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Hello po! Mr. Migs! Napag-isipan kong isulat ang aking kwento dahil gusto ko malaman ang reaksyon ninyo at ng mga readers tungkol sa aking naranasan. Papa-ikiliin ko na ang kwento ko at direct to the point.

Ako si Drew, 18. Ako ay isang Marine Student sa isang prominenteng Maritime School dito sa Pilipinas. Syempre, in-house ang aming training. Sabay-sabay kaming gumigising, nag-eexercise, kumakain, nag-aaral. Pero maswerte pa din kami kasi may privacy kami. Kasi by rooms ang mga kadete. Hindi kagaya sa iba na barracks type kung tawagin o puro kama-kama sa isang floor.

Siya ay si Joseph, 19. Siya ang roommate ko. Nagkakilala kami nung orientation pa lang. Naging close na agad kami kaya kami na ang nagdecide na maging roommates. Nagstart ang klase June 2009.

Ok naman ang naging samahan namin. Tulungan kami sa lahat ng bagay. Hanggang sa di inaasahang pangyayari ang dumating.

March iyon ng 2010, masayang-masaya kami dahil magbabaksyon na. Nagkaroon kami ng konting inuman sa kwarto ng isa kaklase namin. Wala kasi yung nagbabantay samin nun kasi ang alam ko, mag-aaply na din siya ng ibang trabaho. Naka-inom ako at si Joseph. Nagsimula kami ng 10:00 PM at natapos ng mga 12:00 A.M. Nagpahinga na rin kami ni Joseph sa aming kwarto. Mga 2:00 A.M. ata iyon ng madaling araw, biglang tinandayan (or dinantayan) ako ng roommate ko, at biglang yumakap. Syempre nagising ako nun, pero nagtutulog-tulugan ako. Maya-maya pa, ikinikis-kis niya yung paa niya sa etits ko. Hindi ko nagustuhan yung ginawa niya. Kaya ang ginawa ko, kunwari nagulat ako (yung parang naalimpungatan). Inalis niya naman yung paa niya. Nakatulog uli ako nang maramdaman kong nakatanday (or nakadantay) na naman siya sa akin at nakayakap. Hindi ko na ako gumalaw. Pinabayaan ko nalang siya. Maya-maya, naramdaman kong gumagapang na yung kamay niya papunta sa etits ko. Ayon, hinimas-himas niya. Pinasok niya din yung kamay niya sa brief ko. Syempre, tumayo din naman etits ko. Kaya di ko alam kung ramdam niyang gising din ako. Nilabas niya din ang etits ko dahil nahihirapan siya sa garter ng aking brief. Kabado talaga ako. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin. Saka ayokong magpachupa. Nung nararamdamang kong jinajakol na niya ako, bigla ulit akong gumalaw at tuluyan ng tumalikod sa kanya. At ayon, natulog na ako ulit. Kung may nangyari man pagkatapos nun, hindi ko na alam. Hindi ko na maalala. Basta pag-gising ko ay tulog pa din siya. Pero tingin ko naman wala. Napapa-isip tuloy ako kung dahil lasing lang siya o kaya naman ginamit niya lang yung pagiging lasing niya?

Ok naman kami ngayon. Deadma lang ako sa nangyari. Ako pa nga unang pumansin sa kanya.

Tanong ko po, bakla po ba siya? Dapat ko ba siyang iwasan? Ano ang dapat kong gawin? Kasi close na kami, tapos biglang ganun. Parang ang panget. Ayoko din namang kasi magtanong sa mga kaibigan ko kasi baka lokohin na nila si Joseph saka siyempre ako. Salamat po!

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Hello din, Drew. Bakit pala gusto mong malaman kung bakla si Joseph? Like mo siya? Bakit naisip mo siyang iwasan? Close kayo, tapos may nangyari – sabi mo ampanget. Bakit? Tama yung iniisip mo na huwag nang ipaalam sa iba yung nangyari sa inyo, di maganda para sa inyong dalawa. Pribado yun sa inyo, di maganda na i-chismis pa sa iba. Sa tingin mo, kaya mong kausapin si Joseph tungkol sa nangyari? Kung close talaga kayo, di kaya mas magiging malalim ang pagkakaibigan ninyo kung pag-uusapan ninyo yung mga bagay kahit sensetibo ito? Ano sa tingin mo?

Migs

Comments (33)

  1. curious! said on 02-07-2012

    u have to be frank drew to your friends!if you think you dont like what joseph did to you, then why dont you tell him the truth that you are not gay para patulan mo sya?tinigasan ka nung time na un ibig sabihin, gusto mo ring mahimas ung etits mo diba?di ka naman bakla pero tinigasan ka, kaya GO na!

  2. wildleeinnocent said on 07-08-2011

    drew you have to paraphrase your question. the question should be “am i gay?” the mere fact you’re on mig’s blog/site will definitely brings doubt about your sexual identity. :grin:

  3. Nathe said on 25-07-2011

    I’m sure Joseph is gay, the fact that he touched your penis and tried jerking it off in which a straight guy won’t do di ba? and one more thing Drew why don’t you like a blow job? common…r u serious or just waiting the right person to give you that… :?:

  4. Not said on 01-03-2011

    OMG! Bakla k drew. Ang sarap nman ng situation nyo. Ba’t mo pa tinanggal? Panget ba sya? Mas masarap qng yummy sya! Lab it!haha

  5. panget said on 27-02-2011

    ako din nakaranas ng ganyan.,kasama ko kwarto. binasag ko mukha. tamo nadala.. hehehe.

  6. panget said on 27-02-2011

    heheheh….. angkulet -

  7. r_sphynx said on 13-01-2011

    haaaaa.y.. kalurky story mo Drew! hmmmm.. Keep ur friendship with Joseph nlang!

  8. youjuanayala said on 23-11-2010

    simple word dude… ANG ISANG BAGAY PAG GINUSTO mo MADAMING PARAAN., PAG AYAW MARAMING DAHILAN. kung hindi mo gusto , sana sa una palang dapat hindi mo na pinayagan mangyari…meaning naexcite kdin…!!!

  9. Justin G said on 26-08-2010

    right before my best friend got merried, he came for a sleep over. We went out to Encor and Cuisine, drank the night ayaw in Members and got to my house drunk.
    Being one of my closest friends, I never opted to try anything.
    This guy is the Filipino version of Devon Sawa when he was in his teens and is smooth as a baby… a swimmer. lahat na, My crush actually. Pero never really tried anything much cause i didnt want to risk loosing him.
    anyways, he and i got home together and as we got out of our cloths, i offered to lend him a pair of shorts and shirt…
    no! I sleep in my inderwear.
    he had a tight one on… you know the type where some parts of his balls were coming out a little cause not enough room? because he was a swimmer, he was shaved so this made me even hotter!
    during the night, i shifted position and accidentally hit him… he was out of his covers and had a super HARD ON! they type where the head was already out of the garter!?
    wala na… i touched it and even documented it by taking pics…! Hahahaha! after that he let me put my hands down the back of his jeans into the tip of his ass crack when we were out and drink….. but that’s about it. is he gay? or just super curious and wanted to try it out? well he get merried? we dont talk about it anymore… so he probably just wanted to know what it was like.
    Im not gay acting nor even obvious… so did he just know?

  10. metoto said on 13-08-2010

    bakla pagnakainom – baka un lang siguro si joseph (lol)… close naman kau diba so next time na mangyari yan, kausapin mo na kaibigan lang talaga kau at ayaw mo ng ganyan… maiintindihan ka nun… kaibigan mo naman… ok lang yan…
    hay naku guys, humihingi ng tulong ang tao… di bakla yan… ganto kasi, safe sya mag-open for help at walang kukutya sa kanya dito… i-ano ginawa nyu… wag naman ganyan guys… respect is important, lalo pa naman taung mga gays(closeted man o pamienta) ang pwedeng makaintindi sa ganyang sitwasyon… help na lang kau guys…

  11. promdiboy said on 03-06-2010

    bat kasi pinipilit nyo na bakla ang tao? imbes na tulungan nyo, pinaglalaruan nyo lang. eh anu naman kung pumasok siya sa site na to? mga bakla lang ba ang may karapatan na sumulat at bumasa dito?

  12. akoangbida said on 23-05-2010

    naku. in denial ka lang talaga. ganyan din ako :))
    pero pag tagal, magsisisi ka rin kung bakit hindi mo pinatulan ang lalaking yun :))
    sayang!

  13. cadet... tsugtsug.. said on 20-05-2010

    lolx…. auq na mag training… toinkzzz deh gusto ko.. bading ako eh… ako ung hihimas deh xa…. ung sabaw ah… ahahay… shet andame kayang sabaw sa batch niyo.. aayaw kapa?? ahay… ganyan n kame sa 2nd sem… tol.. ^^ hulaan ko confuse ka peo gusto mo rin tinigasan ka nga ee… ahahahahaha…

  14. striker said on 19-05-2010

    nagmaganda ka pa kasi girl eh.. hahah d mo na tinuloy un sayang un girl chance n yun noh

  15. malibogomael said on 17-05-2010

    this story is a fraud :D

    ang arte mo drew ha.. di ka nakakainggit.. nakakabwisit ka! :D

  16. Doodles said on 14-05-2010

    You sounded like an in denial gay. Nevertheless, you may want to talk to him about what happened. Like Migs iterated, mas lalalim ang friendship niyo kung comfortably niyo mapag-uusapan yung mga ganung pribadong bagay.

  17. matthewboy18 said on 08-05-2010

    Drew, I’m also 18 katulad mo. Cguro tlga in-denial ka lang. Kasi my ganyang storya din ako eh. At isa pa bakit mo alm tong site ni MIGS diba? Alam kong mahirap tanggapin ang ganitong bagay lalo na at nasa crucial stage pa tayo. Pero go on wid da flow n lng at wag mo ng sabihin p sa iba yun kc masisira pagkakaibigan niyo..[sarap tlga ng buhay teenager hehehe..]

  18. gelo said on 03-05-2010

    Ewan ko kung may makakarelate sakin pero habang binabasa ko yung sulat ni Drew naaalala ko yung mga kuwento sa Valentino Magazine nung nasa sirkulasyon pa ito. Hahahaha. Hanubeh, Drew? Ang mas importanteng tanong yata ay bakit ka tinigasan nung hinihipuan ka ni Joseph? Don’t tell me iniimagin mo that time na kamay ng babae yung humihimas sa’yo. Ay Tse. LOL. So what kung bakla siya? So what kung bakla ka rin? Bakla ako! So what? “Parang ang panget.” sabi mo? Bakit panget ba siya? Panget ba siyang bakla? Eh ano ngayon?

  19. tyrone_binan said on 01-05-2010

    Welcome kapatid na Drew and Joseph! yan lang….

  20. psyche said on 01-05-2010

    Drew and Joseph are both gay.
    Joseph because of his gestures.
    Drew from his choice of words in his letter such as “deadma” and the fact that he’s sending an email to Migs about his story. How did he find out abuout MGG anyway?

  21. dzerei said on 01-05-2010

    Drew, parang i’m smiling a bit when Migs said na bakit nga ba curious ka to find out if gay si Joseph. In my viewpoint, it seems like you are interested not just to know about his sexual orientation, but also his deeper person, his identity. It shows that he matters to you and you are mindful of him. :) sa tingin ko, mahirap makapagsabi if he is 100% gay, 100% bi, or 100% straight. Same thing with you, mahirap din atang sabihin yun. Yung idea ng fluidity of sexuality or the notion na lahat naman tayo are going through various stages of life processes, a combination of multifaceted factors should be considered. Mahirap kasing ilagay natin sa isang kahon ang identity ng isang person, including Joseph. Cguro mas maganda if huwag ka nalang mag focus sa question mo if he’s gay or what, rather, why not dwell on the fact that Joseph is a person…and your friendship with him is more worthy to nurture. Although hindi mo naman na mention sa post mo if you are struggling in your sexual orientation, I suggest na you should enjoy your everyday, strive in every goal, and always try to be the best that you can be. Although our sexual identity remains an integral part of our humanity, it is not the sole determiner of how we live our lives. At dahil lahat naman ay process, I personally believe that as both you and Joseph grow up, you will be more aware of yourselves and your true feelings. Our being gay, bi, or straight should not define our existence, neither should these identities limit us from becoming better individuals and developing more quality relationships with our loved ones, including best friends or in your case, “roommate”. :) take care.

  22. ram said on 01-05-2010

    been there before.ala.deadma ko nalang.siguro curiosity niya un. friend ko rin. tumalikod lang din ako sa kanya sabay tulog-tulogan. inisip ko nalang lahat naman tayo may libog kaya un cguro. ewan.
    perhaps, it will be part of my ‘memories of my melancholic whore’, na hinding-hind ko malilimutan ‘sing haba ng: ‘a very long engagement’. ‘di dapat maging nega. and i believe, karamihan hindi man lahat nakaranas ng ganitong eksena. tao lang. pandaigdigang kapayapaan.

  23. edward said on 01-05-2010

    in denial ka pa drew na gay ka din, something u cant accept at this time or you are having identity crisis. it happened to me before, i started liking men but struggling to fight or control it. nangyari din sakin yan together in a room with a friend and he started touching me while asleep but i pretended not knowing it and nothing happened. looking back, sana pinabayaan ko na lang may mangyari coz he’s very good looking but i was in denial nga, i said lalaki ako!

    joseph is gay and like you he is in the same boat. hiding in the closet. let go drew, do it all over again if given the chance, you dont need to confront him nor ask him just drink, get drunk and sleep in the same bed. if he started touching you feel free to enjoy the the moment and your ecstacy. it will me memorable.

  24. Plutocopy said on 01-05-2010

    ” Nung nararamdamang kong jinajakol na niya ako, bigla ulit akong gumalaw at tuluyan ng tumalikod sa kanya. At ayon, natulog na ako ulit. Kung may nangyari man pagkatapos nun, hindi ko na alam. Hindi ko na maalala. ”

    -napakaimposible naman nito…magiging active talaga yung mind mu pag ginalaw ka kasi nasa state of consciousness ka eh…makakatulog ka ba pag nasarapan kana lalo pat pinaubaya mu na sa kanya ang iyong pagkalalaki…LOLS

  25. Edgar Portalan said on 01-05-2010

    100 % bakla si Joseph….at ikaw din Drew…pramiz he he he he..aminin!!!!

  26. roel said on 01-05-2010

    bakala silang pareho..bakit andito di sya sa site na ito/ this is not for straight guys site i think..its ok to be gay..just be ready.

  27. Jejemon said on 01-05-2010

    Hoy ate Drew, bakit dito mo pa naman naisipang isulat ang iyong kwento? PLU ka din ba? Hmm umamin ka na kasi, nasarapan ka din naman. Ayaw mo lang magpadala sa sarap na nararamdaman. Huwag ka mag-alala, next time, sasarapan ko pa.

    Love,
    Joseph

  28. morning_dew said on 01-05-2010

    uu nga, bakit ka dito sumulat? hahaha! nakakaloka.

  29. Herbs said on 30-04-2010

    masasabi ko lang kay sister Drew.

    girl, deadmahan lang yan! hhahaha.

  30. ming said on 30-04-2010

    eh bakit hindi mo sya tanungin ng diretso. tse!

    nagmamaldita,
    mingmeows

  31. RonTab said on 30-04-2010

    kakaloka… bakit ka dito sumulat? di ko alam kung maraming straight guys na tumatangkilik ng site na to, no offense meant Migs, pero uhmm… nalilito lang ako. aren’t both of you in denial?

    Drew, dantay, dantay ang alam kong root word ng parenthetical choice mo.

    But this site is sooo welcoming you and Joseph (parang akin). Keep us updated!

  32. guyrony said on 30-04-2010

    Just tell Joseph that you’re not gay and you feel awkward when he did that and hope to not do it again.

    Just be frank, if you’re straight and your roommate is gay then set some boundaries or limits.

    It’s your right.

    And keep it private, telling other people will not only put Joseph in shame but you as well.

  33. broke said on 30-04-2010

    no doubt…bakla si joseph……sa ganyan naman talaga nagsisimula ang lahat eh…..ala brokeback mountain pala ang nangyari sa inyo…..lol!!!! the fact na interesado si drew na malaman kung bakla si joseph, at he feels something din ng hinawakan ni joseph ang periko nya…..hhmmmnnnn…..something din with you joseph ha….anyway, it will be a good start for both of you kung gusto mo rin siya…pero kung hindi, wag nang pansinin……deadma nalang….PEACE!!!

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