo naman na ang tawag nila sa mga old gays na nagbabayad for sex is MATRONAS, lets face the reality na kapag matanda na ang isang gay ay nagbabayad talaga ng malaki para magka sex life.

    Lastly david darling sino ba ang unang nagyabang sa atin diba ikaw, to quote your previous comments;

    “Mukhang hindi ka pa nakakalabas ng Pilipinas at hindi mo pa nakikita ang ibang kultura. Subukan mong pumunta sa Europe o di kaya sa US at dun mo makikita kung gaano kahalaga ang rumespeto sa kapwa mo. Pwede kang makulong kung nangdi-discriminate ka ng kapwa mo. Dito sa aking office, me pinatalsik akong employee dahil sa mga remarks nya pertaining to racial discrimination.

    Kung empleyado kita, malamang hindi ka na aabutin ng pasko at sisipain kita palabas ng aking opisina. Hahaha”

    David darling simula ng isilang ako sa mundong ito ay diko na mabilang kung ilang beses nagtravel ang family ko sa ibat ibang panig ng mundo dahil madalas na mag business trip ang parents ko.

    Wag mo ring ipagyabang sa akin na sisipain mo ako palabas ng office at dina aabutan ng pasko dahil ikaw ang boss, in your dreams darling gaya ng sabi ko sayo KUNG ANUMAN ANG KAYA MONG GAWIN O MERON KA SA BUHAY AY KAYA KO RING TAPATAN NG HIGIT PA SA KUNG ANUMANG MERON KA. Wag kang magyabang na ikaw lang ang nakakarating sa ibang bansa.

    Mas masarap ang buhay dito sa pilipinas darling look at me mas ginusto ko ng manirahan dito sa malayong probinsya ng pilipinas, sariwa ang lahat dito lols hehehehehe at very peaceful din at walang pressure di tulad dyan lagi kang stress at nagmamadaling kumain, pumasok sa office at pati ba naman pakikipag sex minamadali pa dahil bawat segundong lumilipas ay ginto ang katapat.

    Peace to you.

    axe at May 17, 09 at 7:28 pm

  281. David and Axe,

    With due courtesies to both of you, this blogsite is now heavily compromised due to so much argument and bickering. It is ironic that you end your statements with Peace to You when in fact, your intent is to outdo each other.

    Maaaring pareho kayong tama pero para nyo nang awa, huwag nyo naman gamitin ang MGG in grandstanding. Mahaba na nga yung postings, hahaba pa unnecessarily.

    I was hoping to see relevant insights from our suki posters only to see this never-ending exchange of labels between you two.

    Please guys, not this site.

    You two have made your respective points. Nadinig na siguro naming lahat. So tama na sana po.

    Ton at May 17, 09 at 7:47 pm

  282. before, there was MATT, then REDHULK, then KILLERSMILE, then ANGELICA, and now AXE…hmmmm
    tila may nahahalata ako ha?

    kaka at May 17, 09 at 8:41 pm

  283. Don’t worry Ton..that’s my last email to Axe as what I have promised in my lasy email…

    David at May 17, 09 at 8:49 pm

  284. Pakiusap lang po, huwag ng patulan ang mga hinagpis ng may ari ng handles na Matt, Redhulk, Killersmile, Angelica, Axe at sa mga susunod na handles na gagamitin.

    kaka at May 17, 09 at 8:57 pm

  285. I don’t know about you guys but I’m enjoying tremendously these ‘bitchiness’ or ‘tarayan’ or these ‘opposing views’ :D . I can really feel the passion behind these replies.

    Anyway just my 2 cents – the coin always have 2 sides.
    And I think we can agree to disagree:)

    anony at May 17, 09 at 9:26 pm

  286. Thanks David.

    Ton at May 17, 09 at 9:54 pm

  287. Ang sweet nila David and Axe!

    Mark Chavez at May 17, 09 at 11:27 pm

  288. Nkakainggit sila dalawa!!!

    Mark Chavez at May 17, 09 at 11:28 pm

  289. Dear all,

    Ayoko namang lumabas na nagmamagaling, gusto ko lang kunin ang pagkakataong ito para mas maging matatas ang nakararami sa paggamit ng ating wika at pati na ng Ingles.
    Ang panghalip na ’sila’ at ‘nila’ ay di maaring sundan ng mga pangngalan (noun) na tinutukoy nito
    MALI: “Ang sweet nila David and Axe!”
    “Sila David at Axe ay sweet!”
    TAMA: “Ang sweet nina David and Axe!”
    “Sina David at Axe ay sweet!”

    Same thing with English grammar. There is no such thing as ‘irregardless’. Just use ‘regardless’ instead. In the same sense, avoid saying ‘not unless’ if we mean to emphasize an exception because a negation (i.e., unless) following a negative (i.e., not) affirms the preceding statement. Lastly, take extra care in interchanging the use of “its” and “it’s”. “Its” is a possesive pronoun(e.g., The storyline of the movie is cheesy. Its setting is equally trite.) “It’s” is simply a contraction of “it is”. More power to PLUs.

    Fred at May 18, 09 at 3:22 am

  290. naku..daming english nazis ahahaha!!
    oks lng yan as long as u can get your message across..we are all mere borrowers of the english language, kaya it’s understandable that we err sometimes..

    Ako nman, i’m in my mid 30s, and happy to say i have not paid for sex pa. I am also picky but I do get lucky, I get to hookup with people from G4M. Kahit na 30s kna, if you look good, ur confident and do take care of yourself, you do not have to spend money to have sex.. eheheh…

    Peace to all!!

    demonyito at May 18, 09 at 3:41 am

  291. Yan ang magandang tularan! Do not spend money for sex!

    Mas rerespetuhin ko ang baklang naka-snatch ng straight guy at nagkaroon sila ng LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP / PARTNERSHIP. Mas gugustuhin ko pa maging stick to 1 straight guy than have multiple partners & tryst.

    And for those who would like to peek on the blog mentioned several comments above:

    http://hijodenoche.blogspot.com/

    killersmile at May 18, 09 at 4:19 am

  292. Interesting queers here, including an English Nazi.

    Eric at May 18, 09 at 4:25 am

  293. susme! bakit kailangan pang korekan ang mga ginamit na tagalog at ingles dito!! Basta naintindihan ang posting, tama na yon.

    balik na tayo sa dapat na pagusapan dito sa blog na ini!!! Wag ng mag korek pa!! duduguin ang ilong ko sa inyo!

    kaka at May 18, 09 at 5:29 am

  294. Para kay Ateng Fred,

    ‘teh, mag share ka na lang ng iyong mga karanasan tungkol sa mga diretsong lalake para may matutunan kami, di ba nga, yon naman ang pakay ng usapin dito. Huwag ka ng magkorek na parang nasa elementari iskul at grayd wan. ok lang ba? ‘teh.

    Hayaan mo na yung may mali ang ingles at tagalog, kung hindi mo talaga ma-keri ang ingles nila, eh iskrol mo na lang ang thread. oh di ba, ang dali.

    kaka at May 18, 09 at 6:16 am

  295. Things are NOT what they seem…has been taken out…

    Ah, I’m sad…my first post setting my perspectives prelude to what could have been enlightening and probably entertaining stories of straight men pursuits in show business has been censored. While I thought that I’ll get reactions from probably the shocked conservatives and naives, I didn’t expect that I’ll be censored by people who I thought have been celebrating freedom of information.

    Migs, what was wrong in that initial post? I hope you can enlighten me so that I can understand where you are coming from and either I can rephrase them or refrain from sliding along that information. Of course I will respect whatever guidelines you have set us here for us to follow.

    There was no malice in me telling everyone about this open-secret side of the business…It was really simply shared to open the avenues of information and facilitate understanding. I think I have proven myself to be an advocate of self-censorship…In fact, the reason why my stories are bitin is simply because I do not enjoy sharing that part on actual sex. No matter how anyone tries to hide the actuations in symbolisms, I still think sharing it is sharing too much of one’s privacy.

    That post you just censored was actually a start to what could have been a deeper perspective of understanding the flesh trading in the business and homosexual behaviors in the society in general. I am not proud i’m part of it…I am not happy to be in it especially on how it has become a radical cause of abuse of human dignity…both for the men and the PLU’s thriving in the business. Simple, the PLU predators prey on unassuming young talents who in turn become hardened predators catching and bleeding out unassuming PLUs. It’s cyclical.

    It simply exposes the subjugation and repression of our kind. The more that the society considers homosexuality abnormal, the more that we repress our emotions. Repression causes aberrant psychological behaviors.

    I’m late for work and I’m blaberring here. I just want to know what is writable and what is not. Otherwise, the concept of self-understanding thru that planned series has already been aborted…sigh…

    Thanks Migs…I know you had your reasons…I just want to know.

    Well, things really are NOT what they seem…

    Momoy at May 18, 09 at 7:27 am

  296. This thread is beginning to outpace the success of the Male to male massage and is even more popular that the newly opened masseurs, masseurs, masseurs.

    I found nothing offensive nor censorable in anything that Momoy has written so far.

    The pursuit of straight men invariably puts us straight acting not so young gays right smack in the middle of the flesh trade, whether its the lowly MPs or the higher end pursuit of what Momoy calls “quality men”. Thus, I’m disappointed at the censorship of Momoy’s comment.

    The gay community has traditionally been the target of censors. For centuries, we were a marginalized group, subject to violence, suppression of our ideas and discrimination. Of all places, a gay blog should not be the locus of censorship of ideas.

    Ultimately the best test, according to the US Supreme Court in Abrams vs US is in the marketplace of ideas. Those who abhor the excellence of ideas find refuge in crass censorship. Those who are confident in the brilliance and acceptability of their opinions, no matter how controversial they may be, find protection in the marketplace of ideas. Rather than censor, Migs should allow these opinions to flourish.

    There was a time when men feared witches and burned women and homosexuals. Justice Brandeis said it aptly, in relation to the marginalization and censorship of minorities that “it is the function of free speech to liberate men from the bondage of irrational fears.”

    I hope that the success of this blog won’t turn it into a crucible, or Migs into the reincarnation of a 21st century Torquemada.

    caloy at May 18, 09 at 7:58 am

  297. i know plu’s na mahilig sa matataba. I know someone also na gusto matured, in their late thirties and early forties.

    QUOTE:
    Momoy wrote on 16. May 2009
    Haay, meron na namang isang nawawalang nilalang…

    Agree ako sayo Axe, ang mga matatanda na at mga matataba ay talagang di pumapasa sa panlasa ninuman..bakla man sya o lalaki, babae o tomboy.

    beyonce at May 18, 09 at 10:05 am

  298. Regarding that Booking issue in the modelling/showbiz industry, tama ang sabi ni axe marami ngang nagpapa booking na models/artista at ang nakakatawa pa minsan ay parang bumibili ka ng por kilong karne sa palengke dahil meron talagang Tawaran na nagaganap among the clients and their Bugaw (sorry for the term). I learned about this through my super Paminta as in tagong tago in the closet na friend ko.

    Akala ko joke joke volante lang nya sa akin ng magkwento sya about his latest sexcapades, nung una di ako naniniwala sa kanya pero may ipinakita syang picture sa cp nya, aba ang hitad gwapings nga ang hada nya at sabi nya part time model daw sya. Out of curiousity ay kinulit ko talaga ang hitad kung saan nya napulot at kung saan makakakuha ng katulad ng ombre nya. Sabi nya may “Bugaw” daw sila na kapwa rin nila model at yun ang kontak nya.

    Siguro para patunayan nya na totoo lahat ng sinasabi nya sa akin ay tinawagan nya ang bugaw at nagtanong sya kung pwede daw ba si W….A… Naloka nalang ako ng magtawaran sila sa presyo at nagkasundo sila sa halagang 50K. That was the time when i realised kung gaano kahirap maging PLU dahil pera pera pala ang labanan lalo na kapag nagkaka edad ang isang PLU.

    Im only 29 at kahit papano may itsura rin naman kaya lang i belong to the middle class and can’t afford to pay for models/artistas. Unlike my friend na talagang may kaya sya sa buhay kaya kahit may edad na sya ay carryng carry parin nya ang magkaroon ng sexlife courtesy of his money. Kuntento na ako sa G4M, sa mga namemeet/EB ko sa malls/kalye at isa pa meron namang Club Bath kaya lang ano naba ang nangyayari sa club bath at pakonti na ng pakonti ang pumupunta at patanda na rin ng patanda ang parokyano.

    Ang worry ko lang naman ay pano na kaya ako o tayo kapag nagkaedad na ako o tayo, lets say 4O something na pataas, as we all know ang kagandahan ay kumukupas pero ang datung ay di kumukupas. Kapag may pera bonggang bongga ang sex life kaso papano naman ang mga katulad kong middle class na PLU’s syempre ang uunahin natin ay pang laman muna ng sikmura. Hanggang tingin at imagination nalang ba tayo when we reach that golden age.

    Kaya ang last resort ko ngayon is to find a “true love” i dont like to grow old alone or to be called as poor matrona, sabi nila kapag Foreigner daw be it straight or Gay kapag na inlove daw yan sayo ay mamahalin ka ng todo-todo. Kaya heto search lang ng search ang byuti ko sa internet malay natin baka may mabingwit akong tunay na halik ng isang tunay na magmamahal sa akin. Bruhang axe nato na conscious tuloy ako sa age ko dipa ako ready para maging matrona, sabagay may punto ka naman sa mga sinabi mo about getting old gays.

    matthew at May 18, 09 at 12:50 pm

  299. out with the arguments, in with the stories :D haha. peace :D

    laddie at May 18, 09 at 7:32 pm

  300. Momoy’s Perspectives and Life Shared: Things are NOT what they seem… 2nd of 2 posted parts (Some names and facts are changed to protect their real identities..)

    I can almost smell your opinions of me. The religious in you may label me as sinful…The righteous some may call me promiscuous…The many hypocrite PLUs may call me “malandi,makati,malibog” and the cynics may call me “nagmamaganda, nangangarap ng gising, nagpapanggap…”

    Well, if I let other people define me, I may end up like how they measure me to be. Though up to now, I can still can not reconcile what supposedly is the ideal me from the real me, I refused to be defined by my weaknesses but instead reinforce and identify myself by my strenghts.

    You have no control over other peoples’ opinion and judgment. But you can always choose what to believe in and how to respond. All my life, I’ve always denied what I knew ever since was the true me. My family made me believe that it was just a phase, I’ll overgrow it. I’m turning 30 years old now…and I’ve given up waiting.

    The society has made me believe that it’s just like a disease….someday I’ll find a cure within me…I’ve rejected myself a million times already but I still have to find that cure.

    Religion told me it’s just a decision I needed to make to deny the lie confronting me. Did they ever think homosexuality is simply a choice? Is there anyone amongst us here who chose to be gay?

    If there was one best thing repression has ever done to me, it was the encouragement to find value and meaning in my otherwise failed being. I tried to be the best human being there could ever be in case some could not even consider me to be a good MAN in the first place.

    Growing up, it was a conscious decision to be on top of everything I do..I grew up an academically excellent kid, went to UP, graduated on top of my class…with high honors and proceeded to study abroad for my graduate studies. I’ve travelled the world to integrate what I’ve learned and experience cultural and human understanding…I thought I’ve lived a full life and my personal success has already defined my happiness.

    Coming back home from graduate studies has made me realized that I can never escape from who I really am. The success and the consequential power that came along with it has brought me closer to the oppurtunities of coming to terms with the happiness that I’ve denied all my life.

    I knew I can not escape from it anymore. It was then a choice to either continue escaping from who I really was and denying my own happiness or learn to live with it with dignity and grace.

    The breaking point to embrace my own acceptance was meeting Mark….

    I was at the Mactan Cebu airport checking in for a return flight to Manila. I just returned to the country after 4 years of specialization abroad so I could not put a name into the face but I knew he was familiar. He was 6′1, artistahing-artistahin ang dating even if you lived in Pluto all your life. He was very manly in 3/4th sleeved navy blue Old Navy polo shirt, jeans, white sneakers and red cap.

    He was standing outside the PAL Mabuhay Lounge. It’s not unusual for me to say Hi, How are you… and smile to someone I meet..very Midwestern training..He returned my smile with a dopy, tired but sincere smile. “Are you getting in?”..I opened windows for conversation..”Yeah, pero inaantay ko pa kasama kong magpapasok sa akin…”..he retorted..

    “I can get you in…I’ve a PAL Premier Elite card..Just wait for your company inside…”…was I flirting na then?….I doubt. He was hesitant but after split second, smiled, said thanks and ushered himself inside.

    The minute we went inside, I sensed that the elite members have been made aware that someone famous was with them. His presence command attention. He settled in one corner while I opted to stay in one of the center tables to read the day’s broadsheets.

    Having practiced self-control all my life, I decided to forget whatever attraction I had, if there ever was, for him…thinking that there would hardly be a chance for us to be close or get to know each one better.

    I was occupied with my newspaper reading when I sensed someone holding 2 cups of coffee sit beside me on my table and offered the other cup to me….

    “Pare, kinunan na kita ng kape…”

    Momoy at May 18, 09 at 11:44 pm

  301. hi momoy,

    i just want to ask, you mentioned before that you used to be a doctor.. more or less you graduated from a med school at the age of 25 or 26, right? then you had you graduate studies, after 4 years.. kelan ka nag-shift into your new business? parang naguluhan lang po ako sa mga kwento mo. sa dami po ng nai-share nyong stories, naiisip ko dati nasa 40s na po kayo.

    so you mean, hindi po talaga kayo doctor? kasi kung UP graduate kayo, especially medicine.. you still need to stay muna for 1 or 2 years after your board exams for the residency. actually meron pa kayong 1 year internship before that.

    simple mathematics lang po..

    thank you

    francois at May 19, 09 at 1:15 am

  302. wow attorney pala si Caloy at doctor si Momoy… wala bang Politiko dito? Hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 19, 09 at 3:38 am

  303. grabe… your the best moymoy… idol!!! yahooo…

    Patrick at May 19, 09 at 5:48 am

  304. hello ateng Francois,

    ‘teh, bakit kailangan pang dissect o over-analyze ang career progression o background ni Momoy? ano ang kinalaman sa topic ng blog nito? Di pa ba sapat, “teh, ang pagigimg generous ni Momoy sa pag bahagi niya ng kanyang mga istorya at kaalaman sa kalakaran sa munting mundong iniikutan natin na siya namang kapupulatan natin ng dagdag na kaalaman. Ipagpasalamat na lang natin na may mga PLU na tulad ni Momoy, Caloy at yung iba pa na masugid na nagbabahagi ng kani kanyang kakalaman at istorya. Mag comment ka na lang, ‘teh na naayon sa topic o kaya magkwento o magshare ka na rin ng iyong karanasan o pakipagsapalaran sa mga diretsong lalake. Tanggapin kung may sumalungat o sumangayon man.

    Ke duktor o nagtitinda sa palenke o ke 20 o 40 edad si Momoy, wala na tayo dun para usisain, personal na yon. kaya nga may handle tayo para may anonymity, di ba ‘teh, Ang usapin sa forum na to ay tungkol sa karanasan, pakikitungo o pakikipagsapalaran sa mga diretsong lalake na ating nakilala o dumaan sa ating buhay.

    o siya, ‘teh, salamat sa iyong pangunawa.

    kaka at May 19, 09 at 6:52 am

  305. nakakatawa po itong thread na ito.. parang nasa recto lang.. pede maging doctor, lawyer, nurse, teacher, engineer, just name it.. instant profession, makapag-yabang lang hehe

    pagbigyan na lang po natin sila, hanggang dito lang naman yung pangarap nila..

    wala pa po akong nababasa rito na nagsabing, mahirap lang s’ya.. halata yung mga indirect na pagyayabang..

    napansin ko rin na marami rito ang pikon.. marami rin ang hindi pwedeng magpatalo..

    isa lang yung nararamdaman ko habang binabasa yung mga stories.. yun ay ang AWA!

    bato-bato sa langit, ay! tinamaan sila caloy at momoy.. hehe pasensya na po atty. at doc!

    low-yer at doc-katok! hanep!

    wala po ba kayo clients at patients? malamang! nasa kulungan at sementeryo na mga yun hehe

    francois at May 19, 09 at 7:33 am

  306. “before, there was MATT, then REDHULK, then KILLERSMILE, then ANGELICA, and now AXE…hmmmm
    tila may nahahalata ako ha?”

    uuy… francois naman ngayon.

    sige na ‘teh, ikaw naman ang mag share ng kwento mo at huwag naman yung puro hinagpis na lang ang posting at huwag mo ng alamin kung ano ang caree status ng mga kasamahan nating PLU dito. Plis ‘teh, share mo na ang istorya mo.

    kaka at May 19, 09 at 8:41 am

  307. hindi po namin inaalam yung career nila. sila po mismo ang nangangalandakan. sa totoo lang, mahirap talaga paniwalaan. anyway, it’s purely entertainment.

    na-KAKA-tawa at na-KAKA-awa yung mga taong KAKA-rampot lang ang utak.

    kaka,
    meron na po ba kayong na-share na stories? parang wala rin naman kasi akong nabasa na sinulat nyo. di’ bale na lang, huwag mo na lang tangkain mag-share kasi baka KAKA-suka lang yan.

    guys, payong kaibigan lang po, laging mag-iingat, maraming sakit ngayon ang na-KAKA-hawa. ew! KAKA-diri, KAKA-takot!

    francois at May 19, 09 at 10:49 am

  308. Francois, Axe, Redhulk etc. Ba’t di ka sumulat ng buong paragraph sa Ingles para makilatis ng madla yung level ng edukasyon mo, sige nga?

    Egay at May 19, 09 at 12:13 pm

  309. francois, bobo ka talaga, eto ang math:

    Kung medicine, Momoy would have graduated 25 or 26. Kung intarmed siya sa UP, 24 or 25. Sa UP you graduate after completing intersnship. Unlike other schools, it is not an extra year. Assuming UP si Momoy, natapos siya ng either 24, 25, 26.

    If he had to review for the Medical Boards, licensed M.D. siya by 26 or 27.

    After taking their oath doctors take a residency program IF THEY OPT TO. Some doctors will opt to be a GP (as opposed to Family Medicine which requires residency training). Ang post grad ng medicine dito sa Pilipinas ay yung residency training program walang separate post grad. Ang siste, sa kagustuhan mong manlait na walang basehan, dinagdagan mo ng 4 year post grad. Hindi mandatory ito.

    So, francois, ikaw na yata ang world champion sa kabobohan, kung hindi ng residency training program si Momoy, practicing siya by 27 or 28 and assuming na nagsawa na siya by then o nabigyan siya ng lucrative job by this time e ginive up na niya ang practice ng Medicina.

    Mali pa rin yung sinabi mong former doctor si Momoy. Once you get your MD, you’re a doctor. You can’t relinquish this voluntarily unless you relinquich the degree. BOBO!

    jed at May 19, 09 at 12:25 pm

  310. Oops excuse the typos (for the rest of the readers…I’m sure francois won’t even notice – he can’t spell in English)

    jed at May 19, 09 at 12:27 pm

  311. So Axe changed her name to francois. Walang imagination.

    Mac at May 19, 09 at 12:29 pm

  312. Natamaan yata ni kaka si francois nong kaka referred to him as Matt, Redhulk, Axe etc…ano ka francois split personality or multiple personality disorder?

    jean at May 19, 09 at 12:31 pm

  313. Ladies and Gays our 2009 miss universe is Momoy hahahaha, ok na sana ng sabihin mong dati kang doktor which means that you are a certified and board passer medical practitioner, kaya lang sabi mo nga nag aral kapa ulit sa abroad and after 4 years balik pinas kana. Kung 21yrs old ka ng mag medicine ka more or less ay 26 yrs kana ng grumadweyt ka at 27 ka naman ng maging ganap ka ng doktor.

    Im just confused with your statements darling kasi sabi mo you are just turning 30yrs old now e diba its either 32 or 34 kana dapat kung nag aral kapa abroad. Which of which among those is true and false.

    Maybe your sexcapades are for real but im somewhat astonished to hear from you saying that you have just turned 30. Kaloka ka naman Momoy dont tell me you are a wonder boy or Bona Kid of the Philippines. Just be honest darling and make your stories more realistic as we are not born yesterday.

    Ako naman di ako mahihiyang sabihin na after kong magsawa at magpaka gaga sa buhay ko sa syudad, i end up living in the province and ofcourse ako na ngayon ang prinsesa ng kabukiran hehehehehe, yes darling im a farmer now and i love my new career ang chalap chalap kasi ng mga taga bukid, sila ang tunay na macho papa. Kakaiba ang romansa ng isang tunay na lalakeng taga bukid kumpara sa mga lalakeng nakatira sa syudad.

    axe at May 19, 09 at 12:44 pm

  314. sorry nalang kayo mga sisteret pero diko kilala si francois, maybe isa lang din sya sa mga katulad kong libo-libong PLU na fans ni MIGS. Sa liblib at malayong probinsya ng pilipinas ako nakatira at diko alam kung saan nakatira si francois baka Manila Girl si francois.

    Anyways i dont argue and have nothing against his sexcapades dahil ako man ay malandi rin, baka mas malandi pa nga ako kay momoy no hehehehe, kaya nga dito na ako malayong probinsya na nanirahan dahil nasarapan at naloka ako ng husto sa mga lalakeng taga bukid. Walang binatbat ang mga lalakeng taga syudad.

    Ang tinatanong ko lang naman kay momoy at talagang in disbelief ako dahil sa edad nyang 30 anyos ay naging doktor and after that he studied further for 4 years abroad. Unless Wonder Boy or Bonakid sya kaya at the age 18 or 19 ay graduate na sya ng college and at the age 19 ay nag take na sya ng medicine sa UP. Yun lang naman ang tanong ko kay momoy.

    axe at May 19, 09 at 1:03 pm

  315. Sabi ni AXE….

    “Ang tinatanong ko lang naman kay momoy at talagang in disbelief ako dahil sa edad nyang 30 anyos ay naging doktor and after that he studied further for 4 years abroad. Unless Wonder Boy or Bonakid sya kaya at the age 18 or 19 ay graduate na sya ng college and at the age 19 ay nag take na sya ng medicine sa UP. Yun lang naman ang tanong ko kay momoy.”

    ooops, teka, teka, di ba si FRANCOIS ang naguusisa sa career ni Momoy?? bakit… ay naku, ate, hayan tuloy nalilito ka na po sa paggamit ng mga handles mo! Pasensiya na ate, napansin ko lang.

    kaka at May 19, 09 at 1:38 pm

  316. To Egay,

    Since you mentioned my name in your above comments, that i need to prove my self by writing a whole paragraph in english, so you can test my degree of education, shame on you egay i pity you for being such a looser.

    Being good in writing/expressing yourself in english is not a guarantee of having a good degree, such arrogance of yours is truly unacceptable for someone who claims to be a professional.

    Let me just remind you about this song,if you have been living abroad for a long time you can really relate and feel sorry for our mother country;

    Akoy isang pinoy sa pusot diwa
    Pinoy na isinilang sa ating bansa
    Akoy hindi sanay sa wikang mga banyaga

    Akoy pinoy na mayroong sariling wika
    Wikang pambansa ang gamit kong salita
    Bayan kong sinilangan, hangad kong lagi ang kalayaan

    Si Gat. Jose Rizal nooy nagwika
    Siya ay nagpangaral sa ating bansa
    Ang hindi raw magmahal sa sariling wika
    ay higit pa ang amoy sa mabahong isda

    Wikang pambansa ang gamit kong salita
    Bayan kong sinilangan, hangad kong lagi ang kalayaan
    Akoy isang pinoy sa pusot diwa

    Pinoy na isinilang sa ating bansa
    Akoy hindi sanay sa wikang mga banyaga

    Peace to you Egay.
    Akoy pinoy na mayroong sariling wika

    axe at May 19, 09 at 3:02 pm

  317. KAKA tumahimik kana dahil katulad ko at ni francois o ng iba pang PLU’s na naguguluhan sa totoong edad ni momoy ay nagtatanong lang naman sa kung ano nga ba ang katotohan dahil gaya ng sabi we are not born yesterday. Malay ko ba kung sino si francois, basta ako promdi girl na ako ngayon.

    axe at May 19, 09 at 3:14 pm

  318. hay naku KAKA ikaw na yata ang nakakalito dahil katulad ko at ni francois o ng iba pang PLU’s na naguguluhan sa totoong edad ni momoy ay nagtatanong lang naman sa kung ano nga ba ang katotohan dahil gaya ng sabi ko we are not born yesterday.

    Dahil base sa mga kwento nya nag doktor sya tapos nag 4 year course sa abroad and then he came home, tapos nag work as consultant sa isang pharmaceutical company. Diba dapat kung above 30 something na sya at hindi turning 30 palang?

    Malay ko ba kung sino si francois, basta ako promdi girl na ako ngayon. nakakaloka naman ang mga tao dito. paghinalaan ba akong si francois.

    axe at May 19, 09 at 3:23 pm

  319. BUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    chikadora at May 19, 09 at 6:30 pm

  320. My guess is that Momoy took up Masteral and Ph. D after his graduation from UP. And in all probability he took up BS. Pharmacy or other allied science courses. A graduate of medicine does not take graduate studies. What they normally do after graduation is internship, residency and specialization and sub-specialization. I very sure that momoy was a gradute of a science course. For which reason he is now employed in a Pharmaceutical company. Its very rare that these companies hire medical doctor because in the first place, medical doctors are their direct clients. I hope that my insights and view will end your speculations about the the profession of the Momoy.

    Dennis at May 19, 09 at 7:11 pm

  321. JED,
    pakibasa po muna.. salamat

    Momoy wrote on 07. May 2009
    Though Sunday night was the opposite.

    I met this guy named Lawrence at a bar about 3 weeks ago. He was macho-personified. He looked like Cesar Montano but taller and more buffed.I was on my phone talking about business with my colleague outside the bar when I caught him smoking. I was about to go back to the bar when he offered me a cigarette which i politely turned down…

    “Ay, sorry…di ka pala nagsosmoke?”
    “I was once a doctor kase..and sometimes, I go back to being one kung kailangan..Don’t believe in doctors who smoke..”

    He laughed..He was such a charismatic conversationalist. I can’t help but get hooked. Imagine resisting the smile and the charming eyes of Cesar Montano? So I decided to let my guards down..

    I learned that he works for GMA 7. Didn’t ask further what he does there..probably, a bouncer with his built. He discussed some health issues of his 2-year-old daughter with me which I didn’t mind. “Naku, mahal na ang bayad ko sayo nyan Doc..” he quipped as he put off his cigarette with so much flirtations in his eyes.

    “Naku, may utang ka na sa akin nyan na consultation fee”, I flirted back…”Sure, babayaran kita, pwede bang isave mo number ko”, wow, feeling talaga!!From then on, he kept on texting me good mornings and good nights…and that he was busy at work or has had basketball games during weekends…

    Until Sunday night came, as I prepared for my Hongkong and China trip and exhausted from my stint with the two magbarkada trippers, got this text from him..

    “Hey, musta ka na, busy ba?
    ‘Yup, packing up for my week-long trip..’
    “Talaga, kelan balik mo?”
    ‘Sunday pa, why?’
    “Tagal pa nun ah, gusto mo bang pumunta ako dyan?”
    ‘Huh, sure..can we meet at dinnertime…Shangrila Mall’
    “No, don’t bother, derecho na ako sa condo mo..”
    ‘Want me to prepare beer or wine or any food you want me to request my helps to prepare?’
    “Wag ka na mag-abala…basta, derecho na lang ako.”

    This point is confusing. Is he for pay? I usually have networks and friends who arrange these kinds of deals so somehow, klaro na kung pabayad or hindi.But Lawrence was different. I can not be not sure lest I may be in for overpricing. And I also can not misjudge him..

    ‘May icoconsult ka ba sa akin kaya ka pupunta?’
    “Nope, wala naman…”
    ‘Kase, dyahe naman…pupunta ka dito, gagastos ka ng gas..wala man lang akong maioffer. Ayaw mong kumain.Anything you want me to offer you? Baka mangungutang ka hehe. I’m a credit card guy, I usually don’t carry cash with me. Baka mafrustrate ka..’

    “Hehe, Sir, ganun sana…4k lang, payag na ako kahit galawin mo ako…”

    Bum!!! Didn’t text back…

    “Sir, sorry ha…Need ko lang..kahit 3k lang…”

    Haaay, would you take a Cesar Montano-look-alike but younger, taller, more buffed for 3k and still negotiable?

    Until Sunday

    francois at May 19, 09 at 7:17 pm

  322. JED,

    bago po kayo mag-comment pakibasa po muna ng mabuti lahat.

    internship is different from post-grad (hehe)

    UP intarmed is a 7-year course. internship is taken after graduation for 1 year (UP & other school).

    granted that he graduated from UP, kelangan po muna nya mag-serve and stay sa UP-PGH for at least 1 year.

    according to momoy “I was at the Mactan Cebu airport checking in for a return flight to Manila. I just returned to the country after 4 years of specialization abroad”

    ano po kaya yung specialization?

    granted po ulit na at the age of 26 or 27, natapos nya po lahat pati yung board exam (granted po na promil kid sya). sobrang nabilib naman po ako sa kanya, sexcapades, travel, studies all at the same time. tapos po sasabihin nya na turning 30 pa lang sya.

    JED WROTE:
    “Ang post grad ng medicine dito sa Pilipinas ay yung residency training program walang separate post grad. Ang siste, sa kagustuhan mong manlait na walang basehan, dinagdagan mo ng 4 year post grad. Hindi mandatory ito.”

    REACTION: kayo po ang walang basehan, magkaiba po yung residency at post-grad. ang residency (1 year) ay requirement prior taking the licensure exam. wala rin po akong sinabi about 4-year post grad, pakibasa na lang po ulit lahat.

    JED WROTE:
    So, francois, ikaw na yata ang world champion sa kabobohan, kung hindi ng residency training program si Momoy, practicing siya by 27 or 28 and assuming na nagsawa na siya by then o nabigyan siya ng lucrative job by this time e ginive up na niya ang practice ng Medicina.

    REACTION: kung ganito po yung pananaw nyo, wala po akong magagawa. pointless! masyado po kasi kayong matalino (ano po ang NMAT score nyo? ay sorry.. malamang hindi nyo po alam yun)

    JED WROTE:
    Mali pa rin yung sinabi mong former doctor si Momoy. Once you get your MD, you’re a doctor. You can’t relinquish this voluntarily unless you relinquich the degree. BOBO!

    REACTION: wala po ulit kayo basehan (pasensya na po). wala po ako sinabi na former doctor si momoy. pakibasa po ulit lahat.

    JED,
    dahan-dahan lang po sa pagsasalita (nahahalata po na wala kayong breeding).

    mas pipiliin ko na lang po kausapin yung taong bobo tulad ko, kesa kausapin yung mga taong tulad ni jed na walang tamang asal.

    di ko rin po alam kung alam ni jed ang bioethics. malamang din po bio-etits lang ang alam nya hehehe (biro lang po)

    francois at May 19, 09 at 7:48 pm

  323. Walang requirement na 1 year residency bago mag board pag INTRAMED program ka sa UP sahil kailangan mong tapusing ang internship bago grumaduate sa MD program ng up.

    Iba ang residency program dahil ang residency training program is a program designed for the purpose of training an MD for specialty. 3 years yan kung IM; 4 years kung general surgery; 6 years kung neurosurgery, etc. Wala akong sinabing pareho ang post grad degree sa residency. Pero kung MBBS graduate ka kailangan mo ng post grad para tawagin kang specialist.

    BIOETHICS

    Isang aspeto ng bioethics yung hindi dapat saktan ang mga hayup na katulad mo sa animal experimentation, lalo na kung BOBO. In fact its an insult to the rest of the animal kingdom to compare you to animals.

    Don’t even give me a point by point. You don’t know what you are talking about. Mambabastos ka tapos di mo kaya pag binalikan ka in kind.

    By the way, you asked for NMAT? You don’t need NMAT for the UP Intarmed program? Obviously you’re not from UP.

    jed at May 19, 09 at 8:08 pm

  324. ahahaay, si axe pumatol sa english challenge. unang paragraph pa lang sablay na. hahaha.

    loser po hindi looser. sige ka, luluwag yan. hahaha. kakaawa kayo, axe, francois, redhulk etc.

    para kayong opposition sa kongreso. ang galing manglait, mangwestion at mag-challenge. lagay mo sa liderato, pustahan tayo, masosopla, as in tatanga at ngingiti lang.

    mag-contribute na lang kayo. sayang oras ng mga taong gustong ma-enlighten at ma-entertain sa blog na ito. kung galit kayo sa mundo, hindi naman dahil sa bobo or pangit kayo, eh sa ibang blog na lang po.

    annoying po sa aming readers, sa totoo lang.

    Naku Naman at May 19, 09 at 9:15 pm

  325. jed,

    baka ang sinasabi mo clerkship.. fyi: intarmed has internship po.

    again, halatang hindi nyo po alam, even intarmed needs to take an NMAT.

    JED WROTE:
    “Iba ang residency program dahil ang residency training program is a program designed for the purpose of training an MD for specialty.”

    sorry, i strongly disagree.. again, residency is a requirement prior taking the licensure examination (even intarmed po).

    “LITTLE KNOWLEDGE WILL KILL YOU!” – matandang kasabihan po yan.

    ok lang po tawagin akong bobo. jed, ok lang din ba sa’yo na tawagin kang bastos ka? (paano ka kaya pinalaki at saang school ka kaya galing?- syempre, sasabihin nyan sa magandang school sya galing, pagbigyan na lang natin, hindi yan magpapatalo)

    nga po pala, pasensya na kung hindi ako magaling magsulat ng ingles sa bawat talata, kung yun po ang sukatan ninyo ng pagiging matalino, pasensya na po, bobo lang ako.

    sa UP, wikang Filipino HALOS (hindi sa lahat ng asignatura) ang ginagamit nilang medium o paraan sa pagtuturo.

    kadalasan, yung mayayabang ang walang pinag-aralan.

    intindihin na lang po natin sila, hindi nila alam ang sinasabi at ginagawa nila. bro, patawarin nyo po sila hehe

    jed, parang dapat ata bawasan ang dila mo, masyado nang mahaba hehe (biro lang po)
    low-yer po ba kayo ni momoy?

    Jed un domestique un ouvrier vous estes malade mauvais ami conduisez chez un lavabo merci (hehe)

    francois at May 19, 09 at 9:20 pm

  326. I didn’t say Intarmed has no internship. It is incorporated in the curriculum, unlike the internship of schools like UST, UERMMMC, or FEUNRMF which students take after graduation. Your stupidity is amazing.

    Your little knowledge is a very dangerous thing.

    Jed at May 19, 09 at 9:41 pm

  327. nakakalungkot..this thread na dati ay exciting and I really look forward to checking for new stories and stuff e NAGULO ng mga WALANG MAGAWANG BADING na INGGITERO.
    Baket kaya ganun ang mga bading?? tsk tsk..MAGBAGO NA KAYO!!

    demonyito at May 19, 09 at 11:06 pm

  328. wow, stupidity.. para kang si matt (epitome of stupidity). hindi kaya, ikaw si matt? hehe

    jed,

    sa tingin ko, meron kang unhappy childhood experiences, hindi na lang kita papatulan. naa-awa na kasi ako sa’yo. sana maging masaya ka na.

    di ko po alam kung kakayanin pa ni momoy gamutin yung sakit mo sa utak

    para kang isang malakas na burp- puro hangin!(eww, amoy longganisa! hehe)

    Ce n’est pas bon! mauvais un domestique! Je ne comprehends pas Jed, Vous etes perdu. Venez ici! Je voudrais donnez-vous desinfectant (jed, french po yan sana maintindihan n’yo po, kung sakaling hindi, tawa ka na lang, kasi ikaw ang bobo) hehehe

    “Your little knowledge is a very dangerous thing.”

    pansin ko rin po, wala kayong originality.

    commercial break!

    EDU: spell stupidity

    CHILD: STU-PI-DI-TY.. Capital J, E, D.. Stupidity!

    EDU: CORRECT!

    francois at May 19, 09 at 11:17 pm

  329. Hope this may help enlighten and guide all of us…

    Desiderata

    Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.

    Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

    If you compare yourself to others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

    Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

    Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.

    Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

    Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

    Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

    Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all it’s sham drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world.

    Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

    – Max Ehrmann

    Momoy at May 19, 09 at 11:52 pm

  330. momoy…. ngayon lang ako magcocomment sa thread na to… your stories are great! that makes me coming back for more… i dont care if it’s true or not, i just enjoy the feeling of excitement whenever i read them… keep it up… :)

    mark at May 20, 09 at 1:12 am

  331. guys,

    i have a suggestion. can we talk about BI-ZONES, places kung saan pwede pumunta ang mga PLUs at maka-pick up ng guys.

    BI-ZONES:

    1. CIRCLE, Q.C. VS. CCP Grounds, MANILA
    -saan ang mas maraming guys?
    -saan ang mas delikado puntahan?

    2. SM Malls VS. Robinson’s Malls
    – san may mas maraming cute guys?
    – san may mas action sa loob ng cinema?

    3. Boracay VS. Puerto Gallera
    – san ang mas PLUs-friendly?
    – san maraming pumupunta

    ilan lang po itong mga halimbawa ng BI-ZONES. sa tingin ko mas mabuti pa kung ganito ang usapan instead of yabang at sagutan lang na walang katapusan. mas may thrill kung alam natin kung saan yung mga BI-ZONES, at least magiging aware tayo. sa tingin ko mas may adventure yung ganito, kaka-sawa na rin kc yung massage parlors at extra service na usapan, gastos lang.

    ayun lang, sana pagbigyan nyo yung suggestion ko.

    wala nang away ok?!

    o cge, inum na tayo ng yakult! toss tayo pare!

    yakult at May 20, 09 at 1:50 am

  332. yakult,

    ok ka ba t’yan? hahaha

    natawa naman ako dun, pero may point ka.

    toss tayo!

    francois at May 20, 09 at 2:01 am

  333. Momoy I am happy that you like Desiderata too. Like The Little Prince by Exuperey I go back to this to guide me as I go thru everyday existence. I may be dating myself but I have loved Desiderat and The Little Prince since 1969.

    asteroid at May 20, 09 at 3:21 am

  334. Momoy, i like this part;

    “Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.”

    mga frens, balik na tayo sa topic… plis

    kaka at May 20, 09 at 3:33 am

  335. naturally gifted people exist. get with it. :D momoy’s accomplishments generate a lot of doubt but then again, truth is stranger than fiction. :D i’m happy that a fellow PLU can reach such a feat :D it gives me inspiration. knowing that he can do that, then maybe I can too hahaha, maybe :D after reading comments here, I can say that a lot of the readers here are intelligent. so please dont use your knowledge to insult or give extremely harsh comments. :D good day and peace :D

    laddie at May 20, 09 at 4:24 am

  336. Every line of the poem Desiderata is a powerful compass to how I lived my life. I memorized it by heart..struggled to perfect its integration in my daily existence but I think part of who I am, who I want to be and how I will continue to lead my life should embody Max Ehrmann’s philosophies.

    I remembered dissecting this poem in my Philosophy class years ago. Each line is very deep, layered and loaded with wisdom. I hope the young people here take the message of this poem to heart as you explore life.

    Lesson in Contentment:
    If you compare yourself to others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

    Do not create needs:
    Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

    Accepting and respecting yourself and finding your true value:
    …..be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.

    Peace and happiness are NOT given for free. Living in peace is a decision and happiness is a choice. Strive everyday to have both.
    ….be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all it’s sham drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world.

    Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

    Momoy at May 20, 09 at 6:14 am

  337. Francois, which part of the National Institute for Mental Health are you writing from?

    jed at May 20, 09 at 9:08 am

  338. Francois, which part of the National Institute for Mental Health are you writing from?

    jed at May 20, 09 at 9:08 am

  339. Francois…sa UP, wikang Filipino HALOS (hindi sa lahat ng asignatura) ang ginagamit nilang medium o paraan sa pagtuturo.

    Ayan, nagmamagaling ka nanaman. Sa College of Law at the UP Manila (Health Sciences) English ang ginagamit. Sa UP Iloilo, UP Baguio, UP Cebu at UP Mindanao, English ang ginagamit.

    UP’s use of Pilipino in a lot of the undergraduate courses is one of the reasons why its standards have deteriorated. Presuming you francois graduated from one of these diploma mill-type undergrad courses at UP (five years ago, a UP Summa Cum Laude graduate of poli sci was not accepted to the UP College of Law because he could not express himself in elementary English – you can check this fact with the UP Political Science department, bec they were fuming at the rejection of their top graduate) it does not negate your stupidity.

    jed at May 20, 09 at 9:18 am

  340. Migs,

    I am very concerned that a lot of newcomers to this new thread have been doing nothing but heckling. The old Male to Male had a lot of disagreements but not at the level of vile as those we’ve recently read from Matt, Redhulk, Francois and the like who have been throwing insults at anecdotes written by Momoy and other regular contributors. When other readers react in kind, they throw more mud. This should stop because it detracts from the purpose of this new thread.

    In the old thread, normally when someone attempts to spew bile, the other readers react and the vitriol would stop. This was supposed to be the thread of young successful gay but straight acting young professionals but some readers who’ve stumbled upon this thread have reacted at the language and context (travels, ability to afford certain things, comfort and confidence at being young and successful) of the comments with pure jealousy. Matt started it all, then Redhulk, then someone began calling the individuals contributing in this space “matrona” in the vile sense of the word, then francois, who started challenging the qualifications of Momoy, suggesting Momoy was simply inventing his stories.

    There is a way technologically of barring these hecklers who are obviously resentful of the apparent success of many of your contributors. In Male to Male, at least there was some form of civility, which explains its success. Here, some readers have used the forum as an outlet for what I suppose is their problems with the rest of the world. This, simply, should stop.

    Egay at May 20, 09 at 9:30 am

  341. here comes Lola Egay again nagmamaganda na naman to the highest level, how sure are you? that you are one of those “few young straight acting professionals” kung makarampa ka nga sa MP at Bath house e girl na girl ka, tapos tatawagin mo ang sarli mong straight acting hahahahaha ang tanong lang ay kung may pumapatol ba sayong kapwa natin PLU sa bath house, knowings mo naman ang mga Young Professionals na PLU sobra silang mapili sa ulam. May nalalaman pang Level of Education, nakakahiya ka.

    Anyways lola egay, it will be just a waste of time arguing with you as we are both PLU, besides may kasabihan na “wag makipag away sa mas nakakatanda sayo” sana lang wag mo ng uulitin ang ginawa mo na ang pagiging magaling sa english ay syang basehan ng level of education.

    To MOMOY, PARE PLEASE ACCEPT MY SINCERE APOLOGY, REST ASSURED THAT I WILL NOT BE QUESTIONING YOUR AGE AGAIN. PEKSMAN CROSS MY HEART WILL TO DIE.

    Peace to all

    axe at May 20, 09 at 11:45 am

  342. Axe, in the spirit of my last note to Migs, di na kita papatulan. Di ako pumapatol sa Jologs.

    Egay at May 20, 09 at 12:05 pm

  343. Egay,

    AXE WROTE:

    To David

    Ang yabang mo ate sana dika atakehin sa puso hahahaha, pano ka nakakasiguro na kaya mo akong sipain palabas ng office mo e kung sabihin ko sayo na anak lang naman ako ng isa mga major stockholders ng kumpanyang pinagtatrabahuan mo baka ikaw ang lumuhod sa harapanko para wag lang kitang sipain palabas ng opisina mo. Wag mong ipag yabang sa akin kung ikaw ay boss o kung anong meron ka sa Europe dahil hindi sa pagmamayabang sister kaya koring gawin o tapatan ang kaya mong gawin o kung anong meron kana sa buhay.

    Yan ang hirap sa mga pinoy na nakarating lang ibang bansa akala mo na kung sino na laging nakataas ang nuo, katulad mo nagpupunta rin ako sa ibang bansa pero hindi para magtrabaho as an OFW kundi para magbakasyon lang, kaya wag kang magyabang na BOSS ka dyan sa office nyo ok. ingat lang parekoy baka magka stiff neck ka. nakasakay kana ba sa KABAYO O KALESA ang kabayo kapag tumatakbo di yan lumilingon, kaya ingat ka baka maging petrang kabayo ka.

    II AXE WROTE

    axe wrote on 19. May 2009
    hay naku KAKA ikaw na yata ang nakakalito dahil katulad ko at ni francois o ng iba pang PLU’s na naguguluhan sa totoong edad ni momoy ay nagtatanong lang naman sa kung ano nga ba ang katotohan dahil gaya ng sabi ko we are not born yesterday.

    Dahil base sa mga kwento nya nag doktor sya tapos nag 4 year course sa abroad and then he came home, tapos nag work as consultant sa isang pharmaceutical company. Diba dapat kung above 30 something na sya at hindi turning 30 palang?

    Malay ko ba kung sino si francois, basta ako promdi girl na ako ngayon. nakakaloka naman ang mga tao dito. paghinalaan ba akong si francois

    ETC ETC

    In response Ton Wrote:

    Ton wrote on 17. May 2009
    David and Axe,

    With due courtesies to both of you, this blogsite is now heavily compromised due to so much argument and bickering. It is ironic that you end your statements with Peace to You when in fact, your intent is to outdo each other.

    Maaaring pareho kayong tama pero para nyo nang awa, huwag nyo naman gamitin ang MGG in grandstanding. Mahaba na nga yung postings, hahaba pa unnecessarily.

    I was hoping to see relevant insights from our suki posters only to see this never-ending exchange of labels between you two.

    Please guys, not this site.

    You two have made your respective points. Nadinig na siguro naming lahat. So tama na sana po.

    So AXE changed his name to Francois.

    My opinion:

    I think the rest of the sisters here are just wasting their time on these people, who’ve contributed nothing but negativity.

    Yung iba nama kasi pumapatol pa. IGNORE them na lang.

    allen at May 20, 09 at 12:12 pm

  344. O ayan mga pare Atenista pala si Momoy who graduated between 1999 to 2001, Mataas ang grades, Nag UP Intarmed or nag UST College of Med. Ngayon nasa Big Pharmas or Consumer Company na related sa health… Go go go search na ang mga facebook, friendster at yearbook malamang sya na yun! hahahahahahahaha

    killersmile at May 20, 09 at 4:54 pm

  345. “Arguing on the internet is like running in the Special Olympics… Even if you win, you’re still retarded.” A true quote of what an internet argument is.

    jokjok at May 20, 09 at 7:09 pm

  346. Hi Momoy…just continue on your stories! I love it!!! Don’t mind them… they were all nonesense! You don’t owe them an explanation if wala naman KWENTA!

    To those who act like antagonist on this blog… SHUT UP!

    If wala kayong magandang sasabihin MANAHIMIK na lang KAYO!

    Nobody is perfect…

    WORLD PEACE… wag na kasing mainggit!

    Magshare na lang kayo ng mga stories nyo wag na lang manggulo! Kainis!

    ENjoy Life… Just be happy!

    Moymoy for President
    Caloy for Vice President

    Just continue sharing your experiences/stories…

    WOrld Peace…

    Patrick at May 20, 09 at 10:48 pm

  347. minsan nang sumakit ang ulo ko dahil sadyang di ko maunawaan ang pahayag sa wikang ingles ng isa sa mambabasa dito (paumanhin sa iyo), subali’t mas parang binibiyak sa sakit ng ulo ko sa pagbabasa ng mga balitaktakan ng mga kababayan ko. doktor din po ako (hindi mula sa pamantasn ng pilipinas) isang tanong na lang po, di po pa ang pamagat ng paglulubid ng talakayan na ito ay ” in pursuit of straight men?” tantanan nyo na yan, maaari po ba? Cortal nga dyan !! (meron ba pa nun?) WORLD PEACE !!!

    Doc at May 20, 09 at 11:41 pm

  348. hi to all! first time to post comment. ^_^ i just have a question re: in pursuit of straight men. kasi ganito, base sa mga nababasa kong comments eh I think most of you are straight acting? tama po ba? wawa naman ako hehehe kasi po I was born to look and act like a woman.no facial hair although me konting tumutubo, no shaving necessary hehehe tipid. tapos kahit saan ma’am ang tawag sa kin kahit phone na lang ma’am pa rin haaay. as in kahit sa airport, tinatanong nila ako nasaan na raw yung male companion… haller parang ako dapat yun? 0_o di rin bagay ang short hair at nagmumukha akong tibo ^_^ i don’t wear women’s clothes though. kahit kamay ko pambabae…

    so ganito, i don’t know how to flirt and or know when I am flirting. kasi when I talk to straight men, they get comfortable with me and treat me as if I’m a girl. tapos hayun, hindi ko na alam kung nag fli flirt na ba sila or nagfli flirt na ba ako? even sa mga bar, most men “straight men* as in , would ask me for a dance on the dance floor. pero mega decline naman ako hihihihi kasi nahihiya ako… masyado akong mahiyain when it comes to social gatherings. until now never pa ko nagka boyfriend waaaaah! masyado daw akong maria clara… yung mga lalaki masyado akong ginagalang kainis! so if you were in my position guys, pano kayang dapat kong gawin? hmmm advice naman po? thanks thanks ^_^ gusto ko na kasi ma experience magka boyfriend… 28 na kaya ako!

    ang hirap kasi feeling ko outcast ako sa gay community eh… =(

    name ko bakit gaysha? kasi mukha akong japanese/korean although chinese naman ako. ^_^

    gaysha at May 21, 09 at 3:24 am

  349. Doc

    Mag Eeeeeeen-villllllll ka na lang hahahahaha

    killersmile at May 22, 09 at 1:57 am

  350. Galing galing mo momoy!!! in luv na ako sayo.

    Neil at May 22, 09 at 4:22 pm

  351. Neil, magkahawig name natin ah :)

    Niel at May 22, 09 at 5:50 pm

  352. Hi everyone.

    Im a big fan of Momoy, from his great “escapades” to his life-long lessons he is sharing with us. There are phrases or sentences that really hit the spot for me. Things that make me realize to stop labeling myself and just be contented with who i am regardless of what other people “may” think. i am straight-acting, and everybody who knows me never got an idea i also trip with guys. Momoy also made me realize that you should go for the things that make you happy. no amount of achievement will do this for you. no matter how many degrees youve graduated from, places/countries that youve been to, the number of good-looking actors/actresses youve met, nubmer of high-profiled people you have acquained with, or how well-versed or articulate your replies and comments may be. ive read the desedirata for the first time, and its really cool. thanks for sharing it to me, to the not-very-articulate-group which includes me. im really glad that you continue to express yourself despite the other comments. please try to expect that the more ideas and opinions we share, the more people will also react because, each of us will definitely have our own, and would also want to be heard. i’m really low-profile, i dont want any attention, but i just want to express how much i appreciate the blogs/comments of people like Momoy and Caloy who share their experiences with us guys, who can only dream and imagine it. :P We miss your “escapades” in pursuit of a straight guy. please continue to post them as their are a lot more of us who just wants to read something good after a hard-day’s work.

    Again, i thank everyone whole-heartedly.
    more power to this site!
    especially to the people who can only be “gay” online!

    chan at May 22, 09 at 9:15 pm

  353. ok ka ba chan?

    yakult everyday, everyday ok!

    yakult at May 22, 09 at 9:31 pm

  354. Momoy’s Perspectives and Life Shared: Things are NOT what they seem… 3rd of 3 posted parts (Some names and facts are changed to protect their real identities..)

    The whole time I was concentrated on reading newspapers were emotionally turbulent.It was a confirmation that I’ve been really not healed nor have overgrown my misguided hormones. I would have wanted to engage in small talks with him but I knew i had ill motives. And I guess I was too proud and too righteous to even consider the attraction.

    But I was weak. I would unknowingly take a peek at him feeling shy and feeling concious being alone and in people’s radar. Our eyes often meet and he would give me a ‘Hey, can we talk here..’ inviting smile. The headlines talked about war and terror but it all read colors and wonderlala.Haaay, such feeling of attraction…I was feeling so stupid…

    I tried mapping out his looks so I would not forget him in case that was our last encounter. His eyes had such powerful gaze. Thick brows, strong and square jawline, chisselled lips and carved nose…he was the epitome of Adonis for me. I then imagined him dunking basketballs with his lean, basketball-fit body.

    It led me to thinking how long, how strong and hairy his legs could be…how tight his arm muscles should be and how defined his chest and tummy must be. Then I imagined him all-sweaty after a day’s game and how manly he would smell. I don’t think I can share a shower with him without being unaffected..something I succesfully carried out in my US university and in public gyms.

    I was occupied with my newspaper reading err fantasizing when I sensed someone holding 2 cups of coffee sit beside me on my table and offered the other cup to me….

    “Pare, kinunan na kita ng kape…”

    I was hoping it was Mark…but I saw the flamboyant family friend I have not seen for quite a time…Jude.

    “Syet, the Doctor _____, ikaw pala ang nagpapasok dito sa alaga ko…” buzzed Jude.

    I am good at shutting off one personality to the other..something closeted and trained PLUs are very good at…”Oh, Jude…musta ka na? Blooming ka ngayon ah..I would have not known it is…”

    “Owwws, showbiz diva na ako ngayon, I have a show on local cable..Uy, papakilala ko sayo si Mark, for sure kilala mo na sya. Kababayan natin yan. I invited him sa opening ng resto ng client/friend ko, sya ang nag-cut ng ribbon. Doc, meet Mark…Mark, si Doc Momoy…”

    I remembered extending Mark a firm handshake. Di naman pala sya suplado, mahiyain lang talaga…”Pasencia ka na, I didn’t get to follow local entertainment but of course I knew artista ka.Sikat ka ata kase nagpapapicture pa sayo ang mga tao sa labas kanina. Kaya kita pinapasok kase alam kong you wanted refuge..”

    Jude butted in..”Ay, sorry Momoy, kase I had to arrange sa mga kilala ko dito na makapasok sya sa Lounge kase di naman namin maafford ang business class accomodation. In fact, talagang friendly usapan lang namin sa management team nya, walang kasamang PA. Talagang parang umuwi lang sya sa kanila..”

    At this point, di pa rin nagsasalita si Mark. He was just smiling and towering over us. So my instincts told me I must make him relaxed and be comfortable over me.”Great na nakita kita uli Jude. When we arrive in Manila, can I invite you both to dinner? Where are you based in the metro? Since artista si Mark, the most private yet familiar and closest to me with wide selections is The Heat at EDSA Shangrila Hotel.”

    Jude felt sorry…”Ay, sayang. I am based here, hinatid ko lang talaga si Mark at inarrange flight nya, baka kako makahirit pa ako ng business class.Pero, ikaw Mark?”

    I was not expecting this…”Sorry, di rin ako pwede. Kailangan kong kunin ang scripts ko mamyang gabi sa writer namin…”

    Ahh, I really felt so sorry and sad but I had to hide it. SUNTOK SA BUWAN lang ang mga artistang kagaya ni Mark.

    I decided to be good acquintance with him to maximize our waiting time in the lounge. I pretended to not be concerned with his star status. Since we speak the same language, we had fun talking about Cebu and the network of people and friends that the three of us knew.

    Jude had to leave ahead of our boarding time for a prior commitment. We exchanged numbers…exchanged business cards..I was surprised Mark personally saved my number straight to his cellphone instead of simply keeping my business card as reference. I considered it just a regular guy habit, never thought deeply about it..

    I was thinking na back to square one kami ni Mark since the catalyst to good conversation was gone. But Mark seemed to ease up on me and showed how fun he could be. It helped that he knew nagBIBISAYA rin ako. We talked about the booming business opportunities in Cebu, the nightlife in Manila, our penchant for BORA and the beaches and travelling as a lifestyle.

    We never talked about who we were, what we do…it didn’t matter. I think for most straight men or anybody for that matter,it is a key to a sincere conversation…never talk anything about yourselves that flirts with personal judgment. Needless to say, we had great time waiting for our boarding time at the lounge..on to the tube until we were separated by the distance of our seats…I was at the business class, Mark at the Fiesta economy.

    I tried very hard to forget Mark all the while. I remembered wishing we would not bump with each other over at the baggage area. I worked hard to make my mind asleep but his smile and his taps in my back kept on flashing.I played my iPhone very loud to keep him out of my memory but i can still hear his laughter and his passionate talks. I was even hoping that someone would have severe intestinal flu and would lock himself up in the toilet so I could find an excuse to use the economy toilet and eventually find that smile again from Mark. But no, Mark was a living devil, a walking temptation to my otherwise fine world, I should resist his charm…Heavens, strengthen me…

    I was making sure I’d get out from the airport soonest to not see his traces again but when we landed and turned on my cellphone, got this text…

    “Bro, iinvite mo pa ba ako sa dinner mo? maaga pa naman kase to go to our writer, hehe. Mark pala to…”

    The devils must be really alive and working…

    Momoy at May 23, 09 at 7:46 am

  355. Hi Momoy, glad you’re back! For a time there thought you got exasperated, and gave up already. Your post this morning made my day! Cheers!

    Rainiel at May 23, 09 at 12:22 pm

  356. Naku po Momoy, magpakasal na tayo. shit. in love na talaga ako sayo. promise!!!

    Neil at May 23, 09 at 3:08 pm

  357. Neil,
    uy abay ako sa kasal nyo ni Momoy :)

    Niel at May 23, 09 at 6:27 pm

  358. neil/niel (isang tao ka lang).. nyeta ka!

    para kang bacteria…

    PANIS!!!

    ok ka ba t’yan?

    yakult at May 23, 09 at 7:22 pm

  359. momoy,

    bilib talaga ako sau, ang galing mo gumawa ng kwento, parang totoo talaga ang dating. pwede ka na magsulat sa tabloid hehe parang alfie lorenzo ang dating mo. siguro scriptwriter ka rin dati sa mga bomba films way back 1970’s at titilating films way back 1980’s.

    pansin ko lang, paborito mong setting ang airport, ma-ere ka talaga!

    next story naman yung nag-crash yung plane sa gubat, tapos nagkita kayo ni tarzan. tapos dun mo ulit paikot-ikutin yung kwento para maiba naman.

    nway, keep up the good work!

    francois at May 23, 09 at 7:24 pm

  360. i am new here..

    SMILE!

    pustiso at May 23, 09 at 8:36 pm

  361. ang hahaba ng mga comments, hindi ko na tuloy maintindihan, kasi hindi ko mapagtiyagaang basahin…huhummm…
    marami yata missing in action…paging caloy, matt, totoy bato….tahimik yata kayo…your comments (specially matt) really entertain me…iilan na lang ang matitino at nakakaaliw…yong iba, ano ba yon, kapwa nila bading gusto pa gawing asawa,,,hahaha,,,nakikinita ko sa kanila yong mga bakla sa parlor don sa pasay…..

    tom_cat at May 23, 09 at 9:51 pm

  362. Yakult,
    papansin ka, ikaw ang panis! Di ko kilala si Neil, nakita mong ibang spelling ng name namin sasabihin mong isang tao lang.

    Niel at May 23, 09 at 9:59 pm

  363. niel/neil,

    PANIS!!!

    hehe

    yakult at May 24, 09 at 12:07 am

  364. Exasperated… frustrated…dissapointed…

    I often tell Caloy that I am least affected by the hecklers and the personal attacks. I think their comments are self-destructing so I don’t really see the need to respond.

    What worries me is the growing hypothesis in my mind that I have failed in stimulating valuable, useful, ’senseful’, intellectual interaction amongst the readers here.

    In a place where nothing is valuable and beautiful, that’s where we throw our trash…. and that’s where garbage people exercise their freedom to throw more dirt.

    Caloy often tells me that this is the site where young professional, educated, vibrant and dynamic PLUs thrive. And I often get emails from them with this line…”I really love reading your stories to relax me after a hard day’s work…”

    I am encouraging everyone with something useful to share..not necessarilly stories…but insights, advice, dissapointments, realities in having this assumed skewed, incoordinated hormones.

    Kase kung sa 86 milyong populasyon dito sa Pilipinas ay sampu (10) lang ang pinanganak na taliwas ang tibok ng puso, ay talaga nga palang abnormal ako. At kung isang daan (100) man kaming pinanganak na ganito pero ang 80 ay bastos, mababaw, maiingay lang at walang katuturan katulad ng mga naglipanang comments dito, ay …ikakahiya ko na nga talagang magpakatotoo. Mamatay akong malungkot at tinatanong sa Diyos bakit ABNORMAL ako…

    I am exaggerating here. MGG is not the real world.I may be expecting too much.But come to think of it, dito pa nga lang na puro o karamihan PLUs ang nagbabasa, PASSIVE na tayo, ano pa kaya sa totoong mga mundo natin?

    Let’s weed out the nonsense. We need your valuable insights. Please…

    Momoy at May 24, 09 at 6:35 am

  365. Tanong ko lang ang daming nagsasabi dito na mga straight acting gay guy ek ek ek daw sila, sige nga show your faces at ng magkaalaman na kung ano nga ba ang katotohan. Sabi ni Doc Calayan To See Is To Believe. Sa aming mga ilokano naman Diak Pati, Diak Kita, Aramid Ti Pakakitaan.

    I challenged all those who claimed themselves as straight acting Bayots to have the balls and show off your faces ng magkaalaman na kung sino ba talaga ang may K-A-R-A-P-A-T-A-N para tawaging Straight acting gay guy daw kuno.

    Dahil ang alam ko its either Yes or No lang ang sagot, when someone ask for your gender. There is no such thing as straight acting gay guy, the fact that you are Gay, gay ka talaga. Please stop calling/labeling yourselves as “Im a Straight Acting Gay Guy” dahil baka biglang kumidlat.

    jp at May 24, 09 at 3:53 pm

  366. Hi Moymoy..

    Thanks for your reply…

    M really surprise tlga…

    Here’s my email pat_01985

    Your the best!!!

    Patrick at May 24, 09 at 9:12 pm

  367. smile!

    pustiso at May 25, 09 at 9:10 pm

  368. To Dave of PSG barber fame,

    I believe in your story. Can u email the name/ address of the barbershop? I live near Pasay city, maybe puede niya ako maging regular customer. my email: hero1861@yahoo.com am a married guy with kids so i also value absolute discreetness. thanks

    hero at May 25, 09 at 9:39 pm

  369. @ JP

    pag nagpakita ng mukha di na sila discreet! Pero di na kailangan – mukha namang silang mga mama-san na pinagpeperahan eh HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at May 26, 09 at 12:00 am

  370. hi guys…
    kakauwi ko lang galing baguio… nag-unwind kasama ung taong mahal na mahal ko… nag-ikot-ikot kami sa sm baguio at nag-lunch… habang kumakain kain kami merong mag-bf at ung isa inaasikaso nya ang husto ang kasama nya… pinagsandukan nya ng sinigang, binigyan ng sisig sa pinggan… in short, parang hindi makakuha mag-isa ang bf nya eh mas malaki di hamak ung bf ng bakla sa kanya… naalala ko tuloy ang story ni moy… na very-submissive…

    “I stood up to get the orange juice from the ref and filled his glass.I also sliced the mangoes for him…and returned to the ref as i forgot to give him fruit youghurt.All these i did in silence.He kept on thanking me. I picked up my Centrum and placed one caplet for him near his glass of water. I was about to return the bottle Centrum to the cabinet when…”

    now i got a new TERM sa mga SUB-MISSIVE na bf… “MOMOY” hahaha kasi bading na bading ang mga actions hahaha!!!

    BATO BATO SA LANGIT ANG TAMAAN WAG MAGALIT… HAHAHA!!!

    redhulk at May 26, 09 at 12:03 am

  371. @ momoy
    “Let’s weed out the nonsense. We need your valuable insights. Please…”
    WOW, masyado ka namang senstive… u must accept the fact na di lahat ng tao pupurihin ka… kung gusto mo sarilinin mo na lang story mo MOMOY para walang negative comments sau HAHAHA… at hindi nila malaman how desperate YOU are in CHASING STRAIGHT GUYS!!!

    redhulk at May 26, 09 at 12:33 am

  372. Oo nga Momoy, stop ur craziness! ilusyonada kah! You’re really sick! World Peace!

    matt at May 26, 09 at 4:09 am

  373. basta alam ko..kung cno ung mga sobrang BITTER…un ang mga PANGET…i swear..hehehhe..

    aaron at May 26, 09 at 5:14 am

  374. Naku, may iba na palang aaron dito. How can we be distinguished from one another? Well okay, even though I was the first, from now on I’ll use Aaron A just to be clear.

    Aaron A at May 26, 09 at 9:08 pm

  375. I stopped reading this blog for several weeks. I’m tired of the negativity. Read it again today only to see that there was more of the same. Perhaps it’s too much to expect only positive things, but to those who keep dishing out negative comments, why not contribute your own stories instead?

    Thanks.

    Aaron A at May 26, 09 at 9:11 pm

  376. basta ang alam ko ang taong walang reaction ay ang mga taong walang KARAPATAN mag-react kasi mga pangit… hehehe…

    saka sorry na lang sa mga taong nagbabayad ng sandaling kaligayahan kasi isa lang ibig sabihin nun… mukhang silang gatasan ng pera… hindi ka naman gagatasan ng pera kung hindi ka mukhang bading at malamya hahahaha

    redhulk at May 26, 09 at 9:48 pm

  377. HAHAHA… get a life redhulk and matt…

    Bug off as well… Stop pretending coz your fooling yourself… redhulk and matt ay isang tao lang yan na desperate at walang magawa kaya papansin…

    Akala mo naman kung sinu ka makalait e gawain mo naman yan diba?

    Kung wala kang matinong macontribute dito manahimik ka!!!

    Wala kang kwenta…Puro inngit ka lang.. I pity you!

    Ibabalik ko sayo yung comment mo “BATO BATO SA LANGIT ANG TAMAAN WAG MAGALIT… HAHAHA!!!”

    World Peace…

    Patrick at May 26, 09 at 10:30 pm

  378. baka naman isa yan sa mga ni snob ni “Momoy” kaya sobra kung mang asar sa kanya.

    “Momoy” please give him the time of day.

    echosera at May 27, 09 at 7:26 pm

  379. Agree ako sayo redhulk sa sinabi mo na “mukhang silang gatasan ng pera… hindi ka naman gagatasan ng pera kung hindi ka mukhang bading at malamya hahahaha”

    Basta ako kuntento na ako sa club bath at mga namimit ko sa malls at sa mga bars kapag ako ay nagpupunta ng manila. Ang daming mga super gwapo na macho machohan na mga bakla sa paligid, ok lang na masabihan akong tomboy atleast gwapo at libre naman ang hada ko, isa pa gaano kayo kasigurado na talagang straight men nga ang mga binabayaran ninyong Boylets?

    Im sure magtataasan na naman ng kilay ang mga lolas dito, well ito lang ang masasabi ko ang daming mga baklang gwapo at macho-machohan ang drama, mapili at maarte yan sa ulam, siguro di naman nila ako papatulan kung jologs or pang parlor ang byuti ko gaya ng sabi nina lolang Jed at Egay. Mamatay kayong dalawa sa inggit dahil hindi sa pagmamayabang pero sila ang lumalapit o nagpapakita ng motibo kapag nagppunta ako ng club bath, or sa mga malls.

    Regarding sa straight men marami narin akong experience dyan dahil ang lalake di yan magpapabayad at gawing negosyo ang katawan kung tunay nga syang straight na lalake, lahat ng straight men na natikman ko curious lang sila kung ano ang pakiramdam ng ma BJ O MAKA SEX ANg isang bakla, ni minsan di sila nanghingi ng pera sa akin. Sabi pa nga nila mas masarap daw palang magtrabho ang bading kesa babae. Kaya kapag ang isang lalake ay nanghingi ng pera o bayad sa sex isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun DIKA NYA FEEL O DIKA NYA TYPE hahahahahaha.

    axe at May 27, 09 at 7:57 pm

  380. IN PURSUIT OF AWAY na ang title ng thread na ‘to hahaha

    pustiso at May 27, 09 at 10:25 pm

  381. Just Chew it! Smile!

    pustiso at May 27, 09 at 10:26 pm

  382. yehey!!!!
    hindi na siya password protected!!!!

    eric at Jun 4, 09 at 11:05 pm

  383. This thread is going to self-destruct. Such a pity.

    roger2009 at Jun 5, 09 at 3:46 pm

  384. Hi Migs! Thank you for opening again this page for everyone’s access.

    Pepperonicheese at Jun 5, 09 at 5:58 pm

  385. OMG. This thread is now open, and so far the first few postings have not disappointed me.

    Thanks Caloy, Momoy, Bong and the rest of the guys for giving us very interesting stories indeed.

    Thanks Migs for being charitable and generous by opening this thread for all of us here.

    I just hope this thread becomes peaceful.

    thanks again. way to go!!

    nicko at Jun 5, 09 at 10:48 pm

  386. i finished the whole thread. and now i know why this thread had to use the “password”.

    ang sakit sa ulo basahin.

    anyways, kudos pa rin to doc moymoy, caloy and the rest. whether totoo or hindi (but naniniwala ako sa mga posting nila), just please be happy with the effort given in writing such postings.

    and tama ang ginawa ni doc moymoy, paunti unti ang bigay ang story. doon sa may mas mataas na emotional quotient, ok lang yan (think: marshmallow test).

    thanks again migs for putting this thread open to everyone.

    nicko at Jun 6, 09 at 1:23 am

  387. Ok, so this is back..And since there were one or two who were hoping i’d give a shout (including those from the masseur, maseur thread), I hope this will give closure.

    The chapter of my active participation here is over…I mean..no more sharing of tedious stories to type for me. I just would like to thank everyone for being a part of the few stories I shared here. They were really personal experiences and I really meant well.

    I’ve been reading other blogs lately. I’ve read Corporate Closet and Misterhubs, two wonderful souls. I now wished I have the time and the patience to put up my own and be a responsible host. Maybe soon..maybe.

    Nonetheless, I’d like to thank Migs for the space. And everyone that has been a part of this thread. I failed in fostering enlightening and empowering intellectual interconnection. I felt consumed and was sad that I only gathered the skewed minds. I maybe wrong but at least that’s how I felt.

    If you felt you share the same vision, I hope you can carry on. I think there were four or five who personally emailed me and promised to keep this alive.I still may comment from time to time but no more burdensome expectations for me to share personal stories.

    For the few who inspired me to share my stories, let us continue to celebrate life every moment, everyday.Let’s continue to find and focus on what’s good in every person, in every circumstance. Let’s continue to encourage ourselves, everyday. Because at the end of it all, it’s our life to live. No one else is responsible for our own happiness. It’s a choice only we can make. Let’s choose to be responsible and let’s choose to be happy.

    Bye po…

    Momoy at Jun 6, 09 at 6:39 pm

  388. Kakalungkot naman yung farewell message ni Momoy. Well, kung saan ka masaya Momoy, suportahan ta ka. I’m a big fan. Yung mga naninira sa’yo, they are just bunch of losers…

    David at Jun 6, 09 at 10:03 pm

  389. asus! drama mo momoy.. magpapalit ka lang name eh hehehe

    cge umalis ka na! huwag ka nang babalik ha!

    smile!

    pustiso at Jun 6, 09 at 10:17 pm

  390. Grabe kayo Pustiso et al. Nasira ang intent of this blogsite. Parang naging venue for badmouthing and grandstanding.

    Ewan, pero I am so annoyed by your comments. Para kayong opposition sa kongreso. Walang ginawa kung hindi mag-inarte. Eh kung kayo na kaya ang majority, ano na kaya ang hirit ninyo? Will the buck stop with you? Sige nga, please try sharing your insights, baka naman may ibubuga kayo. Sayang kasi ang space kung palaging irritating responses lang ang ilalagay nyo.

    Paalala lang, World Peace and battlecry ng MGG.

    Ang dami nyong na-irita and if that was your common goal, congratulate yourselves for succeeding.

    Ton at Jun 7, 09 at 1:34 am

  391. TON TON TON PAKITONG-KITONG.. HAHAHA

    PEACE!

    SMILE!

    pustiso at Jun 7, 09 at 3:12 am

  392. i’m happy to see momoy’s posting again but sad at the same time because he will no longer post his stories that relates to the blog’s topic. I respect, understand and agree to his decision. I myself felt reluctant even visiting much more, posting in the thread since the nuisance posters started messing the comraderie of the PLU’s here.

    One thing i totally agree in what Momoy said is the idea of creating his own blog, in fact, i did suggest the same idea in one of our exchanged emails. Go my friend, just do it and dont forget to invite us.

    FIBO at Jun 7, 09 at 4:03 am

  393. “let us continue to celebrate life every moment, everyday.Let’s continue to find and focus on what’s good in every person, in every circumstance. Let’s continue to encourage ourselves, everyday. Because at the end of it all, it’s our life to live. No one else is responsible for our own happiness. It’s a choice only we can make. Let’s choose to be responsible and let’s choose to be happy.” i totaly agree! thanks momoy for the time and insights… im looking forward to your own blog! sana by that time dun mo matapos ang iba mo pang kwento..

    imurnaughtylildevil at Jun 7, 09 at 10:33 am

  394. O hayan ha nag GRACEFUL EXIT na ang Bomba Queen, ang haba ng hair mo may message pa talaga ang mama momoy, anyways sana yung successor mo ay magampanan nya ng maayos ang kanyang trono at hindi yung puro PA GIRL ang gagawin tapos sasabihin na straight acting gay guy daw kuning kuning.

    Kaya BEWARE sa mga nagbabalak na palitan ang trono ni Momoy dahil gaganti sya by using other name/tag.

    axe at Jun 7, 09 at 12:08 pm

  395. Let’s not read this blog for a month and see what happens. Thank you and c u Momoy.

    Ed at Jun 7, 09 at 12:36 pm

  396. not to disrespect migs, pero i think that caloy and momoy should have their respective blogs, para matanggal ang mga dapat matanggal na postings.

    of course i shall patronize migs and his blog. but i think momoy and caloy deserve to create their own.

    please let us know if you momoy and caloy would create one.

    sa mga nanira sa dito, good luck na lang.

    thanks migs again. thanks caloy and moymoy.

    nicko at Jun 7, 09 at 3:17 pm

  397. Momoy’s Perspectives and Life Shared: MARK

    “I tried mapping out his looks so I would not forget him in case that was our last encounter. His eyes had such powerful gaze. Thick brows, strong and square jawline, chisselled lips and carved nose…he was the epitome of Adonis for me. I then imagined him dunking basketballs with his lean, basketball-fit body.”

    The guy he was refering to is Marco Alcaraz. He was too a native of Cebu. He was my classmate during college in University of San Carlos. Was once a varsity on our university before he entered showbiz… This is just a guess.

    Moy, we respect your decision. We really had a great time reading your stories. Hope we could still hear from you. Perhaps from other venue…,

    Gabriel at Jun 7, 09 at 4:06 pm

  398. Well for the record…

    Kay Momoy lang ako nag-rereact dahil alam ko kabadingan lang talaga yang ginagawa nya. I never bad mouthed other posters like Caloy dahil i found their stories more believable…

    But kay Momoy… Baklang bakla

    Hahahahahaha

    killersmile at Jun 8, 09 at 1:02 am

  399. Killersmile, et al
    Your call. Pakibawasan lang ang unnecessary heckling (lalo na si Pustiso).

    Ton at Jun 8, 09 at 10:04 am

  400. matt; pustiso; killersmile and axe are just one person…

    im a computer savvy…..a sort of a hacker…i should know….hehehe….the guy obviously needs medical attention…a phychiatrist in particular….hehehe

    tom cat at Jun 8, 09 at 8:40 pm

  401. How sad!!!

    Moymoy, just continue sharing your stories. Don’t allow those stupid heckler to dictate you.

    rex at Jun 8, 09 at 10:23 pm

  402. tom cat – “i’m a computer savvy”

    sino inulol mo i’m using an email add that doesn’t even exist… maybe your the one who needs medical attention hahahahahahahaha

    killersmile at Jun 8, 09 at 11:53 pm

  403. Sorry guys…

    I’m insane. I think I really need some medical treatment coz I have a psychological problem.

    Please accept my apology. Moymoy please accept my sincerest sorry. Can you now continue on your stories please?

    Thanks and World Peace!!!

    killersmile at Jun 9, 09 at 4:35 am

  404. Yes, killersmile, you’re such a douchebag and you need one up your *%^#$@…

    Heheheheh.

    World Peace!!!!

    DP at Jun 9, 09 at 9:11 am

  405. obvious na obvious si tom cat dito – ulol ka hahahahaha!

    Hindi ako bakla na magsasabi ng World Peace hahahahaha
    __________________________

    killersmile wrote on 09. Jun 2009

    Sorry guys…

    I’m insane. I think I really need some medical treatment coz I have a psychological problem.

    Please accept my apology. Moymoy please accept my sincerest sorry. Can you now continue on your stories please?

    Thanks and World Peace!!!

    killersmile at Jun 9, 09 at 11:25 am

  406. Whew !!! buti pa kayo. Ako I am still sin gle, di naman ako pangit, I can say I also have looks, may pinag aralan… pero wala pa ring dumarating eh… Past time ko ngayon going to spas (legit ones, like city and wensha) … whew, im so bored !!!

    SPAnyol at Jun 9, 09 at 8:08 pm

  407. I’m miserable enough. Please Moymoy share some of your stories. I’ve learned a lot honestly. Your an inspiration to everyone. Please accept my deepest sincerest sorry. Whoever or whatever you are please comeback. We need you here. Take care coz I care or we care!

    killersmile at Jun 10, 09 at 11:19 pm

  408. Cge yung mga impostor na killersmile jan mag flood pa kayo para ma-close tong thread na to.

    It’s not my LOSS tutal mga badingerzie naman ang baliw na baliw kay MOMOY e

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jun 10, 09 at 11:45 pm

  409. It’s sad…. no more good postings here… sinira na ng mga kulang sa pansin….

    Pepperonicheese at Jun 12, 09 at 10:12 am

  410. Since the topic in this thread got off-tangent and got focused on “bangayan” and “tarayan,” I would like to make a proposal: why don’t we have a challenge or a contest? We identify attractive straight guys (promodizers, 711 cashiers, tricycle drivers, models etc. as long as they work in public places so everyone here can have the chance to meet themt) in different locations (Manila, Pasay, Quezon City, Caloocan, Cebu, Davao, Hong Kong, etc) and then let’s see who can pursue them. The point is this: some persons claim that they pursue men while acting like straight men while others pursue men as openly faggots. This way, we know that the persons we are pursuing are real. Then, we will also know which among the two groups–the straignt acting or the faggot acting–is more succesful. We need to have more actions than words. From there, we will learn the techniques in pursuing straight men regardless of what group we belong to. Okay ba?

    Bong at Jun 12, 09 at 10:39 pm

  411. Bong, ok sa akin yan. Type ko mga security guards (there is a good looking tisuyin SG at the new Mercury Drug in Don Antonio, QC), trycicle drivers, guapong janitors etc.

    Ang style ko straight-bading. I generally act straight while pursuing the guy using all sorts of excuses to get them to a “date” (Jolibee, Burger King, etc) – I tell them I need a body guard, or for carpenters, may ipapagawa ako. Gusto ko muna silang makausap. Normally, this takes a few times of “yaya” medyo nagpapakipot ang mga ito (surely, nakakahalata). pag nag agree na(dapat may konting suspicion na, but I’m surprised a number of them tell me na di nila halata until I actually made the proposition) , sa date namin mismo ipapahalata ko na na may pagka bading ako. Pag nakikipag laro pa, isip ko siguro “open” siya, saka ko sasabihin na type ko sya saka yayayain kong mag :”usap” sa “pribadong lugar”. Paborito ko ang Jolibee sa R0oces/ Pantranko dahil katabi ang Sogo o sa ABS CBN area dahil malapit sa Camelot. Magandang malapit, baka magbago ng isip.

    Hindi puwedeng straight ka all the way sa akto at a certain point. Dapat, i stoke mo yung suspicion (bading yata ito) hangang “bading pala ito” para pumunta siya sa puntong “sige na nga, wala namanng mawawala sa akin, praktikalan lang”. Of course, the economic requard should be much more than their measly minimum wage, wala pang witholding tax.

    Di ko kaya yung mga type ni Momoy dahil obviously pang Class “A” and “B” – mga modelo, promo guys, artista ng pa-sikat pa lang o palaos na (bet 25,000 to 100000 ang mga ito), laos na Viva Hot Men (2,000-30,000) o artistang in between TV telenovelas or sine series (above 100,000). Bukod sa mahal, mas type ko ang mga may harabas – pahinante, kargador, SG, taxi drivers, pintor, wag lang madungis at puwedeng paliguan.

    ecco at Jun 13, 09 at 8:50 am

  412. Ecco, same here ang mga type ko rin yung medyo blue-collar, gusto ko talaga yung mga security guards ng Shangri-la, tsaka yung mga private detectives ng mga hotels.
    I have tried picking up bartenders from 5-star hotels, actually they do not earn that much because most of them are contractual, they rely so much on tips etc. medyo maginvest ka lang konti to get their attention. May isang hotel dyan along roxas blvd., lahat ng waiterss and guards dyan puro gwapo at mababait.

    MarkZ at Jun 14, 09 at 3:29 pm

  413. suspetsa ko, kung puro guapo ang mga guards, waiters…etc sa isang establishment, pihado, gay ang nag hire o ang manager o ang mayari. natural lang dapat ang pagiging guapo’t ok ang dating sa ibang propesyon- bellboy ng mga 5 star hotel, lalaking med rep, etc. pero ang type ko talaga, guapong karpintero, mason, SG, house painter, wash ur car boy

    lets share places where you’ve spotted, picked up one of these and let me start – doon sa Republica beside Kalle Juan at the corner of Morato and Sct. Rallos may 3 waiters doon na puwede – look for the tisoy waiter. i got his counterpart who looks more moreno, pinoy, mambubugbog ng asawa type

    any other sharing/referrals in QC/greenhills area. my experience: where theres one, there are possibly more

    ecco at Jun 14, 09 at 7:07 pm

  414. @ecco
    What do you mean na puede..???? before may taxi driver na nagpahawak sa akin g etits niya bago ako bumaba.. hahahaha… may isang guy jan sa McDo Tomas Morato, ang cute ng bata. tuinitigan ko siayng mabuti tapos napansin niya ata, yumuko na lang siya… hahahhha nasa cashier siya. Check him out…

    SPAnyol at Jun 16, 09 at 2:11 pm

  415. Hoy mga becks!!!!! me share ako!!! me guapo na cashier sa 7-11 Total Corporate Center. Ang TCC ay nasa Fort. Name ng cashier ay chibug!!!! ang cute cute nya!!!

    eric at Jun 16, 09 at 4:17 pm

  416. Mahilig rin ako sa mga SG at mga morenong moreno types tulad ng mga handyman at janitor. In fact, gusto ko ang maitim na lalaking pinoy na batong bato ang katawan. mamula mula ang pagka moreno niya. Una kong encounter sa janitor ay sa school namin, noong nagrereview ako para sa Architecture board. Nakatira ako sa dorm noon. Kokonti lang kami dahil wala pa ang mga estudyante at yung konting board reviewer lang ang nandoon. Tuwing umaga ay maaga akong gumigising. Mga 5:30 ay gising na ako dahil kailangan kong maligo. Kailangang makaligo ako habang wala pang mga nagrereview ng kasi dyahe naman kung marami ng tao sa CR although may cubicle naman kaya lang mas gusto ko pa rin na walang tao pag naligo ako.
    Isang araw pagkatapos kong maligo ay may binati ako ng isang janitor. Night shift itong janitor na ito at binubuksan nya ang dining room at mga ibang facilities. Aircon kasi ang mga rooms sa floor na iyon kaya inilo-lock pag gabi. Ok ang itsura ng janitor na ito. Bata pa at matipuno ang katawan. Bakat na bakat din ang bukol sa gitna ng kanyang pantalon. Pumasok muna ako sa quarters ko at nag-ayos pagkatapos ay lumabas ako at nakipagkwentuhan sa kanya. Alvin ang pangalan nya.
    Habang palipat lipat sya ng mga room na binubuksan nya ay sinamahan ko sya kunwari ay nakikipagkwentuhan. Hanggang sa dumating kami sa pinakahuling room sa pinakagilid ng floor na yon. Naglakas loob ako na idikit ang kamay ko sa bukol sa kanyang pantaloon habang nakikipagkwentuhan sa kanya. Hindi naman niya ito pinansin. Pagbukas nya ng kwarto ay hinatak ko sya sa loob. Tinanong nya sa kin kung bakit daw. Hindi ko sya sinagot bagkus sa dinakma ko ang buko sa loob ng kanyang pantaloon. Hinimas ko ito. Akala ko ay magagalit sya pero hindi sya kumikibo. Lumuhod ako sa kanyang harapan at tinanggal ko ang zipper at butones ng kanyang pantalon kasama ng kanyang sinturon. Inilabas ko ang kanyang tite na noo’y unti-unti ng tumitigas. Dinilaan ko ang pinakaulo ng kanyang kargada. Hindi ko pa sinusubo ay umuungol na sya. Hindi na ako nakapagpigil at ibinaba ko na ang kanyang pantaloon hanggang sa kanyang tuhod. Hindi ko tinantanan ang paghigop sa kanyang galit nag alit na ari. “Ahhh. . .tama na baka may makakita sa atin.” Pagkasabi nun ay bigla nyang hinugot ang kanyang kargada mula sa aking bibig at inayos nya ang kanyang pantalon. Pagkatapos nyang maisara ito ay lumabas na si Alvin sa kwarto. Medyo disappointed ako dahil bitin ang experience ko sa kanya pero ok na rin sa loob-loob ko at least natikman ko sya.
    Bumalik na ako sa quarters at nag-ayos ng mga gamit. Mga alas siyete ng umaga ng may kumatok sa kwarto ko. Binuksan ko ito at nagulat ako ng makita ko si Alvin. Nagpapaalam ang mokong dahil uuwi na daw sya dahil hanggang 7 am lang daw ang shift nya. Tinanong ko sya kung gusto nyang pumasok muna saba’y dila sa aking labi. Nakuha nya ang ibig kong ipakahulugan at pumasok sya sa kwarto. Pagpasok nya ay sya pa ang nag-lock ng pinto. Kusa syang naghubad ng kanyang pantalon (nakapagpalit na sya at hindi na janitor uniform ang suot nya). “Puta ka pinasakit mo ang puson ko kanina.”
    Game ang janitor na ito. Marahil natakot lang kanina na may makakita sa amin sa classroom kaya umalis. Ngayon na isang kwarto kami na walang makakakita kaya lumabas ang pagiging agresibo nito. Hinatak nya ako palapit sa kanya at pinatalikod. Sa isang hila ay ibinaba nya ang aking shorts at brief. “Meron ka bang pampadulas?” ang tanong nya. Hindi ako kumibo dahil alam ko ang gagawin nya medyo natakot ako. Nakita nya ang lotion sa lamesa at kinuha nya ito. Binuhan nya ang pwet ko at pagkatapos ang inasinta nya ang butas ko.
    Dahan dahan ay naramdaman ko ang pagpasok ng kanyang kargada sa butas ko. “Ahh, tangina ang sarap nito, siguro makipot pa, sarap mong kantutin… ahhh.” Medyo kinakabahan ako dahil baka may makarinig sa amin sa corridor dahil dumarami na rin ang mga tao ng ganung oras. Pero hindi sya nagpapigil, bawat ulos ay lalong mas nagiging maingay si Alvin. Puro ungol kasabay ng tunog ng paglabas pasok ng kanyang kargada sa aking pwerta. Ako ma’y napapaungol na rin. Hindi ko na rin pinansin ang ingay na aming nililikha. Ilang sandali pa ay ibinaon ni Alvin ng husto ang kanyang tite sa aking puwet at nagpakawala siya ng isang malakas at mahabang ungol. Naramdaman ko na nag-init ang loob ng aking pwerta. Nilabasan si Alvin. Ang dami, sa sobrang dami ay nararamdaman ko na umaagos ito mula sa aking pwet papunta sa aking mga hita.
    Patayo akong tinira ni Alvin. Kaya pagkatapos nyang bunutin ang kanyang kargada ay lupaypay itong umupo sa sofa. Nakahubad pa rin ang maong na pantalon. Ako naman ay kumuha ng t-shirt upang ipang punas sa aking kawatan. Habol hininga at nakapikit pa si Alvin habang naglilinis ako ng aking sarili. Nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataon na pagmasdan ito. Hindi sya naghubad ng t-shirt puro bakas ang matipuno nyang katawan. Malaki ang kanyang dibdib at bumubukol ang kanyang mga masel sa braso. Moreno si Alvin kaya lalaking lalake ang dating sa akin. Jackpot ako sa kumag na ito.
    Ilang sandali pa ay tumayo na sya at isinuot ang kanyang pantalon. Tinulungan ko syang mag-ayos. Hinalikan ko sya sa pisngi at hinayaan naman nya ako. Nagpaalam na sya pagkatapos dahil malayo pa raw ang uuwian nya. Tamang tama naman na paglabas nya ay dumating ang ilan kong mga kaklase sa review.

    SJ at Jun 17, 09 at 5:03 am

  417. ecco,

    binigay mo ang price range ng mga conquest ni momoy. yung sa yo? ano ang price range ng mga ganyang tipo: SG, waiter, carpenter, etc.?

    salamat, kapatid!

    marco jordan at Jun 17, 09 at 1:04 pm

  418. holy shit, SJ! That story was smoldering HOOOOOT!!!!

    marco jordan at Jun 17, 09 at 1:09 pm

  419. marco jordan. siyempre, socialized ang pricing. yung isang waiter na kinuha ko zero. nung nagaabot ako ng 1 k ayaw niyang kunin. hindi raw siya ganoon. pero weeks later, nagrequest siyang pabili ng gamit. di naman mahal kaya pinaunlakan ko.

    generally depende sa hirap ng pursuit at degree ng kaguapuhan. kung sobrang atat na atat ka, at sobrang pakipoy yung guy, mga 2k upwards sa una (para ma enganyo…kung masyadong buraot ka, baka ayaw na sa next time)

    may pagka socialized din depende sa perception mo ng pangangailangan. yung mga pinsang guapo ng driver ko na galing sa Masbate, pinayagan kong mag inuman sa garahe namin, sumama rin ako at pinahalata kong gusto ko yung dalawa. nong malasing na, nakuha ko yung isa, mga 18 siya at morenong guapo. Pagkatapos namin, binigyan ko lang ng 200 pesos. Yung pinsan niya na napapayag ko two days later 200 rin. Yung 18 year old, guapong guapo parang morenong version ni Aldred Gatchalian, mas guapo pa nga, kaya pinaaral ko sa isang vocational course at tumira sa akin ng 1 year. Sulit naman dahil halos 3x a week kami.

    One time may nakita akong dog groomer sa isang dog show. Nakumbinse kong mag groom ng mga pomeranian at poodles ko at least once a week. May bigote, dusky a lalakeng lalake. Bukod sa “dog grooming” iba rin ang grinoogroom ng bigote niya sa kama ko. Dagdag sa 150 pesos lang sa grooming fee niya, pero once a while, may hinihingi siya (t shirt, murang cell, etc…hindi naman mahal). Over all lumalabas lang na average of 300 per session withour the actual dog grooming fees. Actually dapat kabayon ang ginugroom niya dahil parang baby na kabayo ang kanya.

    ecco at Jun 17, 09 at 1:38 pm

  420. My experience is different but it works sometimes. Years ago, I dialed the number of an office on a week end thinking that they operated in that busy office on saturdays. The guy who answered was a security guard whom I mistook for a trunkline operator. Turns out there was no trunkline operator also on weekends. The voice on the other side sounded very macho, deep, may pagka brusko with just the right amount of office decourum. Intrigued I began to chat with him and he responded (he was probably bored with the SG routine. One topic led to another until the talk led to dirty sex (ang macho macho ng boses mo, ang dami mo na sigurong na biktima…saka, parang malaki ang sa yo…etc, etc. To cut the long story short we became phone sex mates and later on agreed to meet. He was fairly good looking and we had sex..

    Since then, out of my own boredom, I would make random calls to banks and other establishments (bank branches where there is a lone bored guard) and try to strike the same type of conversation. I would pass by the branch to see if the guy was worth the effort -95% NOT – and if worth the effort would follow the same strategy.

    Some guards would actually refer other guards. Out of boredome generally most would humor you and continue the conversation. The success rate is moderate but if you strike gold you have an honest to goodness working class stud who is not usually high maintenance. Try it.

    jimboy at Jun 17, 09 at 4:31 pm

  421. hahaha salamat sa detalyadong sagot, ecco. ang kaibigan ko din, merong kilalang bugaw na nagdadala sa kanya ng kung sinu-sinong lalake. lahat tipong straight na pumapatol lang para sa pera. pinapakain niya yung guy at yung bugaw, tapos ang bayad sa lalake P300 to P500. so sa halagang P1000 to P1500, regular ang supply niya ng straight meat. okay na!

    marco jordan at Jun 17, 09 at 4:36 pm

  422. I work with a call center company located in the Makati area. Hindi ako straight acting pero hindi rin ako yung screaming type. Malamya lang ang kilos ko, may konti tilamsik ang mga daliri na kaya kong kontrolin kung gusto kong pa-min. May mga araw na natatapos ang shift ko ng 10:30. Minsang umuulan, pagkatapos ng aking shift, nag-log out na ako at bumaba na ng aming bldg.

    Tuloy pa rin ang lakas ng ulan so ang ginawa ko nag palipas muna dun sa ground floor namin kung saan at nagkataon na duty yung mamang guard na matagal ko nag pinagpapantasyahan. Medyo madilim na ang bldg kasi nga patay na ang mga ilaw dahil magastos nga naman sa kuryente kung bubuksan lahat ng ilaw sa each floor. Dun lang naman sa 4th floor ang may tao so patay ang ilaw from grnd. Flr ” 5th floor, un sa 4th floor lang ang bukas ang mga ilaw.

    Habang naghihintay at nagpapalipas na mawala ang ulan nakita ko si mamang guard na fantasy ko, nandun naka upo sa kanyang chair at hawak ang logbook at ewan ko kung ano ang sinusulat. Lumapit ako at medyo nakipag kwentuhan. Alam ni mamang guard na medyo may pagkalambot ako kaya pag tuwing nakikita na ako na pumapasok na sa office eh nginingitian nya ako syempre ayaw ko naman maging suplado ngiti din ang Tita mo. maraming beses na nahuhuli niya akong nakatingin sa kanya. So ayun lumapit ako sa kanya at sabi ko, ano ba lakas naman ng ulan ang lamig naman d2 ndi ka ba natatakot d2 kasi patay ang ilaw tapos ulan pa tapos may kulog pa?

    Mamang guard: hindi naman ako takot eh sanay na ako.

    Kayo lang ba mag isa d2?

    Mamang guard: oo. Sanayan lang.

    Ah ganon ba! Hhhhmmmmmm

    At kung ano-ano pa ang pinag uusapan naming tanong nya ako tungkol sa info ko syempre sagot naman ang Tita nyo ask ko din sya ng info sagot naman ang mamang guard, kwento.. kwento… habang malakas pa rin ang ulan at medyo lumalim na ang gabi siguro mag 12midnight na un eh ang Tita nyo pag umuulan at medyo malamig ang panahon medyo tumataas ang likido sa katawan para bang nag hahanap ako ng init… so dedma n lang ako sa oras at sa pagod ko parang feel ko na ata si mamang guard parang feel ko mag pa virgin sa kanya …

    So eto na, syempre para naman maiba ang usapan naming kasi panay wholesome ang usapan naming ginawa ko na ng Triple XXX pang R-18 na tlaga. Ask ko sya kung may experience na sya sa same sex eh ang mamang guard walang keme-keme sumagot agad ng “OO” naloka ako so ask ako sino naman? Sabi nya si Ricky… ha!?!?! (Naloka ako kasi un Ricky na un ang officemate ko na alam mo un una pa lang alam mo na agad ang dugo kasi nga mag kadugo kayo so ramdam mo na gay din sya ahahhahaa, super deny pa yan Ricky na yan eh sya pa nakauna kay mamang guard, ay naku dapat makuha ko rin si mamang guard habang malamig ngayon gabi, sabi ko sa isip ko), so walang ng pakeme-keme pa sabi ko: eh kung sabihin ko sa u gusto ko mag pa virgin sa u ano gagawin mo? Natawa lang si mamang guard, bkt ka natawa?!

    Mamang guard: akala ko kasi wholesome ka?!

    Baliw syempre naman meron din pagkakataon na ndi ako wholesome.

    Natawa na naman si mamang guard!

    So ano gusto ko mag pa virgin sa u?

    Mamang guard: saglit sarado ko lang itong pinto kasi baka may pumasok eh mauna ka sa cr susunod ako.

    So eto na dali dali ako pumasok sa cr ng grnd floor, maya-maya pa pumasok na si mamang guard. Hhhmmmm para bang hayok na hayok ako nun gabi un hinalikan ko muna sya sa leeg ay mabango ndi sya maalat ndi amoy pawis balat kung balat tlaga ang lasa halikan ko sana sya sa lips pero ndi sya pumayag ndi daw sya sanay makipag halikan sa kapwa lalake so okei fine I know naman ur str8. so binuksan ko un polo nya tinanggal ko polo nya then tinanggal ko t-shirt sya.. wowwwww naloka ako laki pala ng dibdib ni mamang guard so ako naman eto walang patawad sa kakasuso sa dibdib nya at si mamang guard parang ang lakas ng kutob ng dibdib…. kabado?! (First time?!) ahahahaaa so ayan suso ditto suso duon dila to the maxxx na alam ko naman nasasarapan si mamang guard kasi nasasabunutan ako at napapaunggol siya… syempre sinarapan ko lalo hala sige…. Habang ang kamay ko naman eh gumagapang patungo sa ari nya… hmmm medyo matigas na.. himas ditto himas duon ang ginawa ko habang ako ay panay dede sa suso nya ahhahahaaa… maya-maya pa nararamdaman ko na para bang tinutulak nya ako pababa…. Ay alam ko na ito…. So ginawa ko pinaupo ko sya sa lababo at tinanggal ko agad ang slacks nya tangna tigas na tigas etits ni mamang guard ang nipis ng buhok parang inahit ahhehehee sarap naman pero ndi kaputian ang ari ng mamang guard kasi Moreno sya…. so sinimulan ko na agad isubo etits ni mamang guard. Dila to the maxxx at deep throat ako ahehheee habang si mamang guard sarap na sarap sa ginagawa ko… nagulat na lang ako ng un kamay nya ay parang inaabot ang behind ko ano ito hinahanap nya yun butas ko hmmm gusto ba pasukin ni mamang guard? So tumayo ako at sabay sabi virgin pa ako dyan.

    Mamang guard: try lang natin, mas masarap nga un virgin masikip.

    Ahh…. Ehhh baka ndi ko makaya. (pero sa isip-isip ko parang kaya ko ata ndi naman kalakihan etits ni mamang guard pero pantay at diretso ang sukat at hugis)

    So kinuha ko un petroleum jelly ko sa bag ko (lagi me may dalang pertroleum jelly un sa maliit na bottle para pag dry un lips ko pahid ko) so eto na kinuha ko ang jelly, tapos hinubad ko na ang pants ko kasama na undies ko…. Tapos sinubo ko muna etits nya habang ako naman eh kabado kung tama ba itong gagawin ko ibibigay ko ang virginity ko kay mamang guard bahala na libog din naman ako…. So eto na tumalikod ako sa kanya nilagyan nya ng petroleum jelly daliri nya at unti unti finger nya butas ko shet sarap pala nakikiliti ako na masakit na ewan so isang daliri hala masikip pa nga ako nasasaktan pa ako maya maya ginawa na nya dalawang daliri hala ano na ito masakit na tlaga pero pinigil ko pa rin naka tuwad na ako at naka kapit sa lababo nakikita ko sarili naming sa salamin kasi nakatapat kmi sa lababo na may salamin ganda pag masdan parang pelikula ito ahahhahaaa… so maya-maya pumuwesto na si mamang guard un pants nya nakasayad na sa sahig at ako rin unti-unti nya pinasok ang etits nya sa butas ko shet ang sakit virgin ako… kitang kita ko sa mukha ni mamang guard ang libog na nararamdaman nya habang pinapasok nya ang etits nya sa butas ko ako naman ay kagat labi dahil sa tiis… maya-maya pa nakapasok na etits ni mamang guard sa butas ko… shet ang sakit na mahapdi na ewan pero madulas dahil nga sa jelly na nilagay nya… hala kadyot sya ng kadyot ako naman hingal na hingal at napapa-aray… walang tigil na kadyot at ungol ang ginawa ni mamang guard habang nakatingin ako sa salamin at pinagmamasdan sya mamaya pa ay sinabi nya na malapit na sya kadyot d2 at kadyot duon ang ginawa nya… bigla nya hinaltak papalabas ang etits nya sa butas ko at tumalsik ang napakaraming tamod sa likod ko…. Langya panay tamod likod ko… natawa na lagn sya sa ginawa nya at ako naman naka tuwad pa rin at sinabing punusan mo nga yan tamod mo sa likod ko kadiri ka… sabay tawa ahahhahahaa…

    Dali-dali kami nagbihis dalawa at naloka na lang ako 1am na pala langya nagmadali na ako nagbihis at naglinis ng behind ko sakit parang nawarak ata pwet ko ahahahhaa at lumabas ng cr medyo ndi na umuulan ambon-ambon n lang binuksan na ni mamang guard un pintuan ng bldg at nag paalam sa kanya sabi ko langya ka ikaw naka virgin sa akin… nakauwi ako ng bahay na medyo ndi mapakali sa pagkakaupo sa jeep dahil nga siguro sa virgin pa ako at masakit ang pakaka-ayuda sa akin ni mamang guard.

    Gene at Jun 18, 09 at 3:49 pm

  423. My modus operandi is to be good friends with my crush for a while and when I can no longer stand it I “accidentally” brush my junior against his thigh or hand and wait for their reaction.

    Zaldy at Jun 18, 09 at 5:05 pm

  424. Mahilig ako dati sa mga masseur. Halos lingo lingo akong laman ng MP ngunit nagbago itong addiction na ito sa male to male massage dahil sa isag experience na di ko makalimutan sa Bacolod.

    Several years ago umatend ako sa isang conference sa Bacolod Convention Center. I went a day earlier dahil first time kong pumunta sa ciudad na ito and I wanted to look at the sights before the conference crowd would fill up the place.

    Na notice ko agad ang maputi at matangkad ang SG sa entrance sa lobby. Malakas ang dating at guapong matigas. Dahil dito, padaan daan ako sa entrance, kunwari nagtatanong ng mga pupuntahan.

    Noong pagabi na, na notice ko na duty pa rin siya. Binati ko siya ng “ang sipag niyo naman ditto, duty ka na kanina, hanggang ngayon, duty ka pa”.

    Sumagot siya na di dumating ang reliever niya kaya double shift. Lilipat raw siya sa likod ng Convention Center dahil gusto ng management, presko at di aantukin yung nasa harap.

    Tiynempuhan ko na nasa likod na siya at nagkunwari akong di ako makatulog at walang mapuntahan. Actually, 11pm pa lang, maaga para sa Manila pero late na para sa Bacolod dahil di pa week end.

    Naki pag kuwentuhan ako sa kanya, at napunta sa asawa. Ang sabi ko, wala pa akong asawa. Sagot niya, sir, wala pa rin akong asawa . (23 siya). Sabi ko, hindi ka ba nahihirapan? Sa age mo, height yan ng kalibugan. Paano ka nagpaparaos?

    Dito, naikuwento niya na marami siyang nagging girlfriend mula 12 pa siya. In fact, una raw siyang nakatikim noong 12 siya, sa 15 years old na babae na may crush sa kanya.

    Sabi ko: “ang libog mo siguro”

    Guard: Sir, di ko maiwasan kung may lumalapit. Bawal tumangi ng grasiya.

    Sagot ko: Marami ka na sigurong napaiyak na babae.

    Nagulat ako sa sumunod na sagot niya: “Lahat sir, umiyak, malaki kasi yung akin…may bading na ring nakatikim nito, napaiyak din nung pinilit kong ipasok sa puwerta niya.” Sabay ngiti.

    Sabi Ko: “Talaga?” saka: “Alam mo bang type kita?”

    Sagot niya: Sir, kanina ko pa nahalata, noong umaaligid aligid ka. Ayokong mauna kasi baka mali naman ako.

    Yaya ko: Puwede ka ba ngayon? Doon tayo sa kuarto ko. Pasimple kang pumunta doon.” Binigay ko ang room number ko.

    Guard: Bawal sir. May quarters kami dito sa likod. Walang papasok dito saka puwede kong lagyan ng tuwalya yung doorknob para di pumasok yung iba. Alam na nila yun.

    Pagpasok nang sa kuwarto, nagtanggal kaagad siya ng kanyang uniporme. Matipuno siya at dahil maputi, namumula ang nipples.

    Hinalikan ko siya sa katawan pababa hanggang dumating ako sa baba.

    Binuksan niya yung zipper niya para sa akin at tumabad yung ari niya na hindi pa matigas ngunit malaking malaki na, malambot pa lang. Medyo natagalan ako sa pagpatigas. Halos nangawit ang bunganga ko ngunit noong galit nag alit na yung uten niya, nahuhumindik sa galit.

    Bigla niyang sinabunutan ang buhok ko at pinwersa niya na isubo ko ang buong ari niya. Napabilaok ako at halos tumulo ang luha sa pinagsamang hirap at sarap. May pagka sadista yata dahil kung napapabilaok ako, lalo niyang isinusubsob. Mga 15 minuto yatang ganoon.

    Marahas ang paghawak niya sa aking ulo at maskit ang kapit niya sa buhok ko. Nagmumura…p—ina, malibog ka talaga, hindot ka, kunwari pag di mo kaya yan…isagad mo!…gago ka, isagad mo yan, sabay subsob.

    Para along mawawalan ng malay. Natatakot akong baka mabilaokan o mawalan ng hangin. Pinilit kong tanggalin ang ulo ko sa naghuhumindik niyang tarugo pero isinusubsob niyang lalo. Parag enjoy na enjoy siya na makita akong hirap sa bagsubo ng buong ari niya. Minsang nakalagpas ako, sabi ko, tama na, pagod na ako, batihin mo na lang.

    Isang malakas na sampal ang idinampi niya sa aking pisngi. Sa lakas ng sampal, parang ngkaroon ng mga kumikislap na ilaw sa aking utak. Para akong ragdoll na hinawakan niya ulit sa ulo sabay pinilit niyang isubo ulit yung kanyang nangangalit na ari. Parang wala akong maisip. Hindi ako makaisip. Ang nakikita ko lang, yung namumulang ulo ng kanyang uten at ang mga ugat ng ari niya.
    Parang 30 minuto yata yong pag ulos-ulos ng uten niya sa bibig ko. Nararamdaman kong sumasalpok sa likod ng punganga ko ang tigas na tigas na ulo, at na papa-gag ako.

    Sumasabay yung hirap at sarap at yung takot na baka bugbugin ako pag nakaraos na siya. Kung ano ano ang pumasok sa aking utak. Papatayin kaya niya ako? Saan niya ako itatapon?

    Pagkatapos ng mahabahaba ring minuto, bigla niyang ikinabig ang ulo ko at bumulusok ang tamod niya. Sinubukan kong iangat ang ulo ko pero sabi niya: isubo mo lahat yan, pag hindi, susuntukin kita.

    Hindi na ako nakapagpalabas pagkatapos noon dahil hapong hapo ako sa experience na yon, na first time ko ang makaranas sa ganoong tipo. Di ko maintindihan kung nagenjoy ako o ano. Pero nagkita ulit kami sa labas bago matapos ang conference at sa pang short time na hotel sa Bacolod timuloy. Bawal kasi ang mga guard na tumuloy sa room ng guests sa Bacolod Convention Center. Ganoon din ang nangyari, pero bukod sa pag tsupa, tinira niya ako sa likod habang mahigpit na hawak niya ang leeg ko at hinahampas ako sa puwet. Nung pinasok niya, wala man lang pasakale, biglaan, napaluhod ako sa sakit ng pag puwersa sa butas ko ng ari niya.

    Mula noon, hindi na ako nageenjoy kung hindi ako sinasampal, inuuntog o pinipilit. May isang experience ako na sinasakal ako (mula sa likod) habang kinakantot ako. Pag nilalabasan, lumalakas ang sakal. Minsan nagpasuntok ako sa mukha habang sumususo ako. Nang dumaloy ang dugo mula sa ilong ko, lalo akong tinigasan.

    Hindi na ako puwede sa mga massage parlor dahil gusto ko, sinisigawan ako’t pinapagalitan o bahagyang binubugbog at minumura. Hindi ako nagpapatali kasi baka kung anong maisip at baka mapunta sa di ko makontrol.

    Napaka sarap ang feeling na nauuntog sa hadboard ang ulo ko habang kinakadyot ng sagad na sagad, habang nilalamas ang suso ko hanggang pulang pula siya, habang napapaiyak at halos mabilaokan.

    Ayoko na ng hindi brusko. Gusto ko, mga SG, tambay (wag lang adik), pahinante, etc. Siguro, mahigit na 20 guard na ang aking natikman.

    Maraming ayaw mambugbog o manampal. May mga napaka maton ang dating pero nahihiyang nananampal. Mapapatawa pa nga. May mukhang maamo pero malakas mambugbog at magmura.

    Edwin at Jun 18, 09 at 8:43 pm

  425. edwin, pinantasya ko na yan, pero di ko pa nasubukan. download mo ang mga machofucker movies. walang awang kantutan! ang saya!

    zaldy, mataas ba ang success rate mo sa M.O. mo? di ba mas magandang strategy ang ma-accidentally brush mo ang titi nila? para ma-stimulate? suggestion lang naman.

    jimboy, great suggestion! will try it. pero ayaw kong trial and error. i-sight ko na muna yung guard bago ako tumawag.

    marco jordan at Jun 19, 09 at 2:49 pm

  426. Marco Jordan-tingin ko mas safe ako kung yung akin tumama sa tuhod, pwet o kamay nila. Parang accidental lang. Pero pag ako ang naka’feel’ at hindi pala sya pumapayag – eh ewan ko na. Baka mas delikado. My success rate is over 50% pero syempre na screen ko na before I make my move.

    Zaldy at Jun 19, 09 at 10:52 pm

  427. Papunta ako ng Dipolog City noong Enero nitong taon na ito to attend a friend’s wedding. Dala ko ang aking jeep sa 8 hours na biyahe nang maabutan ako ng ulan sa isang bayan. Aba’y pagkalakas-lakas at kailangan kong sumilong at sa isang waiting shed sa tabi ng highway na may taniman ng mais ako napahinto. Tanaw ko ang isang lalaki na obviously ay isang magsasaka dahil bitbit niya ay pang araro. Nang napahinto ako sa ay agad kong napansin ang kanyang mukha.

    Binata siguro ay mid-20’s at di mo akalain na makahagilap ka ng ganoon kagwapong lalako. Medyo mataas ang kanyang buhok at syempre moreno. Hubad ang kanyang t-shirt dahil basang basa nga sya habang ang kanyang gutay gutay na maong ay laylay na makikita na ang kanyang buhok sa kanyang ari. Pagbaba ko ay agad akong ngumiti sa kanya at sya naman ay agad akong pinagsabihan. Panhik ka muna boss, mamaya pa to titigil. Oo nga eh, sabi ko sa kanya. Tinanong niya kung saan ako pupunta, taga-saan ako, ano ang trabaho ko at sinagot ko naman lahat iyon. Ng ako na ang nagtanong sa kanya, ay ito ang binato ko: Bigay siguro ng trabaho mo no? Oo nga sir, pero di na itinatanong iyon, magsasaka nga eh.

    Sabi ko siguro talagang maganda ang katawan nya… at napangiti lang sya. Ang abs mo… Anong abs? sabi niya. Ang tiyan mo sabi ko kako… Sobrang tigas na siguro nyan, labas na ang anim na pandesal… at muli napangiti sya. Pwede mahipo? Sabi ko… Ho? Gulat nya… Sabi ko pwede bang mahipo? Para ano ho? Talagang naamoy na nya ang pakay ko… Pero nagpapademure pa rin ako… Sabi ko ala lang. Gusto ko lang malaman ang katigasan nyan… Ss-sige ho… at agad kong hinimas ang abs at dibdib nya. Sir ano hong gagawin niyo? Agad ko syang inalok ng pera… P200. Gusto ko lang malasap ang pagkalalaki mo… Hwag po sir…. Pumiglas sya… P500, wala namang mangyayaring masama sa iyo. Napahinto sya at sabi doon na lang tayo sa kubo na iyon sir. Sabay turo sa isang kubo na 50 meters ang layo. OP sige sakay ka na sa jeep, punta tayo doon.

    Ang kubo ay katabi ng barangay road na nagtatapos din sa highway na iyon. Pagpasok namin ay agad siyang naghubad… at ako rin… Agad ko siyang tinulak sa dingding at hinalikan ng madiin sa kanyang labi habang ang kamay ko ay hinimas ang kanyang puwit. Pati iyon ay maumbok at sobrang tigas. Pinatakob ko ang aking kamay sa kanyang likod na sa sobrang lapad ay sulit talaga. At sa kanyang dibdib na kuwadrado… sa dobrang diin ko sa paghalik sa kanya ay napahingal sya. At agad kong nilaplap ang leeg at dibdib niya na tila nagpalambot sa tyhod nya upang mapahiga sa sahig na kawayan… at doon ay nagkaroon ako ng magandang view sa matipunong katawan at doon ko nilaplap na parang hayop

    Sa dibdib niya kung saan ay napasigaw siya ng sinuso ko ang maitim nyang nipples at dinilaan ang bawat sulok ng kanyang dibdib, kili-kili, braso at lalo na ang kanyang mga pandesal. Pero hinilia and buhko ko… Tama na! Di ko na kaya… Pero di ko pinansin iyon at agad akong nagdive sa mga binti niya at doon naman ang puntirya ko… Hanggang sa sinubo ako ang sa kanya… Haaaaahhh!!! Tama na po! Sabay hingal niya hanggang sa naputukan sya at Diyos Ko Po! Di ko nakayanan ang tamod niya. Nabilaukan ako at ako naman ang niromansa nya pinaliguan ng halik at habang pinaliguan niya ng halik ang likod ay sinalsal naman niya ang akin… At di man lang nagpaalam ay ibinaon niya ang ari niya sa pwet ko! Doon sa loob ng dalawang oras at sa gitna ng ulan ay pinagsaluhan namin ang init ng katawan.

    Pinangnkuan ko sya na babalikan at makalipas ang tatlong araw sa carinderia sa bayan na iyon. Nakikiusap siya kung pwede ay maipasok siya ng trabaho. Agad akong humanap ng paraan at naalala ko ang aking tiyuhin sa Cebu na naghahanap ng caretaker sa kanyang farm. Ng maconfirm ko ay agad ko syang sinamahan sa kanilang bahay ay pormal na nagpaalam sa mga magulang niya. Nalugmok ako sa sitwasyon nila. Highschool lang ang natapos nya… nag magkapagpaalam na ay pareho kaming sumakay ng jeep pauwi sa lugar ko. Pero sa halip na sa farm ay ipinapasok ko sya sa isang fastfood na kung saan supervisor ang tiyahin ko… At doon sya sa pad na nirerentahan ko nakatira. At doon, halos gabi gabi ay nagtatalik kami hanggang ngayon.

    jed at Jun 20, 09 at 4:51 am

  428. Jed,

    your writing style reminds me of the tabloid sex stories. Hehehe! Medyo na-turn off lang ako when i thought of the smell of your bodies. I mean kahit na nabasa pa kayo sa ulan eh galing ka pa rin sa mahabang biyahe at siya naman ay galing sa pagsasaka unless… you missed out on some details. Anyway, I’m glad it worked well for you.

    Do you know that most of the sex story and sex counseling columnists are men? Very visual and less emotional ang style nila. I got this info from the editor in chief of a publication.

    Bong at Jun 21, 09 at 9:03 am

  429. @Gene

    Share mo naman yung bldg mo… okay lang ba?

    SPAnyol at Jun 21, 09 at 3:22 pm

  430. Naalala ko pa nuong nasa probinsya palang ako, ang baryo namin ang may pinakamaraming botante sa buong munisipalidad ng isang bayan sa aming probinsya at tuwing election maraming namamatay at kabilang kami sa listahan ng comelec as Hot Spot kaya naman nagkalat ang mga check-points sa daan. Virgin pa ako nuon at super pamintahan ang drama ko dahil walang bading sa angkan namin at hanggang ngayon ako lang ang DYOSA sa lahi namin kaya pamintahan parin hahahaha.

    30 minutes lang mula sa syudad ang aming barrio pero dahil sa talagang hot spot ang aming lugar, apat na chek-point ang dadaanan mo bago ka makapasok sa barrio namin. Kung dati rin twice a month lang ako kung umuwi sa amin nuon, ginawa ko ng every day ang uwi ko, mura pa kasi ang gas nuon, if i remember 18 pesos ang per liter sa XCS na gas kaya carry ko pang gumastos. Nag eenjoy ako sa tuwing nachechek-point ang sasakyan ko ang gugwapo ng mga sundalot pulis na nagkalat sa highway. Dahil nga sa everyday na akong umuuwi sa amin nakilala at naging kaibigan ko ang ilan sa mga sundalo at pulis na ito.

    Tatlo ang type ko nuon na puro macho-gwapito, kaloka talaga dahil bumibili pa talaga ako ng pansit, bar-b-q at may Fundador pa at minsan din nagbibigay pa ako ng bigas para lang mapalapit ako sa type kong mga sundalo at pulis although di naman nila alam na iba ang intension ko dahil “PARE” pa ang tawagan namin at pwede narin akong koronahan that time as miss friendship. In short I got the chance to date my first victim, day-off nya nuon at niyaya ko syang mag inuman sa syudad. Sa probinsya naman kasi walang masyadong gimikan, videoke at inuman lang kaya naman at 8pm lasing na ang crush ko, dahil virgin pa ako nuon diko talaga alam kung pano gumawa ng first move at takot akong mabugbog. Basta ang ginawa ko dinala ko sya sa apartment ko at di narin kami makakauwi pa sa barrio dahil I don’t drive if im under the influence of liquor.

    Dahil virgin pa ako ang sabi ko lang sa kanya feel at home pare, sabi nya gusto daw nyang maligo dahil nahihilo sya, after nyang mag shower hilo parin daw sya kaya ang ginawa ko I brought him to my room dahil ang room ko lang ang may aircon at dun ko na sya pinahiga. Syempre nag shower din ako mga sisters diko yata feel na madisvirgin na di manlang naliligo hahahahaha.

    Kaya nung matutulog na kami kahit nanginginig ako sa nerbyos e tumabi parin ako sa kanya, di naman yata ako papayag na sa sahig ako matutulog no, grabe ang feeling heaven na heaven, pinagmamasdan ko sya habang natutulog ang gwapo nya talaga promise. Ang buong akala ko tulog na tulog na sya yun pala gising pa pala sya at nagulat ako ng tinanong nya ako kung bakit nakatitig daw ako sa kanya. Caught in the act ako at syempre deny to death. Tapos sabi nya Pare paki massage ang ulo ko nahihilo ako, kahit di ako marunong pero carry-over na, habang massage ko sya tinanong nya ulit ako kung bakit ko raw sya tinititigan as usual deny to death ako, sabi nya type mo yata ako, nababakla kaba sa akin pare? Basta ang sabi ko lang “ulol di ako bakla at di kita type pare” mali yata ako ang sagot ko dahil parang na challenge sya dahil bigla nyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at inilagay sa harapan nya at sabi nya tigang daw sya at ok lang daw sa kanya kahit ano pa ang gusto kong gawin sa kanya.

    sabi nya romansahin ko raw sya, since nagka gf din naman ako at madalas akong manood ng x rated kaya ginawa ko na ang lahat para masiyahan sya. Ang ganda ng katawan nya pang romansa talaga, moreno at ang titigas ng masels at yung etits nya wow grabe parang cobra. Kahit virgin ang bunganga ko sa hotdog e pinag igihan ko ang performance ko para maging masaya sya, first time ko ring makainom ng fruit juice ganun pala ang lasa manamis namis hahahahaha sabi nya uulitin daw namin dahil masarap daw akong mag bj kesa gf nya. Habang nagpapahinga kami inamin ko sa kanya na matagal ko na syang gusto at sabi naman nya matagal naraw nyang alam na kursunada ko sya. Pero isa lang ang pakiusap ko sa kanya nuon na sana mananatiling lihim ang nagyari sa amin dahil di alam ng pamilya ko ang pagiging Dyosa ko. Maraming beses na naulit yung romansahan namin at sya rin ang nakadonselya sa akin masakit pala ang mavirgin. Hanggang sa matapos ang eleksyon ay patuloy parin ang aming komunikasyon.

    Sobrang haba na ng story ko, sa sususnod nalang yung dalawa pang sundalo as in orgy yung nangyari sa aming tatlo.

    matthew at Jun 21, 09 at 8:56 pm

  431. Guys, just wondering have you heard about this cinemas in Cubao and Recto na mmeron dawng mga straight guys na ibo blow ka just for a hundred pesos? Totoo ba yun? Comments please. Thank you.

    SPAnyol at Jun 21, 09 at 10:37 pm

  432. To SPAnyol,

    Yup totoo yang mga nangyayari diyan sa Recto at Cubao cinemas. Usually ito ang nag-o-offer ng double films. But I never tried it. I know someone who frequented these places. And problema eh na-raid and he was caught on video by the tv news. Natanggal siya sa trabaho because of that! He had to leave Manila to start a new life there.

    Bong at Jun 23, 09 at 7:20 am

  433. Bong, Spanol. Its not worth going to these places. I tried one of these places a long time ago in a moviehouse that has since been torn down. These places are filthy literally and figuratively. The aircon is barely working and people are sweaty, the toilets uncleaned.

    The action is usually in the upper seats of balcony where its darker. People cluster and sometimes have group sex, or you cand have eye contact with one of the guys and find a more “private” place. Its a nest for sexually transmitted diseases and some non sexually transmitted ones, too, like bedbugs and other crawlers.

    The guys-for-sale are a mixture of the most desperate people you can have in this city. Ex cons, drug addicts, men-for-hire who have seen better days who cannot afford to be seen in the light of day because they actually do not look good, clean or hygenic. If I’ll do a Felinniesque film about moral decay, these cinemas would be a good location. The movie Serbis was in fact gave a sanitized version of these places.

    The better guys-for-hire will want to be seen, that is why you find them in malls and public places. I’m told that in the provinces, the picture is much better because this is where youths go for a quick buck.

    Beware of pickpockets and other criminals since these places also attract them

    jake at Jun 24, 09 at 12:17 pm

  434. @Jake
    uh-oh, so scary… I mean, I am so curious about it because I never thought that these places exists. Ganito na ba talaga kahirap ang Pilipinas? I have read it somewhere, I cannot remember though that guys there are straight but they will give you whether a hand or a blow job just for a hundred pesos… whoa! I don’t want to imagine what the place looks like, sa description mo pa lang eh parang nakakatakot na talaga puntahan. Can you please tell your stories? Thanks.

    SPAnyol at Jun 24, 09 at 10:50 pm

  435. Oh SPAnol, its not limited to the Philippines. The reason why I got curious about this cinema in the past is because of prior experiences with cinemas abroad. I used to go to a cinema at 14th St. and 3rd avenue in New York that was almost the same though the guys looked better and had bigger dicks because they were either caucasian, hispanic or black. The cinema was likewise filthy. Its gone now. In fact there were two of these in 3rd avenue. Then there was Gaiety at 46th St. and Broadway. At Gaiety, the screenings were interspersed with movie screenings but the guys were GORGEOUS. They would first dance to a song on stage just with shorts, go backstage then return with their dicks fully engorged. I remember that the best looking guy was a blond boy named Scott who was tall, about 6 ft, young, about 19, blue eyed and with the biggest dick I can ever remember. At the side of the screening area was a room where you could have pretzels, chips, etc for free, part of the deal and the guys who just danced would linger around and ask, Want a private show? You’d go back stage to a dark, damp filthy area with the guy and he’d do you. I could still remember Scots voice, him with a dick I could barely put into my mouth saying: “I’m gonna come, yeah, I’m gonna come.” Gaiety is now part of New York’s gay lore, after it closed years ago, like Stonewall near Christopher and Gay Streets in Greenwich Village. In Madrid, I also found one on a side street jutting from Plaza del Sol. I remember the movie that was showing was a Spanish dubbed “The Boy Who Can Fly”. Like Gaiety, the guys were great looking, mostly Morrocans, Tunisians and down and out Spaniards who wanted money for a quick fix. In Chinatown in London, in the side street leading to Old Compton St., there is a cinema where you could pick up guys, though the sex is done elsewhere, not on the scene. I didn’t pick up someone because of the possible risk.

    jake at Jun 25, 09 at 4:12 am

  436. error: Should read: “At Gaiety, the screenings were interspersed with a show where hunks danced and the guys were GORGEOUS

    jake at Jun 25, 09 at 5:59 am

  437. Let me just second the the posting, re: Gaiety theater right at the center of fab NY. Jake is so right about the men dancing in full monty. Gorgeous is not even enough to describe how beautiful this dudes are. There are Brad Pitt and Zac Efron lookalike or even better looking. It’s just sad it closed down by the city government years back. Wala na tuloy ako gana pag nandoon ako. sigh

    emmit at Jun 25, 09 at 10:11 am

  438. @jake
    Wow… That was really something. But, boy… how about aids, std and all that stuff… I cant bear to have a minute of enjoyment and after that, a lifetime suffering… sigh…

    SPANyol at Jun 25, 09 at 6:10 pm

  439. SPANol. There was a lot of guilt and what ifs? afterward. At the height of passion one can be foolish and throw all caution to the wind.

    I was there at the height of the HIV AIDs epidemic and by then there was a lot of consciousness about the risks. I’m glad I lived in NY at this time, young enough to enjoy the great pleasures of that wonderful big apple but wary of the risks and dangers.

    I’ve always wondered that if I lived in NY five years earlier, when the disease was just beginning to spread, I would have practiced a lot of unsafe sex.

    jake at Jun 25, 09 at 8:25 pm

  440. emmit

    You got me to think. Gaiety, after all symbolized a reckless period in my life. I found this NY Times article on Gaiety’s closing that reads like an obit. In fact it was an obit of an enduring NY symbol. Enjoy reading:

    Quietly, a Bawdy Gay Beacon Goes Dark

    By KATHRYN BELGIORNO

    Published: April 24, 2005

    Most of the pedestrians who stream past the building at 201 West 46th Street, on Broadway, do not notice that its tenant has moved out. Then again, most of them probably had no idea who was there in the first place.

    Only a flight of stairs is visible through a glass door. A black awning says, simply, “Gaiety Theater.” The small hand-lettered sign on the door is little help: “The Gaiety Theater is closed. Thank you for your patronage. The Management.” Scrawled like an afterthought are the words: “Please see the G. publications for possible relocation address.”

    The sign, so modest that the letter G must stand in for the word gay, is a fitting symbol of a 30-year-old salute to immodesty, the city’s last surviving all-male burlesque house and the only remaining strip theater where performers danced completely nude.

    What the sign doesn’t illuminate is the lore that set the Gaiety apart from other clubs: the mainstream attention it attracted after photos of Madonna and some of the club’s dancers were included in her 1992 book, “Sex”; the cachet of visitors like John Waters, Andy Warhol and Shirley MacLaine; and the club’s unrivaled ability to survive, despite the strict zoning laws instituted during the Giuliani administration, thanks to a location just outside a restricted area.

    The Gaiety’s bread and butter was tourists, along with the occasional woman or bridal party, and a core group of local men who showed up for any of its five shows, seven days a week. For most of its history, the theater also featured gay films.

    Some members of the flock witnessed the Gaiety’s final show a few weeks ago – the first public mention of the closing had appeared on several Web sites only that morning – but most did not know until it was too late. The two gay magazines where ads for the Gaiety ran for years did not hear from Denise Rozis, the owner, until a few days after the club shut its doors.

    Ms. Rozis declined to discuss the situation, as did the former owner, the Kenneth Rubinstein family. Jeff Sutton, who bought the building recently, said of the closing, “It has nothing to do with me.”

    Ken Graziano, a D.J. who had worked at the theater since 1977, said the closing was not voluntary. The Gaiety was operating in March, even though, as court documents show, the club had agreed to leave by Feb. 15. Mr. Graziano said he was working in the theater’s ticket booth when a final eviction notice was posted last month.

    The Gaiety was not the only commercial tenant on the site. The Howard Johnson’s restaurant on the building’s ground floor remains open, but on Tuesday the Duffy Theater moved to 1627 Broadway, near 50th Street.

    What Gaiety patrons will do next is uncertain. “I’ve seen a lot of customers standing there in shock,” said John Galanopoulos, who operates a hot dog stand at 46th Street and Broadway. “They’re almost talking to themselves, like, ‘What am I going to do now?’ “

    jake at Jun 25, 09 at 8:40 pm

  441. MY EXPERIENCE WITH GAIETY

    During my several travels to New York before, I would go to Gaiety (near the theater showing “The Lion King.” When you enter the place, you get to meet an old woman with grandmother’s eyeglasses in the ticket booth. I thought she was a snob but actually friendly as you get to know her. She also operated the door going inside the bar.

    The most interesting thing about going there was the possibility of seeing models from gay porn magazines (Freshmen, Playgirl, Torso, etc.) dancing naked with hard ons. There were also look alikes of Hollywood stars. Plus there were guys doing all sort of things like self-felatio, self-insertion, and break dancing. Most of them are caucasians while some are Latinos (my favorite). There were just a few blacks. I never saw any Asian there during my visits.

    A model usually has a contract to work for 9 days and then flies back to his point of origin after the contract. The work starts on a Friday and ends Saturday the following week. The weekdays would have a few dancers only. The best time to visit the place was Friday and Saturday when the guys who were about to leave and the guys who have just arrived would be showcased on the stage. Different looks, colors, shapes and sizes. I would have precum in my underpants just watching them.

    The dirty old men who have money would make requests like showing their butts for a big tip.

    The dancers were nice to talk with except the French-speaking Canadians from Quebec because we could not understand each other. When I got to know some of them, they would redirect the talk to spending time with them in their hotel rooms for a fee during their dance break. The usual fee that time was US$100 for an hour. Others charge more. Maybe I was scared because I never took their offer plus I do not want to spend that much money just to taste them.

    One time I was picked up in the bar by a guy who lives in one of the Central Park high rise buildings during a holiday. It was scary but I tried it anyway. Something happened but far from being dangerous.

    Now that Gaiety is closed, maybe you can have an alternative show of less intensity. My suggestion? Watch “Naked Boys Singing” (not sure if it is still showing off-off Broadway). The actors are usually Theater graduates from prestigious schools and Theater professionals. They can act and sing and get naked too! I had alot of fun watching them sing about the penis (counterpart of “The Vagina Monologue”) together with mostly women tourists.

    ENJOY!

    Bong at Jun 25, 09 at 11:22 pm

  442. Bong was so right and said it all about famous Gaiety theater at Times square. Let me just add the caucasian french speaking dudes came from Montreal, Quebec. When i was in Montreal and visited one of the male nude dance bar, i met and talked some of the dancers and mentioned to me that they do sidelines at Gaiety for a week back and forth. The name of the bar in Montreal is ‘Stockbar’.
    Go and check their website. The dudes here are georgeous. It is the best place for PLUs to visit when you’re in Montreal, if your liking is for gorgeous, hollywood star look alike young men, this is the place. of course, for the right price, you can have these dude
    to satisfy your carnal thirst but if you cant afford their price, you other opyion is to have a ‘lap dance’ with them for $10 (canadian) per song. Ang maganda sa US and Canada, it’s a business, sulit ang bayad palagi, di tulad sa Pilipinas, may string attached.

    Emmit at Jun 26, 09 at 1:59 am

  443. Emmit, totoo yan. Gaiety would change their line up of dancers every two weeks. One of the dancers told me that they would circulate in the Toronto and Montreal Bars so the cycle was about every two months. I think the purpose was para di magsawa ang tao.

    The last time I went there, there were a lot of Brazilian guys and they were beyond gorgeous, hot and huge. By this time, di na puwede yung back stage for sex dahil the Guliani administration was imposing very strict ordinances. The boys stayed either in the hotels near by or in lofts that they shared with other guys. I got a Brazilian with the biggest scariest cock and he brought me to his 9th Ave and 56 st pad. I was surprised at the pad because it looked expensive, but it was shares with two other Brazilians, one of whom was there. The guy I got asked if I wanted to have them both but I said no.

    Thanks for the tip about Stockbar, I've never been to Montreal but I'll try that when I happen to be there.

    jake at Jun 26, 09 at 4:10 am

  444. Just be careful of this theaters. My friend experience was so traumatic that until now he has not recovered.

    He went to this recto theaters to watch a movie.Suddenly, a good looking 17-18 man seated beside him and started to show his dick. Of course na arouse siya and started to hold the man’s dick. The man whispered to him to suck it and for only 50.00. The young man was handsome and mabango so my friend just did it. When the man was about to come, he just stab my friend’s neck and got his wallet,relos,ring. lucky for him a person saw what happened and he took him to UST hospital…..until now my friend has not recovered….just be careful..

    Ed at Jun 26, 09 at 6:02 am

  445. We’ve gone off topic again, boys.

    Leave New York out of this. It’s not being inclusive.

    marco jordan at Jun 26, 09 at 2:33 pm

  446. Ed. You dont know hat to expect in these theaters. If not a pickpocket, maybe a raid. very embarassing kung may media

    jake at Jun 26, 09 at 10:56 pm

  447. Ok, Let’s go back to the real issue of this thread,
    I cut and paste Bong’s recent posting for us to read
    again his praiseworthy suggestion para di lumayo sa topic.

    Please read Bong’s posting below….

    “Since the topic in this thread got off-tangent and got focused on “bangayan” and “tarayan,” I would like to make a proposal: why don’t we have a challenge or a contest? We identify attractive straight guys (promodizers, 711 cashiers, tricycle drivers, models etc. as long as they work in public places so everyone here can have the chance to meet themt) in different locations (Manila, Pasay, Quezon City, Caloocan, Cebu, Davao, Hong Kong, etc) and then let’s see who can pursue them. The point is this: some persons claim that they pursue men while acting like straight men while others pursue men as openly faggots. This way, we know that the persons we are pursuing are real. Then, we will also know which among the two groups–the straignt acting or the faggot acting–is more succesful. We need to have more actions than words. From there, we will learn the techniques in pursuing straight men regardless of what group we belong to. Okay ba?”

    Emmit at Jun 27, 09 at 3:53 am

  448. jake,

    Canada has more nude gay bars, not only in Montreal, becuase they are more open-minded than US. That is the reason why Americans go to Canada for such shows.

    Bong at Jun 27, 09 at 7:47 am

  449. THE STORY OF MY AWAKENING
    It all started 5 (or was it 6?) years ago, when I was browsing the different channels of our cable tv, one late weekend night where sleep had difficulty beckoning me, when I encountered a chatroom. I vividly remember the chatroom/channel’s name- E-TALK. It was my first time ever to see something like that, as it was the first time ever that our cable provider had relayed something like that. I was amused to see chatters looking for friends, some even posting sexually inviting messages. And it was on this site that I came upon someone, who boldly claimed in his message-Wanted lady-friends. Virgin pa ako, and thereafter posted his number.
    Somehow amused, and thinking of wanting to make fun of this guy, I texted his number, of course, meaning to pose as a female..Hi, I read your post at e-talk BLAH..BLAH..Not a minute passed, and my cp rung its message alert.. NASL, it said..A number of messages after, he began asking for my picture..Caught not ready, I stalled, I said- Ikaw muna..Readily, he sent me one..Very handsome..Artistahin..In fact, he could give a lot of teen actors and superstars then and even now, a stiff competition, if given the chance..The eyes looked so innocent, yet, with a smile so naughty..The lips are full and strikingly red..Very unusual to the common Filipino..He was 19 at that time, yet the picture showed someone, who could still be in high school- young, boyish, parang high school kind of porma, with an earring in one ear, oozing with sex appeal, with the hairdo we normally associate with Korean actors we see on tv..Amused, I asked- How come you’re still a virgin when you are so goodlooking,- thinking that he might have been fooling me, either with the picture he sent, or with his claim that he was a virgin, in a way that he might think that he becomes more appealing if he claimed to be a virgin..But he said, while he already had had a number of girlfriends, his sexual exploration had never gone beyond kissing and petting.. He’s been disappointed that his girlfriends were afraid to go all the way with him, that’s why, he said he’s been desperate to look for someone to give him that experience, finally..Siguro, mga masyadong disente ang mga kinukuha mong gf, I remember retorting, to which he said- syempre naman..
    After a while, he asked for my picture likewise..I was about to call the texting off, because, definitely, mabubuking na, matchecheckmate na ako, so to speak. But for some reason I don’t know, I felt the urge of taking the next step in my charade as a female texter kuno..The next thing I know, I was already sending the picture of my girlfriend..Maganda ka, he said. Of course, my gf was beautiful indeed. Several picture exchanges later, I didn’t know why I felt the urge to ask for his dick pic..After some, perhaps embarrassed hesitation, he sent me his dick pic..an engorged dick pic..T’was my first time to see an adult one, other than mine, and I don’t know why, but it gave me some awkward but exhilirating chills..Parang nanginig kalamnan ko..I managed to ask, kakakuha mo? Yes.HEHEHE, he said..After a while, he began propositioning to me, kind of courting me already- Do you have a bf; do you have experience; is there a chance we can see each other soon; etc.etc..Continuing with the charade, of course I said, I didn’t have a bf; that I like to know him some more, etc, etc., thinking that of course, there is no way that I could ever give him that first experience he has been soliciting..So, it was like, although I knew that what he wanted could never be consummated for the obvious reason that I am not what he was looking for, I sensed in myself, that I didn’t wanna let go of him yet, so I was trying to prolong the conversation for the night, and hopefully until the next days ahead..
    Indeed, the next few days, he was persistent, and even aggressive in his solicitation..Meet lang tayo, pls, he would persistently bargain for..Until I ran out of excuses anymore, so, I had to drop the bomb to him, and admit my real person to him.. I remember saying in my text after confessing my real circumstances, and it went something like –Pare, ewan ko kung ano ang nangyari..Nakatuwaan ko lang yung message mo, at ginusto lang kita pagtripan, pero ewan ko kung bakit nagkaganito..May naramdaman akong hindi tama..Sorry… It was not some lame excuse that I just invented. It was sincere, because there was truth to it.. His reply- “Tangina mo, niloko mo ako.”.
    The next day, I continued texting him I’m sorry. But he never replied. For some reason, I don’t know why I wanted him to tell me na everything is ok na, so for the succeeding days, I continued texting him, but he continued his silent treatment. Until finally, one night, I saw his name in my cellphone..- May message sya!! At Last, he has a message!! I couldn’t describe the feeling when I saw his name..It’s like..I was having an orgasm!! Ganun pala yun..It’s the same feeling I would have, everytime the girl I would court, would finally say YES..Ganun- in fact better pa yung feeling na naramdaman ko noon, kasi it was given after being hostile.. Eagerly I opened his message..Pasaload nga!! Yes, complete with exclamation points pa yung message nya..I thought, galit pa ang bata..Di ko pa alam magpasalod nun, so what I did was, I hurriedly drove my car, went out of the village and looked for and bought a P300 cellcard..I gave him the code..He didn’t reply..No thank you..No nothing..Well, at least he texted, I comforted myself..At least, nakabawi ako sa kasalananan ko sa kanya..The following days, still no text from him. Although I wanted to text him, I controlled myself, thinking that it was better not to press him or anything..A few days after, he texted again. Same. Pasaload nga.. This time, wala na yung exclamation point..Ah, baka hindi na galit sabi ko sa sarili ko..Again I sent him another P300 cell card.. After a while, he texted back..TNX, he said..Again, the orgasmic feeling..Para akong nasa alapaap..The feeling was strange, but I did not question it, I just savored the feeling..Masarap ang pakiramdam..I texted back, with controlled emotion, I simply said- Makabawi man lang ako sa kasalanan ko sayo..He replied- “Oo nga eh..Ang sama ng pakiramdam ko sa ginawa mo..” A few text exchanges after, he asked- Girlfriend mo ba talaga yung pic na pinadala mo; Kayo pa ba; etc..After my confirming such, he said- Sayang naman, crush ko pa naman sya. Then I jokingly replied-Ako na lang, irepresent ko na lang sya. He replied-HEHEHE..Aba, ok na, tumatawa na sya..Solved na ulit ako..
    To cut the story short, we became on and off textmates, talking about just anything, but with me deliberately not talking about what I have been feeling at that time..For one, I thought, it was just a passing fancy, and it will all come to pass, and besides, I was apprehensive that I might antagonize him again..Of course, I continued to be his source of pasalod, this time, pasalod na lang talaga, just enough for him to be able to register for unlimited text..Later on- I graduated into becoming his confidante. Mga problema sa pamilya..Mga angst nya sa buhay..One night, after a few months of being on and off textmates, he texted me – he said- May problema ako. Nabuntis ko gf ko.. Ewan ko pero, parang lumaki yung ulo ko, na may sumabog sa dibdib ko, na parang nanghina ang tuhod ko..Parang gusto kong umiyak pero hindi naman ako makaiyak..Strange feeling..Ano naman kaya karapatan ko maramdaman yun, kako sa sarili ko..To cut the story shorter, he had to face his responsibility as a would-be-father..But since the girl was only 16, the parents could not have them get married legally, so they allowed them to just live together, at his house..All this time, I continued to be his confidante, telling me his angsts about what happened- his and the girl’s families’ sore account of him, etc..Although aching inside, I dutifully listened to all his woes, and would give my advice and encouragement everytime..
    And it was during these times that I felt my worst feeling ever..Grabe..Sa umaga, alam ko na nasa labas sya, because he had to be forced to get employed at some odd jobs, ok lang ang pakiramdam ko, but come the night time, at pag alam ko ng nakauwi na sya, at feeling ko magkasama na sila, para akong kinakatay sa pakiramdam.. The thought of them making love was just sooo cruel..Ganun pala yun..Para akong pinapatay ng paunti-unti..Napakasakit..And I would comfort my bitter heart by engaging in sex with my girlfriend, or just pleasure myself, all the while thinking about him..And everytime na nagkukwento sya na nag-aaway sila ng babae- masama man at hindi ko man sinasabi, pero tuwang-tuwa ako..I even went to the extent of dousing more fuel to their already fiery and rocky relationship, with me getting another cell number, and would, at hours that I know na nasa bahay na sya, at malaki ang posibilidad na mabasa ng babae and mga text messages ng cp nya, ay nagpapadala ako ng messages na pwedeng pag-awayan nila..At one point, ginamit nya cp ng babae para humingi ng load, and that was when I came to know of the girl’s number. Thereafter, I befriended her, using another number..Using yet another number, I even posed as her ongoing fling, para lang masira naman sya kay p__..Alam ko, ansama nung ginawa ko, but how can you argue with the heart..Until one day, bago pa man manganak ang babae, the inevitable happened- they decided to part ways. Bumalik sa bahay nila ang babae..Good riddance, naisip ko..Tuwang-tuwa ako nun, pero syempre, di ko yun sinabi..
    The texting continued, then came a point, na napansin nya na hindi pa nya alam kung sino ba talaga ako, kasi all the while, hindi naman sya nagtanong, kasi obviously, hindi naman sya interesado sakin. So I told him the circumstances that I was ready to tell him, of course, except my real name, and my real stature in our place..Perhaps, dahil somehow, nakuha ko na din ang trust nya, he volunteered one time, na kung magawi ako sa Manila (coz I am from another province) gimik naman daw kami sa mall, ilibre ko daw sya..Initially, I said, nahihiya ako magpakita eh..Indeed, talagang nahihiya ako..Kasi it is very out of character for me, at parang hindi rin bagay, na someone like me, who, pwera pagbubuhat ng sariling bangko, ranks very high on the macho and good looks department, (not the least of hints, kung makikita nyo ako..baka nga iisipin na ako ung may itsurang mang-uumbag ng gays..in fact, I had had a number of who I thought were straight men, who fell for me- but that would be another story-saka dko naman yun prinoblema..although, I came to remember the experience when I was already having feelings for p__, thinking na-so ganito pala feeling nung mga nagkagusto sakin..naisip ko nga na parang karma ko na cguro si p__). Beside, I was somehow prominent and popular in my place and in my field, and it is not impossible that I could easily be recognized by someone who knows and sees me- (to think na most of my kababayans send their children to Manila for college), that I would be seen promenading in the mall, na isang gwapong lalaki ang kasama, which, as I have said, could even be mistaken for a mere high schooler..Tapos sabi nya,- sige, kung ayaw mo, di kta pipilitin..Seeing it as an opportunity that may not come ever again, I ultimately agreed for us to meet.
    Fast forward, sa date of the meeting. It was in SM Megamall..Di pa nagbubukas mall, nandun na ako, although, about lunch time pa ung agreed meeting time namin..Kabado at excited at takot din, kasi, although, hindi ko pa actually kinoconfront sarili ko about what I was feeling about him, as I was just coasting along dun sa nice feeling na naibibigay nito sa akin, it was kind of an actual coming out na rin, for me. Well, it was okey coming out sa text kasi somehow, tago ka pa din, pero eto, actual na, in the open and in the flesh. And there was the apprehension na pwede akong pagtawanan lang at laitin, or worse, he may have planned to get back at me, coz of what I did to him na panloloko.
    Nandito na ako sa mall, nasaan ka- he texted..I was at a computer store at the third floor of megamall at that time, (nandun pa kaya un)..Soon after informing him where I was, there he was on the flesh, standing at the store’s main door, looking around..He looked very handsome sa picture, pero iba pag nakita mo in the flesh..The sight was heavenly, and so was the feeling..The shame and the fears did not matter anymore..I approached him, and mentioned his name, and he got the clue that it was me..His first time to see me ever..Somehow, I was hoping that once he sees me, he would mutter with – Hmmm gwapo at macho..Alam ko, super ilusyonado yun..But, ganun talaga eh.. Pero, all I saw in his reaction was- surprise and puzzled look..Perhaps, for the same reason na yun na nga, gwapo at macho ako, kaya, nakakapagtaka nga, at anong ginagawa ko dun meeting someone like him..Awkward moment..Sya ang unang bumasag ng katahimikan- Matagal ka na?..Hindi masyado, I lied..It was goosebumps all over me..Baka pag hinawakan nya ako somehow at that time, baka mapapaigtad ako..Tara ikot tayo, sabi ko..Nag-ikot kami, in silence..May konting distansya kung maglakad..He was ahead..Shopping tayo, I casually said..Bakit ibibili mo ako, he asked back..Oo naman, bakit hindi, sabi ko, although the way that I was feeling at that time, he could have asked for anything and I would have joyfully given..Umiral pagka-sugar daddy ko..Sabagay, even to my girlfriends, I have always been generous..Pumasok sya sa isang t-shirt store na may pagkapunk ang style, pumili- okey na ba ito, he asked..With metallic prints.. Kahit ano naman isuot mo, gwapo ka pa din, sagot ko..He chuckled..My first time to see and hear him chuckle..I saw the naughty smile I saw in the first picture he sent me via mms..Ganun pala yun, kahit ano na lang, nagpapasarap ng pakiramdam..Bka nga kahit sumimangot sya o galit sya, I’d still feel similarly ecstatic..I egged him to buy more, and casually, he did. He bought three tees, and we went to lunch..
    Sa Maxim kami kumain..Matutunaw ako nyan, sabi nya, referring to my staring at him while eating..Gusto ko lang imemorize mukha mo, baka kasi dina kita makita, sabi ko, while laughing, to make it appear like it was a joke..May picture naman ako sayo eh, sabi lang nya..I was wondering then if he was saying that because that was indeed to be our last meeting, or that he was receptive of the idea na kaya nya akong bigyan ng permiso na i- enjoy tingnan face nya, kahit sa picture lang..I thought then, inaassume ba nya na enjoy ako tingnan sya o ang picture nya, with sexual thoughts in my mind.? Because if so, baka receptive din sya sa idea that I could be sexual to him actually..Pero, I set that thought aside noon..After all, I hadn’t fully confronted myself about my sexuality then. All I know, was that, I felt happy with the state that I was in, and that was all that mattered then..It was a simple and uneventful meeting, just window shopping after lunch, but it was heaven as far as I was concerned..I invited him to see a movie at the other floor of the mall, Let The Love Begin pa yata ang bagong palabas nun, pero he declined, sabi, di nya gusto mga palabas, saka madami tao nun sa cinema area, and probably dreaded the idea that some people he knows could possibly see him with me. Sabagay yun din concern ko nun. So, after doing some more rounds, we parted ways sa mall. I gave him some money before I left- sabi ko, pantaxi pauwi saka panggimik..Casually, without a word, he accepted..As I got out of the door of the mall, I looked back, he was still there, looking..I said I love you, in my lips..Ewan kung naintindihan nya, pero he smiled and waved his hand goodbye..
    Style ko sa mga nililigawan ko na girl nun, that after the first date, hindi ako nagpaparamdam..May psychology involved sa diskarte na yun..Yung parang, give her, or this time, him, something to think about, na kung gusto ko nga sila, eh bakit hindi ko sila tnetext o tinatawagan..And gusto ka man nila o hindi, they will be curious to know why di ka nagtetext o tumatawag..Effective sa mga babae nun, or it’s probably just that they liked me also, kaya they were the ones who texted me first after the first date..Ewan ko lang nun kung effective din sa lalaki..So, after the meeting at the mall, di ako nagparamdam, sya din, hindi..Then 3 or 4 days after, I received a text from him..Hindi ka nagpaparamdam ah, sabi nya..I replied-nahihiya kasi ako eh..-which is also true..After all, what would I say to someone after I just came out to him in the open..At the back of my mind, inisip ko din kasi na baka yun na lang yun para sa kanya..As in, nasatisfy na curiosity nya, nakita na nya kung sino yung taong nanloko at nagkagusto sa kanya..Solved na trip nya kumbaga..Wala yun, pinatawad na kita, kaya wag ka na mahiya, he replied, probably thinking na nahihiya ako dahil dun sa ginawa kong panloloko sa kanya nun..And he took the opportunity to thank me sa ibinigay ko sa kanya at the mall..
    After that, we regularly texted each other. By then I had been bold enough to somehow be forward with my feelings..He would always reply with HEHEHE..At times, I would send him ready love messages that I receive from others, and at times, kung meron din sya siguro message sa cp nya, finoforward din nya sakin..I don’t know if he meant the contents of the messages. Hindi ko sya prinessure sa bagay na yun..Until one day, in passing, nakwento nya na may ibinebentang motor na type na type nya..Without thinking, I blurted out- Gusto mo, bilhin natin..After a while, he texted back- May hihingin ka ba na kapalit?..Honestly, it didn’t occur to me at that time that I made the offer dahil may hihingin akong kapalit.. It was just an unthinking offer, coming from someone, who’s crazily in love..So, sabi ko,- May hiningi na ba ako mula noon..Masaya lang akong napapasaya kita..That may have been cheesy, but to me, that was true then..Hindi lang sya nagreact at that time..T he succeeding days, he did not raise the subject..So, ako na lang ang nagopen up- O kaylan natin bibilhin ung motor? Nahihiya ako eh, he said..Dialog ko yata yan noon ah, I said in return, and we both laughed..
    By that time, his family had migrated from QC, back to their ancestral house somewhere in a near city in the north.. And when he agreed that we will buy the motorcycle, he had to come meet me in Manila to get the money, as I, myself had yet to come from another province too (north din)..It occurred to us that we may need to spend the night in Manila- and henceforth, spend the night together..The possibility of a sexual encounter was possible, but I was never the type who would force anyone to do it with me..So, it all had to depend on him ultimately..Besides, tinanong na nya kung may hihingin akong kapalit, and I said no, in effect..
    We agreed to meet in Quiapo, chance na rin makapagsimba.. He only met me at almost dinner time though, after he accordingly entertained some hesitation..Sa Quiapo na rin kami kumain, sa Chowking lang, near the church..Beside it, is a relatively nice looking hotel, (I forgot the name), with nice amenities, where I was billeted earlier on after arriving from the province..I asked if he wanted na dun na lang kami magpalipas ng gabi..He said- ok..There was tension as we were inside the elevator on our way to our room. Wala kaming imik pareho..Pagdating sa room, sabi ko- o sya, magpahinga ka na, pagod din kako ako..We went through the routine- one, after the other- washing-up, toothbrush, hugas ng mukha, towel bath ng katawan, and I changed into my sleepwear, while he wore the same pants, and just changed his tshirt into a kamiseta, and then he laid on the bed na nakasandal lang sa ulunan, and opened the tv and watched.. Nahiga din ako sa tabi..Sabi ko lang- nakakaasiwa ano? He just smiled, but never looked at me..Tas, wala na ako maisip sabihin..There was tension kasi..He continued watching tv, while I tried to catch my sleep..Pero mailap ang antok..I was restless, and so was he..Finally I said, hindi ka rin makatulog?? Akala ko madali ako makatulog kasi pagod ako sa byahe, pero hindi rin pala..Out of the blue, I said- gusto mo masahe, para marelax ka, at mapagod din ako, para mas madali makatulog? Sige, he said..So, with his clothes on, I let him roll over hanggang nakadapa sya..I have experienced a lot of massages, so somehow I knew what massage moves felt good..First I massaged him on his back, his lower back, using Vaseline lotion na baon ko..That’s where most stress is lodged, so that’s the part that would elicit the best feeling when massaged, especially when pressed with enough pressure of the two hands..He let out a contented hmmmm..Masarap ba ako magmasahe, I asked..And he said, uuhm., which to me meant, oo…Good enough for me..Hila ko dalawang kamay nya, and used it to carry his upper torso up, thus, a pleasureable muscle stretch..Another contented hmmm from him..Then sinunod ko yung butt nya, just pressed down ung tambok nito..Medyo hindi ako nagtagal dun kasi, ewan, although covered with his pants, parang naconscious din ako, na lamasin butt nya. Then sumunod ung thighs nya, legs, hanggang sa paa, applying reflexology style of massage..I knew it was an exhilarating feeling to be massaged reflexology style..I just hoped that I was pressing the right nerve endings enough to let him experience the same pleasure that I experience when being massaged that way myself..Then sinunod ko upper body nya, shoulder, neck and head..After that, pinatihaya ko sya, nakapikit lang sya..I rested my eyes on his face..Serene na ang aura nya, no sign of nervousness anymore..Napakagandang nilalang..I went on massaging his arms, his hands and his palm. Ano ba ang tawag dun—talagang kinarir ko ang ginawa kong pagmasahe..He was no longer as stiff as in the early part of the massage..He had relaxed down..Next to massage was his breast, press press lang, conscious na hindi mapagkamalang may sexual nuance ang hagod..Then I went down to his abdomen, medyo ingat ang galaw, especially near his pubic area..then my hands went down on his hips..Of course, I purposely missed out touching his bulge in any way, just its peripheral areas with gentle pressings of the fingertips..Honestly, although with his clothes on, the act was more than enough already for me..Hindi naman ako tinitigasan, (although it felt like it had goosebumps all over it), pero yung feeling ko, masarap na, just being with him, much more, touching him, even with his clothes on..Sabi ko pa nga sa kanya while massaging him- O naniniwala ka na na masaya lang akong pinapasaya kita, at hindi sex hanap ko sayo..Kahit tingnan mo hindi ako tinitigasan, sabi ko, while guiding his one hand on top of my crotch, na hindi nga naman tinitigasan at that time..No reaction, dedma lang sya..Basta nakapikit lang..As I have said, things did not have to be explicitly sexual at that time for me to be sexually satisfied, because yun pa lang, super kontento na ako, like my skin was already all goosebumps, na napakasensitive sa touch..Surprisingly nga, I did not have a boner or hard on at that time, as if the state I was feeling then was post ejaculation already..Yung feeling immediately after nilabasan ka, yun ang nararamdaman ko at those times..Napakasarap na sya..
    And it was after I had finished the massage, at dumapa na ako with half of my body on top of him, and the rest, beside him, with my hand still on his head, making gentle circles on his scalp, that out of nowhere I said—O, tapos na, relax na ba ang baby ko? ..Yung bird na lang ng baby ang hindi pa namamasahe, kasi baka magalit ang baby eh..The baby tag just came from nowhere..Basta it just came out of my mouth instinctively..Not reacting to it- and I don’t know whether it was a desire coming out of my subconscious, or that I was just probably being so superbly in love at that time, na talagang gusto ko lang sya pagsilbihan with pleasureable things, that I went on saying- Masahe na natin ang bird ng baby ha, para makumpleto na pagkarelax ng baby ko..Mahal ko naman ang baby eh..Without waiting for an answer, I proceeded to unbuckle his belt..Still walang reaksyon from him..Then slowly, I unzipped his fly.. Parang may mga paru-paro sa loob ng tiyan ko, sa time na yun..Then after pausing for a while, to again sense his reaction, and not sensing any objection, slowly I pulled down his pants..Itinaas naman nya ang balakang nya para maibaba ko ng lubusan ang pantalon nya..At tumambad ang white briefs nya, and since it was a brand that I didn’t know, I even told him, astig ang brief ng baby ah, saan mo binili – tapos he muttered an answer, but I can no longer remember, as of now..Of course, I was trying to also relax myself, because it was my first time, to experience something like that. And I was very nervous na nanginginig yung loob ko..Slowly, I pulled down his brief, one fold at a time… until his penis came to my sight..I think, my heart skipped several beats at the time that I was lowering his briefs.. Unang bumulaga ung tip ng ulo nito na medyo namumula..I paused, just looking at it..I just stared at it..The sensation to every nerve endings in my body was just unexplainable..Then, pulling his brief down further, sumunod na tumambad ang kahabaan nito..It was not hard yet at that time, but it was not also flaccid..Half-erect yata ang tawag dun..It was a beautiful sight..It was a heavenly sight..Again, iniangat nya ang balakang nya, to let go of his brief while I pulled it all the way down..Casually, I took the vaseline lotion, and lathered my hands with it, and then gently rubbed it in his penis, circling its head, and all the way down and up, and down and up again, its entire length..Casual lang na ipinahid ko yung lotion, na parang minamasahe lang..And then next was his balls, I again applied lotion on both of them..This time, I saw na yung scrotum nya, parang naging tender, at ang penis nya, already had a hard on..Unlike mine, when hard, na tumatayo, na nakaturo sa kisame kung nakahiga, yung kanya, nahihiga sa abdomen nya kung matigas na..Casually I just ignored his hard on, and went on just talking, about which topic, I no longer remember. Basta naalala ko, habang pinapahiran ko ng lotion ang ari at balls nya, nagkukwento lang ako ng pakaswal, siguro para mawala na rin yung kaba at excitement ko..And thereafter, I raised his two legs..meaning to also apply lotion on his asshole, and there I saw the hole, and it was so beautiful.. Although I haven’t seen a male butthole (not even mine) before that time, I always thought that male assholes are maitim. But seeing it for the first time, it was fair and smooth, at yung paligid ng butas, medyo reddish, napakagandang tingnan..The sensation that the sight was giving me was just getting more intense and pleasureable..Pinahiran ko rin ng lotion ang kanyang puwitan at ang labas ng butas nito, pati na rin ang kanyang singit, with loving tender touches..I was surprised at how tender and loving my touches were, at that time..Para akong kumakapa at humahawak sa isang napakadelicate na babasagin..Surprisingly, hindi nanginig ang kamay o daliri ko, although, I could sense na parang nanginginig ang kalamnan ko..I went on massaging all of his penis that had already grown very hard, and his balls that had become so tender to the touch, and his asshole, with my loving strokes of the hand and the finger..And all this time, nakapikit lang sya, although with heavy breathing, and at times, napapalunok, I don’t know if, whether out of nervousness or pleasure..Napakagwapo nyang tingnan na nakapikit..I could just stare at him forever..After getting through with the massage, ewan pero basta nasabi ko na lang, – pwede ko ba ikiss bird ng baby..Nakita ko tumango sya pero nakapikit pa rin..I don’t know why, but I felt the need to assure him that I love him, so before I went down to kiss his bird, I said to him very tenderly and almost whispering in his ear—Baby, tandaan mo, mahal na mahal kita ha..Then, dahan-dahan kong dinilaan and bird nya, una, sa ulo nito, circling it with tip of my tongue.., then sa kahabaan nito, hanggang pati ang balls nya, dinilaan ko na rin..Hindi ko isinubo, dinampidampian ko lang ng dila at mga labi ko..After going through several rounds in that area, iniangat ko ulit and dalawang paa nya, at ewan ko kung natural na gay instinct na pati yun ay diilaan, kasi never pa ako dumila ng ganun kahit sa mga babae..At dun, pinaglaro ko ang aking dila sa butas nito..Dun ako nagtagal..Ewan ko kung bakit dun ako nagtagal..Basta ang naramdaman ko, yun ang gusto kong sambahin..Yun nga ba ang essence ng ganitong klaseng pagmamahal o pagsamba..I thought all along, it was the penis, but in my case, it is his hole..Pilit ko pa nga ipininapasok and dila ko sa loob nito, pero unlike sa ari ng babae, hindi pala sya medaling buksan ng dila, bagkus, para nga itong mas kumukuyom, na parang pumipintig, kaya hindi makatagos ang dila ko sa bukana nito..Nakita ko na pabaling-baling ang ulo nya, ewan ko kung nasasarapan o ano, basta, ako, dun ako nasarapang dumila..Ngunit nung subukan kong ipasok ang gitnang daliri ko dun, hoping to open it up for my tongue to be able to explore inside, nasa may bukana pa lang ay kumislot sya, at sinabi nya-huwag, kaya hindi ko na itinuloy..Pinagbalingan ko na lang ang kanyang ari, at iyon ay isinubo ko..at sinipsip ko na parang humihigop lang sa straw habang umiinom..At ginawa ko ung mga bagay na ginagawa sakin ng mga babaeng nakakatalik ko..Hindi ko alam kung ano naramdaman nya pero napaigtad sya, at sabi-nagcacramps ang legs nya..Agad kong minasahe yun, at napapatawa pa sya nun..hanggang tumigil ang pagcramps nya. Pagkatapos, binalikan kong isubo ang ari at balls nya, at paulit-ulit yun, subo, suso, hagod, at subo, suso, hagod ulit, paulit-ulit.. hanggang, naramadaman ko, nanigas ang katawan nya, at maya-maya, naramadaman kong parang naglaway ako ng madami at tumulo pa nga palabas ng bunganga ko..Akala ko nga nung una, laway ko lang yun, kasi, pag ganun pala na may nakasubo sa bunganga mo, at ginagamit mong pang-ulos, gaya ng sa lolipop, mabilis mag-secrete ang salivary glands mo..Kaya patuloy lang na nilaro ko ang ari nya sa bunganga ko, pero naramdaman ko mayat-maya-malambot na ung ari nyang nakasubo sakin..Kaya, tinanong ko sya- Bakit, nilabasan na ba ang baby..At tumango sya..Nakapikit pa rin..Surprisingly pagkatapos nun..tumigil na ako, at matutulog na rin pareho nya, na patulog na rin yata nun, at ni hindi ko man lang naramdaman na gusto ko rin magparaos..Kumbaga, sobrang kuntento na ako sa nangyari, at nung nag-orgasm sya, parang orgasm ko na din yun..Naisip ko nga nun, hindi normal ah, bakit ganun..Pagkatapos ng ilang oras siguro, nagising sya uli at nagbanyo. Pagbalik, natukso akong ipatong ang kamay ko sa bird nya, na noo’y nakabrief ulit, at hindi naman pumalag. Kaya nilaro ko na naman ulit, kiniliti ng halik at haplos ng palad at daliri, hanggang ito’y tumigas uli, at nauwi na naman sa subuan, at dilaan, hanggang sya ay labasan ulit. Tulad ng dati, nagtaka ako na hindi na naman ako nakaramdam na gusto ko ding magparaos..Kinabukasan, pagkagising, naulit ulit yun. Saka pa lang ako nakaramdam ng urge na magparaos, na sya ko namang natural- ung magparaos sa umaga, pagkagising..Ako lang mismo ang nagraos ng sarili ko, pagkatapos ko syang mairaos, at hindi ko sya pinagawa ng kahit ano..Mahal ko nga yata sya, at bakit di ko sya makuhang ibaba sa pedestal nya, at ibababa sa level kong lumuluhod at sumasamba..Maliban sa naisip ko rin, na baka nga naman ayaw nya, o hindi sya handa..In fact, nung subukan ko syang ikiss sa lips, kahit nung unang encounter, hindi man sya umiwas, pero hindi naman sya nagreact, at ni hindi man lang ibinuka ang kanyang labi..Kaya pakiramdam ko, pumayag man syang laruin ko sya, ay hindi sya handang gawin ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko sa kanya..Pero, feeling ko, sa piling na lang nya, abusado na ako kung maghahanap pa ako ng serbisyo mula sa kanya..
    Nung matatapos na ang oras namin sa hotel, at pagkatpos naming magparoom service ng breakfast, maligo at magbihis, ibinigay ko ang pambili nya na ipinangako ko..Nagpasalamat sya..Ako naman, biglang nalungkot, at sabi ko, hindi na lang kita sasamahan paglabas natin dito..Tapos, ewan ko pero biglang namasa ang mata ko, lumuluha na pala ako, at sabi ko, siguro ito na ang huli nating pagkikita, kasi, masakit pala, lalo pag ganitong magguguddbyean na. Totoo yun..Totoong yun ang nararamdaman ko at that time..At niyakap ko sya ng napakahigpit, mahigpit na mahigpit, na umiiyak ako habang nakahilig ang ulo ko sa balikat nya..Ewan, siguro dahil sa bugso ng damdamin, habang yakap ko sya na umiiyak, bigla na lang nasumpungan ko ang sarili ko na pinaghahalikan ko ung tenga nya, at leeg nya, hanggang ang labi ko ay nasa labi na nya. Hinalikan ko sya, at ewan kung nadala rin sya ng bugso ng damdamin, o baka naawa, at gumanti sya ng halik, ibinuka ang bibig at pinapasok and dila ko sa loob nito, at naglaro ang mga dila naming na parang kung pwede lang ay ilipat ko na yung dila nya sa loob ng bunganga ko..Ganun pala yun, kapag kahit pano, ung emotions nyo ay nagtugma, parang susi na biglang nagswak, at binubuksan lahat lahat, at naging matindi ang naramdaman ko, at feeling ko kahit sya, nag-iba rin ang timpla, at kahit bihis na kami pareho, dali-dali ko ulit syang hinubaran ng pantalon, pero hindi ko na inalis, hinayaan ko lang na lumaylay sa may paanan nya, at nakita ko, na matigas na rin sya ng mga sandaling iyon, at isinubo ko syang nakatayo sya, habang binabayo ko naman ang ari ko..Dun lang sya nagkaron ng reaction, kasi, inulos nya ang aking bunganga habang subo ko ang ari nya..hanggang halos ingudngod nya ang balakang nya sa harap ng mukha ko, patindi ng patindi, pabilis ng pabilis, hanggang sa nilabasan sya, at noon lang na may kumawalang ungol mula sa kanya..Isang ooooh na mahaba na dimo mawari kung nasasaktan na nagmamakaawa na nagagalit ang tunog..Di naglipat sandali, at ako naman ay sumunod na nilabasan..Pagkatapos, napahiga ako sa kama at sya naman ay napadapa duon, nang hindi na itinaas ang mga hinubad naming pantalon, siguro dahil napagod sya na patayong kumadyot at nilabasan, o dahil ninanamnam nya ang kanyang orgasm..Tumayo lang kami at nag-ayos ng suot, nang nagring na ang doorbell..Nandun na ung bellboy, at mag-iinspect na sa loob ng kwarto, bago kami makakalabas sa hotel..
    Hindi yun ang naging huling pagkikita namin…Sa mga sumunod, simula nung pangatlo meeting namin, mas naging open na sya..Sya na mismo ang naglalabas ng ari nya mula sa brief nya pag nagsisimula na akong halikan sya sa tenga, at nagsisimula na syang tigasan..Yun kasi ang natuklasan kong isang G-spot nya, ung pahapyaw na pagdilang paikot-ikot sa likod ng tenga nya..Dun pa lang, napapaliyad at tinitigasan na siya..Pero hindi ko agad siya pinipitas, pag ganun..Minamasahe ko pa sya, hanggang sensitibo na lahat ng parte ng katawan nya..Sabi nga nya one time, may point daw na kahit daw anong parte ng katawan nya yung halikan, hagurin o haplusin ko, ay masarap na daw sa pakiramdam nya at napapaliyad na sya..Nasa foreplay lang yun, sinabi ko naman..Oo, open na rin syang mag-usap tungkol sa bagay na yan..Umiigtad, lumiliyad at umuungol na sya pag nasasarapan sya.. Lips to lips ay okey na sa kanya..At nang una syang pumayag na kalikutin ko ang loob ng puwit nya, namutawi sa labi nya ang katagang- saraaap -ng paungol..Masarap daw pala..Sabi ko naman, ung prostate nya ung sensitive na masarap pag minasahe.. Pero hindi ko pa sya inuulos sa puwit gamit ang ari ko, kasi baka kako masaktan sya..Ewan ko, pero ayaw ko syang masaktan..Sinubukan ko din ipasok ung ari nya sa puwit ko one time, pero mahirap makapasok..Siguro dahil malaki yung ari nya, at virgin pa ang puwit ko, lalo na at hindi pa sya marunong kumalikot nito para bumuka ng kusa at maluwag..Sabagay, sobrang kuntento na ako sa paglalaro ng daliri ko dun sa loob ng puwit nya..Tatlong daliri na ang nasubukan kong sabay ipasok dun habang nakaluhod sya at nakatuwad sa kama..Actually, dun sya pinakasensitive, lalo kung tama ang foreplay na inapply ko..Kasi minsan na pinagsabay ko ang lahat lahat sa kanya -subo ko ang balls nya, habang ang isang kamay ko naman sinsalsal ang bird nya, at ang mga daliri ko naman sa isang kamay ay nilalaro ang labas at loob ng puwit nya, para syang turumpo kung mapagiling..Sarap na sarap yata ang bata..Minsan, ung butthole nya ang solong minisyunan ko, (dun talaga ako mahilig maglagi at sumamba), nasagi ko yata yung pinakasentro ng G-spot nya dun, at napaimpit sya ng matinis..Nung una, naconscious sya, at parang nahiya yata dahil dun sa mataas na tono ng impit niya, pero sabi ko, natural na ganun ang tunog ng impit ng sinuman kung laruin yun, kasi, ayon sa nabasa ko, yun kako ang G-spot ng karamihan ng lalaki, na totoo naman, (try nyo hanapin) kaya kalaunan, wala ng inhibitions ang pag-impit nya na parang umiiyak, pag kinakalikot ko yun sa kanya..Pero hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa sya mapilit na isubo ako, pero okey lang sa kanya na kamay nya ang maglalaro sa akin hanggang labasan ako..Siguro wrong diskarte lang ako, kasi saka ko yun sinusubukan pagawa yun sa kanya pag nilabasan na sya..Siguro mas receptive sya sa ganun, kung ipagagawa ko yun pag nasa kalagitnaan sya ng glorya..(Next time, yun ang diskarte ko.). Although, sabi ko nga, glorya ko na na kapiling ko sya..Ganun katindi ang nararamdaman ko sa bata..Nireregaluhan ko pa rin sya ng kung anu-ano-, pero pag ganung nalulungkot ako pag aalis na sya, at hindi nya ako mapatawa, palagi nya sinasabi- ayaw ko na nga kunin ang mga bigay mo kung ganyan ka, at iniiwan nga ang mga ito saka lalabas..Ako lang ang naghahabol para amuin sya para kunin nya mga yun..Ewan ko kung mahal na rin nya ako. Ayaw ko syang ipressure sa ganun..Pero minsan, habang kinakamot ko ang likod nya habang magkayakap kami, di ko pa sya trinabaho ng mga sandaling un, ung kamot pa lang ang una- di ko napigilang tanungin sya- mahal mo ba ako baby-, sagot nya sa boses ng parang batang naglalambing- mahal na mahal. Totoo man o hindi yun, kontento na ako dun. Yung pinapasok nga lang nya ako sa buhay nya, at kahit pano, tinanggap ako, sobra sobrang grasya na sa akin..
    Oo, nagkakaron pa rin sya ng mga gf. Although, nagdedeny sya palagi, kahit sinasabi ko na hindi na nya kailangan magdeny kasi okey lang naman kako sakin, although syempre mayron kurot sa puso kahit papano, kaya naiinitindihan ko rin kung bakit kailangan nya ideny mga yun..Pero nahuhuli ko sya, at nababasa mga ebidensya ng patuloy na pakikipagrelasyon nya sa ibang babae. But what must I expect- his total commitment to me and to me alone, samantalang ako nga din, di ako makapagcommit sa kanya ng todo, cause I am still maintaining my hetero relationship.??
    You may be saying, this is pure porn and bullshit..But I have to be graphic about it, in the hope that, perhaps, I may be better understood, as to the nuances of the intensity of my feelings for the boy, na sinamba ko ng matagal, inalagaan ng matagal..It’s crazy, yet it’s pure, in fact, the experience is almost spiritual..TAMA BA AKO..in the sense of- Does anybody feel the intensity of what I feel, so as to understand kung bakit sumusugal ako ng ganito, where everything and everyone that I have, could possibly be lost because of this gamble..I know I am being blinded. Kaya nga, I ask if there is anyone who had been where exactly I am now, who could impart his knowledge on this kind of a set-up?? I’ll appreciate any two cents worth of advice..I may not care if I fail, but can I know what to expect, at the least?

    brent at Jul 1, 09 at 1:42 pm

  450. @Brent #449

    You don’t need other people telling you if what you felt was right, or intense or out of this world. The truth of the matter is you experienced it so you should own it and at the end of the day, it’s your reality. And it’s enough to know you are happy about your experiences.

    Personal stories like this, one has to assume the most unexpected twist or most bizarre of details but objectively, yours came out was natural, simple and expected and truthful if not cliched. But subjectively though, it’s full of pathos and emotion.

    Good luck on your life after its awakening!

    Gargan Chua at Jul 1, 09 at 8:36 pm

  451. Brent, ang ganda naman ng kwento mo, pang telenobela o pang indie film talaga ang dating. Ano na ang ending? Kayo pa rin ba hangga ngayon? Nasaan na siya ngayon?

    Naka relate ako talaga sa kwento mo. keep it up.

    max at Jul 2, 09 at 1:53 am

  452. Brent’s narrative sounds so honest and truthful, full of details not only of the sexual part but also of the emotional aspect.

    Brent kaya is Momoy? Momoy when he was young? From Momoy’s previous stories, I know he can afford what Bent did, buy a motorcycle for someone.

    jake at Jul 2, 09 at 8:40 am

  453. brent, may mga kasunod pa bang encounter? ang galing mong magkwento…

    Junjie at Jul 2, 09 at 11:19 am

  454. i sorely missed momoy’s stories as well as his posting!
    Where art thou? Momoy

    max at Jul 2, 09 at 12:00 pm

  455. I know, my narration was graphic, but I hope, you saw the heart and the intensity of the feeling, more than just the sex per se..In fact, I had to be graphic about the sex, with the desire to precisely show the heart and the intensity of the feeling..However, I still don’t know why I had to share my story..Could it be that I am guilty..Guilty that I had to drag him to my world, and that I need a release from that guilt via releasing it from inside of me.., by verbalizing my feelings and my thoughts and my justifications(were there any, in the first place)..Am I making any sense? I, myself, am not sure I am..Cguro nga guilty ako somehow, kaya to make amends, I enslave myself for him (at least in bed), and never ask for or demand anything in return..In fact, despite sa nasabi kong plano ko na I’ll apply diskarte para isubo nya ako next time, (yes, ours is still ongoing..I hope to see him this month, kung wala ako magiging sabit), I regretted that, when I read what I wrote sa blog post ko..I felt bad why I even had to think of planning that..I think, hindi kakayanin ng puso ko to force him, at all..Pero bakit?? I could not decipher it!! Indeed, I still can not explain where my almost unconditional desire to just pleasure him, without regard for my own, is coming from..I am not like this in my hetero encounters..I am the demanding one, in those instances..I assume kingship in my hetero encounters, yet I assume the role of a slave in my encounters with him..Is there a psychological or emotional complex of this kind??..Paging psychological experts on this site, pls..Could it also be that I felt the need to share my/our story because it is my way of possibly, experiencing acceptance of what I have become- acceptance from myself, as well as, from others..I am selfish of him, despite my non-chalance kunyari na okey lang na nakikipagrelasyon pa rin sya sa mga babae..(That’s why I am surprised why I had to share my, and his, story..and share him in the process).. I also don’t know why it, however, feels right to assure him na okey lang ituloy nya pakikipagrelasyon nya sa ibang babae, although it gives me so much pain just thinking about it..Another manifestation of my unconditional love?? Is there really such a thing as unconditional love?? Or martyrdom in the making.. Although I am always the giver, I never feel shortchanged kahit wala naman sya consciously ibinibigay sa akin, except yung presence nya..In fact, the only concern or issue I always have is- ano kaya magpapaligaya sa kanya- and never- pano kaya nya ako mapapaligaya.. Oh my, if this were not me, and I am just reading this- cguro, sasabihin ko- napakaengot naman ng taong ito..In fact, all of these writings and postings could just be soliloquy for me- parang written monologue lang- because I think, I need to see it and read it, and perhaps see and read it like I were merely a third person seeing and reading it..Pucha, ang gulo ko..Iuntog nyo nga ako..Pareng Momoy and the rest of the intelligent and very discerning brood in this site, (o pinagtampuhan nyo na itong site na ito..), what is this that is happening to me..??Am I going crazy?? Bakit di ko kaya na sarilinin na lang ang concerns na ito..After all, I am happy with him and I feel I make him happy too..Why the need to go out like this..Cguro, napapraning lang ako, na sooner or later, these things are gonna end.. Cguro it’s a subconscious effort to prepare my psyche for an eventual, almost inevitable, falling out..Oh my..!!

    brent at Jul 2, 09 at 4:27 pm

  456. Brent,
    medyo nakakarelate ako sa kwento mo, pero may mga aspect na somehow magkaiba din, katulad na lang nong pag iyak mo minsan sa harap nya nong maghihiwalay na kayo sa hotel, wow ako naiiyak din na maghihwalay kami pansamantala pero ayoko umiyak sa harap nya, baka ma turn off lang ang baby ko, hehehe

    yong sa sex part ng kwento, parang nakikita ko sarili ko habang binabasa ko kwento mo masyadong maraming pasakalye bago buksan ang zipper at ibaba ang pantalon, ang daming drama na kesyo di lang naman talaga sex ang gusto ko sayo kundi gagawin ko to kasi mahal na mahal kita hahahaha, sobrang natatawa na lang ako pag naalala ko.
    para sa akin di man masyado naging happy ending ang mga love story ko sa mga straight men pero natatawa pa rin ako pag naalala ko yon. sa ngayon ayaw ko na makipagrelasyon sa mga straight men, sex na lang kung mayron man hahaha. mas gusto ko makipagrelasyon sa mga PLU na macho machohan ang drama, hehehe

    Niel at Jul 2, 09 at 11:32 pm

  457. Brent,

    Reading your postings made me remind of Momoy, I truly felt the absence of his stories and postings in this blog and this thread in particular. I just hope he will make his presence and share his postings soon.

    I applaud you for sharing your conscientious and heart wrenching story. I just have to say that i had my share of similar stories of men in my life that were more intense vis a vis heart breaking. I felt so connected when i perused your narrative. It somehow gave me courage to totally accept me as i am, who i am and to do what i want to do in my life knowing that i’m not alone sa ganitong buhay. I did struggle more than you can imagine when i endured similar trials in my so called ‘unorthodox’ life. I hope i can somehow compose and share just like you did, these chapter of my life one of these days. i felt the urge of dispensing mine after i read yours just to encourage or emotionally empower our PLU friends here that this state of one’s affair is indifferent among us albeit unconventional to others.

    There is no need for justification of what you’ve done nor ask question whether you’ve done the right thing or to a point even asking yourself if your mental stability is challenged, No, it’s not! You are absolutely fine. No doubt about that. Just think of it as spice of your life adventures and it will all be apportionment of your wonderful fabulous gay life. Soon when the troubled seas calmed down, trust me, you’ll laugh it off and be proud if it, although this time you may ask yourself and knock your head off with the questions of why’s and how’s of this event in your life happened and survived it. Life is indeed uncanny but enjoy it.

    max at Jul 3, 09 at 3:12 am

  458. funny post i got from pinoy exchange forum, from lickme4gud:

    mga ateng, hay naku! WINNER talaga ang mga construction worker!
    kalokah talaga! dito kasi malapit sa amin may ginagawang malaking mall! as in malaking mall somewhere in Q.C. which in fact fully operational na ngayon!
    one time, galing kasi ako sa school at dumaan muna ako sa isang mall (na malapit sa construction site), saturday nun at ginabi ako sa kakahanap ng WINNER na bakal boys sa mall na yun kaya nagsasara na ang sinehan at mall that time wala pa rin akong nakita. Mataas kasi standard ko, mala Bradd Pitt at Enchong Dee type ko! hihihihi!
    kaya ayun mga sisterette! lumabas akong luhaan! mga past 12 midnight na yun. dun sa tapat ng construction site na yun malapit ako sumasakay pauwi sa amin…nang may mamataan akong mhin na nagyoyosi na nakatopless! grabe! astigin! mala diether ocampo pero tanned version! actually masguwapo pa nga kay diether moreno lang pakshet!!!!!
    nakaupo siya malapit sa mga bakal bakal dun sa construction site. e di ako naman keber at nagpagirlaloo na! rampa na kung rampa! hinanda ko na rin ang kagandahan na siyang puhunan ko mga sistah!
    kunwari nag-aabang pa ako ng sasakyan pero palapit ako nang palapit kay papa! hahahahaha!
    tinanong ko kung may kasama siya, sabi nya andun sa loob sabay nguso sa construction site na may mga temporary houses!
    construction worker pala siya! akala ko e galing lang sa gimikan kasi mukhang anak mayaman, hindi bagay na construction worker si papa!
    KALOKAH!
    lalong kumendeng ang baywang ng lola nyo para naman itreat nya ako gently as a girl at hindi na lang bigla akong ombagin bigla!
    grabe, nanginginig ang mga kalamnan ko sa pagiging astigin lalo nya Which really turns me on mga sisterette!
    knowing na nakatopless siya kaya panay titig ko sa matipuno nyang dibdib, nice biceps at 6 pack ABS! yes mga sis! you heard it right!
    WINNER talaga itong batang ito! he’s 21 na raw at sariwang sariwa, lalaking lalaki!
    siyempre lalong nagpagirl lola mo! sabi ko, naiinitan ba siya?
    aba sabi ba naman kanina pa, sabay kambyo!
    that moment mga sis, pinagpawisan ako ng halos isang balde sa nerbyos! lahat ata ng kinain ko e biglang natunaw at ginutom ako sa nginig! sabi ko, THIS IS IT! THIS IS IT! to the tune of “this is the moment!” hahahahaha!
    tapos sabi ko, alisin natin yung init, gusto nya bang magpalamig, tanong ko.
    oo daw kaya niyaya nya ako dun sa isang lugar na parang tambakan ng mga supplies nila!
    ayun mga sis! grabe, ambangu bango nya kahit alam mong amoy alak siya! one week na raw kasi siyang hindi nakakauwi sa misis nya dahil minamadali ang construction nila!
    right there and then mga kafated, i did the greatest performance of my life! sabay sing na to the tune of “ako ang nagwagi!”
    kakagigil kasi ambangu bango nya amoy sabon yung “ANO” niya! thunderbird talaga!
    ginalingan ko talaga mga kafated kahit ansakit sakit na ng mga tuhod ko sa paglafang ng buhay na laman! kasi naman mga ateng, nakaluhod ako sa uneven areas dun sa supplies nila, imagine puro bakal yun mga sis pero keber ba, kahit magkanda sugat sugat ang tuhod ko, never kong papalagpasin ang ganitong pagkakataon na WINNER talaga ako!
    pag-labas ko sa construction site compound mga ate, parang naririnig rinig ko ang mga ibon na nagaawitan sa madaling araw….abot tenga ang ngiti ko dahil feeling ko… ako ang nagkampeon sa Ang Bagong Kampeon! yun na! hahahaha!

    so sad lang, hinihingi ko number nya pero ayaw nya ibigay, ibinigay ko number ko pero hindi na nya ako kinontak uli! pabalik balik din ako sa area na yun pero di ko na siya nakita! hay mga muher tlaga! hanggang trip trip lang! KALOKAH!
    di vale, para akong nanalo sa American Idol sa ganda at galing ng pagsing ko! WINNER at babaeng babae talaga ang feeling ko kasi
    nga talagang lalake ang nahada ko……100% natural w/ no preservatives added!! fortified with vitamins! hahaha

    nicko at Jul 4, 09 at 2:01 am

  459. another one from aftercall, pinoy exchange forum:

    may friend akong time keeper dati sa DMCI, the biggest construction company in the Philippines.Before the Asian crisis, kabi-kabila ang projects nila at ang kagandahan nito pwede kang bumisita sa mga projects. Yung isang project nila, yung unfinished building sa likod ng SM Megamall, BSA twin towers ang una kong experience..

    yung friend kong bading ay medyo powerful ang position since he can always recommend sa project engineer kung sino ang dapat bigyan ng suspension due to AWOL.natatawa nga ako sa dialogue niya sa mga “constru” since pwede niyang doktorin ang attendance nila sinasabihan niya ng “lay off or lay down” . so para hindi sila masuspended nagpapahada na lang sila sa friend ko. in fairness may mga itsura din naman sila at mga bata pa. and the best part is…di siya nagbabayad sa mga straight guys ..ganda lang ang puhunan niya kahit walang ganda ang lola mo…hahahahaha

    very accomodating naman ang mga constru pag nasa project ako.pwede kang rumampa sa barracks nila.one time 11 pm na yata at bigla akong nangati, punta kami sa barracks at karamihan sa kanila ay tulog na..syempre umeksena yung friend ko at hinanapan niya ako ng hada…..may natutulog na pinaeksena niya sa akin..tumabi ako sa guy sabay kapa ..di naman siya pumalag at maya maya telag na ang nota syempre walang inaksayang time ang lola mo kaya sing agad ako ng walang sound….since pauring talaga ako humanap ako ng paraan na mauring ako considering na may mga katabi din siyang natutulog..i tried the woman on top kaya lang pinaalis niya ako kasi
    ma oobvious kami dahil may ilaw din na dim light..kaya ang ginawa ko
    pinatagilid ko na lang siyang nakahiga at patagilid niya akong inuring..nakaraos din kami at syempre ang haba ng buhok ko kasi ganda lang ang puhunan ko..hahahahaha.

    yung second project na napuntahan ko ay sa waste water treatment
    plant ng bonifacio global city. umpisa pa lang ang project noon kaya parang gubat kasi madami pang puno.one time pumunta kami ng friend ko at swerte naman na may naeksenahan kami.tinanong kami ng mga guys kung gusto namin magpahangin, nagpagirl pa kami kunwari ng friend ko at sabi namin baka marape kami kasi ang dilim nga sa paligid at puro puno ang nakikita mo..then dinala ako ng hada ko isang madilim na lugar at since wala naman kaming dala na pansapin yung tshirt ko na lang ang ginawang pansapin at ang sakit ng tuhod ko kasi inuring ako doggie tapos yung tuhod ko nasa lupa eh may mga bato batong maliit kaya ang sakit ng tuhod ko..in fairness dakila siya at mabango and the best thing is ganda lang ang puhunan, di siya humingi ng pang yosi or pang merienda..

    ahhh ..those were the days ..wala na kasi ang friend ko sa DMCI kaya wala na rin akong raket sa mga constru.anyways once in my
    lifetime nakatikim din ako ng mga constru and I can say that its truly fulfilling and satisfying.

    nicko at Jul 4, 09 at 2:02 am

  460. Para kay Brent,

    Pasubo mo tite mo kung di nya isusubo di ka nun mahal, ginagatasan ka lang.

    Saka ano lasa ng tite at butas na may lotion? Sinubo at Dinilaan mo pagkatapos mo lagyan ng lotion e!

    Syempre lasang Vaseline! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jul 4, 09 at 2:06 am

  461. Brent,

    We love deeply (and to a point sans normal sanity) because we are insulted. The people we choose to love, or show affection to in the same manner you do to that guy, are the people who give us the proof of our insufficiency as normal living person. The insult I am referring to is the direct affront to the most guarded defense of our psyche, which, upon dissection of your narratives appears to be your superiority (or feeling of it) to other people.
    Your personal background (as have been narrated or claimed) depicts the level of comfort you enjoy in life, which is for the most part, a comfort deprived of to most of the people. Your thoughts have rested well on that, aware that there are life’s features you possess that others could only dream of (eg good looks, money, adoration from women). That set of thinking is actually your subconscious (your primitive self) working, dictating that with you in possession of those mentioned characteristics you could command for almost about anything, be it to yourself or to others, a trait that manifests in/with your conscious actions as that of being in control when pleasuring with female sexual partners, because you are above them.
    Yet, with this boy/guy, you were stripped of your power, your subconscious being insulted. To start with, he wasn’t interested in bringing into play any homosexual exploits, playfully or seriously—made obvious by way of his violent reaction when you admitted to your erroneous start with him. The first time you met him, he was apparently disinterested in your physical features, again another obvious insult to the casualness of your previous experiences with women (or of gay men paying you attention). Too, he wasn’t too keen at manifesting the need to be pampered of your purchasing power. And to note, he is, according to your claim, better looking than you are.
    All in all, he is an insult to what you are, of your characteristics you have summed up as yourself. It is not surprising therefore, that the kind of affection and attention you are affording him is a manifestation of the imbalance of control of your subconscious to your conscious self.
    In order to re-establish balance in the role of subconscious and conscious control, with a dented subconscious trying to beg the conscious to work double time (little by little overpowering the boy/guy during sexual encounters), your conscious actions have always been geared towards the negation of your primitive self. With a reality biting you that what you have previously- or for the longest time you could remember, thought of yourself as a mega-man, is actually false, you are in the stage wherein your conscious self is reigning over. If only to balance the play of control you have conjured up to yourself for, again, the longest time you could remember.
    The moment your guy submitted to your ultimate request or favor over and over, it MAY (notice the caps lock) signal the getting back to the old, primitive self. For it would be an indication of respect to your insulted primitive self. Then it would be you again, a man of inflated subconscious.
    Rest assured that you will go back to your previous neatness. However, the process of being able to go back (or waiting for it to happen) to your previous self is not without a price.
    But at least, as you regain yourself, you will gain the realization that life is not created only for you…

    Juan Antonio at Jul 4, 09 at 5:02 am

  462. Sasabihin ko sana na Eto nanaman si Killersmile pero tama naman ang sinabi niya.

    Brent is simply setting himself up for misery. Pag straight yan GINAGATASAN ka lang Brent. I’ve suspected from the very start na Brent is Momoy and that the experience was Momoy’s when he was young.

    jake at Jul 5, 09 at 5:37 am

  463. yun din ang feeling ko that Brent is Momoy Part II.. imposible kc na fter lagyan mu ng lotion yung cock ng guy eh tsutsupain mu! Eew, kadiri to death, kumakain kba ng Vaseline lotion or gawa2x naman yang kwento mu? Peace!

    matt at Jul 6, 09 at 3:17 am

  464. @jake

    ewan ko lang dun lang sa part na yun sa tingin ko di totoo yung kwento… di ko ma-imagine susubo mo etits at didilaan mo yung butas na may lasang Vaseline! HAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jul 6, 09 at 5:52 am

  465. iwwwww kung totoo ngang isinubo nya yun na may vaseline so kadiri nga, sana manlang pinunasan o hinugasan muna nya para malinis. Isa pa dimo pwedeng fingerin ang pwet unless gumamit ka ng bombang panlinis dyan, gaya ng ginagamit ko sa bahay bumili ako ng hose na malakas ang pressure ng water kapag lumalabas kasi nililinis nya to the max ang aking butas.

    Malamang si moymoy nga rin ito and as usual nagmukha na naman syang matrona gaya ng madalas nyang ikuwento na he gave or paid big amount of money. Diba sabi ni Brent good looking and so macho acting sya pero there is a big big WHY as to Why give money, gift is ok lang pero to give money para pambili ng motor. Momoy ikaw ba yan akala ko ba nag graceful exit kana dito at may good bye message kapa before yun pala nag change name ka lang pala.

    axe at Jul 6, 09 at 6:57 pm

  466. @juan antonio- That was very perceptive..Something interesting to decipher..Are you a psychologist by profession, or in disciplines tangent to it?? I hope, I am just then in some predator mode trying to subdue his prey..But then again, I could not explain the love, if it really is love, or is the loving feeling just again a case of unconscious scheme to trap my prey..But it does feel genuine..Furthermore, the thing is- hasn’t my prey fallen yet??..haven’t I subjugated or subdued him already?? I should have reverted back to my old self already, if that indeed is the case.. Although I don’t feel the normal manifestations and prognosis of lust- which is basically the need to release the sexual tension felt from one’s puson- albeit, what I feel is the unexplainable desire to just pleasure him..although I enjoy naman the activity, and even achieve sexual gratification in it, except that I do not always have the normally inherent need to cum in every sexual encounter..
    @killersmile & company- I think I need comments like those that you posted..sabi ko nga sana may mag-untog sakin..somehow, such comments do de-romaticize the feeling..and if I really want to overcome what I feel (although im struggling between wanting it and not wanting it), then I should welcome views both pro and anti- even more of the anti, I suppose..indeed, if there is anything I want most, it is to re-claim myself, my old self of 5 (or is it 6) years ago..and no, im not moymoy..tnx anyway..i mean it..really..

    brent at Jul 6, 09 at 11:26 pm

  467. Brent=Momoy, walang kadudaduda. gusto lang niyang ipasikat na kaya niyang bumili ng motor para sa lalake niya.

    jake at Jul 7, 09 at 3:16 am

  468. @Brent
    simple lang naman un… kung bading ka at sombrsng lambot at wakang ganda lalangawin ka lang kaya kailangan mong gumamit ng pera para dapuan ka ng lalaki hahaha… next time pag gumamit ka ng vaseline wag mong kainin… hehehe

    redhulk at Jul 7, 09 at 2:04 pm

  469. to brent you said in your story “Kasi it is very out of character for me, at parang hindi rin bagay, na someone like me, who, pwera pagbubuhat ng sariling bangko, ranks very high on the macho and good looks department, (not the least of hints, kung makikita nyo ako..baka nga iisipin na ako ung may itsurang mang-uumbag ng gays”.

    Kung totoo ngang good looking ka talaga, bakit kelangan mong magbigay ng malaking halaga na pambili ng motor at kung ano-ano pang gift, kaya siguro pumapayag ang boytoy mo na magpagalaw sayo ay sa kadahilanang may perang kapalit ang bawat pagniniig ninyo.

    Kung mahal ka nyan hindi yan tatanggap ng kadatungan, gift na damit or pabango pwede pa siguro nyang tanggapin pero pera thats too much. Sosyal talaga si momoy laging involved ang DATUNG chuvanes para maka bed of roses ang ombre, drawing mo lang yata yung sinasabi mong good looking ka mukhang mang uumbag ng gay daw hahahahaha

    axe at Jul 7, 09 at 8:01 pm

  470. good point guys..nakakahiya nga talaga mga nagagawa ko because of this..in fact, ikinahihiya ko pagkatao ko because of this, and i think, we all are, kaya nga we’re all in disguises here, right, kasi nakakahiya tayo..(sorry, if that is not politically correct to say, but that is how i feel, as of this moment)..anyway, keep the negative points coming..sooner or later, (i hope it’s sooner), mauuntog ako..and hopefully, be able to re-claim my old self back..that would be the day that i’ll be most thankful for..tnx for the time and the effort..

    brent at Jul 8, 09 at 11:10 am

  471. syanga pala, although i wouldn’t mind being mistaken as moymoy, the thing is- i am not him..siguro, just criticize me na lang on my own demerits, and not on his’..feeling ko kasi, because of your hang ups with the guy, kaya nyo lang nasasabi mga comments nyo about me..your comments would not have as much of an impact kasi on me, if i would see, time and again, that your hang-ups with moymoy are getting in the way of you expressing your honest-to-goodness assessment of my situation..the guy, in your opinion, may have some not-so-nice things about him, but hey, who am i to judge him..i think, i’m even worse..ke nagbayad ako ng konti o ng marami, o kaya nanlamang lang ako, o nagpalamang lang ako, nanloko o nagpaloko..pare-pareho lang mga yun na nakakahiya..and sadly, only because, we are pariahs..unacceptable and nakakadiri to the ever judgmental society that we are in..and not even noble and good intentions of our hearts will probably ever make them change their minds about people like us..albeit politically incorrect to say, indeed, we are cursed beings..(at least, that is how i feel)..

    brent at Jul 8, 09 at 12:15 pm

  472. WTF is wrong with everyone here?! Everytime we get back to topic, you start criticizing the writers! What’s the point in contributing if everyone’s just gonna shoot you down??!!

    marco jordan at Jul 8, 09 at 5:05 pm

  473. marco jordan,
    what we want are real stories and not those manufactured ones or just work of imagination lijke what Momoy did, not from some kwentonkkalilibugan sites, etc…

    matt at Jul 8, 09 at 6:34 pm

  474. i agree. do we really need to know if such is moymoy or not. magbigay na lang kayo ng mga experiences nyo instead of trying to find out the identities. just appreciate the effort of the writers in sharing notable experiences.

    nicko at Jul 8, 09 at 9:00 pm

  475. Brent, if you’re after VASELINE inumin mo na lang.

    Trip rin ba yan ni Momoy aka Brent?

    ecco at Jul 8, 09 at 10:00 pm

  476. Sigurado, yung mga hecklers d2 laban sa may mga karanasang maganda, e sila yung mga may hinanakit sa puso at puson nila kasi hindi sila makaiskor sa mga natitipuhan nila dahil sigurado, pangit sila at wala din namang pampalubag loob sa natitipuhan nila dahil sila’y mga bading na patay gutom naman. O kung nakakaiskor man, sigurado, dun lang sa mga mas bading pa sa kanila, kaya inggit na inggit sila sa mga nakakaiskor sa mga lalakeng tunay, at tunay na natitipuhan. Kaya, ano pa nga ba ang gagawin nila kundi mang-okray na lang sila sa mga masuswerte , at dun na lang nila ibinubuhos pagkamiserable nila. Sabi nga ni Keanna Reeves- How patitic. Sabagay, ika nga, MISERY LOVES COMPANY. As in ang dialogue nila ay- Waaaaah, it’s sooo unfaiiiir, bakit sila lang ang may kayang makatikim ng mga tunay, samantalang ako yung mga pang-tunayn-tipayb lang..as in may butal..he he he..Nakakatawa nga yung isang epal na nagsabi na- kung gwapo daw at macho si Brent, e bakit pa daw kaylangan magbayad pa para makatikim sa natitipuhang tunay na lalake. Eh kung yung lalaking papatol kay Brent ay papatulan si Brent dahil lang gwapo at macho si Brent, eh di, naghuhumiyaw na badingerzi yung lalaking yun. Mga epal talaga, oo. Kaya kayong mainggitin, lumuhod na lang kayo sa Baclaran, (at least bagay kasi pam-Bacla- he he he), at least pwede nyo sabihin, naranasan nyong lumuhod na walang calayan, este, belo, o di kaya, magpahaba na lang kayo ng etits nyo, at kayo na lang mismo ang magsusubo. Pramis, di nyo na makuhang mainggit, kasi yung sakit na lang sa likod nyo iintindihin nyo, dahil bali-bali na mga buto nyo..HAR HAR HAR. Kaya go go go Brent!! As in, go go go away ka na lang kasi, wag mo na sila inggitin at baka mamatay pa sila sa inggit. Gusto mo bang makasuhan ng murder? HEK HEK HEK..O di kaya, mas lalo mo pa sila inggitin, para matepok na nga sila ng tuluyan, para masaya…..ang punerarya industry. SAY CHEESE! ESKYUS ME POW!!

    imbestigador at Jul 8, 09 at 10:44 pm

  477. Matt,
    Then start posting your story for us to read how a REAL STORY should be written!

    Ryuu at Jul 9, 09 at 10:01 am

  478. hay naku basta ako super excited na ako sa nalalapit na eleksyon sa ating bansa, im sure madami na namang sundalo at pulis ang ipapadala ng gobyerno sa aming bayan, feel na feel ko ng magpagabi sa pagbyahe sa daan lalo na mabundok na lugar sa amin. Madaming cute at machong sundalo nagchechek point sa amin kapag nalalapit ang halalan. Kung ako sa join na kayo sa chek-point sa inyong mga lugar madaming papang pulis at sundalo na nagkalat sa daan kapag halalan.

    matthew at Jul 9, 09 at 11:16 am

  479. Balik na tayo sa topic. Please!!!

    gio at Jul 9, 09 at 11:20 am

  480. Upon the personal request of a loyalist of “Pursuit” thread, I found time again tonight to read parts of what’s latest in this thread.

    Hi Brent…I could not start reading your personal experience post because it’s too lengthy but I feel sad for you when you sincerely requested that people here see you for who you are and not in reference of me. Sites like this is a reflection of how cruel humanity can be to us.

    There will be many more of the likes of Axe and Killersmiles in this world. But realize also that there are much more Max’s and Imbestigador’s and Marco Jordan’s. I hope you choose to find strength from other people here, from the exchanges here.

    I will never ever use other names!!! Why should I? Will it give honor to who I really am if I do it? Or can i hurt other people more if i revert and transform to someone else? Who are we fooling by doing it? I did not share before to attract attention. My real life is full of it already. I shared before simply to….share…

    Whatever that you didn’t like or hated in Momoy before, forget it na. Momoy was a thing of the past. Listen to the emotions and stories of the new ones. They too have something to share…

    Momoy at Jul 9, 09 at 9:38 pm

  481. what’s the big deal about sucking a dick soaked in lotion? I did it with an actor for fun. Sure it tasted strange but so what? And if you asked me if I paid the actor, my answer is yes. I can afford. At wala akong ilusyon na maganda ako.

    Ang problema sa ilan, dala ng kahirapan, nagtatanim ng inggit at galit sa may kakayahang magbayad. Kanya-kanyang diskarte, respeto lang. So Brent, go, go, go. Also Momoy. Ako? Wala pa akong lakas ng loob na isulat ang aking mga karanasan kay actor, kay basketball player, kay bikini model. Saka na lang, kapag wala na ang mga pasaway.

    mario at Jul 10, 09 at 6:11 am

  482. It’ nice and i was surprised, of course, in an amiable way, to see Momoy’s posting again sans stories but that’s obviously and understandably a given after all those uncalled nuisance remarks thrown at him without considering the efforts he made by simply sharing his conscientious stories for the PLU’s here for their reading pleasure; learn from it, gain from it, comment from it, enjoy from it, take tips from it or whatever you have but hating and throwing thrashy, unfounded and unwarranted words at him for simply sharing his own stories, views and opinion is something i cant fathom from some bloggers. How so cruel humanity indeed.

    In this age of blogmania, pleasing everybody seems non-existent and expect the fact that some people mean well
    but other people are just, well…mean.

    Peace, everyone.. dont let negativity reign in your life.
    Our PLU life is negative enough in our society, dont add
    to it.

    max at Jul 10, 09 at 7:08 am

  483. i’m so done with this thread! and with those who keep killing it.

    i’m outta here!

    marco jordan at Jul 11, 09 at 12:35 pm

  484. where are the likes of caloy. need more postings from him.

    nicko at Jul 11, 09 at 4:33 pm

  485. o mga pare magkwento na ng bago para ma-sentensyahan kung believable o kabaklaan lang HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jul 12, 09 at 1:48 am

  486. sige killersmile, magkwento ka na para mapakinabangan ka.

    roger2009 at Jul 13, 09 at 10:16 pm

  487. fyi.. caloy just passed away.. sorry to hear that.. huhuhu! kaya pla hindi sya nagpaparamdam..

    killersmile at Jul 13, 09 at 11:38 pm

  488. I know caloy personally, he is alive and well, touring Italy. yesterday he was at the beach in Rimini.

    Migs should stop people like killersmile who post defamatory and false statements

    ecco at Jul 14, 09 at 5:06 am

  489. that must be a joke killersmile… where did u get that info? How sad? Or are you that desperate na to create that’s below the belt na? I’ll kill you pag nakita kita.. Killersmile isa kang malansa na nangangamoy..

    posm at Jul 14, 09 at 5:23 am

  490. caloy! he just had a posting sa massage thread ata recently. i do miss his intelligent and detailed postings. how certain is his supposed death killersmile?
    what happened kaya?

    nicko at Jul 14, 09 at 9:15 am

  491. caloy last posting was about two weeks ago. he remarked that amistad spa was getting a lot of positive comments while the negative ones were being deleted. and his post was deleted too. sayang.

    but his death has to be verified.

    nicko at Jul 14, 09 at 9:25 am

  492. How sad naman kung totoo ngang caloy has just passed away. lahat naman ng tao ay dyan din ang pupuntahan minsan may nauuna talaga, my condolences to his family.

    axe at Jul 14, 09 at 11:42 am

  493. Killersmile, talaga magkwento ka na. kasi wala kang pakinabang!

    roger2009 at Jul 14, 09 at 1:53 pm

  494. wala n bang magwewento jan about s sexcapades?!? heheheheh

    kimmy at Jul 14, 09 at 2:44 pm

  495. mga pare alam nyo naman kung sino ang totoong killersmile at mapagpanggap jan. Would you think I will be using HUHUHUHUHU in my statements?

    And it is my position na hindi siraan si Caloy dahil I find his stories believable. Check my prior posts below. Kayo na maghanap.

    Yung impostor jan sobrang inggit lang yan karma aabutin nyo…. (Baka si Momoy yan kasi mainit dugo sakin nyan e) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jul 14, 09 at 5:17 pm

  496. Hi! I’m currently in Milan, just got back from the fast train from Rimini, Italy. A bit chilly on the beach there and no guys. Haven’t opened my email and my laptop for days but when I did, surprise!

    Those who want to check, they can email me in the same email address that I gave months ago in male to male. look that up. I’ll answer the first few emails.

    Or Migs can verify for you that this comment comes from the same source of all those caloy threads.

    I think Migs should follow Ecco’s suggestion and weed out defamatory posts, after verifying that this post is really caloy’s.

    caloy at Jul 14, 09 at 9:04 pm

  497. killersmile, who cares. just make yourself useful. tell your stories

    roger2009 at Jul 14, 09 at 9:52 pm

  498. Hi guys,enroute to Bern after spending a few days in Gstaad to savor the Davidoff Food Festival – a gourmet’s delight. Unfortunately not much eye candy. It’s such a small but picturesque town – they say there are more cows than people … a great place to relax but not to find much action.

    jetshit at Jul 15, 09 at 7:01 am

  499. Here’s a bit of legal wisdom on internet libel, elements:

    1. A defamatory statement, one that is either malicious or patently false. (Eg., saying someone is dead is patently false);
    2. Publication in the internet;
    3. Evidence of subsequent Internet activity, such as blogging, that may go on in response to the libel. Presentation of such activity in court is a key way in which to show that the offensive content caused the libeled individual harm.

    All these elements exist in the following statement by Killersmile:
    “fyi.. caloy just passed away.. sorry to hear that.. huhuhu! kaya pla hindi sya nagpaparamdam…”
    Evidence of activity was provided by the postings in comments Nos. 488, 489, 490, 491 and 492.

    Migs should not erase this comment as evidence of GOOD FAITH on his part, which is a key defense element in LIBEL.

    Thanks for the suggestions of others. I’ve likewise taken a screen shot as protection against censorship or deletion of this comment.

    It is recommended that you track any subsequent Internet activity, such as blogging, that may go on in response to the libel. Presentation of such activity in court is a key way in which to show that the offensive content caused you harm.

    egay at Jul 15, 09 at 7:19 am

  500. Guys, since a lot of the nuisances here stem up from the repressed behavior of a lot of PLUs, let me share a part of the series of Bob Garon’s inputs on understanding homosexuality as printed in The Manila Times” Life and Times section. Please check the rest of the series if you’re interested…

    ***************************************************

    It is quite clear that, based on numerous studies, homosexuality is not a disease, nor is it a psychological disorder. It wasn’t always seen as such. Not so long ago, homosexuals were seen as sick people who needed to be cured. Not anymore. Sure, there are those who still see gay people as sick and abnormal, but serious scientists no longer share that thinking. The American Psychiatric Association has removed homosexuality from the list of disorders.

    “There is, in fact, a broad consensus that homosexuality is ‘constitutional’—in other words, that being gay, like being straight, is a natural, unchangeable part of who a person is inside. This is very important because it suggests, among other things, that in raising our sons, there is nothing we as parents can do or not do that somehow cause our child to ‘become’ either homosexual or heterosexual. While environmental factors, such as parenting, can of course influence the developmental experience of boys both gay and straight, they seem to have relatively little impact on what his genuine sexual orientation will ultimately be- that is, on whether as an adult he will feel primarily drawn to a man or a woman as the healthy object of his love and affection.’” (William Pollack, Ph. D.)

    As the search for the roots of homosexuality sexuality goes on, it is becoming clearer that one’s sexual orientation whether heterosexual, bisexual or homosexual is inborn. Research has shown that identical twins that were separated at birth and raised apart, without seeing each other, were found to be homosexual. This is a very interesting study because it lends credence to the theory that homosexuality is inborn. If this is so as I believe it is, then there is nothing that we can do to change this, no matter how hard we try. And God know how great and diverse have been the efforts to change homosexuals and “cure” them. Though some people say they have cured homosexuals, their claims have not been substantiated by serious studies.

    I have dealt with so many gay people and I can tell you none was ever “cured” despite the superhuman efforts to change them. Perhaps those who were said to have changed were bisexuals who made strong and successful efforts (at least for a while) to direct their attention to the opposite sex.

    As the evidence in favor of the inborn theory piles up, homosexuals increasingly face the reality that they were born gay and that their sexual orientation is not some evil choice or depravity.

    Momoy at Jul 15, 09 at 8:46 am

  501. caloy, you’re back. and thank god,you are ok. that story on you is totally low.

    more stories please on your adventures. this should counter such foul stories. or if you please, try to create your own blog. many will follow you.

    nice to hear from you again.

    nicko at Jul 15, 09 at 9:43 am

  502. When Migs detects a thread of inappropriate comments I think, for his sake he should check the source. Handling a bog has its benefits but there are also risks from inappropriate unsolicited comments, especially if they are libelous.

    I agree that that comment by Killersmile about caloy is totally low.

    jed at Jul 15, 09 at 11:28 am

  503. Killersmile’s defamatory posting about Caloy is downright libelous, very shallow indeed.
    How low can this lowlife go?

    gio at Jul 15, 09 at 1:46 pm

  504. bongga as in winner ang byuti ni killersmile, effective ang press release mong patay na si caloy, hayan at naglabasan na ang mga attorney ng bayan, sige abogadang egay kasuhan mo si killersmile ng libel para malaman din namin kung gaano ka kagaling na lawyer at hindi puro payabangan lang ang inaatupag mo.

    Ang mahalaga nalaman nating buhay si Caloy at false alarm lang ang press release ni killersmile, style nya lang siguro yun para lumabas at gisingin sa mga lungga nila ang mga dating reyna ng tread na ito. Kitam effective talaga ang hitad na killersmile at naglabasan ang lahat sa lungga.

    axe at Jul 15, 09 at 7:05 pm

  505. Ay, buhay na naman ang JOLOGS na AXE na ito.

    Day off mo sa pagtutulak ng kariton?

    egay at Jul 15, 09 at 8:17 pm

  506. Axe and Killersmile are back. Where are Redhulk and Francois?

    Egay,
    AXE WROTE:
    To David
    Ang yabang mo ate sana dika atakehin sa puso hahahaha, pano ka nakakasiguro na kaya mo akong sipain palabas ng office mo e kung sabihin ko sayo na anak lang naman ako ng isa mga major stockholders ng kumpanyang pinagtatrabahuan mo baka ikaw ang lumuhod sa harapanko para wag lang kitang sipain palabas ng opisina mo. Wag mong ipag yabang sa akin kung ikaw ay boss o kung anong meron ka sa Europe dahil hindi sa pagmamayabang sister kaya koring gawin o tapatan ang kaya mong gawin o kung anong meron kana sa buhay.
    Yan ang hirap sa mga pinoy na nakarating lang ibang bansa akala mo na kung sino na laging nakataas ang nuo, katulad mo nagpupunta rin ako sa ibang bansa pero hindi para magtrabaho as an OFW kundi para magbakasyon lang, kaya wag kang magyabang na BOSS ka dyan sa office nyo ok. ingat lang parekoy baka magka stiff neck ka. nakasakay kana ba sa KABAYO O KALESA ang kabayo kapag tumatakbo di yan lumilingon, kaya ingat ka baka maging petrang kabayo ka.
    II AXE WROTE
    axe wrote on 19. May 2009
    hay naku KAKA ikaw na yata ang nakakalito dahil katulad ko at ni francois o ng iba pang PLU’s na naguguluhan sa totoong edad ni momoy ay nagtatanong lang naman sa kung ano nga ba ang katotohan dahil gaya ng sabi ko we are not born yesterday.
    Dahil base sa mga kwento nya nag doktor sya tapos nag 4 year course sa abroad and then he came home, tapos nag work as consultant sa isang pharmaceutical company. Diba dapat kung above 30 something na sya at hindi turning 30 palang?
    Malay ko ba kung sino si francois, basta ako promdi girl na ako ngayon. nakakaloka naman ang mga tao dito. paghinalaan ba akong si francois
    ETC ETC
    In response Ton Wrote:
    Ton wrote on 17. May 2009
    David and Axe,
    With due courtesies to both of you, this blogsite is now heavily compromised due to so much argument and bickering. It is ironic that you end your statements with Peace to You when in fact, your intent is to outdo each other.
    Maaaring pareho kayong tama pero para nyo nang awa, huwag nyo naman gamitin ang MGG in grandstanding. Mahaba na nga yung postings, hahaba pa unnecessarily.
    I was hoping to see relevant insights from our suki posters only to see this never-ending exchange of labels between you two.
    Please guys, not this site.
    You two have made your respective points. Nadinig na siguro naming lahat. So tama na sana po.
    So AXE changed his name to Francois.
    My opinion:
    I think the rest of the sisters here are just wasting their time on these people, who’ve contributed nothing but negativity.
    Yung iba nama kasi pumapatol pa. IGNORE them na lang.

    AXE, KILLERSMILE AND THESE OTHER LOWLIFES WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR SHUTING DOWN THIS THREAD OVER TWO MONTHS AGO.

    jayjay at Jul 15, 09 at 8:25 pm

  507. i believe Killersmile, Axe, Angelica, Matt, etc belong to one and the same person intentionally wrecking havoc in this thread. Please guys, ITIGIL na ang pagpatol sa
    taong ito. Di pa ba nyo nakuha hangga ngayon??? Pinaglalaruan at inuuto ang lahat dito. Ngayon, kung gusto nyo ng inuuto at pinaglalaruan, e di sige lang! Mag react kayo sa mga walang kwentang posting nya at patulan nyo siya. Yun lang, Sabi nga ni Migs. World Peace.

    uno at Jul 16, 09 at 2:47 am

  508. sige yung mga impostor jan tuloy lang nila ang paninira para password protected na ulit tong thread na to o kaya burahin na ni MGG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    killersmile at Jul 16, 09 at 10:41 am

  509. see kita nyo naman kung anong ugali meron si egay, lawyer ba ang ganyan, masarap magtulak ng kariton at hindi basta basta kariton lang yan dahil milyones ang laman ng kariton ko neng nakakarating yan mula batanes hanggang sa mahihirap nating kababayan sa mindanao. Kapag day off ko, i do charities at hindi lang puro hada ang pinaggagawa ko, i share my blessings kaya naman siguro patuloy ang pagbuhos ng grasya sa kariton ko despite of the crisis that we have now.

    axe at Jul 16, 09 at 11:20 am

  510. Momoy, of course its now common knowledge that homosexuality is not a disease. DSMII pa lang noon hindi na.

    It is a disease only if you are ego dystonic, which you apparently are because yoyr stories indicate you are binabae acting while you deny that and claim you are straight acting. Listen to what you said in your comment No. 70:

    “..I still could not hide my coldness. “Galit ka pa ba bro sa akin?”…Di ako kumibo. He started eating. I stood up to get the orange juice from the ref and filled his glass.I also sliced the mangoes for him…and returned to the ref as i forgot to give him fruit youghurt.All these i did in silence.He kept on thanking me. I picked up my Centrum and placed one caplet for him near his glass of water. I was about to return the bottle Centrum to the cabinet when….”

    You claim to be straight acting pero girl na girl ka dito: “I forgot to give the fruit youghrt…did this in silence… parang babae sa isang Igmar Bergman movie, the silence…this rejection of one’s psycho;ogical and sexual hanguaps by detaching their homoerotic content …very clear in your girl na girl actions. Baka akala mo hindi halata but I’m sure your office mates would whisper, when you leave a group ‘bading yan”. This is an indication of ego dystonia in a homosexual guy which, psychiatrists qualify to be a disease.

    jayjay at Jul 17, 09 at 2:04 pm

  511. wawa naman si Momoy…may sakit siya, ano yon?…ego dystonic homosexuality

    allen at Jul 17, 09 at 2:07 pm

  512. Hi Kuya Caloy!

    Try going to Costello castle and its nearby streets in Milan. Sometimes there are tourists who stay there looking for fun. Sometimes the locals do too. Ingat lang coz I heard that illegal Turks and Albanians are doing some petty crimes there. Wala namang nangyaring masama sa akin when i was there.

    Europeans are very curious and very interested to try asians. There were guys who approached and befriended me but I was so scared to pursue whatever they want. There are language, cultural and accent barriers kasi. For instance, sa Eurail lang nga, there were different languages used by each passenger in the cabin I was in. They try to talk in English but they are not so fluent. Baka mamaya eh iba ang understanding ko sa gusto nilang i-communicate.

    When I was in Paris, I befriended a guy who brought me to his house and introduced me to his mother and brother. Then we both stayed in his room. He kept on saying that his family is open minded. However, I never entertained his advances.

    When I arrived in Brussels during midnight, I took a cab going to a friend’s house. The cab driver became extra friendly to me. While driving, he kept on holding the fly of his pants –apparently the head of his hard tool– while glancing at me. I tried to ignore him coz I was scared and I did not know the place. It was quite exciting though to be pursued by other nationalities.

    Anyway, ingat lang and enjoy your stay there.

    Bong at Jul 17, 09 at 2:57 pm

  513. Ano nga ba ang topic dito??? IN PURSUIT OF STRAIGHT MEN!!! huwag lilihis mga sis.

    uno at Jul 18, 09 at 12:54 am

  514. Comment #481

    Hi Mario. I’m curious about your story about sucking an actor whose dick is soaked with lotion. I had the same experience with an actor who wants to soak his dick with lotion when he masturbates. Are we talking about the same actor? ;) Please email me privately at AlexandertheGreat075@gmail.com. Thanks. Maybe we can share our experiences with this actor…

    Alvin at Jul 19, 09 at 6:39 am

  515. Hi Bong. I was in Manila sometime in 2007. I did not have any interesting conquests there though the Italian stallions are really handsome though they are generally smaller and shorter compared to other Europeans.

    Alvin at Jul 19, 09 at 6:49 am

  516. I mean Milan he he he.

    Alvin at Jul 19, 09 at 6:50 am

  517. I’ve been reading this thread for several months now but I couldn’t muster the courage to write about my own sexual experiences. Beside’s I’m a half Filipino. My mom is a widow married to an Australian. They met through a mutual friend, but, unusually, through letters. After two years of long distance courtship, my mom was able to migrate to Australia and I don’t think she ever liked it. We lived in the outback in a very poor area.

    I had my first few sexual experiences with girls starting 12. I considered myself heterosexual. I now live in the Philippines, in the south. Immediately after my dad passed away, she took the opportunity to come back to the Philippines, where, I noticed, she’s never been happier.

    I stand out because I’m half Australian and Filipino, “tisoy” in local slang. Since coming to the Philippines I’ve had some relationships. What I’d like to share was an unusual and unforgettable experience back in Australia, back when my dad was still alive and I was 15.

    I was fifteen years of age when my dad told me, “Colin, it’s time for you to get a job.” Our family was a very poor one, in rural Australia, and we were tenants on land that we didn’t own and worked on people’s farms who lived far and wide. There are so many sheep farms on Australia that I don’t even know all of the ones in a twenty-mile radius. All my older brothers had married. Two were my full brothers and were half Filipino and Half Australian and three of the eldest were my dad’s son’s from his first marriage. They all had left or moved to cities, and all my younger brothers were too young to get jobs of their own. My families rent had rent had just been raised considerably, and there was a drought, so our water bill went up as well. My family needed me to get the best job for the longest hours and it definitely needed some place for me to stay there, because my family could not pay for my costs any more. I was a growing teenager, albeit a young one, and I ate more than three of my younger siblings put together. My dad drove into town to look through the ads nailed and stuck to Old Town Hall’s left wall. There wasn’t much work a fifteen year old can do now a day, especially since the invention of all this new machinery that put a great many farm hands out of work. We scoured the wall, but there was nothing about free lodging or anything near to the pay rate my dad wanted for me. We were walking back to the truck when my dad spotted a green flier stapled to a telephone pole. It was a job ad, and it asked for young workers with a pay rate my dad was grudgingly able to accept. It also gave free lodging in exchange for chores, like feeding the baby lambs on the farm. My father thought this was good deal, and I was brave and ready to help out the family unlike my other lazy brothers, so we called the number given on the flier. A man with a deep voice answered, and I was nervous for a second, but with my dad behind I proudly applied for the job. The five-minute phone interview started with my age and ended with, “How soon can you start, son?” He said I was the right age to take care of lambs, and was happy that someone had finally applied for the job. I was to start next Monday, in two days. During those two days my mother and my dad made me promise to email them at least once a month and to try to bargain for a pay-raise. “Work hard,” my father said to me. “If you’re successful, you’ll be my first un-lazy son.”

    On that note I went out to wait in front of our house, where after a couple of minutes a green pick up truck pulled up, I jumped into the back, and it drove off again. After about an hour and a half bumpy ride we arrived at Wellford Farms, a farm that raised about 200 sheep, which to my knowledge was the smallest number I’d ever heard of, which accounted to the lack of workers. There was not a man in sight when I arrived, just a very large barn and a farmhouse just as big, with a pen to hold the sheep. The man driving the truck, called Ted, told me that sheep dogs do most of the work for him, but he needs some people to feed the lambs and do other chores while he’s out working. I asked him if he had a wife or any children and he just laughed. He talked a little about Thomas, the other farm hand, who was probably about half a year younger than me who had joined up last month, but he had complained he was bored and lonely, and couldn’t handle all the work, so Ted had hired me, too. First he led me into the barn, showed me around. Then he gave me a tour of part of the farmhouse. I asked where my room was, but he didn’t answer. I also asked where Thomas was, and he said in the back, in the shed. We walked a little ways form the house to the shed, which was fairly large. As I walked inside, I realized it was basically a kennel, in which all the dogs had a large cage and the lambs had a small pen. And I also noticed Thomas.

    Thomas not what I had expected. At all. He was chained up to various bars hanging from the roof, and he wore nothing except a ragged pair of cutoff shorts. As soon as he saw me, he said, “Hey! Look out!” I turned around looking for an explanation, and Ted had one. He handcuffed my hand together so fast it barely registered in my head, and when I tried to run, he just tripped me. He picked me up and whispered, “Let’s have some fun!” There were some more bars with chains hanging from the roof next to Thomas, as well several hooks and other common farm tools. He carried me over, chained my arms and legs into an X, and then took off his hat and sat down on a chair. “Ok, ahhh, well, Colin, are you gay?” “What,” I replied, “Let me go!”

    “Uh oh, that sounds like a no to me, eh Thomas!” He laughed, but Thomas hung his head. “Well, lets get your clothes off and start having some fun.”

    He walked over to me, but I had put two and two together and had started yelling and screaming. “That won’t do no good,” said Thomas. “We’re really far away form any body, and the almost unused road is like 50 meters away from here. We’re trapped.”

    “Damn right. You’re my farm boys now, eh?” With that he picked up a long knife. I screamed and screamed, but then Ted slapped me with the back of his hand.

    “Shut up. I’m not gonna’ cut you, just your clothes. Scream again and I’ll give you a reason.” He then roughly sawed off first my shirt, then my dirty jeans, my socks, my shoes, and finally my tight underwear. I felt tears of frustration and humiliation roll down my face as both Ted and Thomas oogled at my unerect penis, my pubes, my balls, and my whole groin area. Ted said, “Let’s compare, shall we?” He walked over to Thomas, who got red in the face as Ted ripped the shorts right off him, leaving Thomas’s balls, penis, and pubis hair to be stared at by Ted and I. I notice his penis was extremely red, which worried me. “Well, we have a cut one and one uncut (referring tour penises). Let’s see the big finale.” Ted unzipped his fly with some difficulty, revealing a gigantic completely erect penis, which was uncircumcised like Thomas’s. He then zipped it back up. “Well, I see you’ve both got at least partial erections, so either you’re gay like me, bisexual, or severely confused. I’ll let you two get to know each other. See you both in around two hours.” He grinned and walked away, still sporting a very large erection through his work pants.

    Thomas and I were left staring at each other and mainly each other’s cocks. They were both erect now, and seemed to be about the same size, but I was older, and had some more pubic hair than him. “I’m really sorry that he trapped you too. I though I was going to be the only one. But at least we have each other.”

    “What do you mean by that?” I snapped back, unable to take my eyes off his uncircumcised penis.

    “Well, you’re obviously gay like me, since you’re staring at my penis so much.”

    “I’m not… gay…” “So you’re bisexual?” Thomas asked. “No no,” I said softly. “I.. don’t know. I though I was normal. You know, I never though about anything when I masturbated. I don’t see many people. I though I was straight as anybody until I saw… another penis, I guess. I guess I am gay or bisexual, I don’t know.”

    “Well, gay is your normal now. That’s great,” Thomas said. “This would be even worse if you were straight. I was straight, in the beginning, but I’ve been here a month and seeing Ted’s or your cock makes my own penis shoot straight up. The life style isn’t really ALL too bad, once you get sort of used to it, sometimes.”

    “We have to escape.” I said.

    “Yes, I wish that were possible. But enjoy this part of the day, it’s one of the most comfortable, and just wait for tomorrow.”

    “What’s at tomorrow?” I asked. “Well,” he said, “Ted brings me into the house for, you know… his way. But he only does it every other day. It’s better than tonight.”

    “What’s tonight?” I asked again. Thomas suddenly frowned darkly and looked away, finally, from my cock. “Tell you later,” he replied.

    As time went on, eventually chains got to be quite painful and I was starting to get hot and sweat all over. Neither of our erections had fallen, and pretty soon we were enjoying our new gay-selves by basically flirting with each other. It led on to us promising to kiss and suck off and fuck each other, and soon pre-cum was mixing with the sweat that was dripping down our legs. We were basically yelling love and promises to each other when Ted walked in. “Glad to see you two are getting along so well,” he said, rubbing his erection. “But I’m sorry to say that the lambs are terribly hungry.” Thomas’s face perked right up, but I was suspicious. There was something about Ted’s smile that wasn’t good. “Finally,” Thomas said, “I’ve been pre-cumming for hours.” He turned to me. “It’s a little painful, but you get used to it real fast. Don’t squirm or they’ll bite you.” I was too shocked to say anything, and it wasn’t until Ted led over two small lambs that I finally realized what was going to happen. Before I could say a word, Ted has tied one of the lamb’s collars to a small metal loop in between my legs, and the hungry lamb just reached up and grabbed my erect cock. It was obviously very hungry, because it licked up pre-cum and sweat alike as it kneaded my penis to produce its meal more rapidly. I started yelling and realized Thomas was in a similar situation through his grunts and yells, too. The lambs only had a few teeth, but it was enough to hurt a lot when you bucked or tried to pull away. I hadn’t masturbated in about three days or more, so I felt that I coming on very fast. The lamb’s tongue worked me up, slowly moving around as it sucked and bit my head, and it even poked into my penis-hole. It was one of these irregular movements that brought me over the edge. As I yelled wildly and shook in my chains, the lamb latched on like a leech and held me, it tongue gathering everything that had missed the mouth, including writhing through my pubes and sucking my balls. It then started to suck again. I looked startled, and called over to Thomas, but he was only half way to his orgasm and couldn’t hear a word I said. I looked around to Ted, sitting on a chair, with his pants around his ankles and his hand flying a mile and hour, pumping his enormous cock. He just laughed when I told him that I’d already cummed and to take the lamb away. The young lamb continued to suck, and my flimsy cock was starting to get erect again, even though all my sexual excitement was gone. As I was slowly worked up to another climax, I heard Thomas scream and later Ted grunt heavily as he too spilled his seamen over the straw covered floor. Another lamb, tied nearby, proceeded to lick it up again, and Ted let it lick his dick dry before pulling up his pants and waiting for us to finish. And what a finish it was. I gasped and gasped and then screamed myself hoarse as I was painfully and yet appealing pushed into another orgasm by the lamb’s expert tongue. After about three minutes, while the lamb was still cleaning me up, Thomas climaxed with several profane yells and Ted untied the lams and led them back to the pen. He then put in bottles on stands for the other hungry lambs. “I chose a different lamb each week. It’s like a treat for them. Now that there are two of you, they’ll get sperm twice as often. Sorry about the teeth, but they need to grow up into sheep, and they’ll need their teeth for that. I know how much you all love each other, judging by the voices I heard when I walked in, so I’ll put you in together in for a couple nights. But first, I’ll go get your slops.”

    He walked outside, and came back in with a large bucket filled with what looked like gravy, potatoes, butter, and trash. I hadn’t eaten for about three hours, but my hunger was nothing compared to Thomas’s, who was drooling like crazy. Ted unchained Thomas, and pulled him by his now tender penis and balls into a large cage with a pile of straw on the floor. He shut the door as Thomas rubbed his sore wrists and penis, and then unchained me. He grabbed my throbbing penis (which had tooth marks on it) with one hand and painfully fingered my balls with the other and he led me over to the cage, where he opened the door and shoved me on top of Thomas and locked the door. He then poured the slops into a trough at the other end of the cage. Thomas disentangled himself from my naked and embarrassed body and quickly crawled over to the trough and started basically drinking it straight off. I slowly stood up and walked over, and the crouched and started slurping. Ted was still their, watching us, and I realized that he did this on purpose to show his authority and power over us, and it probably turned him on. I noticed Thomas was eating really fast, and that he didn’t have a bit of fat on him, and he even had a tiny bit of his ribs showing. I’ve had a little bit of flab since my appetite increased, and I was worried about Ted starving me, too. “Don’t worry, Colin, I’m not going to starve you or Thomas any more. I’ve saved enough money to buy a certain type of exercising machine that I can hook up to, so that you can stay cute but still eat well. Plus, you’ll have sexier muscles.” He said this in a way that disturbed me, but Thomas was extremely happy. “Oh thank you, thank you, ahh. Thank you,” he said between frenzied mouthfuls. Ted just grinned and said, “You can pay me back later, Thomas, and you too, Colin. I’m very excited about tomorrow.” With that he stood up and left, closing the door behind him and leaving us in the semi dark and musty shed. Thomas and I were left lying in the straw spread eagled and naked, just to cool off. There was an enormous tub of relatively water in which we eventually found ourselves.

    “All right, so what happens tonight? Does it involve more sex or torture? Or both? I mean, that sheep suck off was painful but kind of nice, too.” I asked it kind of awkwardly, while we were crouching up to our necks in the cool water. “Yes, it does involve both, but it won’t happen for a couple of nights, probably because you don’t have the pheromones in your body yet,” replied Thomas, a crack of sun glistening of his sweaty face. His wet brown hair was slicked back in a way my penis found appealing, and this and the discussion led to a small erection on my part. “Pheromones? What the hell?” I asked, confused and intrigued. “Yeah, it’s what he put in the slops. Have you noticed I smell a little funny? Well, Ted puts pheromones in the slops to turn the male sheep dogs into sex machines, but he only lets me, and now you, every other night, when he’s not fucking us himself. He finds the barks of the dogs and my yells turn him on a lot, but we get time off because you don’t have the pheromones in you. I also get weekends off, to…” “To what?” I asked. “To…heal. The dogs pump pretty hard and I usually bleed after they’re done. There’s like 20 male sheep dogs, and they fuck me once or twice that night. It’ll be really bad at first, and you’ll bleed some, but after a while it’s not so bad, and I’ve only been here a month. What’s really painful is their claws, that hold on to you when they’re humping you. Of course, he ties me down before he lets them in here, so I have to sleep like that, and that’s another reason I don’t like it. After you cum the second time you just want to get out and far away as you can from those damn dogs. But we don’t have to worry for two days. Yes! Thank God.” he finished his explanation, and I noticed through the dark light and water that he had an erection, too. “So.” I said, awkwardly. “Want to… I love you.” He dived on me, kissing my lips, groping my tongue with his rubbing my nipples with his hands. I was totally taken by surprise, but He slowly sank onto me in the water, and as our erection pressed together, our tongues completely locked and he completely felt each other over, groping and kissing and feeling. Our pre-cum floated to the top of the water like oil, and after maybe ten minutes Thomas let go and stood up, with water dripping of him. “I have to pee before we start. Over there’s where we have to go to the bathroom. Believe it or not, Ted usually cleans it out. You better shit before we…” “Wait,” I said, “You’re fucking me? I’m older.”

    “Yeah, well, your ass is still virgin, and mines sore, and you’re new. I’ll let you try later on.” He peed and I shitted, and then I scrubbed my ass as best I could with straw and water and a little slops. “Good idea,” he said. “Bend over.” I did, and he poured some greasy slop all over my butt and slightly into my ass. It was warm, and it felt good. I waited for him to do something, but then realized I had no idea what I was waiting for. “I’ve never done this before in my whole life,” said Thomas. “And my penis is still sore. What do I…” I cut him off my turning around and kissing him. We kissed for about five minutes, and then I bent down again and he tentatively poked his dick’s head into my hole. It was about the perfect hit, but felt funny and a little painful going in, and when he started going back and worth, it didn’t really turn my on. Then he pushed me farther down, grabbed my penis with his hands around my looping body, and started to slowly pump. All the fat in the slop had lubricated our love like a beautiful machine, after a few seconds, the pain receded and I started to feel something. He was messing around with my penis, but sort of only half willing to, and eventually I just held his hands while he pumped me. It was very slow, and his penis wasn’t too long, so it wasn’t too good to begin with, but then he took his cock out and poured in a lot of slop, and then started really fucking me. Small stars exploded in front of my eyes and I felt myself getting one of the best feelings of my life. Then Ted burst through the door.

    “What the hell are you doing?! Get off a him now, damn it!” he unlocked the cage and pulled us off each other. “I was saving Colin’s virgin ass, so don’t cum in it. If you’re so ready to orgasm again, I can fix that.” We just grunted in response and picked ourselves up. It looked like we didn’t have a choice anymore.

    “Well, I was going to wait until tomorrow to fuck you, Colin, but seeing as you are so eager, I believe I can quench your sexual desire quite nicely. As he pulled us out of the pen, he put an ankle cuff on a chain around our leg, and then attached it to the wall. He then walked away and came back with a very large plastic bottle of olive oil. “Oil up boys, but don’t feel that you’re missing the surprise; I have lots of activities for you tomorrow, too.”

    “What are we oiling –” “Shut up!” yelled Ted at me. “Don’t ask questions!” he persuaded me with a very tight grip on my testicles, which made me all too willing, and light headed. Ted stripped naked and put his clothes away as we oiled up in the hot steamy shack. Our naked bodies glistened as Thomas and I lathered each other up, doing it quite quickly so as not to inspire more ball squeezing. “Alright,” said Ted as our entire bare bodies glistened and gleamed in the light. “Oil me now.” We both filled our hands and walked up to him. Ted grabbed our erect cocks and dragged us forward as we poured and rubbed it on his naked skin. It was pretty strenuous work, and pretty soon we were baking alive, because the oil didn’t allow us to sweat an inch. Ted walked over and opened the door, and a beautiful win blew across our chests, thighs, and gentiles. “Well, let’s start. Thomas, get over here.” He pulled Thomas over to a bare part of the shack, and then lowered a large hook. Then, with a slight grunt, he lifted Thomas up onto the hook and sunk its blunt point up Thomas’s ass. Thomas screamed while he did this, but Ted quickly dragged over a wooden box so that Thomas could support himself slightly on his legs. Thomas still whined some, but his face no longer looked so pained, and his penis replied with a dribble of pre-cum. “See, Thomas likes it.” He whipped me over and forced me to bend down, and then shackled my legs to the floor and released my ankle cuff. Then he released Thomas’s ankle cuff and replaced it with two double cuffs, one on each ankle. He locked my wrists and Thomas’s ankles together, which left me basically smelling his pubes and my back level as a table. “Let’s begin. Thomas, you cum. Colin, you suck him off. I will fuck.” He then poured some more olive oil on Thomas’s dick, my dick, his own large dick, and down my ass, which felt disgustingly warm and sort off slimy. “Oh, I love breaking boys in!” Ted said as he prodded my ass hole with his cock, testing and sounding for my hole. When he found it, he slid in.

    “Oh ow!” I screamed as he put first one inch and then two inches into my ass. I moaned and yelled as he slowly got more and more in. It didn’t feel as good as when Thomas did it, and when he got past the first three inches that Thomas had gotten in so far, I started crying. As tears fell from my eyes, I begged him to stop. “Oh, shut up. You’ll beg for it again later on!’ With that he pushed in three inches at once. I felt like I had his penis all the way up my abdomen, and half expected it to come out my throat. After he got about seven inches in, from what I could guess through my moans and sobs, he started to rock me back and forth, pushing my face into Thomas’s erect penis. Ted grabbed my balls hard, and I knew what he wanted me to do. I reached up and grabbed Thomas’s cock with my mouth, and slowly moved my tongue across it back and forth. I had never felt foreskin before, and my tongue explored and mapped out every part of his. As I was doing that, my ass started to burn and hurt more and more. Ted had been fucking harder and harder, and it was still hurting, but I also sort of liked it. After awhile it got pretty numb, and Ted stopped to pour more olive oil on our penises, which greatly enhanced to speed of the fucking. He started to play with my own super oily penis as his rocked my butt and body about, while pushing Thomas’s dick up into the very back of my mouth. From Ted’s swears, Thomas’s moans, and my own building joy, I knew we were going to climax in the next couple of minutes. After about another minute, Ted started pumping really fast and his cock started throbbing and spewing cum into my ass like a faucet. He also grabbed and twisted my cock like he was ringing out a towel. These two things caused me to start cumming as well, which made me bite down very hard on poor Thomas’s penis, which ended the chain reaction as he spewed his seed down my still pumping throat. As Ted still let loose into my ass, I started yelling loudly through my spraying gag (Thomas’s penis) and Ted fingers overlapped my blasting seamen, causing me to spray it out like a clogged fire hose over everyone. The cum dripped down my legs, my face, my neck, my penis, and my chest as he finally calmed down after several of the most gloriously painful and wonderful minutes of my life. Ted, who was no longer dazed, led us slowly back into the pen after unlocking our chains and then locked the door quietly. He pulled my ear and I slowly crawled over with my still dripping penis to lick his dick fresh and clean. With that he put on his clothes and said, “See you tomorrow, boys, at 9-o-clock sharp. I crawled onto Thomas and licked the oil, sweat, and cum off his tired body, and then sucked it out of his throbbing cock. After that, we washed the rest of the oil of with a cool dip and laid down on each other, too tired and totally cummed out to have sex, but we still loved each other, so we kissed. Whether we could escape out of this heaven/hell or even wanted too, was up for debate, but tonight we just snuggled up together and waited it out for another day.

    colin at Jul 20, 09 at 10:38 am

  518. colin, that sounds like it was lifted entirely from penthouse forum or menonthenet.com. good read, though.

    mistersister at Jul 21, 09 at 5:43 pm

  519. galing yata nifty.org to under BDSM….. tsk tsk

    killersmile at Jul 22, 09 at 3:04 am

  520. colin, i find your story too gross for me to finish it’s entirety, well, it’s just probably me, some may suit their liking.

    uno at Jul 22, 09 at 6:36 am

  521. Farm animals were meant to be eaten by people…not the other way around.

    zaldy at Jul 22, 09 at 12:13 pm

  522. Hi there.. masyado mahaba yung story ni colin.. and I hate to say it but I’m not into animal sex.. euch.. (sorry!!) Anyway, I had this experience last December 2008 when I was assigned in Binan for 1 week (audit fieldwork). Tumutuloy ako nun sa tita ko in Pacita Complex, Sta. Rosa para tipid sa pamasahe and at the same time para family bonding na rin.. During my first two days, I was searching for a gaybar somewhere in Binan (based from my internet research eh meron daw). I never bothered asking since kakahiya namang magtanong ng ganun dahil I’m discreet talaga. “Manong san ho ba pinakamalapit na gaybar dito?” Know what I mean? hahaha.. Anyways.. during the 2nd night, wala pa rin akong nakikitang gaybar.. puro videokehan na babaeng (mukhang mga matrona na ang itsura) ang nakikita ko.. So even I hate to admit it, I decided to go to my tita’s house feeling defeated.. I got off to the Pacita Center (ata tawag dun) basta yung plaza na maraming stores and me terminal ng tricycle. I decided na tambay sa me netopia dun in front of Jollibee.. I caught a glimpse of this cute guy, a tricycle driver. Wala siya sa terminal and paikot-ikot lang siya obviously looking for passengers. He was wearing black sando, a white cap and basketball shorts (which is a turn on for me). During his 2nd pass (kasi he’s circling the plaza nga).. He noticed me looking at him.. Binawi ko agad ang tingin ko pero too late.. He parked his tricycle infront of me and asked if sasakay daw ba ako.. Since I’m discreet (although obvious na that time na I like him), I said hindi dito lang ako may hinihintay.. I thought he was leaving after I said that but instead he kept on asking me kung san ako pupunta until nakulitan na ko and had the courage to whisper to him na gimik sana kami.. He just smiled slyly at me and said kung me place ba ako..Sabi ko nakikituloy lang ako ngaun sa tita ko diyan sa pacita.. Kung me lam siyang malapit na motel dun na lang sana kami.. He drove towards the highway in the direction of Binan but before we reached Binan proper he turned left to a pension house (motel daw and sorry I forgot the name).. After all the pleasantries, we went to the bathroom where I immediately sucked him till he came.. (he never kisses daw).. downside lang is medyo mapanghi na ang kanya even after washing tapos deepwell pa ata ang tubig kaya me after taste ng parang kalawang..hehehe. All in all, I still enjoyed it.. He said na ihatid niya na lang ako sa amin but I declined kasi paranoid ako masyado na baka gumawa ng eksena sa amin yun malaman pa ng mga tita ko of my extracurricular activities..During my remaining stay there.. lagi kami nagkikita not to do the deed always.. minsan pasyal lang kami tapos himas ako on his thing… hahaha yun lang po.. sorry kung medyo di maganda pagkakaconstruct..

    elbert at Jul 22, 09 at 7:11 pm

  523. to COLIN

    i love your story heheheheheh… looking forward on part 2

    kimmy at Jul 23, 09 at 4:10 pm

  524. buti p keu dmi experience… aqoh wa xadu… kc aman mahiyain aqoh xadu….. heheheheh

    kimmy at Jul 23, 09 at 4:11 pm

  525. re. Kimmy #524

    Ako rin bro mahiyain. (lolz) Seriously, mahiyain talaga ako when it comes to approaching a guy. As what I’ve relayed in my story.. hanggang tingin lang talaga ako at nangangarap ng gising.. Nagkataon lang din na trip niya ko (I guess!) kasi he was the one who approached me.. Siguro ego booster din sa kanya kasi di hamak na mas gwapo at maganda katawan ko compared sa kanya (di naman po sa pagyayabang) pero ako tong mukhang tanga na hahabol-habol na parang takam na takam sa kanya.. (Angas, str8-looking guys that wear sando and basketball shorts is a turn on for me specially if me laman ang braso.. sheeettt!! talagang nanghihina tuhod ko.. siyempre dapat gwapo for my taste..) yun lang talaga mapanghi crotch area niya di ko lam kung dahil sa matagal nakababad sa araw..or talagang nakadikit na yung amoy na yun..

    Speaking of which kagabi lang nagawi ako sa Libertad.. I saw this cute tricycle driver.. siyempre sight to death na naman lolo mo while he (driver) was waiting for passengers.. I thought di nya ko napapansin kasi I never saw him look at me even for just a second.. When he got a passenger dumaan yung tricy niya sa harap ko and invited me na sumabay na sa kanila.. Totally awestruck, I declined which until now e di ko maintindihan kung bakit ko nagawa and obviously pinagsisisihan.. huhuhu.. Anyway, if I have time.. I will go there again.. Lalo na ngayon na I know that he acknowledges my presence..The only thing I got from his tricycle is that it is a member of DALTODA.. I was not able to get the body number of the tricycle kasi medyo madilim na rin nung time na yun… Will share again if something good comes out of this.. Cheers!!

    elbert at Jul 23, 09 at 7:29 pm

  526. since mukhang inumpisahan ni elbert ang mga trike drivers here are some more postings on exciting trike drivers
    from pinoy exchange, grinwinch

    Ahh..tricycle drivers. Naka-score na’ko sa kanila. I can still vividly remember…Dec 1993..the night after our 3rd year high school Christmas party. Sobrang lakas ng loob ko non…his was the first **** I touched.
    Pauwi na kasi kami non…gumimik kami galing sa Centerpoint at ginabi na sa paguwi. Bale mga bandang 9pm na ako sumakay sa tricycle papunta sa subdivison namin. Yung tricycle driver, na-sense ko agad na pahada..kasi iba yung tingin nya nung nahalata nyang tinitignan ko yung bukol ng shorts nya. During the middle of the journey he suddenly peeked sa loob and looked at my face..then he scratched his balls..and kept it touching it. Eh di ako naman na-excite…pinalagpas ko sya sa street namin..pinapunta ko sya sa may kanto na walang tao..at medyo damuhan at madilim..pero corner pa rin ng street. Nag-abot ako ng 100 pesos (kahit may barya ako). Sabi nya wala daw syang panukli..sabi ko wala rin akong barya (while looking at his crotch). Eh na-sense din nya…bigla ba naman sabihin..’Pare susuhin mo na lang ako para makaalis na’ko…’ Eh di ok! It happened..we went to this vacant lot and i did it. hehehe. Naulit pa yon mga 4/5 times pero bigla na lang syang nawala sa Toda. Mapagkakatiwalaan naman at never nyang sinabi sa iba (naging suki ba). Hehehe. Ngayon natatawa na lang ako pag naalala ko.

    nicko at Jul 24, 09 at 10:41 pm

  527. from lucid mind, pinoy exchange

    Me may experience nung umuwi me ng gabi sa subdivision nag special ako pagsakay ko sumilip yung tricycle driver at nagtanong kung saan ako.. nako ang cute..moreno..matagos ilong at nak sleeveless kaya kita ang cuts mga nasa 19 to 24 ata siya mukhang bata at fresh siya tignan… habang umaandar kami nakatingin ako sa mukha niya..nadedemonyo talaga ako sa kagwapuhan niya tapos… may nakiangkas sa likod pero tuloy parin ang titig ko.. napapansin niya ata kaya medyo barubal na ang pagdrive niya… napatingin me sa bukol niya kasi naka maong shorts lang siya kaya kita ko pa balbon niya…. pinapahalata ko ang titig at naiilang ata.. tapos nung medjo traffic nagpahalata ako na kumambyo tapos bumukaka ako at nakapatong kamay ko sa hita ko kaya malapit na sa hita niya..

    .habang umaandar sinasagi ko ang hita niya,pero kabado parin ako… nung bumaba yung dalawang angkas pasimpleng kiskis parin ako ng kiskis sa hita niya at hindi ko natiis nahawakan ko na at hinimas.. sumilip siya at nagtanong”ano yun?” kala niya siguro baba na ako..umiling ako at sinabi “wala lang ang cute mo kasi eh! tinitigasan ako!” himas parin ako sa hita at di ko narin matiis hinawakan ko yung bukol kung matigas… nagulat siya , natakot ako at sinabi ko “galit kaba kuya?” ngumiti lang siya at sinabi “di ako galit kuya!” tuloy lang siya sa drive at dedma..tinanong ko habang tinutusok ng daliri ko yung gitna “bakit di matigas?” himas ko nalang braso niya.. nung mejo nagtraffic ulit tinanong niya ako” ano ba gusto mo mangyari?” natakot ako baka magalit sagot ko” wala lang ang gwapo mo kasi! nakakamanyak ka!”

    Tapos dedma lang siya ulit… medyo malayo pa sa amin pumara na ako kasi baka malaman niya pa bahay namin nung iaabot ko na yung bayad tinitigas niya mukha ko..
    Tapos sabi ko sa sarili ko “last na to!” dinukot ko etis niya, umatras siya tapos sabi “kaw ha kuya! Gusto mo ba ako?” sagot ko “obvious ba?” dinala niya yung tricycle sa madilim na lugar tapos bumaba kami sa abandoned house, yung mga di naiibenta sa subdivision.

    Sa loob gusto ko siya halikan kaso tinulak niya katawan ko at hinubad yung maong shorts nya, tinulungan ko nalang siya para mabilis, first time ko kasi nun. Tpos hinubad ko brief niya sabi ko “ ang laki ****!” tumawa siya “isubo mo nay an habang tinitigasan pa ako sayo!” sinubo ko dinilaan,sinubo,dinilaan,jinakol at hanggang labasan. Iluluwa ko na kinabig niya ako at sinubsob sa puson niya. No choice nilunok ko nalang lahat.. tapos nagbayad ako ng 100 sabi ko “okay na!” naglakad me pauwi tumawa ulet siya” bat naglalakad ka?” sabi ko “okey lang kuya!” tapos nun lagi ko ng hope ng siya masakyan ko kaso sobrang dami ng tricycle driver sa amin.. 500 ata silang lahat, kaya wish ko lang!

    nicko at Jul 24, 09 at 10:44 pm

  528. from spidey nash, pinoy exchange

    My story happens until now. Whenever i went home from the office, I always needed to ride a tricycle since, that’s my only way to get home.. Konti lang kasi tricycles dito sa amin. And it so happen na i always ride on HIS tricycle. you know, around 11 pm (off na ako by this time). This guy is still 21 yrs. old, payat, syempre gwapo, mukha siyang boy-toy, alam mo na, lalake na pwede mo paglaruan, na kahit ano gawin mo sa kanya, eh ok lang..he is friendly. basta masarap siya tingnan.. Noon pa ako nagcocomute per lately ko palang siya nakita.. siguro out of school youth. It was around 5 times na nakasay ako sa tricycle niya (i was always the last one na pasahero na ihahatid niya..) na tiyempong my urge din ako.. I really offered him a money and of course i told him that i liked him… siyempre pakipot, pero friendly pa rin ang dating. Pero, as in malaking pero, he said that next time lang daw. wala naman akong magawa. Siguro he was just shocked of what i did coz he was really expecting ne lalaki talaga ako.. So many nights have passed. Nakasakay ulit ako sa tricycle niya. Nakangiti niyang sabi na.. gusto ko ba raw.. I was also ready that time (well, always ready naman talaga ako everytime makikita ko siya.). Hayun, we were looking for a safe place, eh in our town, andaming pwede pagtaguan or u know, isolated places. Well as expected, i was able to “taste” him. As in sarap… amoy baby yung nota niya.. i even swallowed pa nga his cum….ahhh i cant explain the feeling at that time..

    Hinahanap ko talaga siya. every after payday namin, he wud be waiting for me talaga.. alam ko he need my money, pero alam ko rin na i need his body as well… Hanggang ngayon.. ganito pa rin.. masarap parin siya.. there were days na siguro he wasnt expecting na sasakay ako sa tricycle niya, to think na baka hindi siya naliligo, pero mabango parin siya (nota), talagang masarap to the last drop.

    Yun lang yon. wala naman kaming commitment, talagang pure business lang. hehehe.

    nicko at Jul 24, 09 at 10:47 pm

  529. @ JAYJAY

    ARE U LOOKING FOR ME ????
    #506 jayjay

    Axe and Killersmile are back. Where are Redhulk and Francois?

    Egay,

    redhulk at Jul 25, 09 at 6:35 am

  530. re. Nicko # 528..

    tuwa naman ako sa mga stories.. dati nagbabasa rin ako diyan sa pinoyexchange dun sa “Alternative Preference” Forum. kaya lang matagal na siya di accessible.. Would you mind telling me how can I access the threads in this forum again? Kasi kahit nagpamember na ko sa Pinoyexchange di ko pa rin siya maaccess.. Thanks

    elbert at Jul 25, 09 at 4:48 pm

  531. Di ko lam if related to guys.. Pero beware kayo if madalas kayo tambay sa Metropoint Mall. Apparently, there is a group of callboys there na labas-masok na sa kulungan due to theft, drug-use, etc.. Yung ibang callboys dun medyo halata na ang pagkamukhang adik.. pero there is this one guy na gwapo and has an okay body na kala mo mukhang mabait pero kasama rin sa grupo.. He usually wears a white cap and carries a blue sling bag pero minsan di niya dala to.. basta beware na lang kayo.. I chanced upon him leaving Shogun Hotel and he seems in a hurry to leave.. Lam niyo na naman siguro kung ano ibig ko sabihin dun.. Basta take care lang always..

    elbert at Jul 25, 09 at 5:47 pm

  532. to elbert
    just log in lang. kasi kung hindi ka nakalog in, bawal ang alternative preference at intimacy and passion subfora.

    nicko at Jul 25, 09 at 10:19 pm

  533. cute ng mga tricycle driver stories.. keep it up… i’m going to Cebu tomorrow.. care to share some tips (update kumbaga) kung san na ang go-to MP’s and cruising spots para sa ating PLUs.. your help will be greatly appreciated.. Thanks guys.. World peace.. You can email me personally at morbid_axis@yahoo.com

    World Peace!!! =)

    allen cruz at Jul 27, 09 at 6:04 pm

  534. add p keu ng sexperiemce nio sa mga err type… cute kc ng story…

    kimmy at Jul 28, 09 at 2:08 pm

  535. from tresehan of pinoy exchange

    We’ve been friends since highschool (12 years old palang kami) and we’ve been housemates too on certain semesters back in college that’s why we got really really close. He’s with his girlfriend for 6 years now but they rarely see each other because the girl went to work in the province right after college up to this day. But they see each other and go out from time to time, and I know, from the way he tells stories about the times he spend with his girl friend, he is really realy happy and in-love with her.

    In the mean time, as his guy buddy I was always the one to keep him company while his girlfriend is not around…always only the two of us. We go out for dinner, we watch movies, and I accompany him whenever he needs to buy something from somewhere he’s not familiar with. In my mind, I was like his susbtitute girlfriend, I fill up what she couldn’t do because of her schedules. When he’s tired (while we were still housemates) I was the one who gives him a massage, I buy his medicine when he’s sick, and I take-out food for him whenever he’s so busy for a meal.

    Before, I do these things because of plain friendship, but come last year I started feeling something different..that I have fallen for him.

    I know to myself that I’m a bi…I get attracted to both men and women eversince. I have 2 past relationships with girls, and 2 sexual encounters with guys…(but not really did it so technically I’m still a virgin).

    This guy best friend of mine is a genuinely good guy, good-natured, a really good son to his parents, and a good older brother to his siblings. It is with these qualities that made he think how lucky her girlfriend is for having him and somehow i envy her for that.

    I remember him asking me if I’m gay 3 times. One was in 1999 when we were playing basketball, in 2002 while we were watching TV, and in 2004 while we were having lunch, ofcourse I always deny it and I try to change the topic as quick as possible. But from the way I treat him, by my actions towards him, by the things I have done and does for him, I know that he knows I’m not straight but I guess we just both don’t want to make an issue out of it so he never really insisted.

    I also learned that his girlfriend is suspecting that I’m gay that’s why whenever we go out hindi niya sinasabi na ako kasama nya or he completely denies that we were outside. Although he’s not telling me, I know…from the way he talks to her sa phone, and kapag hindi niya ako iniinvite to come over when his girlfriend is around. But I do the same thing, as a discreet bi, hindi ko rin sinasabi sa ibang friends ko na I go out for dinner and movies with a guy. I mean, c’mon mapagtatawanan kami so hinayaan ko nalang na ganun lagi…okay naman eh patay malisya nalang ako and i think sya ren

    Our dinner and movie nights continue up to this day… we’re both 23 I have a job and he’s in graduate school. Although we do not live in the same flat anymore I still get to sleep-over in his place a lot of times.

    Matagal ko na iniisip if somehow, he feels something for me, kasi sometimes he’s very sweet…Like he treats me like a girl. Kapag may mga kailangan gawin sa house, like magkakabit ng ilaw, curtains, or whatever that requires physical strength he does that for me. He carries what’s heavier kapag we buy stuff outside and we also go to church together. I like him better whenever he guides me in crossing a street. He always place himself in the danger zone side. Umaakbay din siya sakin kung minsan, and kinikilig talaga ako when he tickles me on the side while nakaakabay yung isang hand nya tapos magtatawanan kami. Always, I pretend that I refuse that very childish acts of him, magkulitan daw ba habang naglalakad sa kalsada..whatelse would other people think kundi we are a gay couple and nahihiya ako for that. But for him, he never seem to be bothered, actually siya pa nga yung malakas tumawa. I was thinking, maybe because he is too confident of his sexuality kaya hindi siya nag-iisip ng mga ganung bagay. And also during very late night walks, tipong kaming 2 lang naglalakad sa kalsada sumisimple akong hawakan yung kamay nya and we walk holding-hands. What i do is that I draw my self very close to his side para hindi halata na magkahawak yung kamay naim and hindi naman niya tinatanggal yun. I am at my happiest kapag sinusundo nya ako wherever I am just to eat dinner or go out kapag gusto niya. Once,I had something to do in a certain mall and by 3pm pa ako matatapos, to my suprise he was there by 2:30 to pick me up. Madaming beses nya ito ginagawa and masayang masaya ako lagi. When he envisions his future, with family and everything he always makes sure that he includes me…like we will be neighbors daw, or ka drinking session nya kapag weekends…

    We have nights na we seriously talk about diffrent things , politics, family, future, our dreams, women, sex…and for many times naisip ko na umamin na, that I’m a bi..but I’m too scared to lose him, I can’t afford to lose a very good friend.

    Although I admit that I am in-love with him, I never entertained the idea that we could be in a relationship more than friendship.

    But one thing is really bothering me right now, something happened last week that made me assmue that he feels the same way for me. Kinilabutan din ako at the same time kinilig, but because of what happened parang mas lalo ako naguluhan sa situation namin…

    I got a new job as a technical staff sa isang province which far from Manila. His initial reaction when I told him that I’m accepting the job is that he said hindi na daw kami makakalabas lagi. Kahit naman ako naisip ko rin yun, and the truth is isa siya sa mga nag-matter why nag think twice ako about accepting this job. Pero i have dreams to fulfill, that’s why I still accepted it.

    Last friday was my last day in my soon previous office, buong araw iniisip ko na this might be the last day that I could spend a night with him in his apartment ( 4 days na kasi ako nakikitulog sa bahay nya), coz I don’t know what will happen to me in the provice. I don’t know how much time my new job would require me, so I had no assurance na I could go back and visit him during vacations.

    Usually magtetext yun around 8PM, like “Pre, nasan ka?kain tayo” or “Pre, dito ka muna bahay”, very casual and manly. Pero that day his message was “Pwede ba tayo mag-dinner?” when I frist read the message naisip ko ano nanaman kayang kagaguhan ito, pero admittedly kinilig ako slightly and then suddenly I felt scared coz parang nasense ko na this is not his usual, maybe may gagawin siyang very drastic. I have something in my head that moment but then again I refuse to think about it.

    When I got to his apartment, I greeted him with the usual and he nodded they way he used to nod whenever we see each other. After that there was a very long akward silence, pati ako sobrang I can’t think of anything to say. Until he invited me to eat outside and so we went walking….

    We passed by 2 blocks already and he has not utter any word, pati ako nakikiramdam din…it was one of the most akward moment of my life so what I did was, I just pretended that I was minding the people na nakakasalubong namin. When we got to the restaurant he gave me an uncomfortable stare but I manage to shun that away and I was able to shift the mood to a comfortable converstation. In between, he tries to ask about my feeling sa magiging work ko, sa new environment na pupuntahan ko, I said I’m so excited and challenged..I even joked him that I’f I’ll like my life there I will stay there until the day I die…ofcourse we just laughed at it pero napapansin ko talaga he wants to tell me something that time while we were having dinner….

    Nung nagpapa-antok na kami the weirdest thing happened, I was reading a book and he was doing his research paper. Around 1 am na yun, sabi ko I’m almost done and super inaantok na ako, what he did is that he stopped working and turned his laptop off. I found a comfortable lying postion in such a way that I was facing towards his table where he was seated filing papers. When he got up to turn the lights off I gave him a smile, like a goodnight greeting and shifted my position to the other side facing towards the wall in such a way that I could still see from the pheriphery. After he turned the lights off he approached the side of my bed (head part) and stood there for like 5 to 10 minutes….from my pheriperal vision, I could see him looking down at me. It seems that he wanted me to wake me up coz he has something to tell me. But after that uncomfortable long stand he went to his bed and natulog na sya.

    I got up at around 5:30 am, coz I needed to go home by 7:00 am. Usually he gets up late in the morning, sometimes even lunch time, so whenever i sleep over in his place, I needed to wake him up to tell him “alis na ako” and then he’ll be back to sleep. But I was so surprised to see him awake and made up after i took a bath..it was around 6:30 am. He was reading a book…I asked him why he got up so early and he gave me a vague answer na hindi ko na inintindi kasi I know na naghanap lang sya ng marereason. I almost melt at that moment, what is it? I don’t know, maybe he was just showing some appreciation before i leave him. To atleast show naman some affection back I sat beside him after I was all dressed up and stayed for an extra 30 minutes…kunyari minasahe ko nalang yung leeg nya and his back using my left hand while asking him about things na walang kwenta then i immidiately got up and said “alis na ako”… Again he did his usual nod after he closed the door…

    I can’t explain what I am feeling while i was going down the stairs? what is it? if it is “it”, is it the right thing to do, to feel? Naisip ko rin, no! this isn’t right…he has a good girl friend and they have a very good and long relationship already. They love each other and they’ve been through a lot. Somehow I also didn’t want to disturb his very orderly and normal life. I don’t want to confuse him ……and i hope he is not.

    While I was walking away from their apartment building, I thought of looking back at his window thinking na isa na yun sa pinakahuling lingon ko sa apartment nya, to my surprise I found him standing by the window watching me walk-away. I immediately looked away pretending i didn’t see him and continued walking. I almost cry of an unexplained feeling…I told my self, whatever it is maybe it is better this way…and everthing he did that morning was enough to tell me that he loves me too… and there’s nothing to worry about if ever he thinks that he didn’t have the courage to say it…that is if that’s what he wants to tell me.

    Pasenya na mejo malabo at nagmamadali kasi ako irelay itong message na ito, I just want to share it before i leave everything behind…As a matter of fact I’m about to go to the province where i will be assigned I’m just waiting for the driver to pick me up.

    So this is my encounter with a straight guy…my message is, for bi’s like me, if you like a guy, or love a guy, learn to respect him and love him unconditionally…don’t just love him because he could give you something…like sex for some. Coz there’s nothing more heart-warming than a love that is pure… para saatin siguro we should love the way na we are not expecting something back para hindi na tayo masaktan ng sobra.

    The reality is, no STRAIGHT guy will take the courage to be with us in a lifelong relationship but I believe though that there are genuinely STRAIGHT guys that fall in love with the ones like us…tao rin sila like girls and bisexuals…

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:35 pm

  536. from introvertbud, part 1, pinoy exchange

    I was in 3rd yr HS (2000) when I met Brian through a classmate. We don’t belong to the same class. He’s a typical happy-go-lucky student while I was the nerd-student-leader type. Hahaha. Undeniably, he looks good (a lot of resemblances with the buff Polo Ravales) that makes him gained a lot of admirers (girls, gays and teachers). At age 15, he is around 5′8” and has a good physique (thanks to his genes). I don’t feel any physical attraction to him. I have no idea of M2M relationship that time. He’s courting my classmate. I never failed to see him inside our room during breaks and lunches setting his best foot forward. My initial impressions to him are “presko” and airhead.

    As expected, it became hard for us to start our first conversation since our interests are very different. The only chances we could engage in talks are when he borrows books, notes and other stuff from me or from someone else through me. After 2 months, Brian became the BF of my classmate. I realized that he’s actually nice and friendly.

    Year 2001, we’re in 4th yr HS. To make the story short, we became friends. Both of us are fond of network games. He had a hard time on his academic performance and I was there on the rescue. Haha. When there is a scheduled exam, he will spend overnight at our house. I give him free tutorial.

    After almost a year of relationship, his GF broke up with him. Surprisingly, nothing has changed between the two of us considering there’s nobody to bind us anymore. I was there for him when he grieves for what happened. After the incident, almost everyday he spends the rest of the day at our house. BTW, I was alone since my parents need to attend on our family business in Cavite. They just go home every weekend.

    That started our getting-to-know-each-other-deeply stage. He told me not to bring anymore lunch since he asked his mom to prepare lunch enough for both of us. He’ll accompany me first to our house before him going home (our house is just walking distance from our school). He will wait for me outside our school’s gate late at night after my activities. He’ll take charge of the school stuff that I forgot to bring when I needed it. He waited all day long when I took admission exams of UP, UA&P, DLSU and UST. He did not complain but worried on how I performed. We had a good time together and I admit that I felt something for him but unsure if the feeling is mutual. Undoubtedly, I know he’s STRAIGHT.

    My Birthday (2001), I received a text from him greeting me. Well, nothing special about that until I went home. He’s waiting outside our house. It seems that he was there for almost half an hour but no signs of impatience (I did not go home immediately). He gave me the letter he’s holding when I saw him. To my surprise, he left immediately without uttering any words. I read the letter. It was long, two pages: letter of gratitude. He ended the letter quoting some lines from the song, “Here in my Heart by PlusOne” (very popular in 2001):

    “coz here in my heart, there’s a picture of us, together forever unfaded and unbroken wherever you are, your love covers me… forever more you’ll be here in my heart”

    I’ll just continue tomorrow. I promise it’s more exciting. Sleepy na ko.

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:40 pm

  537. introvertbud, part 2

    Part 2

    I don’t know what to feel.. mixed emotions. Nakakakilig na ewan. Nangingibabaw pa din yung male-stiff instinct ko that’s why I don’t want to be melted by the moment. I always do the reality check. “Hmm, baka tamang trip lang siya.” Knowing him, he’s not that cheesy type so I did not expect him wasting his time writing a letter and what’s worse is quoting a line from a pop song. So high-school!! Haha. Nonetheless, I was in cloud nine. Yihee!!!

    I did not mind confronting him after that. I was afraid that I might be rejected or being misinterpreted. BTW, takot pala ko sa rejections. There is a big reason why. We just continued being the best of friends. As the days pass by, the love I have for him grew. I graduated with honors and I knew he was very proud of me.

    Night after our graduation. We went to a party organized by my classmate. I went to the place 3 hours late since we had our own celebration at home. When I got there, I saw Brian is already drunk. He approached me and kissed my lips!! I was really shocked! Good thing everyone is busy. I was not able to say anything to him but it seems he took it very casually. He got some beer for me. He was tipsy then. Pulang pula na ‘yung pogi niyang mukha. He’s telling me a lot of things I could hardly understand but I manage to dissect what he’s saying: he’s very thankful that I came to his life and he could not imagine his life without me. I told him, on his face, that I feel the same way and I am grateful of having him. He held my hand and squeezed it. He stared at me. After a couple of seconds, he asked me if I can bring him to a room. Lasing na lasing na kasi siya.

    We ended in one of the rooms of my classmate’s house. Inakay ko siya pahiga sa kama. I told him to take a sleep because he doesn’t look well anymore. Sabi ko sa kaklase ko if its okay for Brian to sleep over kasi mahihirapan na siyang umuwi. Okay naman daw. When I was about to leave, I heard Brian’s voice calling me from the room. I went inside the room and asked him why. Sabi niya, huwag ko daw siya iwan doon. Dun na din daw ako matulog. I agreed.

    We spend the whole night together. We’re on the same bed with our bodies touching each other. I can’t sleep because of the situation. I’m thinking a lot of things and “what ifs”. Patagilid ako habang nakahiga and so he is. We’re facing opposite sides. After awhile, naramadaman ko gumalaw siya and came closer to me. He touched my arms, pababa sa kamay ko. I’m not moving, deadma kunwari. Later on, he moved his body even closer to mine and this time he grabbed my hand tightly. Bumaling ako ng pagkakahiga, facing him. Mukha naming hindi na siya lasing. I cannot spare this moment, sabi ko sa sarili ko. I initiated. I kissed him. He kissed back. Napaka-passionate nung endlesskiss naming it’s like that moment will be the end of our lives. Nobody dared to utter anything. Nag-uusap lang kami sa mata. Yes!! We had oral sex.. but I will not say who did what. It’s for you to figure out. Hahaha.

    >> Fast forward. We never discussed anything about getting into a M2M relationship and our real sexual preferences. We never made it official but we get along just like other lovers do. College, 2002. We went to two different universities. I moved in an apartment near my school while he stayed at his folks’ place (South). Uwian siya. We have almost the same schedule. After his class, he’ll wait for me at my school. We will play billiards or online games, just the two of us and have dinner afterwards. After dinner, we will go straight to my place and do stuff being shared by couples. Hahaha. That’s on a regular basis. Parang-habit na namin yun: dessert after a dinner. I told my friends/classmates that he’s my cousin to avoid interrogations and so he did.

    Most of our conversations revolve around future plans, career goals and current events. One time, paglabas ko ng building namin, he’s waiting in a bench. My napansin akong papel na madaming sulat. Kinuha ko bigla sakanya kahit tinago niya. Nung nakita ko, puro pangalan daming dalawa ‘yong nakasulat: Brian-Introvertbud. Iba iba lang ng font syles. Pabiro ko siyang tinanong: “siguro obsess ka sakin noh?!” His answer took me by surprise. He was serious when he replied “YES!!!”. Tinawanan ko lang siya kasi I don’t feel comfortable being seized in a cheesy situation.

    I’ll be back with the continuation. Dinner lang ako…

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:41 pm

  538. introvertbud, part 3

    Minsan naiisip ko na he must be gay but if you’ll see him in person. Lalaking-lalaki talaga siya and he has a reputation pa nga na “playboy”.

    >>> Fast forward. 2003. He was admitted in the Basketball Team B of his school (an NCAA school). He plays basketball very well even we’re in HS. Whenever they have practices and I’m free, I watch him play. I also know how to play basketball so it’s one of recreations that we spend together. One time, pinuntahan ko siya sa isang foodchain sa mall. Dun sila kumain ng team niya after they practiced, sinabihan kasi niya ko that afternoon na sumunod ako, so sumunod naman ako. (Parang asawa lang, haha!) I arrived at the place. From a distance, I saw he’s sitting with a girl. Hmm.. The last time he dated was when we’re in HS. Medyo nagtaka lang ako but I immediately collected myself. He introduced me to the girl, Ann, his schoolmate. Ouch! The girl looks pretty and they look good together. Ouch!! We normally sit together but at that moment lumayo ako sa kanila kasi may nauna na sa tabi niya. Grrr.. Miss you babe. Hahaha.

    I realized that he grew to be a good-looking man. Ibang-iba ba ‘yung built niya. He has a very defined body, toned-built. ‘Yung gustung-gusto ko pa sa kanya is his bulging Adam’s apple na kapag lumunok siya, makikita mo talaga yung movement sa throat niya, very sexy. Nabubuhay lahat ng dugo ko sa katawan. Hahaha. Ayun… Going back>>> I texted him when I got home: “girlfriend mo ‘yung Ann?” I was very curious but sadness dominated me more. After a minute, he replied: “hindi pa”. Ouch!! Ito na yata yung kinatatakutan kong mangyayari samin… that eventually I’ll lose him. I ended our text conversation: “uyy.. in love! Sige goodnight.” Napaka-stiff ko. Napaka-hypocrite ko. Sinabihan ko siya ng “goodnight” pero aaminin ko it was the “worst night” for me. Ang corny ko pero iniyakan ko siya. Mind you it’s very hard for me to shed tears. The last time I cried I was 12y/o, when my granny died. I think umaga na ko nakatulog.

    >> Fast forward. After 3 months, Brian and Ann became official. Pero hindi ako nagpatalo, eventually I had my first GF, Bell. She’s a friend of my classmate. Well, I like her but not as much as I feel for Brian. Siguro parang rebound lang si Bell for my Brian. I’m really sorry for her but I treated her like a princess. Once lang yata kami nag-double date nila Brian. Most of the time, kanya kanyang date lang talaga. The almost everyday became less and lesser. Brian stopped going to my school and picking me up. He stopped texting me every morning telling me to be safe and good at school. No more “goodnights” and “how’s your day?”. No more surprises like sweets. (He knows that I have a sweet tooth that’s why he tries to bring me something when he meets me up.) No more dinners together. No more playing basketball (at court and in bed).

    I found the situation very painful. It came to the point that it affected my studies. I don’t want to text him for ego reasons. Ma-pride kasi ko eh. Tsk tsk tsk. Sometimes, I call their home phone. I’ll tell the person who’ll answer that I’m his classmate since he might feel that I’m lurking for him. He’s always not around. I bet he’s with his GF. I wish I was with him. Days passed by, no texts from him, no calls and even missed calls. Damn, it drives me crazy!

    One time, I checked my Friendster account. He sent me a message. His message contains a quote: “Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn’t mind.” (I lifted the quote as is from my Friendster inbox. It’s still there, didn’t bother to delete it. I wanted to paste the screenshot of his message but I don’t know how). Then, he added his personal message at the end saying: “ingat ka”. The last line was short but very sweet, very Brian. It means a lot of things. The message was two weeks old when I read it.

    Hirap palang mag-compose. Hehe. Part 4 tomorrow.

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:42 pm

  539. introvertbud, part 4

    Tama si Brian: “love is not blind, love sees but doesn’t mind”. I cannot confront him because I’m so afraid of being rejected. What if he doesn’t feel the same way as I do? Nakakahiyang mag-confess sa kanya. Baka sabihin niya naba-bading ako sa kanya. Baka matawa lang siya when I confront him. I have lot of holdbacks. I did not put any meaning on that message. Your brain can tell you that you love a person, but that won’t make it true. And if you feel love for someone, there’s nothing your brain or your heart can do to change it.

    >> Fast Forward, 2004. Bell and I are not together anymore while Brian and his GF is going strong. I was so busy that time on my studies that I didn’t notice I’m losing HIM. I did not initiate to win his attention back and so with our special relationship (if that’s what you call it). I removed him from my friend’s list in YM. I deleted his number from my phone (including call and text logs plus some saved messages from him) for me not to find way to text him. But I’m fooling myself… I memorized his number ever since (his number is very easy to memorize). There will be times that I’ll wait in vain to see a message from him. Pero mukhang tinitiis naming ang ang isa’t isa. Ego.. ego.. ego.. Kung nabebenta lang ang “ego” ng isang tao, milyonaryo na siguro ako.

    Until my birthday came…

    August 2004. (I won’t specify the exact date). I turned my mobile off for the whole day because I know he’ll call me (playing hard to get… hahaha). After going to apartment from school (2PM), I called my mom. She told me that Brian is calling our landline for several times (3-5 times) thinking I went to our house to celebrate my birthday with my family. I bet he want to greet me.

    7PM. I just took my bath and about to change to my sleeping clothes when someone knocked on my apartment’s door. I’m thinking its one of my classmates (who also lives near our school) who wants to borrow notes. It was Brian. I was speechless when I saw him at the doorstep. He gained some pounds but still looks good. I tried searching his GF at his back, but he’s alone. Ayos!!! I dictated myself to act very casually: “Uy, thank you, naalala mo pa pala. Nanggaling ka pa satin? Hehe.” He replied: “Oo eh. Batiin sana kita tutal napadaan na din ako. Gusto mo manood ng Bourne? (Bourne Supremacy) Palabas na kasi eh. “

    Really, love moves…

    We watched the second Bourne movie of the trilogy at G4. Btw, we also watched together Bourne Identity in 2002. Matt Damon is really great in the movie but I didn’t relate to the plot well because I’m busy thinking a lot of things while watching. Nakikiramdam ako sa kanya. Gusto ko hawakan kamay niya. When it came to the part of the movie in which most of the scenes are dark, I made my move. “Ang lamig noh?” sabay hawak sa kamay niya. No resistance from him. He even covered our hands with his jacket para walang makikita until the end of the movie.

    Since it’s already late, I insisted to him to sleepover. We’re alone in the apartment. We had a burning sex (3 rounds: 2 sa gabi, 1 sa umaga bago magbreakfast). I’ll not dig into details. Hehe. I think we missed each other so much.

    Semestral break of 2004 (Oct-Nov). Umuwi ako samin (South of Manila) and had the chance to go out with my HS friends. It’s been a while Brian and I texted and talked. I learned from a common friend that he did not finish the last semester and there are rumors he’s already living with his GF. He shifted to a new career… drummer of a band they (his college friends) formed. Hearing the stories about him, I feel betrayed. It was very painful. Para niyang tinalikod yung dati niyang sarili sakin. He’s already far from the person I knew and loved. Sabi nga nila, the only permanent thing in the world is CHANGE.

    Akala ko dati sa mga pelikula lang nangyayari ‘yung mga ganung sudden twist ng isang plot… sa totoong buhay din pala. I’m a very strong and determined person so I helped my heart to heal its wounds. I changed my mobile number. I gave my 101% focus to my studies.

    Sabi ng iba, past will be past at hindi na kailangan pang i-resurrect ang nakalipas. But in my case, I will not follow that belief.

    But when the time came that I’m ready to hear from him…

    We’re already miles apart. I tried to contact his old number, it’s already unreachable. His Friendster account doesn’t seem to be updated for a long time (there was no Multiply and Facebook back then). I call their landline (of course pretending to be someone else), he’s not anymore living there. He’s nowhere to be found. I even tried to GOOGLE his name but no relevant result. No reply from him when I messaged him offline at YM and Friendster. I think the stories I heard about him are true. I LOST HIM. How stupid and lame I am to allow it to happen?

    I never saw him again… Nothing heard from him came

    Christmas…

    New Year…

    Valentine’s…

    Summer… (summer will not be HOT as it used to be without HIM)

    August 2005. How I wish someone will knock on our door to greet me Happy Birthday…

    Sorry. I need to cut the story for now. The last installment (Finale*) will be tomorrow. It’s not the typical ending. Antok na ‘ko. Thanks for the comments.

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:43 pm

  540. introvertbud, final part

    August 2005. How I wish someone will knock on our door to greet me Happy Birthday… pero wala…

    Finally, things about him were confirmed. He’s already living with his GF and what’s worse, they already have a son. His son was born between July and August.

    >> Fast forward, last Quarter of 2006. I was 21, about to graduate from college (I took up a 5 years course). I entirely removed Brian from my circulation. I am also committed at that time to a good guy (BF) whom I respect and love very much.

    I received a text message: “Musta na?” The sender’s number is unknown. I replied asking who he/she is. “Brian”, he texted. I was very ecstatic. It seems like a part of me was resurrected. “Uy, musta ka na?”, I asked him. Cloud nine. And so it goes…

    (He got my number from our common friend. It was coincidence that they both attended a family gathering. )

    After a couple of days, we decided to go out. We met at Glorietta and went to Tiananmen around 10PM. He doesn’t look like he’s a father already. Nothing really changed except on some facial hairs and his built. He’s wearing a shirt, European-fit. You can see his biceps and chest bulging. I think he’s already working out kasi pa-V na yung likod niya (HS pa lang kami medyo vain na siya). He still have that mestizo skin na kapag niloloko ko siya, namumula talaga ‘yung mukha at lalo na ‘yung tenga niya. Pogi mo talaga, pa-kiss nga. Haha. lols

    While we’re on the cab, he keeps pulling my side towards him. Namiss niya yata amoy ko. Nagtataka siguro ‘yung taxi driver kung bakit dikit na dikit kami. Hahaha. The place is along Makati Ave. It was oriental inspired: you’ll sit in pillows instead of the usual chairs. Konti lang tao kaya pinili niya yung table sa pinakasulok. At that moment, parang kami lang ang tao sa mundo. I almost forgot that I’m already committed and so he is.

    We’re sitting beside each other. Sabi niya, wala daw siyang pakialam kung ano sabihin nung mga tao doon kasi hindi naman daw nila kami kilala. He more earned my admiration for him.

    While waiting for the food and beer we ordered, I started the conversation about his current status. I asked about how he’s doing as a father and as a husband/partner, he just answered me “OK naman”. Lahat yata ng tinanong ko, ‘yun yung sinagot niya. Parang ayaw niya i-entertain those kind of questions. Well, hinayaan ko na lang siya.

    He has no plans finishing college (he actually wants to eventually shift to Nursing). He’s managing their own laundromat business. He’s living a happy life.

    He grabbed my hand. Kinuha niya yung isang pillow para ipantakip. He squeezed my hand while rubbing our legs. Kinakagat pa niya ko sa shoulders. Ang sarap.(masokista kasi ko) I told him how I miss him. Tapos napapangiti lang siya but I can see in his eyes how happy that we’re reunited.

    I left him for a while to pee. Palabas na ko ng CR (ako lang tao) when I saw him coming. Nakangiti siya. ‘Yung naughty smile. Palabas na ko. Hinaharang niya ko para hindi ako makalabas. “Bakit?!”, sabi ko. All of a sudden I found myself being nailed by his arms. He gave me a big embrace and I couldn’t react from that point. We kissed. Naalala ko tuloy ‘yung first kiss namin. Parang yung Coke commercial nung nag-kiss yung angel and devil.

    When we’re already outside Tiananmen, there are kids selling one-stem roses wrapped in plastic cover. We’ll be taking separate cabs. The kids approached Brian and convincing him to buy. He bought one. I’m thinking he’ll give it to Ann. Sana ako na lang.. Hehe. (Naalala ko tuloy yung line ni Bea sa One More Chance. Hahaha). To my surprise, he gave the rose to me. I gave him an eye-wide and wondering face. Ngumiti lang siya. Sabi ko sa kanya, “ang weird mo”. (but deep inside me: “ang sweet mo babe”)

    We parted our ways and went home…

    After that, I became very busy since graduation is near. I was busy thinking and planning of the future ahead of me. I had no updates from him. Time to time, I received texts from him which most of them are quotes, no personal messages. I didn’t mind to check him.

    >> Fast Forward April 2007. After graduation, I was actually reviewing for board exams (I graduate March and took the board exam end of April). I went online and check my emails. I was very busy for the past months that I didn’t notice that my mails piled up. Normally, I immediately empty my SPAM folder but not that time. I tried to sort my SPAM mails according to sender just to know if there are some emails from important person that I missed.

    True enough, I missed a very important email. It sucks.

    Dated: December 2005. From Brian.

    Hi Pogi, kamusta ka na? Ano balita? (POGI tawagan namin sa isa’t isa)
    Long time no see. Alam ko nabalitaan mo na, tatay na ko. Hehe.
    Pogi nga eh parang ako (kanino pa ba magmamana)
    sana kasing talino mo din (nambola pa).
    Sorry ngayon lang, hindi kita nasabihan.
    Gulung-gulo kasi ko noon eh. (sorry I was not there for you)

    Nga pala, imbitado ka. Ninong ka ha. Hehe.

    (attachment)

    I opened the .JPG attachment. It’s the invite for the baptism of his son. It contains all the details. There’s something that really moved me… his son’s name.

    His son has three names just like mine. What he did? The third name of his son was actually my second name, only he changed the only letter “A” to letter “E”. But basically, the pronunciation sounds the same.

    I wonder why he didn’t mention it the last time we saw each other. I missed that event. Did he intentionally name his son after mine? Gusto kong isipin na ganoon. Sana ganoon nga… Sana ganoon na lang…

    Whatever his intention for doing that, I’ll definitely keep in my heart forever. Though we did not end up together, okay na sakin ‘yun. I guess we’re made by God to be the best of friends, nothing more than that. If you love someone, set him free, let him go, wish him well and also SET YOURSELF FREE from everything. Well, I think most of you will find it crap. Please don’t screw me.

    I realized that I just let things happened to US. I did not risk for anything so definitely, I don’t deserve to gain anything in return.

    As of the moment, we’re friends. Not anymore that close. Tagal ko na din siyang hindi natitikman.. ay, ay, ay. este nakikita pala. He’s pursuing Nursing while managing his business with his wifey. Ako naman, in love with my SO. Busy sa work ganun.. Hehe.

    Hope nag enjoy kayo.

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:45 pm

  541. from sign 66, pinoy exchange

    meron din akong live-in partner ngayon. Nagsimula kami sa pagiging besf of friends. Katrabaho sya (Dan, di tunay na pangalan…hehehe) ng pinsan kong babae kaya kami nagkakilala. Di ako attracted sa kanya noong una pero gwapo talaga sya at maganda yong katawan. Tingin ko sa kanya noon ay talagang kaibigan lang kasi di kami gaanong nagkakasama noon. nagkakausap lang kami kapag pumunta ako sa shop nila araw araw para sunduin ang pinsan ko. doon ko sya talaga nakilala tuwing susunduin ko pinsan ko. Niyaya sya ng pinsan ko na sa bahay na lang matulog tuwing weekends siguro 1 month after naming magkakilala para sumama sa amin sa pamamasyal at magsimba (day-off kasi). Dati may bakanteng room sa bahay namin kaya doon sya natutulog. Simula noon nahuhulog na yong loob ko sa kanya. alam ko na straight sya kaya di ako gumagawa ng move at saka wala pa akong karanasan sa relationships mapababae man o lalaki, pero alam ko na mas attracted ako sa mga lalaki. Noong nakalipat ng work ang pinsan ko sa malapit sa bahay, bihira na rin kami magkita ni Dan, pero araw araw na kami naguusap sa phone…..ako parati ang tumawag kasi maliit lang ang sahod nya, pero sya ang nag-tetext muna bago at tatawagan ko naman sya. ganoon parati ang set-up namin. tuloy pa rin every weekends na sa bahay sya natutulog. Noong may umupa sa room na tinutulugan nya, lumipat ngayon sya sa kwarto ko. Lalo akong na-attract sa kanya kasi mas lalo ko syang nakilala. Tapos nalipat sya sa shop na mas malapit sa bahay namin at nag-suggest ang pinsan ko na sa bahay na lang sya tumuloy kasi 1 bus ride lang mula sa amin kasi kung doon pa rin sya sa dati, 1.5 hours bago makarating sa shop. natuwa ako noon kasi mas lalo pa kaming magkakasama at sa iisang kwarto pa. Queen size yong bed ko kaya sa iisang kama lang kami natutulog mula noon… tumagal kami sa iisang bahay at kwarto ng 8 months na walang nagyayari sa amin, pero talagang gustong gusto ko na syang gapangin noon pa…hehehe….pinipigil ko lang sarili kasi baka magalit sya at medyo may pagka-conservative ako kaya di ko magawa. halos araw-araw na napupuyat ako kakatingin sa kanya. Araw araw rin na nakikita ko syang nakabrief lang lalo na kapag katatapos sa paliligo at kung magbibihis sya. Lagi rin syang nakahubad pang-itaas sa kwarto lalo na kapagtatapos nya mag-gym. minsan nakikita ko pa yong **** nya kapag nagbibihis…. wala syang gf kasi nag-iipon sya para sa pamilya at sa sarili nya. marami nga ang nagkakagusto sa kanyang babae at bakla, minsan nga sa pinuntahan naming party, may kalips to lips syang magandang babae at halos lahat ng babae sa party na yon ay may gusto sa kanya. Tinanong ko sya kung bakit ayaw nya mag-gf, ang rason nya ay gastos lang raw.

    October noon, pagkagising ko sa umaga, di pa ako bumangon. Nagkunyari akong tulog pa at yumakap sa kanya. Kinuha nya yong kamay ko at nilagay nya sa ibabaw ng ari nya. Nagulat ako noon kasi di ko inaasahan na gagawin nya yon. Tapos ginalaw galaw nya yong kamay ko sa ari nya. Tiningnan ko sya at ngumiti lang. Sabi nya, alam naman nya raw na may gusto ako sa kanya. Tuwang tuwa ako noon kasi nagseselos ako na nakikita kong nilalandi sya ng mga babae pati na rin ng mga bakla. May nangyari sa amin noon (oral lang….hehehe). Pagkatapos noon parang naging kami na pero hindi pormal. Naging regular na rin ang pagse-sex namin. More than 1.5 years (di kasama yon 8 months mula noong lumipat sya sa amin ha…hehehe) na kaming magkasama hanggang ngayon. Minsan nagkagagalit kami sa mga tumatawag sa kanya, pero meron syang sinabi sa akin na nagpa-secure sa relationship namin. Sabi nya noong nag-away kami ‘gusto nya akong makasama kasi gusto nya ugali ko at kung gugustuhin nya man ang iba, siguro raw matagal na nya akong iniwan lalo na at mayayaman yong mga babae at baklang nagkakagusto sa kanya’. Sa ngayon, masaya pa rin kaming magkasama pero tago ang relationship namin kasi ayaw ko ring malaman nila kung ano talaga ako. Choice ko rin kasi na itago relationship namin lalo na kapag nasa harap kami ng pinsan ko. Baka sabihin pa sa family ko. Nasubukan ko na rin sya kung gaano sya kaloyal noong may isang babaeng sikat na gusto syang ibahay pero tumanggi sya. Pinapakita pa nga nya sa akin yong mga text messages noong girl. Maliit na bagay na lang ang pinag-aawayan namin pero humihingi ng sorry kung sino man ang mas na nagkakamali. Going strong pa rin kami at maghihiwalay lang kami kapag kinuha na ako ng sister ko sa ibang bansa (siguro after a year). Nagpag-uusapan rin namin yong future at tanggap ko na di rin talaga kami magkakatuluyan kasi alam ko na gusto nya rin ng pamilya at mga anak. Kung ano man ang meron kami ngayon, masaya na ako kasi kontento ako sa kanya at sa tingin ko mahal nya rin ako. Natatakot rin kasi akong malaman ng pamilya ko na may-ka-live-in akong isang lalaki….Di ko lang alam kung gaano kasakit ang paghihiwalay namin next year. Sana kayanin ko yong sakit kasi sya talaga yong first relationship ko.

    Sorry kung medyo magulo ang pag kwento ko kasi first time ko rin lang magsulat eh……..

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:49 pm

  542. from pampexco, pinoy exchange

    Have you been in love with a ’straight’ guy?

    Yes, I am actually currently in love with a straight guy. But what we have right now is a Long Distance Relationship. So that makes it more difficult yet challenging. I have a very colorful story to share kaya lang medyo mahaba ang kwento ko. I’ll try to squeeze everything in, para naman hindi kayo mabore sa lovestory ko. Anyway, just to give you guys an idea, this straight guy was my crush during college. He is not the drop-dead gorgeous kind of guy. He is far from the typical guapo most people have in mind. But he oozes with an appeal that draws attention, without him exerting any effort. I don’t know if it is called animalistic appeal or x-factor, but his silent confidence makes many people notice him, me included. Lalaking lalaki ang dating nya. Very pinoy, not so tall (maybe around 5′6″) with kayumangging kaligatan complexion. Plus, he is an intelligent guy. He is an honor graduate. We were schoolmates. We were friends but we were never close. We never had the chance to be more intimate with each other. Isang beses nga lang kaming nagkausap na kaming 2 lang e. Interesado na ako sa kanya noon pa but I never thought of pursuing him. In the first place, super straight sya (walang bahid dungis) at ako naman e straight acting na kloseta.

    Almost 8 years na kaming hindi nagkikita ni straight guy whom we will call Dong. Dong left the country immediately after graduation. He worked in a middle eastern country. Pero ngayon, asa cold country na sya na me white christmas. Friendster got us reconnected back in 2004. Ini-add nya ako and we exchanged messages then. I still have a crush on him that time pero I was too busy with work kaya naputol din ang communication namin. It was me who failed to answer his message. And so we lost communication again. Fast forward to 2008, i received a a simple birthday greeting from him through friendster. “Happy Birthday,” that’s all he said. Plain and simple. I sent him a thank you note coupled with a few questions to make sure na sasagot pa sya sa message ko. Gladly we started exchanging messages after that. I decided to give him my ym id. So we had another avenue to talk. It made our communication much easier and faster. From simpleng kamustahan, nauwi ang usapan sa private life. I learned that he broke up with a live-in partner of 4 years some 6 months ago. I intimated to him my real sexual preference, I told him about my ex boyfriend who happened to be one of his barkadas, and I even admitted to him that I had a crush on him when we were in college. Inamin naman nya sa akin na noong college pa lang kami, gusto na nya akong maging close friend. He thought na magkakasundo kami kasi we came from the same province at mukhang magka wavelength daw kami. He had this great desire to establish good friendship with me but it never happened kasi at that time, I was secretly (that’s what i thought) committed to his barkada.

    In our conversations sa chat, I can sense some sweetness in his words. I didn’t know that time kung nagfifeeling lang ba ako or talagang meron syang gustong ipahiwatig sa akin. Pero i just brushed it off. Ang naisip ko pa nga, pinagtitripan lang ako ni Dong kasi inamin ko na crush ko sya at alam na nya kung ano ang totoong ako. Sweet talker sya, napansin ko yun pero i hated it kasi it worked. Kinikilig ako sa sweetness nya.

    Aside from the sweet talk, what made me fall for him is the fact that he exerts effort to please me. Goodness, niligawan nya talaga ako without explicitly telling me. Who wouldn’t fall in love with a person na mag-eeffort hanapin ang office landline number mo para lang makausap ka? Pwede naman nya ako tanungin ng diretso kung ano ang office number ko pero he wanted to surprise me kaya nagresearch pa talaga sya. Tapos every morning, tatawagan ka sa cellphone just to wake you up para hindi malate pumasok sa work. Take note, overseas call ang ginagawa nya. Ang mahal ng alarm clock ko di ba? Those things and a lot more made me like him even more. Actually, those things made me love him even more. I know it’s too early to say na it’s love kasi hindi ko pa naman sya nakakasama. But I don’t really care. Anong bagay ba ang sigurado sa mundong to? All I know is that masaya ako, nararamdaman ko na mahal ko sya at nararamdaman ko na mahal din nya ako. That’s all i care about.

    Ngayon, malapit na kaming magcelebrate ng 3rd monthsary namin. Medyo mahirap kasi long distance relationship nga pero nagagawan naman ng paraan. We keep in touch everyday through YM or through text or voice call. Kelangan lang talaga me extra effort to communicate. Magastos ng konti I know pero it’s really worth it. Madami ding challenges pero you need to have trust sa partner mo kahit magkalayo kayo. Merong selosan pero dapat mas mangibabaw yung love at trust sa isa’t isa.

    Minsan, parang hindi pa din ako makapaniwala that this is really happening. E kasi naman, who would believe na yung straight guy na crush na crush mo noon e manliligaw sa yo after so many years di ba? Ni hindi ko naisip na magiging boyfriend ko sya. Ni hindi ko pinangarap o pinantasya man lang na maging kami. Pero believe it or not, nangyayari pala talaga. Para ngang kwento sa pelikula o nobela. I don’t know, pero parang nakaplano ang mga pangyayari. It strengthened my belief in destiny and soulmate. You just need to have faith in your heart na something good will come your way. Di ko din sure if this is going to be a lifetime relationship (i hope it is), pero ayoko muna magworry. I’m leaving it all up to tomorrow. Ini-enjoy ko na lang muna kung anong meron kami ngayon at syempre pinaghahandaan namin kung ano yung pagsasamahan at pagsasaluhan namin bukas. He is coming home this december and I am really excited to spend time with him. I’ll introduce him to my family and sabi nya, he’ll introduce me to his. Wish us luck guys. I really want to keep this relationship for life. I’ve never been this happy. I feel so lucky and blessed

    nicko at Jul 29, 09 at 11:50 pm

  543. last 2006 may kapitbahay ako na parehong UAAP Players sa isang kilalang unibesidad sa manila, i was surprice to see them playing in the PBA games ng magbakasyon ako sa pinas last month, diko na babanggitin pa ang names nila dahil matagal naman na yun at isa pa unti-unti narin silang nakikilala ng mga tao. Nung makilala ko sila ay nasa college pa silang pareho nuon at sa UAAP pa sila naglalaro. Since matatangkad at parehong may itsura pansinin talaga sila sa amin. One time nakasabayan ko sila sa elevator at ako na mismo ang nakipagkilala dahil bagong lipat lang sila sa amin at katabing unit ko pa sila, since pamintahan ang drama ko puro PARE at TOL ang tawagan namin. Si Mr T ay malaki ang kaha ng katawan at mas pinoy ngalang ang itsura nya compared to Mr C dahil tisoyin sya pero payat na semi-cal ang buhok. Pero may kasabihan tayo na kapag payat daw ay gifted. Anyway mula ng makilala ko sila ay nag tuloy-tuloy na ang magandang samahan naming tatlo pero yun nga lang bihira kaming magkita kita dahil ako ay busy din sa work ko at sila naman at busy din sa UAAP games at sa studies nila. Kuya ang tawag nila sa akin although im only 25yrs old that time at sila naman ay parehong 22. Since mahilig din akong maglaro ng basketball ay inimbitahn nila akong sumama sa practice nila sa school. Halos maglaway at nanginig ng husto ang laman ko ng makita at makilala ko ang teammates nila. Dahil pamintahan ang drama ko kaya pinanindigan ko ang pagpapaka-lalake ko habang naglalaro kami sa gym at ng matapos kaming maglaro ay diretso ang lahat sa shower room at ito ang pinaka hihintay ko dahil mabobosohan ko na silang lahat. Yung dalawa sa kanila ay walang kyeme kung maghubad. Halos maloka ako sa nakita kong kargada nila grabe napainom ako ng maraming mineral water sa sobrang pagka uhaw, nagbiro pa ang isa sa kanila na baliw na baliw daw sa kargada nya ang isang kilalang mayamang bading na negosyante sa pinas(sensored ang name nya). Parang bangungot sa buhay ko ang eksenang yun at diko alam kung pano ako natapos na mag shower ng di nila nalalaman na may isa silang kasama na halos masira at maulol ang ulo dahil sa eksenang nakikita. Mula ng masaksihan ko ang ganung eksena sa shower room nila ay isinumpa kong dina ako ako sasama pa sa practice nila dahil natatakot akong ipagkanulo ako ng aking sarili, mahirap maging paminta lalot nakilala nila akong straight din na katulad nila at kahit anong pilit nina T at C na sumama ulit sa training nila ay di nila ako napilit pa. Pero nung mag birthday ang isa nilang team-mate ay napahinuhod nila akong sumama at diko akalain na sa gabing iyun ay matetesting ang pagiging barako ko.
    Nang dumating kami sa condo unit ng celebrant ay medyo tipsy na ang lahat at inabutan na namin duon ang apat na babaeng lango narin sa alak, para makabawi daw kami ay red horse agad ang ipinalak-lak sa amin, masaya ang lahat kwentuhan dito kwentuhan duon, diko namalayan na naka apat na bote na pala ako at tipsy narin ako. Yung celebrant nagsimulang makipag laplapan sa dalawang girls, since 11 kaming lahat na lalake at 4 lang yung mga babae, alam kong orgy ang magaganap sa gabing yun. Ang nakakaloka lang ewan ko kung sinadya o type lang nya ako pero sa akin kumandong ang isang girl, naghiyawan ang lahat ng makipag laplapan sa akin ang hitad kaloka ever feeling ko tomboy ako ng mga oras na iyun, anyway since pamintahan ang drama ko at kahit nagulat ako sa bilis ng mga pangyayari ay pinanindigan ko na talaga ang pagiging barako ko, dila sa dila at labi sa labi ang ginawa ng hitad sa akin.
    Magaling lumaplap ang hitad at diko alam kung bakit nasasarapan at nauulol ako sa tuwing didilaan nya ang tenga ko pababa sa aking leeg. Dun na nga nagsimula ang isang sex orgy 11 versus 4 ang labanan naghubaran ang lahat at lalong nag ulol ang pagnanasa ko ng makita ko ang mga hubad na katawan ng mga UAAP Players ng isang kilalang school sa manila. Ang nakaka-inis lang inggit na inggit ako sa apat na babaeng ito dahil halos maloka sila kung sino ang uunahin nilang I –BJ, first time kong makita as in full naked glory na katawan nina T at C, Si T ok lang ang size pero si C aba di pahuhuli ang size nya sa dalawang players na malalaki din. Ang lahat ng girls ay natikman kaming lahat, merong nakasubo sa bibig, nakapasok sa ari ng mga girls at dumidila sa boobs nila, basta masarap as in heaven ang pakiramdam ko ng gabing iyun, dina ako nagdalawang isip pa ng laplapin at dilaan ko rin ang puday ng mga girls at pasukin din isa-isa ang apat na girls. Ang nakakatuwa pa since orgy ang eksena di maiwasang makalaplapan mo din yung ibang players dahil nakikipag torrid kissing ang mga girls sa amin at kapag BJ nila kami ay dala-dalawa ang subo nila kaya nagkaka bungguan ang mga ari namin. Napatunayan ko na pwede palang maging barako ang isang paminta kapag ginusto natin, ewan ko lang ha pero duda rin ako kaya siguro super at todo tigas din ako ay dahil nakikita ko ang mga ari ng mga kasamahan ko, ng matapos ang makamundong pagnanasa ay pagod na pagod kaming lahat at naulit pa ng isang beses ang orgy at umaga na ng matapos ang isang napakagandang experience ko sa mga players ng UAAP, May nangyari din sa amin ni Mr C pero saka ko nalang ikukwento kung pano nangyri dahil mahaba na masyado tong story ko at naantok narin ako.

    rocks at Jul 30, 09 at 10:25 pm

  544. KAKATAWA MGA KWENTO NYO.. ROCKS, PAMINTANG DUROG, HALATANG BADING! HAHAHA

    MAGBAGO NA KAYO, MGA KWENTONG BARBERO!

    LOL

    matt at Jul 31, 09 at 2:29 pm

  545. DAVE, pashare naman ng mga MEN mo..

    wholesome anon @ y@h00.c0m (no spaces boss)

    MOMOY, asan n un pantapos ni MARLON… nde na natapos..

    daredvl at Jul 31, 09 at 8:52 pm

  546. @dave

    i like your personaly…
    pashoot naman ng email oh.
    w h o l e s o m e a n o n @y a h o o.com

    dvl at Aug 2, 09 at 8:11 am

  547. Moymoy was a great liar and trying hard. He was very stupid and I really hate him/her. Don’t ever ever believe on him. See wala ng karugtong yung mga kwento nya. Kung totoo sya dpat tinatapos nya.

    raf at Aug 4, 09 at 2:47 am

  548. Hmmmm…kawawa naman si Momoy. After all, he was just articulating his fantasies, even if they were hard to believe.

    eric at Aug 4, 09 at 11:25 am

  549. Here’s something I wrote to a guy named Mac in the Middle East who writes a blog about his experiences there and his amazement about how good looking the arabs are – from my own personal experience years ago:

    Hi! I was very amused by your post about stalking a handsome Arab guy.

    Years ago, I worked in the Middle East in a moderate Arab country. I had a lot of Arab friends because I was with the medical staff of the hospital which was located in a province with a police academy and a military academy. There was a boarding school for high school kids. The guys mostly looked great.

    Months after, I met a patient named Baruth who was tall, young (about 22) and a member of the army. He played football. I took extra care of him and when he got well, he started dropping by my villa as a barkada.

    Once he said he was very tired because he had just come from a game of football. This was my chance and I offered to give him a massage. I suggested that he take off his Arab dress for a better massage. Beneath the Arab dress he wore what looked like a tapis.

    To make the long story short, I got to massage him in the area of the groin where I noticed he had a hard on. Arabs are huge and his was super. I asked him to turn around. By this time, he knew my “intentions”. This was my first time with an Arab and it took me about 6 months without sex to muster the courage to do it with one.

    Arabs are very liberal with same sex “sex”. In the country where I was, the young boys usually cannot have sex without marrying and they could not marry without paying a dowry. In the provinces, and this was years ago, people could not immediately afford to come up with a dowry, which was about $20,000.00. So, we had cases were young first year boys in high school were “done” by the seniors. I asked one friend once when was his first time and he said in high school, with a “walad”, young boy. Thus, at the height of their sexual prowresses, male to female sex is unavailable and unless they’ve had the opportunity to travel to Bangkok or the sex spots in Asia, they had to do this among themselves, with walads or with their homosexual counterparts. Thus, you hear of a lot of Filipino gays with “great” experiences in the Mid East. The sex is free , the guys are stunning and Arabs have among the biggest cocks in the world.

    I don’t know about the country where you are in but just open your eyes. W. Thiesiger, the great British explorer observed that homosexual practice is common in the Arab world. lawrenceof Arabia enjoyed Arabia for a reason, and it was not girls. The country where I was was not Saudi Arabia, but even in Saudi, you hear these stories. If you are young and attractive, you’ld be attractive to them and they will come to you.

    Good luck and enjoy!

    jud at Aug 4, 09 at 3:49 pm

  550. Here’s Mac’s Blog address, http://livingtheexpectations.blogspot.com/

    jud at Aug 4, 09 at 3:52 pm

  551. Jud,
    kwento ata yan ni Sir Caloy ha or Sir Caloy, ikaw ba yan? ngchange kna ng name?

    Mark Chavez at Aug 5, 09 at 5:38 am

  552. @mark chavez he he he…I was about to press caloy but i accidentally pressed jud, my other handle. yes, I wrote the story some time ago but I rehashed it to help a PLU in Qatar who’s been there only for a few months and has a few crushes. Like Oman, Qatar is a moderate Mid East country and like Oman, the guys are gorgeous. Sexually, this can be the best for Mac. See http://livingtheexpectations.blogspot.com/ there’s a difference though, the ME is now very open and its possible hetero sex is more readily available for young adults

    jud at Aug 5, 09 at 12:57 pm

  553. Hi Jud or Sir Caloy,
    Do u have Janus’ number or can u give me some recommndations? hehehe… wala na daw kc xa dun sa Equanimity… May i know ur email add? nhihirapan kc aku mghanap ng email add mu dun sa “Male-to-Male ….” or f u dont want to publish again ur email publicly, here’s my email add: markchavez2009@gmail.com … Tnx po…

    Mark Chavez at Aug 7, 09 at 2:44 am

  554. peeps la ba kayung alam na cruisin place sa cebu and mandaue alam ko may isa sa mandaue sa gilid nang metrobank hiway usually everyday from 11:30 to 3:00
    meron pa bang iba bukod don… help naman o please please please

    cebudc at Aug 8, 09 at 3:46 pm

  555. i know a construction worker guy in espana…

    i talked to him 3 nights ago…

    and got honest with him…

    and he was fine with it…

    needless to say, he’s good looking, nice smile, really dark complexion, tall and above average physique.

    i have no money to ‘contribute’ yet.

    bardy at Aug 11, 09 at 7:54 am

  556. @bardy would you share your construction worker friend in Espana? Appreciate it. Please email me at caloy73@gmx.com if that’s ok with you.

    caloy at Aug 12, 09 at 11:40 am

  557. Caloy 36 ka na cguro. Fafang Fafa

    Hahahahahahahaha

    killersmile at Aug 12, 09 at 9:58 pm

  558. killersmile, mga ganoon nga

    caloy at Aug 13, 09 at 8:53 am

  559. ang fugi ni mama caloy… seen u already:) where’s mama momoy na? great liar moymoy puro hambog lang.. hehehe

    mak at Aug 14, 09 at 12:25 am

  560. @bardy share mo nman yung construction workers in espana. can i have their contact number? kunin ko na rin yung sayo para pwde tayo magbonding… pls email me at simplepaolo@yahoo.com.au

    paolo at Aug 20, 09 at 2:03 pm

  561. ABOUT JANUS
    For Sir Caloy, Mark Chavez and other pipol looking for Janus, he is back at Equanimity. He doesn’t have a celphone– or shoould I say… he doesn’t want to share his number. He will be at the spa this weekend. Contact John, the manager, to make sure he is there. Enjoy.

    Bong at Aug 21, 09 at 8:45 pm

  562. hi everyone.. will be in dagupan, pangasinan on September 15, 2009.. any valuable tips on MPs with male masseurs (preferably those who offer extra perks) and other cruising spots around the area.. these will be greatly appreciated.. you can mail it personally at mighty_yagami@yahoo.co.. thanks very much in advance.

    elbert at Sep 11, 09 at 12:16 am

  563. never thought i’d ever get to experience the oft told boys of dumaguete. i would have rather gone to a spa to get de-stressed but that night, i didn’t get to do that. instead, as i was walking through the not so busy part of the city’s plaza, which was across the church, someone appeared to be following me from behind. he was asking me stuff but i was pretending to ignore him.
    he finally caught up with me and walked with my pace, and i realized that he appears to be a student. he then asked for the time (so cliche) and then asked if i wanted to go to (some in-city hotel) so he could service me daw.
    imagine my shock. after begging off several times, he was able to convince me to do it instead at some dark alley.
    to cut a long story, he did service, to my delight, and it’s safe to say that we both got what we came there for. :-)

    Fishy at Oct 12, 09 at 2:20 am

  564. @ 563 Fishy

    yeah..marami kang makikitang ganun dun.. wala ang mga game boys sa mga MP’s.. they’re on the streets.. yung iba sila mismo ang lalapit sayo pero the good ones usually want na ikaw ang lumapit sa kanila.. I also met a guy there by accident din..kakatuwa sa mga guys diyan is they also s*ck and kiss you as well..di lang ikaw ang nagtatrabaho.. pero ibang klase ka fishy ha.. talagang you did it in a dark alley ah.. mind to relay where kasi ako layo pa nung pinuntahan naming motel.. di ko siya pwede isama sa hotel kasi me kasama akong mga staff ko sa hotel room ko.. mahirap na mabuko..hahaha

    allen_cruz at Oct 12, 09 at 11:29 pm

  565. what was funny about that incident is that dark nga sya talaga dahil there was a citywide brownout. pero nung nanumbalik na yung kuryente, pihadong kita na kami paglabas namin from where we did the deed. :-D
    di sya kalayuan sa park, in fact i think it was a block or two from the park lang. i think hindi lang ako yung una nyang dinala dun kasi super sure sya na ok dun. hihihihihi.

    Fishy at Oct 19, 09 at 8:32 am

  566. yeah.. actually kahit di brownout, there are a lot of places near the park where you can do the deed.. actually meron ngang part dun (post office ata if my memory serves me right) na may security guard in the wee hours of the morning na mukhang game.. kasi he keeps on looking at me pag dumadaan ako (cruising mode ako nun…) tapos one time, sinabayan niya ako habang naglalakad, punta siya sa madilim na part ng post office to pee (don’t know if totoong pee talaga) tapos lingon ng lingon sakin.. medyo takot lang me na lumapit kasi baka holdaper pretending to be a guard tsaka kasi baka me baril.. (paranoid pa naman ako nung time na yun).. =)

    Hay I miss Gabby’s bistro (off topic) there in Dumaguete, medyo malayo siya from the city pero the best ang food and dami cute tambay dun lalo na pag gabi..

    allen_cruz at Oct 19, 09 at 10:23 pm

  567. hmmm…. i guess there’s always more to discover there at Dumaguete. :-) thanks Allen!

    Fishy at Oct 25, 09 at 5:32 pm

  568. @ Caloy and Moymoy…i have followed through the threads in MGG and have always been amused by both of your minds…and how you can be downright honest…i was hoping i could meet you guys and hear more of your intellectual relays over coffee. meritorious_verdict@yahoo.com

    meritorious_verdict at Nov 28, 09 at 3:32 pm

  569. Hi MOMOY!
    ________________

    luv your stories. can you share to me some tips on how to get access sa mga aspiring models, promodizers, and basketball players (as you shared in the masseurs, masseurs… thread). matagal ko nang dream ang maka date ang isang model or promodizer pero i work in an industry na hindi nag aaccess ng mga ganitong guys. please send your tips to my email address: juanmiguel.malasado@yahoo.com.
    thanks a plenty!!!!

    juanmig at Dec 2, 09 at 6:26 pm

  570. Hi Meritorious_verdict..I like what radiates in your way of writing. Email me at lawrenceaaronlim@yahoo.com.ph

    Momoy at Dec 10, 09 at 8:12 am

  571. How about activating this thread while we have all the time for the holiday break? Anyone in agreement?

    Momoy at Dec 10, 09 at 8:14 am

  572. If, say, a guy with the looks of a Piolo Pascual(just an example), add to that the articulation of a world-class writer -suspend your disbelief and just imagine that the two traits could actually exist in one person, BUT(that’s a big ‘but’) he’s a self-proclaimed gay …would you, after knowing/discovering his sexual orientation, still like to ‘pursue’ him? Does his being ‘openly’(as opposed to ’secretly’) gay really matter? Wouldn’t that be dismissive of someone even before you got the chance to know him? Wouldn’t that be a reverse-discrimination seeing how gays are still(to a degree) being discriminated against in a largely heterosexual society? Of course, you could just deactivate your gaydar and pretend that this terrific guy is actually straight. Stop and think for a minute -would the possibility of this ‘gay’ demi-god falling for a mere mortal like you an even more insurmountable task? But, hey, I forgot -you might only be after the sex(!) ["Gimme' a real man!!!", screams the pseudo-maiden.] The very same reason why homosexuals are still vilified(maybe too strong a word?) in these modern times as posing a singular threat to the preservation of the human species. They’d be so ready to quip: It’s really not so surprising that you live your lives in the fringes.

    analprobe at Dec 10, 09 at 6:16 pm

  573. I love you Mr. Momoy!!!

    analprobe at Dec 10, 09 at 6:23 pm

  574. @ – Analprobe, as a generic fact, love and admiration are not the same. I admire men with great minds and it’s a bonus if he does look good. Polar love (physical, emotional, sexual), as poles are at the opposite ends, defines it as attaraction for the opposite sex. Now, which spectrum are we located?

    We have different outlooks and skewed perception of our being because of the varying degrees of acceptance and understanding the society has for us. I personally think that some gay men condition themselves only to fellow gay men because it’s the only realistic choice. I go for polar love. I have woman sexual and physical emotions in me so I go for real men. I may be in for trouble, dissapointments and frustration. But that’s ok. At least alam kong hindi ako ang mali. In due time though, just as women were not validated and were not given their due rights ages ago…I celebrate the time when gays will be accepted not only tolerated for who we really are.

    Momoy at Dec 11, 09 at 5:28 am

  575. Thank you, I truly appreciate that. And, goodness, I noticed you wrote that post so early in the morning! Y’know I find it really amazing that openly gay guys delude themselves in that if they could actually get it on with a ’seemingly’ straight(some call them straightacting) fellow, then it’s like winning the dating lottery. Don’t get me wrong, but isn’t that why men are labelled(my apologies for this term) straight(?) -because they are heterosexuals, non-deviant heterosexuals(that their sole purpose in mating is to make it with a woman)? Of course, there are these so-called bisexuals -beings with a much more evolved sexual appetites. [That's what I think.] Because it’s still very difficult to find people in this day and age -with whom making it with either sex is the norm. And that they’re not being coerced or paid to do just that. Let’s be honest -once a man engages in any sexual liaison with another man, then they are both categorically gays, isn’t it? Doesn’t really matter who’s the top or the bottom; if it comes right down to things, they are both homosexuals. Although, labels aside, the bottom line is: did both of them find it enjoyable or pleasurable? The other main objective of sex, aside from procreation, is pleasure anyway(intimacy, companionship, etc. are all derivatives of pleasure or vice-versa). Hence, if I do happen to hook up with a man, albeit a straightacting one, I would have resign myself to the fact that he’s actually gay or bisexual and not otherwise. There’s really nothing wrong with that, too. Cheers!

    analprobe at Dec 11, 09 at 3:54 pm

  576. And, hey, what’s your take on guys who ‘genuinely’ go both ways(meaning both sexes)? What do you think of them?
    (Enjoy your evening.)

    analprobe at Dec 11, 09 at 4:17 pm

  577. I can not speak for the truth and many will probably say I’m biased to favor my optimism. But have we ever thought that the idea of men- only for women..is only a product of generations of pre-conditioning? Religion,education, family,society, ourselves – we have been made to believe that there are only two creation, albeit sexes ..MEN and WOMEN and that we need to pro-create based on the need for social evolution.

    The key word there is evolution. Science evolves, society evolves..and that social structures and human understanding should also evolve along with it. We have seen than in how women, religion and racial rights and understanding have evolved. What made us think it will not happen to OUR rights and the society’s take of us?

    Science has proven that WE are NORMAL. When God created me to be like this, I don’t think HE wants me to suffer by not letting me know what and who is for me. HE is a good GOD who grants me the desires of my heart. The only think I know that HE despises is lust and promiscuity, the same measure he has for MEN and WOMEN.

    Are WE generally more promiscous than men and women..Probably..and we all go back to the repression we have suffered internally from ourselves and externally from all of them around us.

    We have come to this social age when partnership is now based on compatibility. And compatibility is not based on gender. The natural evolution has led us to the achievement of not only what is for us but what is best to achieve social balance.

    Few more years coupled with objective leaderhip to fast-track social rights, the freedom of everyone and the breakage of old perceptions will set us free.

    Momoy at Dec 12, 09 at 12:05 pm

  578. Yeah, that and the notion that there is a God. Human evolution is geared towards the realisation that the idea of God is just another social construct. And this realisation would then free humankind from the shackles of delusion that homosexuality consigns one to eternal damnation. But I’m still convinced that the drive among humans to procreate is still strongest and subverts any other form of evolutionary deviations like dispensing with sex between a man a woman just to make life more exciting. Being gay is and would remain the exceptiion to the rule.
    I wish I could have a nice chat with you over a cup of coffee, Mr Momoy. Have a good evening.

    analprobe at Dec 12, 09 at 6:07 pm

  579. Just got off the plane from Chicago and my head is somewhat in a tailspin not from the flight but from poring over various media articles on the spectacular downfall of the Mighty Tiger Woods. Found it unbelievable at first(a couple of weeks ago) but slowly resigned myself to acceptance, faced with the pile-up of vomit-inducing evidence from a creepy list of women with equally exotic names like Grubbs(holy mother of god!), Jungers(oh, my lord!), Kalika(oh, dear!). But just imagine the uproar if instead of all these skanky women, the media have unearthed a list of men(!). Haha. Oh my God(!), it would have been tabloid heaven, ladies gays and gentlemen. Mr. Woods, just in a matter of two weeks, became the penultimate poster boy of the international consortium famously known as What Were You Thinking Ltd. Upstaging Nike in the sponsorship stakes. Creating a whole new spin on their advertising catchphrase: Just Do It! -Indeed! Oh, but I’ve been in awe of the guy since I could remember -not so much a fanatical regard on the larger-than-life-sports-icon-thingy but more of a sane admiration of the refreshingly wholesome persona projected thru the media. A mancrush, in short. Well, no more! Now, I’m merely crushed. I told one of my buddies that I’d go gay for Tiger Woods. I’m recanting that now. It’s like a betrayal, y’know. It sure is silly on my part but the admiration was a big thing. I even bought my Tag Heuer watch on account of TW’s endorsements. Now I’m thinking of hawking the thing on ebay. Or maybe I’ll just give it away as a Christmas present to one of my friends. I have to find another famous mancrush quick.

    analprobe at Dec 13, 09 at 5:45 am

  580. Oh, by the way, during the flight, I started subtly flirting with this Latino guy seated just across from my aisle seat. I even got us to exchange cells(numbers). It was just for the fun of it. I mean, the guy is cute if it comes right down to it. But, I’m not yet that audacious to execute a real pick-up in an interstate plane. I just find it thrilling. My lunch’s finished, so gotta’ go. Till next.

    analprobe at Dec 13, 09 at 6:14 am

  581. On Tiger.. There are more important issues than this.. it’sUS (not even Hollywood’s) media sensationalism at it’s worst…and it freakin sells. Let someone who has not sinned, cast the first stone!!

    Hugh Grant in Notting Hill said it fairly (to Julia Robert’s character)…”Hey, tomorrow, nobody even cares what happened today..it becomes history!”

    Learn from this Tiger…and move on..Big decisions that will hug the limelight prolongs the sensationalism..

    Momoy at Dec 13, 09 at 8:43 am

  582. Hi Momoy… this is my fave stories.. please continue nabitin ako… you may email me at shugssecret@yahoo.com

    Momoy’s Perspectives and Life Shared: Things are NOT what they seem… 3rd of 3 posted parts (Some names and facts are changed to protect their real identities..)

    The whole time I was concentrated on reading newspapers were emotionally turbulent.It was a confirmation that I’ve been really not healed nor have overgrown my misguided hormones. I would have wanted to engage in small talks with him but I knew i had ill motives. And I guess I was too proud and too righteous to even consider the attraction.

    But I was weak. I would unknowingly take a peek at him feeling shy and feeling concious being alone and in people’s radar. Our eyes often meet and he would give me a ‘Hey, can we talk here..’ inviting smile. The headlines talked about war and terror but it all read colors and wonderlala.Haaay, such feeling of attraction…I was feeling so stupid…

    I tried mapping out his looks so I would not forget him in case that was our last encounter. His eyes had such powerful gaze. Thick brows, strong and square jawline, chisselled lips and carved nose…he was the epitome of Adonis for me. I then imagined him dunking basketballs with his lean, basketball-fit body.

    It led me to thinking how long, how strong and hairy his legs could be…how tight his arm muscles should be and how defined his chest and tummy must be. Then I imagined him all-sweaty after a day’s game and how manly he would smell. I don’t think I can share a shower with him without being unaffected..something I succesfully carried out in my US university and in public gyms.

    I was occupied with my newspaper reading err fantasizing when I sensed someone holding 2 cups of coffee sit beside me on my table and offered the other cup to me….

    “Pare, kinunan na kita ng kape…”

    I was hoping it was Mark…but I saw the flamboyant family friend I have not seen for quite a time…Jude.

    “Syet, the Doctor _____, ikaw pala ang nagpapasok dito sa alaga ko…” buzzed Jude.

    I am good at shutting off one personality to the other..something closeted and trained PLUs are very good at…”Oh, Jude…musta ka na? Blooming ka ngayon ah..I would have not known it is…”

    “Owwws, showbiz diva na ako ngayon, I have a show on local cable..Uy, papakilala ko sayo si Mark, for sure kilala mo na sya. Kababayan natin yan. I invited him sa opening ng resto ng client/friend ko, sya ang nag-cut ng ribbon. Doc, meet Mark…Mark, si Doc Momoy…”

    I remembered extending Mark a firm handshake. Di naman pala sya suplado, mahiyain lang talaga…”Pasencia ka na, I didn’t get to follow local entertainment but of course I knew artista ka.Sikat ka ata kase nagpapapicture pa sayo ang mga tao sa labas kanina. Kaya kita pinapasok kase alam kong you wanted refuge..”

    Jude butted in..”Ay, sorry Momoy, kase I had to arrange sa mga kilala ko dito na makapasok sya sa Lounge kase di naman namin maafford ang business class accomodation. In fact, talagang friendly usapan lang namin sa management team nya, walang kasamang PA. Talagang parang umuwi lang sya sa kanila..”

    At this point, di pa rin nagsasalita si Mark. He was just smiling and towering over us. So my instincts told me I must make him relaxed and be comfortable over me.”Great na nakita kita uli Jude. When we arrive in Manila, can I invite you both to dinner? Where are you based in the metro? Since artista si Mark, the most private yet familiar and closest to me with wide selections is The Heat at EDSA Shangrila Hotel.”

    Jude felt sorry…”Ay, sayang. I am based here, hinatid ko lang talaga si Mark at inarrange flight nya, baka kako makahirit pa ako ng business class.Pero, ikaw Mark?”

    I was not expecting this…”Sorry, di rin ako pwede. Kailangan kong kunin ang scripts ko mamyang gabi sa writer namin…”

    Ahh, I really felt so sorry and sad but I had to hide it. SUNTOK SA BUWAN lang ang mga artistang kagaya ni Mark.

    I decided to be good acquintance with him to maximize our waiting time in the lounge. I pretended to not be concerned with his star status. Since we speak the same language, we had fun talking about Cebu and the network of people and friends that the three of us knew.

    Jude had to leave ahead of our boarding time for a prior commitment. We exchanged numbers…exchanged business cards..I was surprised Mark personally saved my number straight to his cellphone instead of simply keeping my business card as reference. I considered it just a regular guy habit, never thought deeply about it..

    I was thinking na back to square one kami ni Mark since the catalyst to good conversation was gone. But Mark seemed to ease up on me and showed how fun he could be. It helped that he knew nagBIBISAYA rin ako. We talked about the booming business opportunities in Cebu, the nightlife in Manila, our penchant for BORA and the beaches and travelling as a lifestyle.

    We never talked about who we were, what we do…it didn’t matter. I think for most straight men or anybody for that matter,it is a key to a sincere conversation…never talk anything about yourselves that flirts with personal judgment. Needless to say, we had great time waiting for our boarding time at the lounge..on to the tube until we were separated by the distance of our seats…I was at the business class, Mark at the Fiesta economy.

    I tried very hard to forget Mark all the while. I remembered wishing we would not bump with each other over at the baggage area. I worked hard to make my mind asleep but his smile and his taps in my back kept on flashing.I played my iPhone very loud to keep him out of my memory but i can still hear his laughter and his passionate talks. I was even hoping that someone would have severe intestinal flu and would lock himself up in the toilet so I could find an excuse to use the economy toilet and eventually find that smile again from Mark. But no, Mark was a living devil, a walking temptation to my otherwise fine world, I should resist his charm…Heavens, strengthen me…

    I was making sure I’d get out from the airport soonest to not see his traces again but when we landed and turned on my cellphone, got this text…

    “Bro, iinvite mo pa ba ako sa dinner mo? maaga pa naman kase to go to our writer, hehe. Mark pala to…”

    The devils must be really alive and working

    Shugs at Jan 10, 10 at 7:58 am

  583. hi jed, gusto kita makilala.
    email me. serious0026@yahoo.com. ty.

    •alchemist• at Jan 19, 10 at 8:53 am

  584. guys, may alam pa ba kayong gay bar? for a friend’s shower …

    stArvin at Mar 18, 10 at 10:33 am

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